Thursday, July 31, 2003
work actually passed by really quick. i got home before 12 too!! good stuff!!
sooo i called albert. haha.. he entertained me for a few minutes. then he let me go. then.. OOOH!! i got a voice message from vinnie!!! hehe.. someone actually called meeee!!! ^^ very nice. so yea. albert called me back when he got home & yea.. we both ate & talked.. haha.. ______ albert!! =) he still doesnt know what i said!! haha.. he didnt believe me when i said i had a sister too.. "that's weird!!" .. 'what? that i have a sister?? and you didnt know??' .. "yea.." haha.. ahhh.. funny..
you know.. on my way to work.. i was listening to the cd i burnt .. err.. after the 2nd .. and i was listening to "remember me this way".. & i dont know... i started to get sad again.. then that song by evanesence.. my immortal i think? that made me sadDER.. =( i just think back on how.. i'll never be able to call him up in my times of need or just because.. or ANYTHING.. EVER AGAIN.. it used to anger me.. now.. it just makes me really sad.. "there are some things time cannot erase.." then in the jordan hill song:
"But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay..."
i mean.. i know john is going to live on.. in each of us.. because we all have a part of john in us.. but i dont know.. i just miss HIM.. i want to see him again.. i want to HUG him.. i dont know.. i mean.. i'm hesitant when i want to say i've accepted all of this.. it's just.. i guess.. i never really agreed with this whole idea.. where he's not.. here.. physically.. i will just have to live with the fact that he's in each of us......
i dont know.. this is all kind of out of nowhere, huh? ..... i'm just super sad... i just.. miss him..... A LOT....
ok.. too much sadness.. time to sleep. night.
* teresa 1:16 AM l
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
random thoughts:
i need to go on 2 secret missions!! >=)
i dont think he really likes me..
i need to call up soooo many people!! bLaR...
people shouldn't visit me at work.. 'til my last day or something.. hehe..
my work shirt is shrinking.. lame.. =/ oh well. 12 more days.
my mom wants me to go back to san diego on the 17th.
i found out the 3rd harry potter movie is coming out in june.. 2oO4. ack. so far away!!
i should probably get my books back from debbie! haha..
i need to get more contacts & contact solution.
i want to go shopping.
i want new flip flops. =( haha.. "where do you get cute flip flops?" =)
online/internet is BORiNG.. blub..
no one ever blogs.. haha.. it's always the same people.. clare, ame, amando, michele, ME. yep.
i have 25 minutes to waste before i start driving to work.
* teresa 3:50 PM l
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
today was a good day.
i actually slept in. =) woke up at 11. got ready then left to go to kat's. from there, we went to the
mirage to meet up with johnathan. he's a really nice person. good conversationist too! =) then from there, kat & i went to pick up monica. then we went to meet up with everyone else at
volcano.. it was tkd, monica, andy, brian, alex.. yep. i felt bad taking up space when only one of us (ME!) bought a drink.. xP oh wells. soooo after an hour of sitting there & waiting for people to show up.. we (minus debb who went to get her hair cut!) went to
cue d's.. fun stuff.. i saw mister jay chung there. very cool. =) i saw albert too!! cool stuff.. haha.. but yea! monica did pretty good for her first time.. haha.. you reached your goal!! =) i was actually putting some balls in.. YAYY!!! brian & andy were being mean to me!! haha.. but it was fun.. i missed hanging out with people..
we should do this more!!! for sure!!! =D
now i'm at home. bumming it. dreading work tomorrow & the days that will follow. =/ rawr. 4 days in a row?! freakn crazy!! not fair.. but at least i'll get paid on friday? whoo hoo? =)
you know.. i really miss how things were from last summer.. to this summer. i mean.. yea.. just last year in general. summer last year was half bleh & half weEeeee for me.. =T i dont know.. i miss being close to certain people....
haha.. hey kat!! you're going to new mexico.. & taking something of value to me!! haha.. YOU!! =P i'm goood!! but yeaa.. i'll come visit once you find some interesting placees to go!! if not, i'll come anyways!!! cause YOURE there!! =D
same message goes to debbie & anyone else who's going away for college.. =)
i want to talk to my fish.. too bad my fish is busy!! bleh.. michele made me a puffer fish.. haha.. because i always do that thing with my cheeks.. =P lalalaaaa..
i should go watch tv or something. TV clare!! haha.. clare's my losernerd. <33 hehe..
i wonder how everyone is in san diego. you guys never call me!! =(
[ EDiTED @ 11:35 pm ]
brian: thanks for inviting me out today
brian: i had a REALLY good time
me: haha
me: yayy
me: =D
brian: very magical...
brian: lol
me: magical?
me: haha
brian: lol
brian: oh, of course
brian: any time i spend with you is
brian: :-D
brian: but, it was good seeing everybody again
me: lol
me: yeaaa.. it was GREAT seeing everyone
..
i love my friends!!! ^^
* teresa 8:26 PM l
Monday, July 28, 2003
i like talking to marlon. =)
sooo yea.. i got to talk to marlon for a long time since.. forever last night.. err.. early this morning.. haha.. i got 5 hours of sleep.. it was weird.. because i wasn't really tired at all.. mm.. sooo today.. was full of.. chill-ness.. =P i sat at home.. then debb came over.. i watched part of.. 'red dragon'.. iNTERESTiNG!!! .. then i had to drop my car off.. then debb & i went to.. uhh.. i probably shouldn't say.. but we went places! haha.. then back to my house.. then my sister got us food.. CARNE ASADA FRiES!!! oh man.. too bad the ones in sd are better!!! ahhh.. poop. i got to talk to kat & brian for a bit today.. yep. cool stuff. then!! i dont know.. i just kind of watched debbie with her whole secret mission thingie.. lalala.. my mom made her eat dinner with us before she could go home.. haha.. =P
sorry debb.. my family's weird.. but you've KNOWN that!! =)
tomorrow!! .. i need to go on a secret mission of my own!! then hang out with kat & hopefully monica too! & whoever else there is! =)
right now.. i should probably look at my tuition payment thingie & when it's due.. because my mom's been bugging me about it for whatever reason.. blarr.. yep. fun stuff.
* teresa 10:39 PM l
i talked to debbie today. she's a nerd.
her: you're a butthole!
me: you're a turd!!
her: hey! we're 2 of a kind!! turd in a butthole!!
.. or something to that effect.. =P hehe.. i love debb!! =)
you know.. it's kind of funny how there's not that many people on at 1:43 am (whOo!! i <3 you! hehe..) but yet.. SO many IMs.. haha.. geez.. interesting stuff.. maybe because people are bored & yea.. will chat with whoever.. yepp.. i feel the love!! =)
oooH!! debbie visited me at work today!! haha.. with teresa & amanda!! coool!! too bad i was all paranoid because my supervisor & uhh.. boss lady were RiGHT there.. it was lame anyways because.. there were like wayy too many of us on the 2nd floor today.. like.. yea.. 9 workers vs. the 0 customers?! mm.. i love it. money going to waste for the company. haha.. oh well.. easy work.. ooh.. CLOSiNG SUCKED BUTT!!! .. as always.. rawr.. i called debb after to see if she'd keep me company but NOOO.. her phone was off.. =P i need people to call at like midnight to keep me company while i walk in the creepy dark allyway..
hahaha.. right after i wrote that..
albert: how come you never call me teresa huh?! =P
me: haha
me: busy!
me: i'll call you at like midnight!
me: when i get off work & junk!
me: =D
me: okay?!
me: =)
albert: kaye
hm.. brian's back in town!! =) yea.. i'll blog later. if i actually do stuff today!! =)
* teresa 1:54 AM l
Sunday, July 27, 2003
i woke up at 9 today. go me.
after work.. i'm always hungry & tired. blar. sucky.
i hate my schedule for this coming week.. i'm closing today, wednesday, [on call] thursday, friday & saturday. -.- but i'm off on monday & tuesday. soooo.. let's hang out? =)
but oooh yea.. yesterday.. i actually made 2 sales!! whoo hoo!! lol.. i suck.. haha.. and i met someone i knew i've met before.. lol.. i was all embarrassed because we met like 2 summers ago.. when we were on a somewhat double date.. with each other? haha.. xP yep.. but he remembered the movie we saw! haha.. i just remembered how i knew him.. what a small world!! darn las vegas.. haha..
you know what? no one ever calls me. it's always either my mom, dad, sister, or debbie.. =/ well.. yea.. i guess it's because i havent really been calling people, but stiLL.. people should call me so i can call them back.. lol.. i'm a freakn nerd.. =P
ok. yea. must do something else right now. wasting my day. =) have a good one you guys!! =)
* teresa 11:21 AM l
Friday, July 25, 2003
today was a good day for 2 reasons.
1. it rained
2. i got to hang out with people.. =D
soo yea.. i woke up.. & it was all gloomy-ish outside.. whOoo.. good stuff.. i loveee the rain.. haha.. there was thunder too!! or so i heard.. =) um.. my morning consisted of getting ready, eating cereal (yum.. golden grahams!!), & talking to amanda online.. haha.. she's cool.. i missed talking to my mui mui.. =P
then.. kat called me around 12..30ish.. =P since i was bored of being at home.. i went over to her house.. picked her up then went to alex's.. met his friend trevor.. from japan!! cool stuff!! umm.. then!! debb came & joined us.. "in - ter - es - ting!!".. hehe.. so yea.. we all went to red robin for lunch.. it was tkda + trevor + nadia.. yepp.. interesting stuff!! haha.. i think nadia's not used to our... weirdness.. hehe.. =)) alex & his whole..
"do you have a bandaid? .. because i'm CUT!!!" hehehe.. ^^ great line.. ;D haha.. a lot more happened.. i just dont remember.. xP
after lunch.. debb had to leave.. & nadia went to work.. sooo.. the rest of us.. went to the desert passage.. trevor got his application for yea.. then we went to go sit & watch tv at his house afterwards.. haha.. oh yea.. got to love that.. i miss hanging with my k & a!! sooo yayy!! i was a happy camper.. & a sleepy one!! =P haha.. umm.. after an hour & a half of just watching tv.. 'that 70s show' & 'friends'!! good times!! and then!!! .. we went to comp usa.. kat & i had fun.. looking at the lcd monitors.. prettty!! the one that changed colors was SOOOO freakn cool!!! haha.. too bad it cost $1299. bleh!! .. like i had the money anywayss!! haha.. then we played .. what game was it? xmen? haha.. kat kicked my butt!! =P it was quite amusing.. "a whole new world!!.. " hehe.. fun stuff.. then i had to go home.. sooo i dropped kat off & went home..
dude. i've missed
tkda hanging out time.. =))
soooo when i got home.. i watched 'the recruit' with my sister.. pretty good movie.. the actor colin farrel is cuteee!! gosh dang.. then.. talked to geena online!! dang.. i havent talked to her in a long butt time.. xT
geena: ill go vist u before u leave k??
geena: bet my tessa gottt foiner *rawr ;D
me: heck yea!! we should go kick it somewhere
me: hell no..
me: more like fatter
me: shiiet
geena: lol hush
me: haha
geena: i like em BIG AHHA :D
geena: <33 tessa
me: LOL!!
yeaa.. making plans is fun.. going through with them is even better..
but yea. work tomorrow. rawr. sucks. =( but yea..
GREAT DAY TODAY!!! ^^
* teresa 11:14 PM l
Thursday, July 24, 2003
[ wednesday, o7.23.o3 ]
had lunch with my other half.. korean bbq.. good stuff!! then tried calling some people.. went to work.. 5-11.. got home at 12.. closing sucks butt. =) came home. watched part of 'shanghai knights' with my sister.. then went to sleep.
[ thursday, o7.24.o3 ]
got to talk to some people in the morning.. such as allan, debb, marlon for a bit, & my bf!!! =) hehe.. she's sooo eviL!!!
clare: hey man it IS true though!!
clare: you can't deny that you look good together :D
haha.. then went to work.. 12-8.. -.- ughh.. LONG DAY!!! tiring.. 7 hours of walking around.. whooo.. oh yea.. came home. had dinner.
THEN!!!! i got to talk to
KEViN!!!!!! omb.. it was SO GREAT hearing from him!!! ^^ after freakn' 5 weeks of not seeing him around OR talking to him.. ooh.. how CRAZYY!!! i seriously missed him.. =)) it sucks though because i wont see him when i get back.. i'll see him like a week or two after i'm back.. PSSH.. avoiding me on purpose!! lol.. kevin & i are going to BOND when i get back.. sometime.. right?! hehe.. and i felt special!!! because he was sitting in some random parking lot in mm just to talk to me!!! hehe.. =)) it's great having someone to talk to.. i dont know.. he's like my brother.. my other good guy friend.. it's nice talking to someone.. about.. everything.. when i havent in a long time..
me: u owe me a cookie now!!!
me: =D
j: yea yea eya
j: *sticks a big one in ur mouth*
me: hahaha
me: what about milk huh?!
j: *pops in a funnel, pours milk*
me: niceeee
aww.. i missed talking to j.. we really need to kick it sometime oreo!!! & have our cookie party, YA KNOW?! hehe.. =))
i miss talking to a lot of people.. =/ i miss being close to some people..
err.. i'm tired now. freakn' a.. stupid work. but lunch w/ kat, alex & whoever tomorrow.. =D goodnight!!
* teresa 11:38 PM l
allan: haha would I lie to you?
me: ehhH!! i dont know!
allan: you would track me down and kill me
me: haha
me: mmhmm!! i'd have debb & kat help me too
me: =P
allan: haha shoot... if you don't know where I live.. then I might lie to you
allan: haha yea exactly!
me: lol
allan: haha I think I know better than to mess with you ladies
me: haha
me: nicee
allan: you three are like Charlie's Angels or something.. I swear
me: niceee!!
me: =D
.. hehehe!! dont mess with TKD!! =D
* teresa 10:44 AM l
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
soooo!! today was orientation!!!
hahaha.. what a LONG day.. i went to sleep at 1am.. woke up at 6am.. had to be at csusm at 8am.. saw some people i didnt talk to from mc.. umm.. yea.. but i saw rosemarie!! haha.. i made her hang out with me.. =P so yea.. i dont know.. it was just.. LONG.. i'm glad i got my classes though.. they're morning classes.. YAY!!! monday thru thursday.. haha.. good ish!! =)
so.. after orientation i sat in front of the school.. talked to michele for awhile.. then marlon.. "your sister ditched yoooou!!" .. psssh!! messed up.. but yeaa.. after an hour.. she came & got me.. stupid traffic.. rawrrr.. then started the drive back to las vegas.. it was interesting.. my brother was whacking me with his hand.. because i wanted to sleep.. messed up!! aii.. people!! =P my siblings are coool!! haha.. we're freakn weird.. it's great!!! =)) the drive thru at the subway in barstow.. PFFFT.. what a bunch of bs!!! lamee.. no one was taking our order sooo my sister went forward to get out, ya know? but there's a car there.. sooo she reverses in the drive thru.. hehe.. good stuff!!! stupid subway.. "i feel like running" 'ok.. we'll stop the car & you can run'.. errr.. haha.. =P
on the way back to vegas.. i got confused.. i closed my eyes then opened them again.. & yea.. i was like whoa.. am i going TO san diego?? ahhh.. -.- two trips in the past 3 weeks can confuse people.. or yea - me. =P
i came home & i got a card from john's family. sigh..
NOW!! i'm freakn tired.. argh.. 8 hours at orientation.. then the 5 hour car trip back here.. ahhh!!! TIRED!!
[ edit .. 11:59 pm ]
thanks for the haloscan link, ame!!!
now you people can leave comments!!! whOo!!! =)
* teresa 11:41 PM l
[ monday, o7.21.o3 ]
went to islands with my brother & sister. haha.. always interesting.. afterwards, went to visit shannon.. watched part of shanghai knights.. rawrr.. i'm watching sooo many parts of different movies.. it's bugging me!! haha.. then around 2ish.. my sister dropped me off at jane's..
whOo!!! it was reallllllly cool seeing everyone!! =)))) dang.. i seriously missed hanging with them.. but yea.. it was basically everyone but clare, christa & annie.. lalala.. first.. we played taboo.. i think it was like charades.. but no acting out of words.. you try to get people to guess the word.. yepp.. the only word i really remember i had to do was sausage.. "the guys say this a lot.. weak _____" then.. it's a type of meat.. haha.. geeez people!! it's all good.. =P then.. there was the whole thing where shaheen was trying to guess gazebo.. =)) hehe.. funny.. so we played for quite some time.. haha.. that was fun.. i havent played any kind of board game in a long time.. =) then.. vinnie had to go eat dinner.. so the rest of us.. which was.. 8 of us.. went to blockbuster.. rented.. '25th hour'.. after much debate.. -.- haha.. went back to jane's.. some people were playing cards.. which i kind of sort of understood.. =/ chris & i actually had a semi serious conversation.. he's a pretty cool guy to talk to.. ahh.. the part i remember vividly was when jane's mom came into the room RiGHT when chris jumped onto me.. haha.. she was like O.O!! then she says to me.. "i think he likes you.." lol.. good stuff!! so yea.. vinnie came back.. we watched the movie.. CLARE called.. eesh.. haha.. then annie came & yeaa.. haha.. clare & glenda & annie were all talking about.. tv & video tapes.. & all that stuff.. haha.. eviL!!! geez!! i think people are starting to catch on? haha.. xP but yeaaaa.. we left around 11.. vinnie, chris, shaheen & i went to the albertsons by my house & did the TWIST!!! lol.. =)) i was an honorary guy for the night.. =P i would have to say monday was a great day..
a lot of GOOD TiMES.. ^^
when i was talking to chris.. or yea.. during our whole conversation.. some things he said made me.. i dont know.. question myself.. "screw benefit of the doubt".. "things happen for a reason.." .. & the whole thing on how if it didnt happen.. it might have been because it wasnt the right time.. or yea.. something like that.. =/ i dont know.. i hated the whole things happen for a reason thing.. because i dont know.. i just thought of john.. i just.. miss him..
OH OH!!! a very cool thing - vinnie got me ice cream!!! hehe.. better yet, it was COOKIES & CREME!!! vinnie is SO COOL!! restored the faith in all guys for me.. lol.. =P but yeaa.. it was realllllly nice of you vinnie!! & you didnt have to.. geez.. but yea!!
THANKS AGAIN!!! ^^
ack.. i have orientation in an hour.. or so.. i'm excited & nervous!! whOo.. then going back to las vegas.. then work tomorrow.. whooo!! haha.. i hope you guys have a good day!! =)
* teresa 6:55 AM l
Sunday, July 20, 2003
[ saturday, o7.19.o3 ]
my day was yea.. work!! haha.. 8 fun hours.. -.- i had the preschool section.. NO ONE goes into that section.. so they made me breaker.. ahhh.. so crazy.. haha.. but not a bad day!! i met some cool new people.. there was anna [i knew her as lily's friend.. she was in key club.. whOot!!], matt [my supervisor.. he's sooo cool to talk to.. haha.. he was trying to give me a nickname.. yepp], then there was warren [senior @ lvhs.. he kept making fun of me.. lol.. whatever.. fun guy.. said i have a 'cali chick' thing going on.. -.-] .. yepp.. so work was alright.. not too bad.. =) time went by a lot faster..
[ sunday, o7.2o.o3 ]
whooo!!!
i'm in san diego!! =)
it's good to be back!! haha.. mm.. i drove from vegas to barstow then.. i made my sister drive the rest of the way.. haha.. because she was being eviL!!! but then.. i had my fun of being eviL to my brother!! =) hehe.. throwing stuff at him.. quarters.. pennies.. my sister's sdsu pig.. lol.. good stuff.. =) but yea.. left vegas at 7:30ish.. got to sd a little before 12.. weeeee..
i'm freakn' tired.. =(
but yes. i was trying to find people to hang out with. it was bumming me out how people were not at home.. =( i miss bugging kevin. he needs to come back already.. rawrr.. but!! yea..
michele loves me enough to walk/jog from her house to mine.. which is prettty far.. a 15-20 minute jog.. aHhh.. haha.. then
amando called me up.. & he was nice enough to come pick me & michele up.. we went to coldstone in mm.. & YEA!! i got to see
vinnie working!!! haha.. great stuff!! =) the haircut/shave-age of the hair isnt all that bad either!! ;D haha..
soooo the 3 of us sat outside.. me getting most of the sun.. =/ haha.. but i dont know..it was just cool sitting there & talking.. yepp.. i kept thinking about certain stuff.. but thanks to michele's advice.. i'm going to drop it.. guys are stupid. they dont know what they want.
me: stupid boy
clare: boy <<
clare: exactly
clare: you need a MAN!
clare.. you're a loser.. ;D haha.. talking to you always makes the situation lighter? or yea.. more humorous.. haha.. =)
ahhhh.. thanks to amando & michele for being able to hang with me today!! eesh.. haha.. i hate being car-less.. =( but yea.. i had fun with you guys today!! =) i want to watch the rest of 'memento', amando!! =P
anywayssssss..
me: i'm sooo bored
me: and my head hurts
me: and i'm hungry
me: and i hate guys
michele: yeah
michele: meeh tooh
michele: haha dang you know you typed all that in a second
* teresa 7:55 PM l
Saturday, July 19, 2003
ahh.. up sooo early.. actually i got up at 7, but yeaa! haha..
so yea!! i have work today from 12 - 8.. =( dang.. i hate these long hours.. but whatevers.. mm.. yea.. people should CALL today.. to make plans for tomorrow!! why?? because
teresa will be in san diego tomorrow!!! tomorrow as in sunday. around 11 or 12 in the afternoon.. yepp!! =) so give me a call people.. after 8:30.. or 9ish..
i cant wait to see you guyss.. i want to hang with the group!! i havent done that in.. a longgg time..
alrighty. i'm going to get to showering. see you tomorrow? =)
* teresa 9:26 AM l
Friday, July 18, 2003
survey taken from lucy because i have nothing else to do!! =)
i want: things to be how they were a month ago..
i have: cool friends!! =)
i regret: not keeping in touch with some people..
i wish: .. for sooo much.... =/
i love: allll my friends & family!! <33
i hate: .. stupid people.. =)
i miss: john john..
i fear: the unexpected..
i hear: the ac.. it's so freakn' cold in my house!
i search for: .. i dont know..
i feel: wired!! xT i had coffee.. & i dont know why.. i feel all jumpy & jittery.. =T
i live: in a pineapple under the sea!! =P haha.. yea right.. i live in a house? =)
last time you...
smiled: today.. talked to carrie.. =)
laughed: today.. talked to carrie.. she was telling me about her trip to san diego & how she went to the beach.. i asked her what beach she went to.. "uHh.. the pacific?" hehe.. =))
cried: july 8th.
bought something significant: mm.. i dont remember.. all i know is.. i want flip flops.. =)
danced: ahhh.. durango's prom!!! haha.. welll.. yea.. =P
got hammered: i dont think i would ever get hammered.. just maybe.. really buzzed? haha.. jk.. kind of..
were sarcastic: allll the time.. ok.. maybe most of the time..
kissed someone: hm.. people shouldnt kiss & tell.. =P
hugged someone: mm.. that probably would have been marlon..
talked to an ex: um.. talked to erick awhile back.. last week i think..
had a nightmare: um.. a few nights ago.. =/
last thing you read: harry potter & the order of the phoenix.. =/ sigh..
last movie you saw on the big screen: pirates of the caribbean.. whOo.. orlando bloom!! *sLurP!!*
last phone number you called: clare's..
last show you watched on tv: i was watching punk'd but then.. started watching some movie..
last song you heard: in the car.. it was from the justin timberlake cd.. #13..
last thing you had to drink: water!! mm..
last thing you ate: yo on the go.. lol.. greatest invention ever.. i swear..
Stats...
-- Name: t e r e s a = )
-- Birthdate: april 22nd
-- Birthplace: san diego, ca
-- Current Location: mm.. until aug. 18th; las vegas, nv
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: black.. brownish? haha..
-- Height: 5'5"
-- Weight: HAHAHA.. =D
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
Describe...
-- Your heritage: Hi. I'm chinese <~ hahaha.. i love that.. =)
-- The shoes you wore today: my flip flops.. =P
-- Your hair: straight.. longer than i thought it was.. i should cut it again..
-- Your eyes: are really chinky.. ^^
-- Your weakness: Music. and cute boys >.< <~ haha.. i like this one too!! =/
-- Your fears: didnt we have this question?
-- Your perfect pizza: *shrug!!* i've had too much pizza these past days.. thanks to sam!! haha..
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: to figure out what i want to do with my life before my 2nd year in college..
-- Most overused phare on AIM: hm.. in this order: sup, lol, what are you doing now, ok, yea, whatever, blahh!! =)
-- ur thoughts first waking up: it's only __?!
-- Your best physical feature: nothing.
-- Your Bedtime: no bedtime for me..
-- Your greatest accomplishment: so far.. graduating from hs? heh.. how lame. but yea. hopefully i'll have better accomplishments in the near future..
-- Your most missed memory: junior year. just.. everything was great how it was. i miss it.
You prefer...
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcd's is soooo evil.. it's all about in n out
-- Single or group dates: hm.. i dont know..
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: uhh.. nestea? i dont really know..
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: i dont think coffee is good for me.. =T
Do you...?
-- Smoke: HELL NO
-- weed: gross.. *GAG!!*
-- Cuss: teresa has a potty mouth!! =X haha.. not really.. i use my substitute words like bword, EFF, ahole, etc.. =)
-- Sing well: =X
-- Take a shower everyday: yea.. hygene is goood.. *thumbs up!*
-- Have a crush(es): mm.. you could say so..
-- Who are they: hm. clare refers to him as *FiSH* haha.. ;D
-- Do you think you've been in love: puppy love..
-- Want to go to college: i have no choice? haha.. but yea.. i want to start college already!
-- Like high school: i liked all of my years.. junior year was the best though..
-- Want to get married: yep. that'd be nice..
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes?
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes..
-- Get motion sickness: i dont think so
-- Think you're attractive: cocky questions. <~ uhh.. i agree..
-- think you're a health freak: no...
-- Get along with your parents: yep. too bad my mom doesnt think i'm cooL!! T.T haha..
-- Like thunderstorms: heck yea.. they're fuN!!
-- Play an instrument: used to..flute.. oh yes.. haha..
Have you ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: HAHA.. michele's.. "strip pusoy dos" wtf was that.. fun ish..
-- If so, was it mixed company: yea
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: ehh..no..
-- Been caught "doing something": no..
-- Been called a tease: haha.. maybe.. =X
-- Gotten beaten up: mm.. yea.. right.. no..
-- Shoplifted: nope..
-- Changed who you were to fit in: who hasn't..
The future...
-- Age you hope to be married: sometime before i'm 30 would be nicee..
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kids. boy-Tony, girl-Amy
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: ahh.. too much to type & too far away..
-- How do you want to die: quickly & painless..
-- Where you want to go to college: hm.. well, i'm going to college @ CSU San Marcos.. yepp.. go cougars!! haha..
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: .. =T
-- What country would you most like to visit: i want to go to hk, anywhere in europe & yea.. i think anywhere out of the country would be fun..
Opposite sex (or the same?)...
-- Best eye color? hm.. i dont care.. as long as they're nice.. =)
-- Best hair color? dark hair..
-- Short or long hair?: short..
-- Best height: 5'10" up..
-- Best weight: for the opposite sex? uhh.. i really dont know..
-- Best articles of clothing: i dont get this..
-- Best first date location: hm.. somewhere fun..
-- Best first kiss location: uhh.. ?
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life:
-- Number of girls you have made out with:
-- Number of girlfriends you've had:
-- Number of boys I have kissed: this goes with the whole no kissing & telling spheel.. ask me & i might tell..
-- Number of boys you have made out with: ehHh.. blehbleh!!!
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: hm.. i want to count the ones that were longer than 2 days or 2 weeks.. soooo that'd be.. what, 3?
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: drugs = baddd
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 6? =T
-- Number of CDs that I own: i dont know..
-- Number of piercings: 2.. one on each ear.. i want a 3rd one by the end of summer!! ;D
-- Number of tattoos: none. i dont know if i'd want one..
-- Number of scars on my body: ehh.. i dont want to count..
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: um. i dont know.. probably not a lot..
* teresa 8:46 PM l
i talked to clare & monica last night about *person*.. like you all dont know who!! xP
clare (12:20:05 AM): it's just the distance thing is all
me (12:20:09 AM): yea.. it bites..
clare (12:20:19 AM): don't sweat it..you dont' need game..you ARE game!
me (12:20:22 AM): LOL
yeaaa.. i WiSH!! i have no game whatsoever.. =(
monica (12:34:00 AM): so who's ur latest attractive but unattainable guy?
- skipping parts of the conversation -
monica (12:34:39 AM): oOO
monica (12:34:39 AM): hehe
monica (12:34:46 AM): who's this guy?
monica (12:34:49 AM): have u told me about him?
me (12:34:51 AM): hmm
me (12:34:53 AM): i dont think so?
me (12:34:57 AM): or maybe i have
me (12:34:59 AM): YEA I HAVE
me (12:35:01 AM): NM!!
dang.. i'm so bad.. haha.. but yeaaa.. the conclusion i've drawn from this is.. to be patient.. being the impatient person that i am.. let's see how long that will last.. and to yea.. not let it bug me.. that much..
i like this part of gary's info:
RULES FOR WOMAN
You know, YOU can ask HIM out too... Let's spread the rejection around a little.
haha.. i believe there was another rule for men in his info about.. if you say you're going to call, CALL!! yepp.. great rule.. =)
hm.. i talked to lena this morning!! she's moving to san diego on sunday!! i'm going to san diego on sunday too!! whOoo!! good ish.. i want to check out her place.. yep.. it's kinda far.. by ucsd.. ehh.. it'll be nice having a vegas person in san diego.. yepp.. =)
austuny was supposed to call me this morning when he got off work which was supposed to be at 10:30am.. i even woke up early for him.. but rawrr.. whatever.. i ran!! then took a nice long shower. =)
i dont know..it was weird this morning.. i was thinking about john.. when i was running.. i was like hmm.. john used to run lots!! .. xT then when i was making a list of who i should call today..i kept thinking about.. john.. then.. when i was talking to lena.. she wanted to know what happened..soo.. i told her.. then the whole thing where he was supposed to live in sd too made me mad... but mostly sad again... =/ blahh....
hey debb.. i have 200 cranes now!! lol.. =P
hm.. yesterday.. i sat at home for the longest time.. then debb came over to bug me.. pssh.. haha.. always fun.. i cleaned my room.. yepp.. go me.. then the whole freakn' out about my registration card thing happened.. yeaa.. i uh.. LET debb find it.. =P then went out to eat with the family.. then!! came home.. thought some more.. finished signing kat's yearbook.. looked through it.. thought about john.. =] then yea.. went to sleep..
today!! .. visiting lena at work later i think.. since i have nothing else to do!! blah.. i'll call people & catch up with them today.. yeaa.. sounds like a plan batman! have a good day people!!
* teresa 12:40 PM l
Thursday, July 17, 2003
sooo.. last night.. after i got offline.. i was watching 'unfaithful' until sam called me.. we made plans for saturday.. ahhh.. then he made me come visit him at work.. haha.. all good.. he made me 2 pizzas!! =P or he made me a pineapple & ham one.. then his coworker made me a pepperoni one.. =)) hehe.. i felt bad but then he would've just thrown it away.. hmm!! haha.. oh well.. so that was interesting.. driving home.. down hacienda & the dark roads back to my house is scary!! the stupid construction things look really freaky at night.. =X
i got an email from kevin last night & i got another this morning!! haha.. a part from his email: "Rain sounds so good right now. It has been so hot over here. I hate rain which you know... but I need some right now. Heck if it can rain where you are at then it can rain over here! Teresa hook it up over here!" haha.. ahhh!! i miss that guy.. too bad i won't see him until i go back in august.. =/
mm.. this morning.. woke up.. sat around.. tried cleaning my room.. then started to sign kat's yearbook.. (i'm still in the process of!! i only have half of what i want to say down!! =) but yea.. it made me sad.. because.. i wonder... what john would have written if he got my yearbook & signed it.. it sucks.. i remember that he reallllly wanted to sign it.. & now.. =(( it makes me reallly sad.. sigh..
sooo.. random memory of the day - new years eve. dudley's house. jonson, dudley, kat, debb, john & i. apple cider. rice bowls. john blowing at the cider thinking it was soup. ..... =)
* teresa 1:26 PM l
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
hm.. yesterday!! debb & i went to fashion show.. tried to find flip flops for me.. =P hehe.. i'm so picky.. =) hehe.. then.. we went back to my house.. we started to watch frida.. but i could tell debb was getting bored.. haha.. i dont know. maybe it was interesting to me because i did her for my art thingie? yea.. probably.. =P um.. then we sat!! & made cranes.. lol.. after we made a total of 2 & a half.. we went to galleria with my sister.. then.. went to papa john's..
THANKS FOR THE PiZZA SAM!!! ^^ i love my friends.. they're great.. oK! so we came home.. watched pirates of the caribbean while eating.. then debb had to leave.. then i came home.. and went to sleep.. =)
today!!! .. was my first day of work.. HAHAHA.. [ for those who dont know, i work at FAO Schwarz in the Forums ] .. mm.. fun stuff.. haha.. walking around in circles greeting customers.. after awhile i started to forget who i talked to.. so i hope i didnt greet anyone twice.. xT then after lunch they let me use the register.. YES.. go me.. so that was fun.. =) haha.. then the day ended.. my feet freakn' hurt.. 8 hour shifts SUCK..
"welcome to our world.. welcome to our world of TOYS!!!" -.- yeaaa.. take 5 hours of that & tell me how YOU feel afterwards!!! @.@
oH!! it RAiNED today toooo!!! teresa <33s the rain!! hehe.. but how RANDOM.. after half a summer of 110 degrees or higher.. weather.. rain?? .. ok!! =)
yeaaa.. i cant post pictures, so just check out the photo album..
* teresa 8:57 PM l
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JONSON!!!
geeez.. soo many people's birthdays consecutively!! rawr.. i kind of wished i worked today so i could hang out with everyone tomorrow.. i'm already missing out on some fun stuff.. =(
yesss!! debbie's mom is letting debb go OUT!! with ME!! haha.. "go fall into the GAP!!".. debb was being soo mean to me.. but then!! i WAS being weird!! lol.. dooo dooo doooo!! time to go get ready or something..
* teresa 3:23 PM l
soooo!!! who wants to hear a FUNNY story??
sooooooooo.. i went to sleep last night around 11.. woke up today around 7.. showered.. tried to get ready (mentally) for work.. then around 8:30ish.. i go up to my room & started taking stuff out of my bag.. i take out the post it thing the h.r. lady wrote my schedule on.. i see that i'm supposed to work..
WEDNESDAY from 9:30-5:30..
not TODAY..
..... oh yes.. what a total teresa moment.. -.-
NOW.. since i'm all up & well rested (8 hours...gyea).. i have NOTHING to do.. maybe i'll go make cranes.. rawrr.. i'm mad at myself.. haha.. xT lamee.. oh well.. hopefully tomorrow i'll be less scared of working? =X
* teresa 8:52 AM l
Monday, July 14, 2003
ok. i suck. i'm a bad friend. =/
HAPPY *belated*
20th BIRTHDAY NARIS!!!!
his birthday was yesterday. i should've remembered.. because i remember him telling me about how his birthday is sooo cool..being on the 13th & junk.. haha.. ooopsie!!
but yea.. yesterday.. the trip to walmart was followed with a trip to vons & getting the kiDd gas.. i also got to talk to clare.. & michele yesterday.. hm.. *FiSH* haha.. then i got to talk to marlon for a bit. grr.. i think he fell asleep on me. oh well.. =/ he's too busy for me. so yea.. went to sleep around 3am? good times.. haha.. but woke up at 10ish? or maybe it was 11..
so yea.. my mom stuffed me with food.. then around 12:30.. i left to go to the forum shops.. soooo!! training was quite interesting.. those 3 hours went by sooo slow.. dang.. freakn' a.. then the whole thing where yea.. i dont know.. i dont think i'm going to be a good sales associate.. =/ so yea.. pretty interesting stories about people leaving their kids in fao because they think it's some kind of child care thing or something!! geez.. how whack.. but yeaa!! i'm only working tomorrow & saturday.. for 8 hours each.. -.- dang it.. oh welllllls!!
after that.. came home.. went out with my sister.. went to verizon, mervyns, target, & walmart.. geeez.. my sister bought a fan for my parents for their anniversary.. mm.. yea.. right now.. i think everyone's trying to put it up? haha.. whOo.. i should go help.. or yea.. go watch them.. & be entertained.. =)
* teresa 7:13 PM l
Sunday, July 13, 2003
dang. too many blogs in a day!!
hung out with the K & D today.. =) yayy.. TKD.. fun stuff.. hm. i need to sign kat's yearbook sometime soon.. i liked that one part you put in my yearbook - "if a guy is less than perfect for you.. give us a call, we'll handle him.. =P" hehehe.. =)) you're great kat.. <33
but yea.. we went to target today.. read a bunch of cards.. lol.. then debbie!! dudeee.. says.. i want those fries.. those ____ fries.. i dont know what she said but yea.. it was funny as heck..
debb: omg i want those fries!
debb: lol
me: LOL!!
me: =P
me: the whaaat fries debbie?
me: haha
debb: cadaijoisjgdg fries!
debb: =DD
me: LOL!!!
me: niceee!!
but yes.. it was great hanging with my K & D today.. yayy for TKD.. TKD forever, remember?! =) alrighty. gots to go to wal mart now!!
* teresa 9:46 PM l
hey.. it's 1:43 right now.. =]
but yes.. i'm feeling.. lost.. hopefully this feeling will fade..
OH!! before i forget!!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GLENDA!!!
this blog is WAY too light. i'll fix it later. i need adobe.
plans for today!! hanging out with debbie.. i want to bug kat.. i need to call her.. yep!! man.. i'm indifferent about starting work tomorrow.. it's weird.. part of me is wishing i didn't take the job.. but i DO need to keep myself busy.. to stop myself from over thinking things.. but then.. work will dominate my life. but i want to hang out with my friends. like, seriously.
yesterday.. i was at debb's.. & i remembered all the good times we had there last summer.. then.. i thought about how much has changed since last summer.. & how we all.. drifted.. i dont know.. =/ i wish things were back to how they were.. sigh..
ok!! this is enought for my first post.. take cares 'cause teresa cares!! <33
* teresa 1:54 PM l
hey people. this is my new blog. .. the 4th one in a little over a year. dang. xT but yea. i started a new one because i didnt want to write over my last post in my last blog. so this is where i will start anew.....
* teresa 12:14 PM l