Thursday, March 31, 2005
lemme tell you - VEGAS is freakn GREAT!!!
"YEA, BABY!!"i <33 my parents!!!
* teresa 10:13 PM l
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
monday was fun! haha.. =)
in the morning, clare & i went to SCHOOL! for our advising appointments. "do you work here?" 'no.. we have an advising appt' "oh.. that sucks!" haha.. mine took 5 minutes! WHOO! then she dropped me off & robert came over after his class. yayyy he hooked my computer UP w/ "thousands of dollars worth of software!" haha.. yea.. we had lunch @ innout. YUM! & i just watched him fix my computer. haha.. oh wells. it's way better than before. haha.. THANKS again, FRIEND!! = )
after he left, i brought nik to work. then came home & took a NAP! haha.. then.. did nothing productive! just waited til 8 - which was when clare & my bword were supposed to come over! =D hahaha.. we had our premakeover party. it was fun. & lots of funny stuff!! haha.. gosh.

*i see my little cousin* "umm.. i LIKE water!" "i cant taste the water!" "red is your favorite color!" dont go chasin' waterfalls.. ^.~ random phone calls! "youre LOUD!" "so. whats happening in the movie?!" hahaha.. and much MUCH MORE!
ass-him times w/ ass-him girls!! =D
* teresa 12:51 PM l
Monday, March 28, 2005
it's been 3 days since my last day & i already feel like a BUM for not having a job! ugh. oh wells. i just need to find a better one next time. =)
last night was fun. i <3 family! both kinds. haha.. we watched 'miss congeniality 2'.. "its like louis vutton said, 'its in the bag!'" haha.. ahh yea. my brother called me today too. =) i cant wait to bug him! yess! haha..
gosh. there are so many things bugging me! i love it how at one moment you can feel like youre THIS HIGH! then suddenly something brings you back down to the ground. it makes me all depressive. mm.. GOOD THING i'm hanging w/ my ogmp ladies tonight. <3
make it go away. or just finish it off. so you dont drag it out & make it a painful process. with me, you better make it QUICK.
dont BULLSHIT me.
* teresa 5:13 PM l
Sunday, March 27, 2005
things are starting to look pretty darn GOOD. ^.^
[ friday, 03.25.05 ]
i still had school. yuck. midterm in accounting. HAHA. um. yea. =/ i stayed the whole time because she was still going to teach a class afterwards. yay. but she let us out somewhat early.
"12:14, SPRING BREAK!" haha.. pam's funny. =) went home, took a much needed nap, ate, then went to work. my
LAST DAY @ MACY*S, EVER!! =D it was AWESOME! haha.. my manager gave everyone candies (for easter). yum yum. too bad i dont like chocolate! =D she made me stay an extra 5 minutes to put some clothes away, but since it was after my shift, i didnt really give a crap & put them on random racks. 0=) talked to my coworker on the way out. "you saved up THAT much from working HERE?!" haha.. gosh. seriously. it should be so much more though. stupid EVIL store! i wont miss my JOB but i'll miss my cool coworkers.
so after that, i was supposed to hang w/ naris, but things came up. so i hung out w/ clare! haha.. yayy! time w/ the bf! =D we went & got coldstone! haha.. "isnt that far?" people are weird! gosh. yea,
we ate ice cream in the cold! how we do, right clare?! haha.. diana came & met up w/ us & we just talked. YESS. more plans for spring break! pre-makeover party!! =D i'm glad that i have some girl friends that i like! haha.. cause you know, i dont really like girls sometimes! yea. that might sound weird! so yea! just nod & smile. =) so we hung out & talked. good times. i missed friday ogmp nights. and i'm SO GLAD i CAN hang out if i wanted to on the weekends once again! =D so yea. 21 questions. haha.. "how many was that?" '20!' =P "hi, do you drink?!" 'what?!' *clare & diana laughing in the background* =) "what was that?" 'umm.. an interrogation!' haha.. clare & i went to go visit robert for a little bit.
"give teresa the egg.. its SUPPOSED to break in half!" =(! i STILL feel bad. RAWR! =(!
clare: lets drive down mercy rd!!
me: NO!
clare: there she is!!!
me: AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then laughing ALL the way home! HAHAHA.. =D! sooooo much fun!!! hahahaha.. =)
[ saturday, 03.26.05 ]
naris & i had lunch @ cpk. YUM! the WHAT pizza? haha.. pecking?! "PEA"-KING. =) good conversation. he breaks things down for me too. haha.. it's awesome. walked around carmel mtn after that. i've known naris for like, 3 years & we've only hung out maybe less than a handful of times! haha.. oh wells. =) afterwards, he dropped me off and i went over to vinnie's! =D we took a trip down to 99 ranch. haha.. yayy!
i love hanging w/ my guy friends! sooo much fun! =) so yea, lots of yummy snacks @ 99.. frugurt yogurt? haha.. couldnt find my candy, GRR! "did you say something teresa?" 'no' "did you make one of your teresa noises?" 'yep!' hahaha.. NICE. a shot of noodles.. HMM! haha.. afterwards, we went to the carmel mtn shopping center. visited chris & anton @ circuit city. yayy.. i liked anton's response! haha.. i was staring @ him because he was w/ a customer & when he was turning to ask his coworker something, he did a double take. haha.. fun! =) but yea, that adventure came to an end. but i'm so glad i got to see vinnie before he went back to school! good times. =)
went home for an hour or so. then went back out to pick up my bword to go to lena's thing. yea. had dinner @ joe's crabshack. dang. dinner was supposed to be at 7. we left a little before 10! crazy! haha.. dont EVER take me there on my birthday, k thanks. =) haha.. entertaining dinner, for sure! =) freaking..
i got CAKED even though it wasnt my birthday! rawr! haha.. laaaaaaame! & A1 sauce & crackers = GAG!
"you had fire?!" hahaha.. afterwards, diana & i went to walmart. haha.. gosh. that place IS evil. haha.. i bought 'message in a bottle' because yea. it was $7.50 & it's a nicholas sparks book! =) soooo yea. good stuff. so that was the end to another long yet GOOD day. =)
[ sunday, 03.27.05 ]
happy easter, friends! = )
had easter brunch w/ the sis of ter & patrick @ el torito. =) GOSH. they charged me as a CHILD! 2 adults & a
CHILD! what the heck! =( hahaha.. funny, sometimes! afterwards, i went over to the lehmans.
the easter bunny hid my basket. "the easter bunny HATES me!" hahaha.. "give me another hint!" 'you only have 3 other rooms to look in!' haha.. sooo fun! but i went home & watched "message in a bottle".. its just like the book. =) after that, i decided to clean my room. um. i made an even bigger mess. YAY! =) haha.. whatevers clevers! good stuff.
well, i hope everyone else is having a great weekend! = )
* teresa 4:39 PM l
Thursday, March 24, 2005
my day went as follows:
- woke up at 5:45am
- spanish @ 7-8:15. boring, but whatevers!
- history @ 8:30-9:45. she gave us candy, YUM!
- acct lab w/ pam & adrian. the tutor gave us things to think about!
- home around 11:30/12? haha..
- ate! chicken pot pie. YUM!
- decided to get distracted!
- islands w/ my bword, erik & robert. ketchup fairy, eh?
- long drive home.
- rain + fullness = GOOD NAP TIME!
- too long of a nap.
- shower. blahness/annoyance.
- was going to eat w/ clare, BUT!
- misplaced my keys. 15 minutes of freaking out. yay.
(if youre wondering, i found them on top of the dryer. -.-)
- stayed @ home & STARVED!
- actually, my dinner: an apple, honey bunches of oats & hot chocolate. HAH. weird, WHATEVER.
- typing up my cheat sheet. there are so many FUCKN CHAPTERS!
i'm at the point where i just want to GIVE UP! gosh. i've been getting up at fuckn 7am EVERY SINGLE DAY! & doing things! (sure i have my distractions, but thats what's keeping me SANE! gosh.. not everyone can study 24/7!
I sure cant! although i TRIED!) i'm so freakn TIRED.
but HEY..
youve got to do what youve got to do!mm. i need to email brian, the birthday boy. then finish typing up this STUFF! i dont care about credits, debits, straight line depreciation, bonds, or ANYTHING that has to do w/ accounting right now! rawr!
tired tired tired!
* teresa 9:48 PM l
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
i fuckn HATE POP-UP ADS!!!!
you know how they pop up out of nowhere but you were going to click on something & it popped up, so you clicked on it?! & they automatically dl whatever you clicked! SO. THAT HAPPENED. & my computer is LAGGING, HARDCORE. fuckn SHIT! all i needed to do was go on my econ website, check the solutions, study off of that, but it takes 15 minutes to freakn LOAD because of the stupid pop up thing i dled. yea i removed it but it still LAGS. what the FUCK! dealing w/ that took an hour or so off of my studying time! & i've been up since 8! -.-
i need a pop up ad filter. where's my brother when i need him!
so i'm fuckn irked. & i feel like i'm going to fail. this just isnt.. sinking in. i just want to ditch the rest of this week. siiigh.
stupid flakers! OOOOH! & my group leader has been telling us she's going to get an econ tutor for us but yea. she emailed us yesterday morning telling us that she found one but we need to email her back. um. couldnt you call us?! GOSH. i SWEAR. i better not fail this class because of all these damn FLAKERS!
ok. done venting. more studying.
* teresa 9:36 AM l
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
yea. i'm freakn FUSTRATED!! i just dont UNDERSTAND sometimes!!
and lately it feels like its been even more!
first there's school where yea, i'm trying to cram all this stuff into my head only to forget about it the day after i take the exam. & i'm so scared, yet i'm THINKING about stuff i shouldnt because it distracts me.
honestly? i wonder if you care! sometimes it seems like you do, but other times.. BLAH! i like knowing things. gosh. i guess i expect too much. & i'm just being a stupid girl.
v: heh.. willpower teresa, willpower!
make. it. stop.
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i am soooooooooooooooo annoyed. people SERIOUSLY SUCK!
what the heck! dont you love it when you help people out but then they DONT RETURN THE FAVOR?! yea.. whatever.. KARMA'S A BITCH! =D
why couldnt i have passed the class in the first place? siiigh. my GROUP sucks! when you start getting 2 out of 5 on homework assignments, that just SUCKS! grr.. but the teacher IS better than the other one.. hm.. oh wells.
whatever. STUDY TIME.
* teresa 2:38 PM l
Sunday, March 20, 2005
yesterday was FULL of DISTRACTIONS!!
work 1-6. kabuki sushi w/ clare & adam. "rockin & rollin! .. faster than mcdonalds!" haha. "how can you get full so fast w/ those little things?" adventure getting lost in the dark w/ scary non-lighted streets that had dangerous turns! home. csi. *i cant watch it alone @ night. =/ talked to my bword! =D then michele! then robert. hung out w/ robert. the italian job. skinny pete! his mom hates me. home. sleep!
feeling: somewhat HAPPY, yet WARY & INSECURE. but really REALLY NERVOUS for this upcoming week. be my happy thought, please!
happy thoughts: hopefully hanging w/ some of the uc kids! knotts! vegas w/ my ogmp ladies! see/hang out w/ vegas friends! no school for a whole week! =D
seriously now..
NO DISTRACTIONS!! distract me after the 25th. =)
* teresa 9:38 AM l
Friday, March 18, 2005
so i didnt go to work yesterday. haha.. whatever! school > work! i was all paranoid though! like they were going to call me & be all BLAH! haha.. =P oh wells! & i SUCK because i wanted to read for history, BUT i just watched a whole disc of csi. OOPS!
j: :-Dsweeeeeeeeeet!
j: itd be nice to see u again too
.. = ) yayyy.. i <3 plans! & friends!
m: trying to mess up MY WORK
m: psssh
m: MY WORK
haha.. sooo funny! fireboy's evil! haha..
i am so scared for this upcoming week! rawr! i should turn my phone off.. BUT i dont want to! haha.. because i want to hang out w/ the friends when they're in town! so this is what my week is going to look like!
weekend: work & read/write history paper!
monday-wednesday: study for ECON & take test!
wednesday night-friday: study for ACCT & take test!
saturday: BRRRRRRRRRREAK! ^.^
NO DISTRACTIONS!!
* teresa 1:52 PM l
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
"the world is filled with stupid idiots that make us mad & itchy.."
"i know..but i guess all we can say is to not expect too much from people even if it is from ourselves that we are speaking about.."
i <3 oslagab! = )
* teresa 1:24 PM l
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
d: u have 239074093740917 mission pointw ifwe were playing!
i WIN! haha.. not really! =)
yesterday had its nice points! got to have lunch w/ my parents, may & patrick. sometimes i wish we were in closer proximity so we could do this more. i love my family. <3
so yea! today was one of those days where i was just like "i shouldve ditched." rawr. in spanish, we just went over the homework (3 little exercises) in class (an hour & 15 minutes).. then in history, she just gave us our papers back, but let us leave because she was sick & was going to leave anyways! sheesh! BUT! i was happy because i got an A on that paper. =)
i dont know if it's just my house or WHAT.. but there are little snails all over the place! it's sick. =( there's one smack in the middle of my window. it's been stuck there since.. the last time it rained? -.- gross.
some people are just lame & sucky. blah!
so i'm not going to work that extra week donna asked me to. but i want to tell her. on my LAST REAL day. sooo mm.. YEA. haha.. want to come up w/ a lie for me? since you know.. I CANT?! please?? =)
goals for today: acct quiz, acct hw, read for hist.
i want gummi worms. =/
* teresa 4:13 PM l
Sunday, March 13, 2005
i need a game plan! or.. a plan.
there's so much to do w/in the next 2 weeks. weeeee.
- finish reading & write paper for history!
- study for 2nd econ exam!
- study for 2nd acct midterm!
- pick a company, find/print reports
yea. it doesnt seem like a lot, but it IS! i LOVE how all of the classes have things due or tests to take at the SAME TIME! yayy. thanks, you shouldnt have?!
i would ALSO like to hang out w/ all the UC kids that will be on break! [like my 2 favorite san diego guys! can we hang out, please? =)] but we'll see how that goes! if i finish all my stuff.. aw.. yayy.. that can be my motivation! haha.. =P
"hey! i'm SOCIAL today!" hahaha.. i got to hang w/ the sister yesterday! then michele & i hung out w/ robert @ copy club. then went to fireboy's to hang out w/ him, randy & other people! i kind of miss meeting new people every week (haha.. MISSIONS!) or just hanging out w/ the friends, in general!
so.. i think we need to find more things to do in vegas over break!
i've been up for awhile! & it's kind of bugging me! haha.. i got 5 hours of sleep, but i'm not tired?! weird. but it's okay! my parents will be here in.. 2 hours! YAY!
i'm hungry. dim sum today. YUM YUM! ^.^
* teresa 10:32 AM l
Friday, March 11, 2005
its MY TURN, DANGIT!
.. what the crap! so.. i go into work today & i was early, so i decided to talk to my coworker & she tells me straight out "blah & blah arent working here anymore".. so i'm like WHAT?! yea. so apparently, 2 of my coworkers were caught STEALING which resulted in their termination from the company. which leaves those who are still working there (which includes yours truly!) to SUFFER! well, SCREW THAT! that's SUPER LAME! as lei pointed out, we always complained to them how STUPID customers are for stealing & THEY stole?! wtf. well, not to be mean, but they deserve what they get. at the beginning, they told us that a big percentage of loss in the company is because of the employees. and that they DO catch them. sooooo lame.
ugh. so. i didnt even think about it. but then, i see my manager. i didnt even THINK she'd ask me. but oh.. believe me.. SHE DID. she asked me if i could work another week. mm.. after she told me how she lost like 4 other employees today. MM.. that is MY problem, HOW?! UGH!! thanks for the GUILT TRIP because that always makes me CAVE IN!!
the reasons why i should:
- more money for spring break. or just in general.
- ummmmmmmmmmmm?
the reasons why i DONT WANT TO:
- it's easter weekend. they'll be busy, for sure.
- i already put in my 2 weeks, why should i make up for 2 people's LAMEness?!
- it would ruin my whole thing in screwing them over!
- & most importantly, i LOATHE macys. =)
it made me feel kind of wanted when she asked me but at the same time NOT. haha.. she then offered to make me ON CALL (which we dont DO anymore, but she's going to ask anyways!) or to make me a sales associate for juniors on the weekends. because they work less hours. haha.. but i only work 13-16 now! HAHA. ugh. i'm lame. but whatever. i hate how NOW she's trying to NOT let me quit again! it's kind of like it.. but whatever. either i'll give her an excuse as to why i cant work that weekend & be lame or just NOT SHOW UP. such crap. =)
its MY TURN to freakn QUIT! so LET ME!!!
soooooo.. that was my venting for work. =)
now onto SCHOOL! yayyyy.. my favoritest subject, EVER..!!
i hate group projects. or anything that has to do with groups. i like relying on myself. at least i know i'd FINISH it. or get it DONE. ugh. well, yea. i like groups
sometimes.. when everyone participates! & there arent people who just sit there & copy your answers! >=T i HATE it when people do that! i think it's funny because.. i used to copy my friend's homeworks, but now look where i am! haha.. whatever. just proves that cheating is something everyone does. especially if it gets you ahead.
i feel like such a nerd for saying so, but a C just doesnt DO it anymore. yea, its PASSING. but i'd like to be safe with A's or B's.. i hate getting D's, F's or super F's.. man. whatevers clever.
i dont want the next 2 weeks to happen, but i do so it can be over & done with!
* teresa 10:25 PM l
Thursday, March 10, 2005
"hi teresa! guess where i am! *long pause* SAN DIEGO!"
awwww.. brian was in san diego for like, 3 hours last night! =( because his flight was delayed. i suck because i left my phone @ home & called him back too late. i would've totally driven down to the airport to hang out w/ him though. =)
i had work today. it was weird. it totally felt like a friday. siigh. too bad friday is TOMORROW! haha.. grr.
i miss having crushes. hahaha.. i'm crazy. bleh.
hungry hungry hippos! =D
it's sad how i thought i did "okay" on my test according to the class average, but dang. finding out people got 80s made me bleh! it's bad because my expectations have risen & need to stay *UP* there. oh well. it's got to be worth it in the long run, eh?
my parents are going to be here sunday & monday! =D
"i dare you.. i double dog dare you! .. i triple dog dare you!!" i'm a wuss! i couldnt ever! haha.. grr. he has a point how i shouldnt go into work but at the same time.. i kind of NEED the money. mm.. yea.
i want to watch ROBOTS! will you watch it w/ me?? =D
ok. no more. goodnight! =)
* teresa 10:32 PM l
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
"i miss you! its been too long!"
.. = ) i love it when people are sincere when they say certain things.
i actually miss talking to people. heh. i feel bad that i cant call them more often, but i found out that some have stopped calling people also. either that or their life has been consumed with school work! yuck. for some reason it makes me happy, but sad.
my friends are the GREATEST!! <33!!
i feel like i've been slacking. mm.. 2 & a half more weeks until spring break. but the week before break = midterms & essay due. -.- so i have the rest of this week & the whole of next to study. siiigh. so exciting.
i love SPRINGTIME! ^.^
* teresa 1:21 PM l
Monday, March 07, 2005
p: when you come down to las vegas you should first go walk the strip its like the disneyland of adults then ...go to circus circus midway because where else can someone find a 24 hour circus and then...go to palms and be like...the real world stood RIGHT THERE and then be like..okay thats it lets go back home
grr.. i need to find more FUN, interesting things to do in that city!
a: just dont take summer school haha
a: and stay in vegas
a: what u talking about your mad smart
aww.. the nicest compliment i've had in a long time. = )
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so i'm kind of irked at myself. =) i didnt bother to check when the admission deadline was for summer session @ unlv. um. it was 6 days ago! GOOD JOB, TERESA! =*( so that stinks. mucho. so i'm going to try ccsn? i'll CALL THEM! i WILL!
my sister & patrick are back. =D!
i'm only allowed to get a B or a C or higher! in acct & econ! or else, i LOSE! seriously.
you know what sucks? sleeping but feeling like you didnt. i felt like i was just laying in bed, conscious the whole night last night. it was weird! just like me! =D!
* teresa 8:49 PM l
Sunday, March 06, 2005
"i'm going to quit!" .. 'AGAIN?? HAHA.'
well, guess WHAT!
I DID IT!! i put in my 2 weeks notice! so BOOYA!
mymanager: can you recommend anyone?
me: (in my head: KRRRHAHAHAHA!! YEA RIGHT!) uhhh.. no.. they all have jobs!
it was so funny at work today because i was putting clothes into another fitting room & this lady asks me a question. "do you sell water here?" so i tell her we do & it's $1.50. so she gives me $2 & i go stand in line. o.O? haha.. i go back & give the lady her water & she tries to TIP ME! haha.. she tried to give me a dollar, but i was like "NOOO!! it's okay! i'll get in trouble! but THANKS!" hahaha.. it was sooooo funny! =P
we got new name tags at work!! they're MAGNETIC!! =D
anyways. that's enough about THAT! haha..
you know.. there's more to us in this boat than i thought.. mm.. having company is always good! =]
19 m o r e days u n t i l spring b r e a k !!! = )
* teresa 10:37 PM l
Saturday, March 05, 2005
you know what i want to do now? its part of my 'travel the whole world' thing.
but i'll start small. i'll visit my friends & where ever they're going to school. it's so random. i'm sorry. but i dont know. i just got to thinking & i'd totally want to do that. i want to visit debb & kat!! aww.. that'd be FUN! =D
yea. RANDOM.
"but then of course everything always happens for a reason i guess it was never meant to be but it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is.."
i've been going over my past blog entries & i'm slowly learning how to deal. or leave things be. my mentality right now is along the lines of "if it happens, it happen.. if not.. oh wells." it's bad because it's somewhat indifferent. but eh. maybe it'll change. =]
mm.. these weeks have been passing by just like *that*! we're halfway through! WOW! & after spring break, all we have to worry about is the last 5 weeks of school?! (give or take a week.) but WOW! haha.. CRAZY stuff!!
sometimes, you've got to do what you've got to do.
but what happens if you let others down? then what?
no one calls me. i'm a loser. =( YEA. that's right! i'm a loser that goes to sleep at 10pm on a saturday night! (haha.. i was sooo going to sleep at 9, but bleh!) alright. goodnight & have a good sunday! = )
* teresa 9:55 PM l
Thursday, March 03, 2005
"In your life you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again; but you do."
i've been thinking about a lot of people over this past week for some odd reason & it made me sad. i miss a lot of them. when things were good. i love how.. when i get the time to.. i can think about everyone & our past together & wonder why we dont talk. for some - it's for obvious reasons. for others, it's unclear.
* teresa 10:02 PM l
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
i dont understand.. how people can go DOWN steps 2 at a time. like, at a fast speed. like you're running downstairs. how DO they do it?! O.O!
i like guys who hold doors open for girls. = ) especially if the girl is far away & he waits a few extra seconds. it's cute. = )
last day to STUDY hardcore. but hi. i'm online.
i liked naris' view on it: "if you study not so much & do bad, you can tell yourself to study harder next time or if you dont study at all you can tell yourself to study next time." haha.. TOO BAD my 'next time' for this class will be my FINAL. =(
i got to talk to alex last night. = ) i miss him. i think it's great how.. we can all relate on different levels at different times in our lives. but it's funny how if i dont talk to someone for awhile but we were close friends once, i still take their opinion to heart. mm.. trust. it's a good thing. <3
.. i want to buy something. =X
yea. i'm totallllllly procrastinating. no more!
* teresa 10:21 PM l
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
sometimes i catch myself living in the past..
& it's great reminiscing. but sometimes it feels as if it hasnt really happened.
i feel like i've grown from
everything.. but at the same time, i'm not totally *there*. i have my moments where i just want to quit school & work but LIVE. but - that isnt realistic. which isnt me. but it is.
one day.. this will all be a part of my past & college will just have been another experience. good, bad? we'll see.
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going to bed with bad vibes = falling asleep an hour later = sleeping in late! = speeding! = 15 minutes late to class = took half an hour to finish the test = funkEd out morning!
i know i have so much to do. this is the first & only midterm i have. (i dont count those classes where they give you 2 midterms.. defeats the meaning of the word) i'm lagging. this is the only class i'm vaguely interested in. =/ i shouldve taken the ap hist test. whatever. its in the PAST! .. heh.
must focus.
* teresa 3:30 PM l