Sunday, February 29, 2004
"
L is for the way you Look at me..
O is for the Only one i see..
V is Very very extraordinary.. and
E is Even more than you'll adore.."
.. hehe.. i want to watch the rest!! =P
thanks for having me over so late bob!! =) thanks for talking to me too!! =)
anyways. yesterday i woke up at 8am. picked up diana..
went to school ON A SATURDAY!! =( studied.. haha.. diana & her acronymns.. cpu.. pu!! so took the ccr.. i bet i'll have to retake it.. haha.. oh wells.. =) then went to north county.. said hi to romeo!! didnt find anything.. "we lose.." saw a fox trap.. haha..
"dirt off my shoulder!!" went to eat @
innout! crowded like whoa. crazyy! after that.. we went to the area by starbucks & jamba juice.. TRiED studying.. haha.. it worked for a little while, but the coldness was distracting us!! booo!! so we were going to say hi because we thought rj & paul were working.. haha.. WRONG!! so we went home.. SHE got to take a nap.. I didnt.. =( darn my loud little cousins!! =(
so got home.. tried to nap.. found out i went over my minutes.. blar.. =(
got a call from debbie!! dudee.. as weird as this is going to sound.. i missed hearing her voice!! haha.. shaddup!! but seriously!! even though it's been like a month.. or two since break.. haha.. dangg.. it's different talking online & talking on the phone.. haha.. yea yea.. anyways..
went out w/ the sis of ter.. got food w/ anne & shannon. yum.. had carne asada fries!! no one wanted to share with me.. dang.. that was a LOT.. couldnt finish.. blarr.. then brought shannon home.. hung out.. yum.. chocolate milk.. and her mom made
double baked potatoes.. SOOO GOOD!! =D but damn!! TOO MUCH FOOD!! haha.. i was stuffed silly.. blarr..
i DiDNT GET TO SEE KEViN!!!! =( afterwards, the sis of ter wanted to visit patrick @ target.. yep. did that for awhile.. looked at the easter stuff..SO NICE!! all the pretty stuff comes out in spring.. =D then as we were checking out.. i see someone.. "hmm.. that looks like glenda.. is it glenda?? ..
ITS GLENDA!!!" i was sooo excited!! =DDD so yea..
sorry for ditching you sister!!! .. i hung out w/ glenda because she was going to visit the guys & i wanted to see them too.. sooo yea..
went to walmart.. then picked up clare.. then met up w/ them at
ampm in miramesa.. sat in the bed of the truck.. talked.. or well, everyone else talked.. it was nice seeing everyone though........ =]
glenda dropped me & clare off.. then yea.. i'll leave it at that.
THE END!!!!
i am SO procrastinating.. i need to research my stuff for.. my speech that's on thursday. ergh. i swore i'd do it this weekend, but i think it'll have to wait til tomorrow because i'm more worried about the phil test.. than anything. blahh.. so i need to do that. i need to get off.. kay. yea.
THE END!!!! part 2.. have a good day~
* teresa 12:47 PM l
Saturday, February 28, 2004
hooooooooooooly shit!! ...
i suck. i TOTALLY went over my minutes last month.. =(
B .. L .. A .. H .. !!!!!!
* teresa 3:37 PM l
Friday, February 27, 2004
i liked monica's post. especially since it was inspired by me!! jk.. haha..
the whole friends spheel.. aAahHh.. oh man.. i might elaborate on it.. but.. not now. or actually.. if you want.. go read it. haha.. i liked the paragraph on her opinions/thoughts.. gooo mon!! =)
alex: I keep wanting to visit you!!
aww.. rawr.. too bad i'll probably visit him again before he comes visit me!! haha.. it's all good.. =) i miss the al of ex.. it sucks!!
we're in the same freakn state!! haha.. blahh!! =/
paul: i just noticed your in college now!
me: hahaha!!
me: whaat!
paul: i'm really really slow
paul: i saw a license plate w/ tkd on it
me: oh COOL!
i love how people know about TKD!! heck yea!!
the T is REPRESENTiNG!! hahaha..
marlon: haha teresa's gonsta
i'm gangs
TUR!! hahaha.. =P dangg.. sooo many
random comments from people today!! haha..
i was actually productive today!! =D did half of my math hw.. & typed up my response for gew.. =D now i've got to work on my speech.. *sigh* and study for philosophy.. *bigger sigh*.. i swear.. that class!! .. there are like SO MANY GRAY AREAS!! as in.. there could be different answers.. arghargh!! whatever!! so studying for that will be fun!! =/
* teresa 8:31 PM l
Thursday, February 26, 2004
[ tuesday, o2.24.o4 ]
after i finished blogging, i got a call from nik. haha.. went to barnes to meet up with him, randy, shea, trish (i saw her twice in a day.. WHOA!!) & paul.. haha.. paul's a funny one.. =)
i want to learn how to play the guitar!!! err.. got some homework done.. went to denny's.. eRr.. yeaa.. i think that's it? sure, why not!!
[ wednesday, o2.25.o4 ]
poolcar'd w/ diana.. gew was cool. we're watching dogma. =P then phil.. gRr!! we were supposed to get out of phil early! but nooo.. i swear.. haha.. DIE! - clare, BLAH! - diana,
WHY! - me.. hahaha.. aAahHh..
i need to study for that test!! =X
but yea.. this day in particular was ash wednesday.. and since all of my friends were talking about what they were giving up & whatnot for lent.. i was thinking.. "what would
I give up?" blahblah.. so i was talking to my bword about it & we decided on something to give up. for 40 days. (so, til april 10th, right?) it'll be good for us in the end.. yea? yea. =)
so yea.. after school.. i had lunch w/ chris.. we had pho! haha.. then we rode the elevator at the mall!! weeeeeee.. haha.. dude!! i want black shoes.. =(
TOO BAD FOR ME & MY BROKE SELF!!! hahaha.. damn. but anyways!! haha.. chris is fun to hang out with!! =) such a nice guy. =)
came home. did homework. then sleeeeep!!
[ thursday, o2.26.o4 ]
carpooled w/ randy. always fun. "go go go!!" hm..
"GOOOOO!!" hehehe.. =D yea. i HATE driving in the rain. cars SUCK!! =/ the accidents make me sad too.. bLar!! stayed in the library & math lab for a good.. 2 hours. =D haha.. i dont like math.. =( i'm just being lazy.. ugh. my eyecandy is YUM! da-da-da-da-DAYUMN!!! ^.~
you know how when you drive from the 78 onto the 15.. you smell cookies? well, randy says that if he doesnt smell them.. he has a bad day.. & when he does, he has a good day.. well..
i havent been smelling the cookies!! =( my days have been kind of sucking too.. *sigh!* i want to smell the darn cookies!!
hung out at home.. because i'm just.. tired of.. school crap.. then my only friend called me up & we hung out. hot dogs @ costco.. good deal!!
i got my freakn hot dog!! haha.. i'll go get another w/ you, bword!! sorry!! =T then my only friend & i went to baskin robbins.. THANKS FOR THE iCE CREAM!! yum!! my only friend is fun to hang out with!! haha.. dang..
who ELSE would BITE me?! .. that's what i thought!! haha..
aww.. i missed friends tonight.. =(
diana: i circle you!
.. yayyyy!!!!!
i CiRCLE you too bword!!! =DD
me: hey mom.. it's almost my birthday!! HAHA.. in like 2 months!!!!
my mom: mine's before yours!!!!!!
hahahaha..
my mom's funny!!! i miss her!!!!!!
okay. dang. tonight people are actually conversating online!! haha.. =D talking to 4 of my handful.. sooo nice.. fun stuff.. haha..
but to my
other half - BLAH!! no worries.. there will be nicer ones.. some people need to think for themselves.. bLar!! hating people isnt all that bad.. we can be those angry little asian girls! oh wait.. we are.. =)
love you!! <3
okay.
have a good weekend people!! i know i will.. one that's filled w/ neverending schoolwork!! weeeeeeee..
* teresa 6:22 PM l
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
.. i
CANT do it!! i'm too
ADDiCTED to blogger..
EFF!!
sooo i've been reading everyone else's blogs/xanga/journals.. and i dont know.. it makes me sad that it's a way to k.i.t. w/ one another.. as opposed to.. just calling each other up.. or yea.. there's that whole thing of studying.. soo i dont want to interfere w/ that.. "cant mess with that!!" so yea.. i was reading debb's journal..
"you only know what you are told. when you're not around people you are only updated in their lives with only the information they choose to tell." (hope you dont mind other half!! but you were SO RIGHT ON!!) and i dont know.. in a way.. i WANT to keep the little details to myself.. (hence why i was talking in fragments & whatnot) but at the same time.. i want to share it with those i cant.. or yea.. it sucks.. i miss having certain TIMES w/ certain people.. and yea..
i just miss my friends.. =(
SO!! if you really want to know what i've been up to the past 4 days.. you either know or you dont.. haha.. just kidding.. i'll blog about it.. but dang.. i dont know.. during my 4 days of withdrawal.. haha.. i noticed i talked to the same people over & over.. just goes to show..
i REALLY DO have a HANDFUL!!! .. but hey.. no complaints. =)
i love the handful!! <33
[ friday, o2.2o.o4 ]
i'll copy & paste from the convo i had w/ debbie.. gooo dead aim!! [if you didnt know.. it saves the convos you have w/ people..] hahaha..
soooo it was all good at first.. got hooked up at starbucks [
THANKS CHRIS!! my "only" friend!!=] & subway.. yuM! thenn... diana & i decided to go watch a movie but i had no cash so i went to an atm in ralphs.. i forgot a number in my pin.. soooo i pressed cancel & the card came out.. but FOR SOME STUPID REASON i thought u could just PUSH it back in.. umm.. yea.. DONT EVER DO THAT!!! because it gets stuck then the machine just sucks it in... so i fuckn lost my atm card.. and i was soooo fuckn pisssed.. OH!!! andddd my monthly annoying friend decided yesterday to visit me.. -.- and thennnn we go to target and theres this cute lil girl.. and she was looking at me so i smiled at her.. when i did.. she started CRYING!! OMG.. i felt sooooo BLAH!!!!!!!!!! yea.. the freakn end..
YEA. the bad stuff was summed up as
YFY!! .. haha.. thanks for putting up with all my cussing, diana!! =X
so yea.. just a story so you guys dont do that.. but then again.. i'm sure not all of you are as DUMB as i was!!! blahhh!!!!
"i heart you!!.. but i dont like you!!"
diana: LOOK!! bug 1.. bug 2.. bug 3.. *while pointing at my drink!*
chris: hahaha.. those arent BUGS.. its an EXPRESSO bean!!
teresa: .... -.-
[ saturday, o2.21.o4 ]
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ERICK!!!
the 1st half.. i tried to be productive.. made myself a cool wallpaper.. haha.. i like it.. i used chris' quote..
"just rub your cheeks & say 'smiley cheeks'.." =) then hung out w/ my bf, oslagab!! =) we got carne asada fries.. YUM!! then walked.. then went to coldstone.. that chocolate devotion.. OH MANN!!! SOOOO GREAT!! haha.. =D ate it in jamba juice.. then we updated
THE LiST!! hahaha.. i'm sure we looked funny
writing on napkins eating ice cream in jamba juice.. dang.. FUN STUFF!! =) afterwards.. picked up annie.. went to hollywood video.. got 'my girl' & 'my girl 2'.. SO!! does anyone know why that movie's called my girl?? .. please let me know. =)
talks in the car are GOOD talks!!! the camera crew always has good times.. =)
[ sunday, o2.22.o4 ]
all i remember is that
it rained that day!! =) and me & austuny's awesome convo.. haha.. he makes me
smile.. =) we're dorks.. we were aruging on who was cooler..
austuny: If cool had a definition, Teresa's picture is there...
me: oh COOOL!!
austuny: See...
austuny: Actually that shold be..
austuny: Oh Teresa.
.. sooo great.. =D
my brother cracks me up.. i remember talking to him about how president bush's wife went to his school the other day to talk to them.. about voting.. YEA.. when they're still in high school.. great move.. o.O.. yea.. they were stuck in the cafeteria for 2 hours.. hahaha.. that SUCKS!!! so yea.. other than thaaaaaat.. i remember..
being PRODUCTiVE!!! dang.. good stuff.. worked on my paper.. BSed it a lot more.. or tried to.. =) then cleaned my room & did laundry!! =D so yea.. that was sunday..
[ monday, o2.23.o4 ]
poolcar'd w/ my tb word.. it was raining once again!! SO EVIL!! i like rain but i hate DRiViNG in it!!! NO FUN!!!
freak me out much?! =((( so school was okay.. actually.. it was pretty good.. haha.. after school.. my bword & i.. HAHA.. sooo funny.. we were hungry.. were going to go to vons to buy macaroni & cheese, but went to jack in the box.. didnt even make it through the door because we both decided that we wanted hot dogs.. were planning to go to costco.. drove by mt carmel.. HAHA.. went into the parking lot.. circled around.. but got scared.. so we left!! haha.. ONE DAY!! we'll buy lunch there!! shoot.. haha.. =D we're nerds.. shaddup!! anyways.. went back to diana's.. made
macaroni & cheese.. YUMMY!! haha.. i still want to make it from scratch.. aAahhHh.. (look what you did, kat!! =P) then.. went home!! did homework.. then bugged the sis of ter.. then.. yea.. haha..
bruce: YEAH UR BROTHER IS KEWL
bruce: I want him to party with me lol
me: hahaha
me: party??
bruce: yeah
bruce: strip club party
me: i wonder what my brother would say
bruce: he was like no its okay haha
bruce: i just started laughing
hahaha.. okay.. background info? danny is 16.. bruce is 20.. haha.. SOOOO FUNNY!! cracked me up.. =)
[ tuesday, o2.24.o4 ]
i always hate it when the 2 & 4 are together.. or just the 4.. bLar!! haha..
so had school today.. went to the library for a good hour & a half.. =D the freakn sun was BRIGHT though.. & bugging me.. =T but yea.. i felt somewhat productive. =) then yea.. school was over.. and now i'm here.. blogging.. taking time away from my oh so exciting life..
.. damn. who actually READ all of this?!
there were probably more that happened.. haha.. but whatever!! my handful knows about it.. =) it's all gooood..
* teresa 5:10 PM l
Friday, February 20, 2004
met up w/ chris @ starbucks last night. it was the one by 4s ranch. michele met up w/ us halfway into the time we were there.. haha..
chris slipped!!! but didnt fall. =P there's this little thing.. where water shoots up from the ground.. at random moments.. & he found out the pattern i guess because he ran through & didnt get wet!! hahaha.. it was hilarious!! =) but yea.. lots of talking.. good to know some guys still do sweet things for girls.. =) umm.. then there was lots of kicking my butt!! >=T but
pepe le pew!! made me laugh. and smile. =)
michele: i got my acceptance letter to stanford!
me: *all excited* .. AND?!
michele: i got accepted..?
chris: that's why it's called an acceptance letter!
rawr.. hahaha.. but YAYYY!!
i'm proud of michele!! =D but damnit.. we need to hang out more.. i need to know what your wardrobe is once again!! haha..
.. maybe i should take a break from this whole blogging thing.. mm.. sounds good to meeeee.. KAY!! =)
* teresa 11:15 AM l
Thursday, February 19, 2004
carpooled w/ randy today. hahaha.. i DID NOT say .. what he says i said.. haha.. i was saying
BIG!! haha.. booo!! saw joseph today! two days in a row! haha.. randy spotted shea walking to class.. haha.. we saw trish today too!! haha.. YOU!! *points!* haha.. so nice.. =) randy & i followed my eyecandy.. hehe.. "hey teresa.. he's sagging!!.. hey teresa.. he's sitting now!! go talk to him!" hahaha.. i swear.. randy should be my coach or something!! haha..
AHH!! scratch that!! no more boys. too much.. crap.
UNNECESSARY crap.
i will carry you - clay aiken .. such a nice song~
you know.. this is part of the
cycle where both of us will stop talking to each other for months. then we'll somehow start talking again. -.- haha.. this is SAD.. i know what's going to happen.. ugh. i swear.. what was that quote? .. "the best way to ruin a relationship is to start one.." ?? yea.. it was something along those lines.. not like there was a relationship.. but YEA.
A .. n .. Y .. w .. a .. Y .. S .. !!!
i'm in the mood to watch
disney movies. mm.. yea. =P
i love how certain songs remind me of certain people.. =]
i want to read!!!! .. but i'm too lazy to drive to the library right now.. =/ ehh.. i should clean my room too.. and finish those applications.. or work on my paper.. or start my math hw.. or renew my fafsa.. dang.. that's a lot of options. oh well.. i have all weekend to do it.. =)
i wish it would
rain.. =)
* teresa 4:42 PM l
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
there's a spider on my ceiling.
.. does anyone want to kill it for me??
.. mm.. how 'bout NOW?!
..
i dont like spiders.. =(
plus.. what if i kill it & (with my luck), it falls on me?! AHHHH!!!
hahaha.. yea. whatever. but seriously. anyone want to kill it for me? please? =D
soooo poolcar'd w/ diana today.. my bword has fun stories.. =)
rosemarie's note was the highlight of my day!! i love that girl!! =) she's so great.. and i swear.. haha..
her happiness rubbed off on me.. =) gew was interesting, actually. we were analyzing poems & there was one.. it was "to the diaspora" by gwendolyn brooks & from the dicussion, it was basically yea.. even though you're in a new place, the place you want to be at, you cant go back to. because, think about it.. if i were to go back to a certain place..
it would not be the same. so you just have to suck it up & accept the fact that, even though you cant be there.. it will still be a part of you.. and (from my notes) "a place that binds them all together.." yea. IF that made sense.. =P i dont know.. it made sense for all the vegas peoples.. i wouldnt go back there.. but it's the place that "binds" us all together.. the "central point".. =)
uh.. enough of that. heh.. philosophy.. oh MAN.. headache! haha.. the 3 prisoners.. blahblah!! but yea.. got out.. diana & i went to starbucks!! mmm!!
no starbucks for a week!! starting today!! =( .. it's kind of giving me a stomach ache.. sooo.. haha.. =X maybe i need food.. eRr.. kind of like with liquor!! hahaha!! .. teresa's funny.. not really. =P
you know what! ..
i miss seeing people.. after talking to clare & diana about it.. blahh.. 1st semester was so much nicer! haha.. i miss seeing joseph, my pretty face buddy andrew, shea & other people around!! dang people.. =( i miss going to subway w/ my bf too! & carpooling on thursdays! haha.. rawr. =T
anyways. i've decided to start writing my major paper. mainly because it's due a week from today. haha.. that's enough motivation to get a crack a lackn'.. =) (yayy!!
thanks for sharing that *shiny* motivation, derebb!! =) ahh.. stomach hurts! but must write!! go teresa go! .. are you teresa? nooooo!!
.. haha.. SHADDUP!! aww.. i miss erick now! haha.. ok.
i really should go..
.. mm.. sometime soon..
hehe.. i like taking up space..
.. dang.. still reading?!..
i like reading too.. =D hehe..
ok. my major paper needs to be written. now.
[ cont'd at o9:5o pm ]
why my day was SO gRreat!!
- finished my paper!! being productive ROCKS!! =D
- hung out w/ my 2nd family!! i need to go over more!! =DD
- i KILLED the spider!!! i feel bad, but hey.. its gonee!!! =DDD
dling old songs are freakn awesome!!! =D dru hill, aaliyah, some good ol' 112.. DUDE. i dled blue - eiffel 65.. hahaha.. i SO remember that from freshman year (?)!! haha.. dang. good stuff..
music!! <3
vinnie: you need yourself a virgin man
vinnie: untouched by the sins of women
.. i couldnt agree any more.. =) haha..
i like diana's blog entry for today!! hahaha.. =)))
aw!! i didnt get to see randy & his chinky eyes!!! =(
vinnie's mean to me!! but it's okay.. he's cooL!!! =)
vinnie: id so like drop a fake spider on you when you sleep
vinnie: youre worth it!
ok. all good days come to an end. but yea.. GOODnight!! =)
* teresa 12:31 PM l
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
mondays & wednesdays > tuesdays & thursdays
"you can do it if you put your mind to it.." right cLurr?! =) mm.. i dont know if i want to put off my writing center appointment for next week.. =/ but then i'd know that my paper would be better if i wrote it next week as opposed to being written tonight or most likely tomorrow night.. ack. =/ i was talking to my other half yesterday & yea.. i've come to the conclusion that i've been reallllly lazy.. i'm so bad. i know i NEED to study.. and i can SAY i am.. but i'm not.. or i do my whole study for 30 minutes, do something else for an hour.. go back to studying for 30 minutes & repeat.
HORRiBLE!!! arghh.. make it stoppppp..
i talked to the psycho last night!!! =D
.. i wonder who reads my blog to be updated on my life.. hmph.
errr.. the boys~
BUMS w/o quotation marks.. thinking about that gives me a headache. @.@
kevin came back last weekend.. i didnt get to see him!!! =(
i havent seen my 2nd family in awhile.. =(( blah.. i'm a bad person!! =(
if you dont like someone, you dont like them. but you've got to have your reasons.
i like being vague. & talking in fragments!
my k & d are going to be in vegas over spring break.. and where will the t be?! .. not in vegas. =( .. i wonder if i'm going back for my spring break.. erRr..
oh yea!! the cd sam sent me came in the mail today!!
THANKS SAM!! haha.. pretty music!! =D it makes me sleepy.. haha.. =P
* teresa 5:18 PM l
Monday, February 16, 2004
i need to study for math.
"arent you scared for yourself?!" - who else!
me: oooH!! nice flower!!
diana: *looks around* where??
.. =D
THERE ARE NOT EIGHT!!!!! i WISH!!!! .. well, not really. that's bad. darn diana.. exaggerated the truth.. =P haha.. more than half of them dont count!! but yea.. according to ryan.. having NONE is worse than having 8. haha.. =X
i'm CRAViNG for some SUSHi!!! (thanksss other half.. =P) sooo anyone want to go with me?! maybe thursday? or wednesday? ahhh..
ok. math. study. me. now.
* teresa 6:23 PM l
Sunday, February 15, 2004
soo.. the rest of my saturday was okay. haha.. hung out w/ diana & cassie. fun girls!! =) went to ucsd's kp thing. haha.. freakn a.. diana & cassie got through, but i was stopped & questioned!! =( haha.. it's alllll good.. i got in!! ..
i wish i could lie.. but haha.. =P but yea.. too many high schoolers.. wasnt feeling it.. but saw mark there.. soo that was cool. haha.. really havent seen him in forever! so yea. left. drove by innout then someone's house. then home.
.. i actually called someone back. "i'll call you back.." haha.. what a FUN game. -.- oh well.. i stayed up til 2:30(?) talking to marlon, diana & michele..
"boys = GAY ASS LOSERS THAT SUCK BONES!!!!" - diana. goooo bword!! =)
got this link from shea's xanga.. hahaha.. its so coool.. you can virtually THROW ROCKS AT BOYS!!
"boys are stupid.. you should throw rocks at them.." =DD sooo yea..
CLiCK!! =)
haha.. well, long day ahead. rawr. laundry. math hw. study for math. start my paper for gew. ugh. soooo much. sooo i should get my day started... now? .. after some food. DUDE. i want carne asada fries.. mmm!! rawrr..
* teresa 11:32 AM l
Saturday, February 14, 2004
[ friday, o2.13.o4 ]
friday the 13th SUCKED. the first part was BLAH. if you're going to make me feel stupid for opening up or being on the verge of it.. forget it. ahhH!!
people SUCK!! so i hung out with my cousin #2 for a bit.. we talked.. i freakn swear.. guys.. AHHH!! nothing but trouble.. haha..
"RAWR!! .. its like therapy!!" .. and it works!! =P but yea.. since my bword is sooo awesome.. we hung out.. =) driving around w/ someone trying to get lost w/ a full tank of gas is
HOW WE DO!! =D haha.. went to view west? .. west view!! haha.. INTERESTING. so many band kids!! then hanging out at starbucks for 2 hours just talking.. soooo nicee.. "occupied" .. "self defense".. and what was the last one?? hahaha.. dudee.. and those guys.. yea.. there were a bunch of people in starbucks trying to do business or whatever.. they were allll on their cell phones.. it looked kind of funny.. but anyways. there were 2 guys sitting behind me & diana.. they started talking to me when she went to the bathroom..
2 guys: hey! *waves hand w/ phone* so why are you sitting by yourself?
me: oH! ..because my friend just went to the bathroom..?
2 guys: oh.. shouldnt you be hanging out with your boyfriend since tomorrow is valentine's day?
me: HAHA.. valentine's day is EVIL!!
2 guys: hahaha.. so what are you going to do tomorrow?
me: uhh.. have a girls night out kind of thing? haha..
-then diana comes to the resuce!! haha-
i dont know.. the conversation was interesting!! haha.. then we went to innout @ 10.. =P dude. that guy's FRiEND was cuteee!! skinny, but cuteee!! ^.~ not a lot of missionables.. booo.. =( so got home around 11:30.. game over! haha.. we lost.. then.. talked to people.. and.. i have people to call back.. =X hahaha..
"dang.. it takes you 2 weeks to call people back!!" .. 'nooo!! that was a week & 5 days!! .. get it right!! .. but it varies w/ each person!!' haha.. i suuuuuuck. =T
[ saturday, o2.14.o4 ]
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ADAM!!!!!
- and -
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!! <3
i love my other half!! =D hehe.. she got me flowers!! LOOK!!
thanks again, other half!!
that made my day.. *fLick!!*
charles: go out and hang out with guys
charles: nice guys
charles: that are generous
charles: and will give you flowers and chocolate
charles: and kisses
me: hahaha
charles: who celebrates this day anyways?!
me: not me
me: haha
charles: lol
charles: you should
charles: you're a guy magnet
charles: go go go!
me: hahaha
aww.. i remember when he'd ask me to be his valentine!! haha.. aww.. =))
i talked to chris earlier. he's such a funny guy!! =D haha..
"if chickens are juicy.. why are turkeys dry?!" hahaha.. aww.. soooo weird.. but it's great.. he's my "only" friend.. =)))
but yea.. since it's valentine's day & all.. i thought i would put something nice up.. and i remember my cousin writing this & putting it in his info.. just thought i'd share.. because i think it's sooooo nicee.. go cuzzy!! <3
Love isn't about finding the perfect one,
But rather to see them perfect in your eyes
Love isn't about how much presents you receive,
But rather to give and take without restrictions
Love is not about keeping records of wrongs,
But rather to forget & forgive wrongs that had been done
Love isn't about having the perfect relationship,
But rather taking time & nurturing the relationship to perfection
Love isn't something that you should relinquish,
But rather compromise and working things out
Love hasn't always been what I've expected it to be,
But hopefully someone who shares the same perspectives of love will come into my life...
- Derek Yuan
awww.. okay.. i'm going to make the best of my saturday since i'll be holed up in my room tomorrow doing hw!! BAHH!! SO MUCH TO DO!!!!! so yea..
have a great day guys!!
* teresa 5:51 PM l
Friday, February 13, 2004
one love - 1tym
.. i love that music video.. ^.~
sooo..
i feel bad!! alex got the 21st off, but i decided not to go to LA.. because i've been going out too much.. or so it seems.. bleh.. =/ .. i really need to focus on school.. arrr.. rawrr.. i felt like a
super failure last night.. *sigh*..
marlon: nerdies the only way to shine babe
so no clubbing in tj tonight!! .. no worries clare..
there'll be a next time!! =D
mm..
i want gummi worms.. =/
joseph: guys suck
.. okay. i want to vent. haha.. you know WHAT i hate?! .. this
CYCLE.. it's freakn..
neverending.. i swear.. i was thinking about it this morning.. & monica pointed it out a few nights ago.. the guys we like.. have issues of their own that they still need to get over.. but the guys that like us.. we're just.. not.. attracted to.. this is one sick, twisted cycle.. i want out!! .. SIGH. seriously. i'm beginning to think.. this is all based on odds.. the odds that i'll be attracted to a guy & that he'll be attracted to me too.. w/ no strings attached.. ahahaha.. the ODDS of that happening are.. what.. high..ly UNLIKELY?! .. whatever. no more. i hate this time of year.. arghh.. i'm soooo weird.. my feelings & thoughts are all over the place!! rawrrr..
i need more upbeat songs.
..
i wish things werent how they are.
* teresa 11:55 AM l
Thursday, February 12, 2004
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY J!!!
have a good one, cookie monster!! =)
soo.. school seemed to drag on today. =/ damnit. so much work to do this weekend. rawrr.. no fun!! =( i should start it later today since i'll be.. bored. -.- oh well.. being productive is GOOD!! *thumbs up!*
.. riiiiight. =)
i'm tired. my throat itches. =(
"because i'm an asshole.." hahaha.. STILL makes me laugh.. 2 days later.. =P
you know.. i've said it before. i'll say it again. i love my guy friends!! =) they rock! i think it's mainly because.. they're blunt. haha.. and.. sooo.. anti-drama. good deal, guys!! *high 5!*
mm.. with valentine's day right around the corner.. yea. i would be lying through my teeth if i said i didnt care.. haha.. in a way, i'm indifferent towards it.. just.. jealous of everyone that DOES have a valentine.. yea. this time of year CAN suck when you're unattached.. but whatever!! lately.. i've been thinking about the guys from the past.. arRr.. sooo many memories. bahhh!! .. i miss them. (even those j-named jerks). sometimes.
oh man.. michele told me stuff about.. someone the other day. i havent thought about him.. and everything that happened in a long time.. i'm over it.. at least i'm not pissed off every time i hear his name.. i dont know. i feel bad in a way. but not? .. if he was REALLY sorry.. he'd tell me himself. but he hasnt. i mean dang.. what's the worst that could happen??
argh. i went off on a tangent there.. =/ but yea.. valentine's day! .. haha.. it's just another day to me.. but to those who DO have plans w/ their bfs/gfs.. have a great valentine's day!! =) if not.. i hope you have a great valentine's day too!! =)
okay. i'm going to read. "dang.. who reads??" .. 'ME!!' .. =D
* teresa 6:19 PM l
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY BRUCE!!!
carpooled w/ my favorite bword this morning. =)
people seriously FREAKN SUCK when it comes to driving.. arghh!! sooo.. i almost got in 2 accidents this morning.. but it wouldnt have been my fault.. ok.. first one.. we were going onto the 56.. there are 2 turning lanes.. i was in the right one & there was a big suv in the left one.. so we turn.. & they go into MY lane & i couldnt see wtf they were doing.. (the sun was SO not my friend..) so i was like huh?! and yea.. diana honked at them for me. =) thanks bword! then on the way to school.. okay.. i needed to turn left.. and the car on my left wanted to make a left onto the street i was on.. umm.. YEA. he had a stop sign.. so i had the right of way, ya know? .. yea. he flicked me off. diana flicked him off for me. hahaha..
THANKS once again bword!! no wonder you're my favorite!! =) so that was an adventure..
got to school.. gew was fun. haha.. rosemarie's fun times..
"hmm.. you're soft!!" shoot.. i bet no one has ever been serenaded in the middle of class!! sooo.. HA!!! i was!! by rosemarie & her lovely singing!! so nicee!! =D next was philosophy.. aahhh!! that class is easy.. but boring.. =P so after school.. diana & i went to cold stone.. haha..
RECYCLE!! =) we got the birthday cake remix.. YUMMY!! .. too bad half of mine went in the trash.. =( what a waste.. but at least i dont have that craving for cold stone anymore!! =D
hm.. went home.. then back out. haha.. my sister & i went to rolling hills to get our cousin sunny.. as my aunt picks up my other cousin tiffany.. i saw clare's mom & jb!! =D haha.. little kids are soooo cute!! =) so my sister, sunny & i go to target.. dang. that kid is funny.. tried to eat my face! haha.. 'hey sunny do you like popcorn?' ..
"popcorn.. YUMMY!!" haha.. aww!! =D i tried to record him, but that failed because when i was like "popcorn is what..??" he would just open his mouth.. like he's waiting for popcorn.. ahhh!! CUTE!!! =DDD
little kids can seriously make you smile.. =) then when we dropped him off.. haha.. the whole underpants thing.. HAHA.. =D aww.. i want to watch
"little rascals" now!! haha..
came home.. got a package from my mom.. haha.. she's sooooo great!! she got my sister & i a card.. it was a "for my daughter.." type of card.. yea.. so she had to add in an S there.. it was GREAT!! haha.. soooo NICE!!! =D little presents for me & my sister.. for valentine's day.. =)))) aww..
i love my mommy!! <33
so worked on my homework. yay. go me. now i need to study for geo later. oh man.. maybe i'll be able to catch smallville tonight.. i've had withdrawal for the past.. 2 months..?! T.T i missed some pretty good episodes too!! boo!! ahhh.. anyways..
i cant wait for the week to be over!! one more day!! =)
.. you know what else is cool? besides my day? ..
my "only" friend that calls me constantly.. & writes songs about my butt!! he makes me laugh.. =)
* teresa 7:31 PM l
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
"VROOOM!!!" .. the word of the day.. =)
randy got a kick out of my driving!! whatever!! =) so we carpooled this morning.. i drove.. obviously.. =P me & my.. comments.. ahahaha.. big trucks suck.. cars that dont use their blinkers REALLY suck.. =)
so got to school.. randy listened to me.. do my speech.. like 5x!! haha.. must've sucked for him.. sorry but
THANKS RANDY!!! =D i fell going up the stairs today.. yeaa.. thats how i do!! =P so yea.. i'm REALLY good w/ my comments today or something because.. when we were walking out of university.. i forgot what we were talking about but..
"well.. at least i'm not PRETTY like you.. oh wait.." hahaha.. =P yeaaa.. shaddup. =)
my dad called me today!! to check up on me!! SOOO NICEEE!! <33
yea. that's all i found to be blog worthy. ok. homework! =)
[
http://cal.dioxide.net/media/mandc/] the milk & cereal thing. =P
* teresa 4:11 PM l
Monday, February 09, 2004
ok. soooooooo.. people are just.. funny.. =)
seriously.. what's up with people having dreams w/ me & *person*?? haha.. oh well.. to me.. dreams dont come true.. sucks..?
seriously.. i've gotten bad at calling people back. before the week ends! i swear!!
.. i hope alex is off on the 21st.. =) it'd be awesome seeing him.. ahhh!! i wanted to go to las vegas this weekend.. darn my school for making us have classes on president's day!! =(
hahaha.. speaking of president's day.. i had this WEiRD dream about president's day.. i think it was because debbie MiGHT come to sd over her break which is the week before mine.. so i had this dream that we randomly didnt have to go to school the week of her spring break.. in march.. to make up for having to go to school on president's day.. hahaha.. YEA.. it was WEiRD!! but i thought it was funny.. =)
so i'm watching this candle burn.. haha.. BURN BABY BURN!! .. yea.
so yea. have a great tuesday guys!! =)
* teresa 7:59 PM l
sooooo SUNDAY was
BAD TiMES!!!
.. everything i ate/drank came RIGHT back up. -.- yea.. over & over again.. great stuff.. eFF the stomach flu.. ughh.. no more.. please.. thanks.
but my sister & her boyfriend were nice to me. the crackers didnt do anything but come back up. but it's the thought that counts. good stuff.. my sister kept bugging me.. "hit me please? so i can be unconscious.." .. 'ok!'.. my mom called me a billion times too.. so it was nice.. =) good to know people will take care of you when you're feeling BLEH! but yea to
the sis of ter, patrick & my mom - THANKS MUCH!! =) ooooh.. my sister got me a harry potter calendar.. hehe.. yea.. i'm a nerd.. shaddup.. =))
yea.. so i'm at home instead of being at school.. BECAUSE..? .. i still feel like crap.. not as much.. but i'm scared i'm going to freakn.. blehh.. yeaa.. i'm scared of eating too.. more reason for me to say that
FOOD iS EViL!!! =T
yea. i need to work on my speech.. =X randy's going to call me at 1. if he remembers!! blahh.. i wish i went to school now.. but TOO BAD!!! =T at least i'm not ditching cause i want to..? .. yea. man. & i LIKE my monday classes.. =((
* teresa 9:39 AM l
Sunday, February 08, 2004
SATURDAY NiGHT WAS NiCEEEEE!!!
we
DEFiNiTELY need to have more of those!!! =))) haha.. tgifridays.. the waiter.. thumbs up, guys? =P then.. geez.. "it's not what you wear, it's how you MOVE!!" - jane. hahaha.. she's soooo great lately with these comments for me!! haha.. after dinner.. we went to clare's.. watched 'freaky friday'.. dudee.. chad michael murray is a hottie!! now i know why diana watches 'one tree hill'!! ^.~ the talks that took place..
OOOH SOOO iNTERESTiNG!!!!! how come i didnt know some of that stuff?! ..i guess i've got to be more nosey? haha.. noo.. but yeaa!! it was nice going down memory lane for awhile.. then trying to take a peek into our futures? haha.. soooo nice.. seriously.. we've got to hang out more.. i miss this.. since i dont see everyone (annie & glenda count as everyone.. haha..) @ school.. aww.. good stuff..
..
GOOD TiMES!!!
* teresa 11:26 AM l
Saturday, February 07, 2004
hm. from thursday night to saturday morning.. a total of
29 hours. of sleep. wayyyy too much.. @.@ but at least my headache is somewhat gone? ahaha.. medicine is not my friend. =X i had some WEiRD dreams..
kat: u should just tell them that u wanna take ur break early so u'll make it up on the week that is ur spring break by going to school
kat: its like u take a cookie from a box n then u buy another cookie n put it back in
kat: it works
kat: OR..
kat: find a person.. that looks like u
kat: n have her go to class for u
kat: =)
kat: u kno.. there are many teresa wannabe's n lookalikes out there
kat: =P
me: since there are soooo many teresa look a likes
me: hahaha!!!!
kat: i mean just the other day i thought i saw u down the street
kat: but it wasnt
kat: haha
me: hahaha!
aww..
i miss my k!! sucks how i might not see people til.. summer?! =/
my mom called me earlier. =D i miss hanging out w/ her.. =/
man.
i wish i knew chinese. or at least how to speak it? .. or how to write it? .. not just understanding it. bahh..
errgh. my mom thinks i'm going back to vegas for summer. my friends too.. but i'm unsure. plans are good.. but yea. my mom has this plan for me.. heh.. but i dont know.. and katrina.. HAHA.. sooo awesome.. we'd take summer school together.. ECON!! now you know that's a good friend if they'll suffer through a sucky class w/ you.. =))) argh..
it feels like i'm being pulled in two different directions.. but i'll have it figured out.. by april.. =) or hopefully, earlier..
ok. i'm going to hang w/ michele.. then the girLs!! =DDD
* teresa 5:14 PM l
Friday, February 06, 2004
"..you have game.. game with the BOYS!!" - jane
HAHAHAHA!! i have NO GAME!! =P cracked me up.. fun stuff!! =))
i'm a people hater.. but i hate hating people.
i was reading clare's blog on
"friends".. or how she mentioned that they're overrated.. in a sense, i agree.. but then.. i dont know where i'd be if i didnt have any.. or the people i DO have in my life.. people DO come & go.. but they always leave some kind of mark on you.. yeaaa.. it's OKAY!! ..
i have my FRiENDS w/o quotation marks.. =)
june 4th, 2oO4 ..
harry potter & the prisoner of azkaban.. i'm THERE!!!!!! or maybe the week after.. but i'm SO going to watch it!! =D
i feel sick. i woke up this morning & i felt like CRAP!! .. and i STILL do.. =((
i still need to call the girls. i've gotten bad w/ calling people back.. sorry.. =/
* teresa 11:53 AM l
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Your name of
Teresa creates a desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. This name has given you a gregarious personality and a quick-thinking, creative, and versatile nature, but one that is very emotional. You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener.
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read about your name (click!)
hahahaha.. OH DANG~ soooooo.. close to being accurate.. crazy!!
the psycho called me last night.. =D how niceee.. haha.. i SO call you..
"but i'm SHY!!!" haha.. aww!! i missed him!!! =DDD
note to self: look for posters of joey yung for sam- in exchange for dan tat!!
saw this on nadia's xanga..
CLiCK.. =)
soooo anyways.. today. randy & i carpooled. haha.. lots of laughing.. it was great. =P "how do u say.." ..
'how do you say what??' hahaha.. then my socks falling.. =( haha.. um.. nate helped me w/ my math.. played cards w/ randy & nik in the dome.. then talked w/ christa, roxy, & the other people that would pass through.. geo was okay.. i dont want to do the speech!! i'm not dreading it.. i just dont want to do it.. haha.. IF that makes sense!! =P then math.. yea.. my eyecandy!!
SOOOOO d-Lish!!! ^.~
love me a little while - janet jackson
my past week has been.. good & bad.. i've learned not to.. believe someone other than the person that is being talked about.. whooo.. if that made sense! .. but yea.. that just brings up.. stupid stuff.. oh well..
i have a new FRiEND!! haha.. oh well.. assumptions are bad. (but it wasnt really an assumption? eRrr..) i'm dumb, sorry. i got to see my pretty face buddy andrew on wednesday!! i was soooo excited!! i havent seen his pretty face for like 2 months!! gosh dang!! haha.. GOOD STUFF!! =D i also got to talk to a lot more of my friends..
they're freakn awesome!! <33
talks that make you think.. they're nice, but they make you think.. too much sometimes!! haha.. i've been thinking wayy too much this past week.. which is bad.. but i dont know.. i guess i'm being more of a philosopher in that sense? haha.. referring to the
philosopher v. slave lecture, junior year.. i think i should explain that.. he said that slaves are people who don't question anything.. they just go along w/ the flow or whatever.. a philosopher questions it.. i dont know.. i've been questioning a lot of stuff.. blehh!! haha.. no moreeeee..
okay. seriously. no more.
have a grRreat day guys~
* teresa 5:12 PM l
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
"you start to lose faith when the nice guy turns into a jerk.."
so my friends are awesome.
clare, diana & rose - thanks for listening to me.. BLAH about all of this.. heh.. i also had a good conversation w/
marlon last night. thanks for talking to me. haha.. it's good to know you've got my back.. =) and no clare, the fish isnt being resurrected.. been there, done that..
HATE is a bad word..
STRONGLY DiSLiKE is better.. =)
in philosophy (on monday), we were talking about liars & hypocrites.
a liar is someone who thinks something but says something else. whereas, a hypocrite is someone who says something but does something else. yep. in that same lecture, he started talking about statements. a statement is something that is either true or false. well, this one is true.
TERESA HATES LiARS!!! =D
i want to
BOND with my other half.. argh!! >=T
* teresa 4:21 PM l
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
this whole situation reminded me of so many other guys. and from that, it should have taught me something, but i ignored it in hopes of.. it being different.. this time around.. does that make me a hopeless romantic? .. or a wayyy too hopeFUL one?....
so.. if you were led on.. you would be SOMEWHAT bitter.. and angry too.. and you know.. it's so funny how.. one thing was said, but in reality, you meant something else.. forget it. forget you. i dont need that....
this just goes to show that..
i'M CURSED!!!!.....
at first i was kind of sad....
then i tried to be tough......
now i'm going to close this chapter in my life.
* teresa 6:35 PM l
"what would you do for a teresa-bar.." - christa
haha.. she's soooo funny.. =P but yea.. teresa-bar/klondike bar.. if you didnt get it.. haha.. that cracked me up forever. =) thanks for the advice..
"just keep it open.." yepp..
you know..
i really treasure my friends.. as repetitive as that might get.. it's true.. i dont know.. when i was.. telling clare allllll of the bs that's going on.. i dont know.. it sucked.. because i've always known it.. just never talked about it.. and that goes to show.. that.. you can only know so much about a person.. or even yourself..
w h a t e v e r s ! ! no more of this crap!!
i'm going to take econ with marlon over summer!!!! whooo!! haha.. i was sooo mean to him.. xP
you know..
talking on the phone beats talking online.. yep.. =)
ok. time for h o m e w o r k. because it's fun. -.-
* teresa 3:17 PM l
Monday, February 02, 2004
i saw the cutest thing today.
i went to pick up my little cousin from school & there was this little girl & little boy. both were with their parents, but the little boy wanted to play. but the girl was already in her own little world.. so the mom got her attention & told her the little boy wanted to play w/ her.. so they did. they were soooo happy & giggly just running around in circles. i thought it was cute. xP i dont know.. it kind of surprises me.. how easy it is when we're younger to make friends.. but as the years go by.. things happen to make us.. drift.. new social circles.. ugh. lame.
i was talking to monica earlier & she told me she read sarah's entry. she disagreed w/ this part: "Becuase in isolation one goes insane because they have lost their own identity." she thinks that.. when we're in isolation, that is when we do truely find ourselves.. "i dont think that one can lose their identity.. in a way..solitude can actually be a road to self actualization..i dunno..and like..i guess with the insanity part..it depends on the person..whether it's loneliness or solitude.. cuz
solitude is chosen.." but i'm inbetween on that.. because i think.. some people really dont know who they really are.. and that can cause them to be fustrated.. not knowing who they are.. but then.. monica has her point too.. when in isolation, you will be able to find yourself.. sooo.. i think.. the fustration from not knowing who you are will cause you to WANT to figure out who you are.. i dont know.. it's all.. interesting. =)
.. i still want to learn how to meditate.
you know what's always interesting? .. sitting & observing people. (in the non-stalkerish way) because.. i dont know.. lately.. i've been wondering what it would be like.. to be someone other than myself. it'd be quite interesting.. everything to me is interesting!! baHh!!
i feel like i'm having an identity crisis. o.O
.. but not really.
* teresa 7:11 PM l
Sunday, February 01, 2004
"even though no one deserves it... it still happens." - austuny
there's too much on my mind. i find it hilarious.. there's SO much unsaid.. but then again.. there are some things better left unsaid, yea? yea.
i liked sarah's post on 1.24.o4. read it if you get the chance.
this past weekend.. i realized how much i miss my friends. i need to make more time to hang out. but yea. priorities. school first.
i feel bad for not keeping in touch with a lot of people back in las vegas.. but.. i know they have their own busy lives.. argh. me & erick's bi-monthly phone calls.. neither of us went through with that.. heh.. but it was a nice idea.. even though.. i barely talk to some of you guys.. i know that you'll always be there for me.. and me for you.. <333
soooooo.. school will be my life. oh yes. it will take my mind off of things..
* teresa 10:44 PM l
[ saturday, o1.31.o4 ]
- went to michele's. hairspray=sticky. michele=pretty! =)
- went to softball practice. just watched people. chris & i played the
questions game. good stuff! =)
- went to islands. me & clare's 5 months! haha..
8.31.o3! =) clare's 3 burgers. stickiness again. good conversation!! =D i love hanging w/ oslagab!! =D
- went to clare's. "but i want to harass her like a little brother!!" haha.. cuteee!! watched '
freaky friday'.. it's a good movie! clare & her influence!! =P
- went home a little before 12. =)
[ sunday, o2.o1.o4 ]
woke up at 8:30. went to
mimi's cafe in mira mesa. it was me, annie, clare & glenda. dang. clare & her "breakfast".. haha.. those little girls were eyeing it the whole time we were there.. haha.. after 2 hours of sitting in there.. the camera crew went to ralphs.. whoo!!
scavenger hunt!!.. hehe.. =P that was fun. & dang. didnt know how hard it was to find things!! haha.. "where would mayonaise be?!" made plans to hang again.
cant waaaaaait!! =D
so now.. i'm going to wait a good 3 hours until the superbowl.. watch half an hour.. then type up my paper for gew. maybe i should read again for philosophy. the whole argument/nonargument thing confused me. o.O mm.. and i have to work on my speech for geo. ew.. i need to do laundry too!! boooooo..
* teresa 12:17 PM l