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Monday, May 31, 2004

there are constant scratching sounds going on above me. sounds like some critter wants in. most likely - that's true. rawrrr!! it's annoying. especially when it happens at 12-1am when i'm trying to sleep. UGHHHH..

yea. so hi. *turns up volume on winamp*

so my past couple of days have been.. rawrr.. let's see.. a picture is worth a thousand words, eh? hmm..

haha.. KiND OF!! yea. friday wasnt bad. i even went out after work. GYEA! so i hung w/ bword, nik & eric at innout (where else?!).. randy, katie, peter & kerry were there too. sooo that was cool! =) tickling me so i SCREAM was NOT. *shakes fist* saturday & sunday sucked. yea. walking + 9 hours + my shoes = pain. not very nice. i saw leonard when i was on my lunch break. that was cool. i dont know. i always think that people will forget me. =/ i think over the weekend i made my sister feel sorry for me. so we went to target to buy me bandaids. =)) hehe.. there were LOTS! & different kinds.. i was like WHOA. O.O haha.. damn me for being so easily amused.. =P anywayss!! haha.. the sister & i talked. that was awesome. oh so interesting stuff.

yea. i'm skipping a lot of stuff.. but whatevers. haha.. those were the things that stuck out. i dont know. *shrug!* oooh yea. i talked to annie yesterday! dangg.. crazy girl! haha.. but grr.. i'm jealous.. i want a plan. batman. superman? =( haha.. rawr.. but it was fun catching up w/ her. =)

what else what else? i saw my little cousins sunny & tiffany today!! =D sooo cute!! then i had to go to work. =( but i got to dress casual today. for $3. haha.. rawr. soooo worth it though! haha.. =D flip flops v. killer shoes? hmm! BiG DiFFERENCE!! so yea. i'm not tired. maybe because of that & because i know i dont have work til friday.

hahaha.. i remembered what i was going to put in my blog.. because my sister called me this morning before i went to work & told me she had a dream w/ me in it.. we were @ ucla & yea. i caught on fire & i stopped, dropped & rolled. haha.. then we were walking & she notices a guy following us & she says "hey teresa, look at that hottie patottie! (or something like that!)" then she stops to "tie her shoe" but really tells him to follow me & ask me out. HAHAHAHA!! holy crap. what the shit?! yea. awesome. dreams are great. =P

my mom called me yesterday too.. to yell at me. =( because she got sick & yea. i didnt call. i never call. and blahblah. i felt like shit. =( but yea. that just tells me.. i need to call home more.

i need to finish my fafsa still. =/

austuny's going to be in cali!! this weekend i think. & in san diego on the 7th.. so i hope i'll be able to hang out w/ him! if plans, for once, follow through..

yea. it's taking me forever to blog. i get distracted a lot. haha.. sooo i guess i'll end it here for now. =)

*i need someone to go shopping w/ before friday!!

* teresa 7:52 PM l

Sunday, May 30, 2004

7:15 is a good time.

7:15 = end of shift.

7:15 = tired teresa.

* teresa 9:21 AM l

Saturday, May 29, 2004

my feet hurt.

i hate rude people.

i hate coming home feeling dirty. (from touching so many clothes.. UGH!)

i didnt get a paycheck. whatevers.

i hate being in blah moods. rawrr..

forget the $63 i spent on these steve madens. i'm going shoe shopping again.

i'm such an old granny. i get tired early.... like now. k bye.

* teresa 8:03 PM l

Friday, May 28, 2004

what the crap. i cant figure this out!!

http://member.melbpc.org.au/~lborrett/computing/petals-j.htm

grr! now i feel dumb. thanks a LOT albert! haha..

i'll try again later. too fustrating. especially when i'm still rawrr..

it needs to hurry up & rain already!! like, today. maybe.

yesterday was cool. hung out w/ people. "you said you werent going out tonight!" haha.. whOops.. watched 'the last samurai' @ randy's w/ randy (a dEr), fireboy, nik, eric, diana & yours truly! haha.. randy's MEAN! to me! all making fun of me.. eric thought i was crazy, but i proved him wrong! ahahaha.. holy crap. so much laughing & hitting of randy. sorry salad bar! =T dang. i'm getting violent? =/ but yea. that was a fun night. =]

i went shopping earlier too! bad!! spending money! BADD!! haha.. i liked clare's logic.. "what if you die tomorrow and you never got to spend your $$?" haha.. nerd!! but grr.. i hate shopping. especially by myself. =( and ew.. you know what sucks?! i went shopping @ macys.. so i could take advantage of my discount, but pssh.. i didnt see anything i liked! =/

whatever. over it. i need to go to the bank now. haha.. so i hope you guys have a great day & weekend!!

[ cont'd @ o2:34 pm ]

albert: want the answer?
albert: want me to relieve u from ur pain

haha.. i felt even dumber after i found out. -.- yea. albert's SMART! haha.. =P

you know what i was thinking? if we took away all of this technology - internet, cell phones & whatnot.. how would people communicate? good ol' snail mail? i dont know. i'm kind of beating myself up for not talking to old friends i want to talk to.. because if you know me - you know i really dont like talking on the phone a lot. (unless you're part of my handful! <3) or calling people. because i suck like that. grrr.. so i should.. take advantage of this.. make use of yea.. blar. let's not finish sentences? mm! =/

okay. i need to find something else to kill time with. =)

* teresa 12:41 PM l

Thursday, May 27, 2004

have you ever been annoyed at yourself??

.. eRr. maybe it's just me..... ARGH!!!!

i feel so bad whenever i vent to my handful. or in this case, clare & debb. sorry guys. i suck like that. because it's always the same ish over & over. it's like, i should get over it. but i cant. this is when i feel like i'm overdramatizing everything.

i make things SO much more complicated than they are. -.-

* teresa 5:24 PM l

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

i wish i knew.

i feel bad whenever i have to cancel plans with friends. especially if it's for a lame reason. sorry guys. i'm sure you had fun without me though! =]

i was trying to figure out what was wrong with me.. or at least, bothering me. and.. i dont know. i'm stressed for dumb reasons... dumb meaning i shouldnt let these certain things bug me, yet.. they do. -.-

temporary feeling...? hopefully.

* teresa 11:02 PM l

i like summer. =)

yesterday, i had lunch w/ adam @ islands. yummy! fun conversations. afterwards, went to the michaels/mervyns area so he could help me look for shoes. =P didnt find any. rawr. but jane joined us! whooo! =) so the 3 of us shopped around. sat for awhile. more interesting conversations! haha.. =))

so after that, i went home & clare called me! =D so she picked me up & we went to ikea! dude. clare's evil.. moving freddy closer & closer! booo!! haha.. but yea! grr.. walking through ikea.. i decided that i want a summer project. but i doubt that'll happen. =( hm. clare's bright green chair. =) we're both challenged!! haha.. =P lots of talking! i missed talking to my bf!! & hanging out!! =( but that's what we did yesterday, sooo =D after ikea, we went to the mira mesa marketplace. starbucks! then went to edwards to look @ the poster for 'the notebook'.. haha.. (btw - it comes out on JUNE 25th!) oOoweEeee!! awesome!! i'm excited for that almost as much as i am for HARRY POTTER!! =DD

.. anyways! =P that was my yesterday. as for my today. so far, i went to the mall w/ may. haha.. i think she hates shopping w/ me now! =P i'm so picky when it comes to shoes! haha.. or anything. but yea. got my shoes. =)) "are you just saying that because you want to leave?!" haha.. after the mall, went to eat @ submarina. yummy bread! then we went to see anne & kayden! cuteee baby!!! =DDD well, babies are cute in general. but ahhhh!! cuteness!!! =))

so last night, chris was telling me that mcjob is a word & i looked it up & YEA. it IS! haha.. what the crap. the definition of it was: "A job, usually in the retail or service sector, that is low paying, often temporary, and offers minimal or no benefits or opportunity for promotion." (dictionary.com) soOo horrible! =T

i still need to clean my desk. booo..

* teresa 1:37 PM l

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

i read this & yea. wow. i dont know if it'll do it for you, but it made me think & feel yea.. =/

Just a little something to put everything in perspective....

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness... you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation... you are ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you can attend a religious meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death... you are more blessed than three billion people in the world.

If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep... you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace... you are among the top 8% of the worlds wealthy.

If your parents are still alive and still married... you are very rare, even in the United States.

If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful... you are blessed because the majority can, but most do not.

If you can hold someone's hand, hug him or her or even touch them on the shoulder... you are blessed because you can offer a healing touch.

If you prayed yesterday and today... you are in the minority because you believe prayers are answered.

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you, and furthermore, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.

* teresa 4:50 PM l

Monday, May 24, 2004

whOo.. i'm back on track!

so today. first, i went shopping by myself. booo!! it's SO BORING! especially when i dont like shopping in the first place! rawr rawr.. went home. hung out by myself once again. because i'm a loserly loser like that.. watched 'the italian job'.. i love watching the last part.. haha.. =P sister came home w/ food. yuck to carbonated water! *gag* the sister's special friend came over, then we left.

went to target in mira mesa. then pat & oscars. yummy! peach nestea baby!! =D so it was the three of us and then irene & hogen joined us. whoo.. and then! we went to edwards (i didnt find nemo! booo!) to watch shrek 2. dude. FUNNY movie! it was good! =D "i'm a REAL boy!" hahaha.. and the cat.. and and yea. it was a good movie. you guys should watch it. =))

but dang. what's up with all these movies that look like they're going to be kid movies but turn out to have adult humor?! haha.. erR.. yea. i love not making sense! yea!

on an even happier note! anne & paul are now parents of baby boy kayden!! =D congratulations!!! =DDD

wow. a surprisingly good day. =) so good night! =))

* psst! thanks for letting me hang w/ you today sis of ter! <3!

* teresa 11:21 PM l

Sunday, May 23, 2004

decided to check grades for spring o4..

and WTF?! i think it's wrong!! i got an A in math 115?!

GEO 102: A-
GEW 101: A
MATH 115: A
PHIL 110: B+

weeeeeee.. i'm trying not to complain, but i still think that one grade is wrong. watch.. it's going to be changed. =(

oh yea. i need to shower now. then i'll come back & update. if time allows me to do so. =)

[ cont'd @ o7:28 pm ]

so okay. time to update. ready set GO!

wait! i forgot to put this on the 21st..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LiLY!!
i'm sorry it's belated. <33!!

[ friday ] was cool. =) haha.. training once again. SO boring!! but lots of people called me afterwards. =)) very cool. talked to clare. then diana. then nik. then randy. all from the time i got done w/ training up til i pulled into my driveway. very nicee!! but yes. the plan: stix followed w/ innout. (but of course! it was a FRiDAY.. ;D) so it was me, bword, nik, eric, fireboy, randy & katie, peter & kerry. i seriously dont know why i like playing when i suck. bahh. =( so that was cool. some freakn guy at the next table over kept trying to say things when i was talking to people other than him. freakn weirdo! rawr. tp-ed randy's car. "man.. did you guys do the passenger side too?! YOU SUCK!" hehehe.. =)) so innout. the ratio was very nice. =) but they were all not.. recyclable. boo to that. yea. now i dont remember anything else that happened.... -.- yea. i dont. i suck like that.

[ saturday ] woke up @ 8:30 JUST for michele. dang. got over to her house an hour later though. watched matany & winnie do her hair. "there's a mirror there!!" hahaha.. hilarious!! =) then walter & the teeth whitening thing. ahaha.. so nice. hm. borrowed a shirt from michele. then left the pretty pretty princess. =) "what is that sound?!" =P (btw - i hope you two had fun!! =D) i was supposed to work from 1-5, but stayed til 7:15. but it was cool.. met kimberly. she's freakn awesome. she seriously kept me entertained & awake.. haha.. good stuff.. and yea.. darn liz clairborne for making so many freakn clothes!! but yea.. i know how to hang bras up. yea. great learning experience.. (can you sense the sarcasm? =P) went home & being the loserly loser i am, i decided to go to sleep. (well, my sister suggested it.. and since i had nothing else to do..) leave me alone! haha.. but talked to squishy for a little bit.. "you're full of BUT!" .. 'you're foot!' .. haha.. funny..

[ sunday ] let's change this up a bit..

d: so what did u do today
me: work
me: and omfg
me: i was working in the wrong section
me: i was soooooo pissed
d: =//
d: i would tooo
me: because when they were like 'youre supposed to be in THIS fitting room'.. i go in & FUCKN SHIT
me: there were like 3 roller thingies FULLLL
me: and more fuckn clothes in the dressing rooms
d: man
d: stupiddd
me: i was like FUCKN SHIT!
me: at least in the other section, people HELPED me
me: stupid GIRLS!
me: i know one of them were like 'i dont know how you can touch what other people wear'
me: well, wtf.. you touch it when you ring it up
me: -.-
d: omg
d: shoot them

yea. that's basically all i did today. well, from 12-5. now i'm doing laundry. waiting for my mom to call me back. anddddd.. yea. nothing interesting. haha..

my sister went to vegas yesterday. no fair!

i tried to sew something earlier. and dang. trying to get that thin piece of thread through that hole in the needle.. -.- what. the. crap. oh well. over it.

sooo.. being the super nerd i am. i wanted to see if my math teacher would've put up answers to the final. (dont ask.. -.-) and yea! ew.. he's teaching math 132 over summer - the math i have to take in the fall.. BOOOO!! he's such a cool teacher. damnit. i lose.

okay. on an ending note - if you guys EVER go into the dressing room @ macy*s.. dont be an inconsiderate JERK who brings in a kajillion clothes, leave them laying on the floor inside out, and off their hangers. thanks!

* teresa 9:36 AM l

Friday, May 21, 2004

thursday was FUN!! =D

the 2nd half of my day was interesting. haha.. first, i had training. i learned some interesting stuff! for instance, did you know that macy*s invented the tea bag? or the baked potato? ahaha.. well, they did! and i know the significance of the star in the name. whOooo! I'M cool. =P

then, i got out an hour earlier. debb called me to remind me to watch friends (which i didnt end up watching.. i suck! =/) "why are you picking up your phone??" haha.. when i was watching friends @ 8.. diana texted me, i called her, talked, made plans to hang out at 9.

our plan was to get coldstone, but rawr! it was wayy too cold! haha.. there were a lot of BIKES!! which meant there were BIKERS!! ^.~ haha.. so we sat there. "let's RECYCLE that!" mm.. =)) rj went to jamba juice & then he joined us. gRr! "i know the story!!" .. 'it's called a PHONE!' rawr! then rhona & hoppho came by. followed with randy & kyle. and then.. ali came & lastly - trish! i saw her twice in a week! whoa! =) haha.. randy & diana were picking on me. meanies! then trish starts telling me something & the person she's talking about comes & she introduces us to each other! -.- haha.. sooo BAD! "talk about EMBARASSING!" with his friends all clapping. wth! heh.. i GUESS! so slowly throughout the whole 2 hours we were there, everyone left - leaving me & my bword to tell stories. haha.. iNTERESTiNG is all i've got to say! hm. OOOH! then the BEST part, as diana mentioned, we saw mword (MATT!) pass by w/ his gf.. dang.. "arent you glad we stayed?!" heck yea!! haha.. SO NICE!! made my night.. =P

haha.. sooo yea. that was our 2 hours hanging @ the marketplace. we went to bword's house to work on our puzzle!! dang.. diana killed a spider!! WHOO HOO!! GO YOU!! haha.. i finished the horse!! =D awesome possum. now all we have left is the.. GRAY! -.- ughh.. haha.. sucky. but since i was falling asleep, i left.

.. anddd that was my fun thursday! =)

how about a fun friday tonight? yea? call me after 8! =)

[ cont'd @ o2:57 pm ]

there's this bug on my wall. it's bugging me. HAHA.. get it?! BUG'n.. i'm a loser. shut up. =)

i'm sooo bored. rawr rawr..

i havent seen clare in forever!! 10 days=forever! =(

the cheez-it twisterz taste like macaroni & cheese.

i want to know what my grades are for spring o4.. grr!

i need to finish renewing my darn fafsa.. -.-

if i aint got you - alicia keys. very nice song. =))

13 more days until harry potter 3 comes out. i'm excited!

i need to finish cleaning my room. or yea, my desk.

i want the best of the beach boys. it's ONLY $16.99.

i have these occassional urges to go clubbing. blech.

i want to work out. hm. and play tennis. dang.

i need to do my laundry.

i need to go shoppinig. i hate shopping.

may got me lots of food the other night. she wants me to be fatter than i already am. rawr!

okay. no more randomness. have a good day guys! =)

* teresa 10:50 AM l

Thursday, May 20, 2004

100 things about me:

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love broccoli
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books [i wouldnt say LOADS..]
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch "One Tree Hill" [chad michael murray is hott!]
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George W. Bush
15. I once had a red bicycle
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a Toyota
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really, really smart [i wish! T.T]
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate the rain
24. I drink health juice
25. Punk rock rules [ehh.. borderline..]
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi [i'm craving it! rawr!]
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I have semi-long hair [i suppose!]
31. I have been to Las Vegas
32. I have atleast one brother and one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin [not literally.]
36. I wear those long ass socks
37. I can roll my tongue
38. I like the way that I look
39. I'm obsessed with Italian food [most of the time!]
40. I know how to French braid
41. I can be pessimistic or optimistic whenever I want
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I skateboard/snowboard
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I'm in a band
46. I have a talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I can't swim
51. My favorite color is either blue, red, or white
52. I practically live in sweatshirts
53. I love to shop
54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm a prep, shop at abercrombie, and ADMIT IT [rawr. i'm a prep, but i'm trying not to shop there anymore!]
57. I'm obsessed with my xanga
58. I don't hate anyone. [but i dislike people..]
59. I know how to square dance
60. I have a unibrow
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mom
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I know how to play the drums
66. I love coffee
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently like someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life [i have some idea..]
71. I want to have kids when I get older
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I love broadway plays, and have been to at least 3
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 15 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I love "Saved By The Bell"
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter books
86. If I were a dwarf, I would be dopey
87. When I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe
88. I dont mind country music
89. I would die for my friends [my close ones! <3]
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy
93. I want to change my appearance
94. I love the Beatles.. they're classic
95. I know all the words to 'Barbie girl'
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it [been there, done that]
98. I have to fart
99. I want this damned thing to be over!
100. I'm happy as of this moment [more like content..]

yea. my comments are in those brackets because a lot of thsoe were kind of.. ehHh.. the last one made me kind of.. blah. heh. oh wells!

* teresa 9:21 AM l

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

i lost my jamba juice chapstick. =(

yea. that just sucks. my day is sucking now! =((

[ cont'd @ o9:43 pm ]

so yea. my day was pretty good. aside from the whole losing of my cool chapstick! =( that still sucks.. siiiigh.

the first part of my day was going to miramar's may fair thing. i got chris ho to go with me. =) but yea, we watched twobuckshort perform. they ROCKED!! =) it was fun hanging out w/ chris, rhona & hoppho, andrew & josie and watching chris ride around on that little bike.. ahaha.. fun stuff. lots of bad jokes. i think bad jokes are just as good as good jokes though. uh. yea. haha.. =)

afterwards, we ate @ innout. then chris & i went back to his house to play WORMS! haha.. that is such a cool game.. too bad i lost! haha.. i suck at games. any kind. =( but yea. that was fun. hanging out with chris for part of the day.

so i went home. read the handbook for macy's. ergh. so much.. repetitive-ness. rawr. so that brought about my headache. rawr. tried to take a nap, but grrr! whatever. went to my little cousin's play thing. it was cute. my cousin's "girlfriend" is a cute little girl! haha.. =) after that, i went over to my 2nd home w/ a blasting headache. rawr. so my 2nd mom gave me ice cream. ahahaha.. ben & jerrys!! =D chocolate fudge brownie! mmm!! =D i dont get smallville. is it over? mm.. =/

okay. on the phone. goodnight~

* teresa 4:04 PM l

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

[ friday, o5.14.o4 ]

i remember i read a LOT. =) and being home alone. =( and driving my brother & his friends from the arcade to the movies. SO wrong. i was at home on a friday night & he was out. but i'm glad he has his group of friends. they're HiLARiOUS! "it's a one way streeet!! AHHH!!" .. 'WHAT?! REALLY?!' .. "no.." haha.. ew. i bought my brother & i food. "because teresa loves me!" haha.. so we ate at home & had the most interesting conversation ever!! & yea, he concluded that there's a little cuban boy living in our washing machine. hahaha.. mm.. yea. =) then there was a lot of him trying to freak me out. "AHH!! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?!" soooo not funny. but it was. haha.. =P

[ saturday, o5.15.o4 ]

i got to hang out with my other half! =) boredom is great. we decided to do dinner & a movie. so when she came over, we went to the super walmart to find stuff to make. we ran into john's dad! whoa. it was nice seeing him though. =)) hm. so we bought stuff. sooo bad. took forever to decide on a dessert! haha.. so yea - we went back to my house & cooked up a storm!! .. well, debbie made dinner. haha.. i'm not capable to making food. =) just baking. haha.. sorry i suck like that! but it was chicken w/ cream of mushroom, rice (which i made, whOo? =P) & corn! it was YUMMY! debbie's a good cook! =) so yea. since debb made dinner, i got to make the dessert! hehe..

d: stop talking to the box!
t: why? it's talking back to me!

but the dessert was a triple chocolate cake. MMM!! hehe.. dollops of fudge?! uhh.. xP and omgosh! i need to buy my mom measuring cups or something because i was soooo lost! "what's a tablespoon??" =X haha.. but it worked out in the end, soooo we win! was stuffed after dinner, so we watched the movie, 'the order'.. all i remember is heath ledger being in it & yea.. i kind of liked the movie? mm.. or at least the end. =) haha.. so then after that, there was the whole her trying to teach me how to make the rose. haha..

t: dont look at me!
d: *covers eyes*
t: i can SEE you!!
d: omg, i'm not invisible!

.. soooo great!! haha.. =P and sorry about the comment when you were leaving!! hahaha.. "watch out for the little cuban boy in my washer!" but pssh.. we're even now! after YOUR comment! my closet! =( haha.. rawrr..

dang. we make boredom HELLA fun!! =D

[ sunday, o5.16.o4 ]

ahhh.. sunday. family day. dim sum @ changs!! haha.. yea. my mom drove the kiDd because i didnt want to deal w/ the non parking deal that occurs there. haha.. i suck like that. =P so my brother & i were waiting outside. watching people as they passed by & i was trying to get danny to play w/ the little kids who were playing hide & seek. haha.. then this family comes out. they have a baby stroller & my brother & i look down at it expecting to see a baby. we see a take out box. they pass. my brother turns to me. "what a cute baby!!" HAHAHA.. wtfeEgy?! haha.. then my k calls me! & we found out that we were BOTH @ changs! =D hehe.. i was being sooo loud. but we found each other! =DD FUNNN!!

so my mom, brother, kat & i had dim sum. well, kat ate before & was planning on leaving, but yeaa! haha.. rawr. i TRiED to get her to eat (& believe me, i couldve tried harder to make you eat, but i love you! & i'm not evil.. O=) haha.. "name everything you ate!" i'm good.. =P then watched the crabs being "up on each other".. haha.. but yea. left to go home, then to kat's where debb met up w/ us. i got to watch katrina break into her own house. THAT was freakn COOL! =D (see kat, i DID mention it in my blog! =P too cool to be not mentioned!) so yes.. with TKD reunited.......... we went to the mall to take pictures! weeeeeeeeee!! how awesome. haha.. too bad meadows has lots of people there on weekends, so we decided to go all the way to galleria. that was fun. it was established that the k & d hate their t. or more specifically - they hate loving, but love hating me!! =(( booo! yea. i have a big face. and the poses were wack~

guy: okay. move closer.
debb: no!
me: psssh!
guy: dangg.. fiesty!
kat: geez, how many times do i have to tell you? not in public!

haha.. or something along those lines!! good times.. i love the picture where debbie looks like me & katrina's mother! ahaha.. or at least, a motherly type of figure. =) haha.. fun stuff! so after that, we went to go eat!

.. i forgot where ate. but it's some thai place on flamingo & decatur. it was nice inside. the conversation was interesting too. our future kids?! gah!! let's not go there YET! we can talk about that in.. a couple of years. =) haha.. debb told me to try the pad thai w/ chicken & yea - it was yummy! =D then yea. the k had to leave. booo!! =( so debb & i went back to my house & we watched 'the little rascals'!! soooooo cute!! omgosh!! just yea.. GOOD STUFF!! =DD

[ monday, o5.17.o4 ]

the day w/ no plans. it wasnt that bad.

went to put $7 worth of gas in the kiDd. went to get flowers. then went to visit john john. i miss him. <3

after that, talked to sam. sorrrry dai lo. i suck. i'm tellin ya. =(

then had lunch w/ dickson & debb @ kim long. pho! mmm. did the prices go up? or was that just me? eh. oh wells. that was cool. i like dickson's hair. =)) it's soft!! so after lunch, we went to the guitar center. haha.. that's a pretty cool place!! erick came & i met anna. it was good seeing him though. =) but yea, debb & i were kind of.. not so into the place as dickson & erick were, so we kind of left them to go to fashion.

"weeee!! they're dancing!!" =D haha.. we went to fashion for one purpose. debb told me about these cool toilets they have in saks fifth avenue. and yea. i said their TOiLETS!! haha.. yeaa!! you know how you put toilet seat covers on the toilet seat? these toilets do it for you!! it's sooo weird! but soooo cool!! haha.. so that was that. =P

after fashion, we went to the premium outlet center because i wanted to visit justin & check out the mall. um. yea. who the HELL thought it would be cool for las vegas to have an OUTDOOR mall?! .. -.- so because debb & i were dying of thirst "i dont even have saliva to suck!" haha.. we went to starbucks first. =) then found sarar, the store where justin works. i was messed up the glass cases, but he was letting me! sooo cool. =)) dang him & his.. "yea, i'm going to hawaii for a month & a half - dont you feel sorry for me??" rawr!

but yeaa.. after thaaat! dropped debb off @ home. (i suck. sorry other half!! i thought i was going to see you again because i still wanted to learn how to make the rose! rawr. =() went home. got the kiDd washed & filled up! then went to eat @ the orleans. yummy. grr. i'm jealous. my brother knows what he wants to do. rawr. and wtf, i didnt know they had majors in high school. but then again, atech isnt really a normal high school, eh? weeeeird!

so after all that, i folded my laundry & packed. bugged my mom & brother for a little bit, then had to get sleep.

[ tuesday, o5.18.o4 ]

i woke up at 7:30, thanks to my dad! =) left vegas around 8. debb called to say bye. =( got back in san diego around 1.

was a super nerd & finished reading 'angels & demons'.. everyone's busy. eHh..

lots of thinking went on thanks to the 5 hour car trip. by MYSELF. -.- but yea. THANKS to who other than my one & ONLY other half that doesnt like me reading for being bored with me!! you're awesome. from those 5 days, there were lots of fun times. lots of laughter. thanks. i LOVE YOU!! *fLicK!*

the start of summer started off goooood. let's see how it ends..

i was going to put my thoughts, but this is long enough as it is. eh. alright. no more!

* teresa 2:55 PM l

Sunday, May 16, 2004

t: just drive on the 15south for 5 hourssss
t: *thumbs up!*
d: haha
t: =P
d: :down face:
t: *takes debbs face and makes it an UP face*
t: =D
d: heyyy put mee downn all the blood is rushing to my faceee
t: *holds up for one more minute*
t: hehehehe.. O=)
d: danggg
d: now u hate meee
t: *finalllllly/reluctantly puts debb down*
t: psh
t: you hate loving me!

yep. my k & d hate loving me but love hating me. hahaha.. because that makes SENSE!! =P

hey - my mom said we look like 3 angels. =)

strapless bras SUCK!! ..

i tried thai food today. pad thai w/ chicken is YUM!

i hate this feeling. ~~sometimes~~. all the time.

tomorrow: no plans (for sure) at all. it shall be interesting. let's see if i get blah-er. =)

* teresa 11:28 PM l

Saturday, May 15, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY VINNIE!!!

& CONGRATULATiONS to those who have graduated! =)

* teresa 2:19 PM l

Friday, May 14, 2004

wow. these past couple of days have been AWESOME!! =D

let's backtrack all the way back to tuesday. hehe..

[ tuesday, o5.11.o4 ]

the last day of school for me. =) the cooler part of the day was going to coldstone with my bf!! =D i swear, i havent hung out with her in the longest time, i almost forgot what she looked like!! =P hehe.. "you know, for neighbors, we dont hang out very much!" booo!! we gotta change that!! haha.. but anyhoo! first, we visited diana @ chuck e cheese. then went to coldstone. yum. i dont think i can do love it's by myself. =T it's all about the like it's. haha.. so yea. we ate our ice cream in jamba juice (as always!) because we saw that rj AND paul were working. whOo hoo! awesome! haha.. "look, it's your fan club!" haha.. sooo bad. but oh so funny. =) then we went BACK to coldstone so we could get diana & squishy ice cream. lalala.. they gave me too much, so i tried giving my extra ice cream to gerard, homer & friends who were sitting outside when we were leaving. i hope they ate it! hm.. if not - what a waste! oh wells! gots to RECYCLE that! ya know?! haha..

weeeee.. that's a long paragraph. so went to drop off the goodies. =) then back home for us. i missed one tree hill!! =( oh wells! got to hang with my bf!! it makes up for it!!

hanging with clare > watching one tree hill. =)

[ wednesday, o5.12.o4 ]

to make a long story short - i decided to go back to vegas for 6 days. i was going to go back on thursday, but decided to go on wednesday so i could get an extra day with my vegas peoples. =) because i figured since i'll be working later this whole summer, the chances of me staying in vegas for more than 2 days are not so high, sooo yea. =) rawr. i wanted to have people go with me, but that didnt work out. =( so 4.75 hours and 312 miles later - i was back in las vegas. =)

so after i got home, dang. i got bored quick! haha.. but it's all good. i missed bugging my brother. =) "do you listen to trance?" .. 'wtf.. YOU listen to trance?!' haha.. so yea. my mom got home around 5, we went to washington mutual. then back home, went to dinner @ kj kitchen with the family. =)

me: hey dad, who was that?
dad: he's the chef..
me: is his name kj??
danny: HAHAHA..

i'm soooo bad. =P and my brother is soooo weird! "have you had BALLS?? *hand motion*" .. o.O?! (yea. it's an energy drink..) haha..

danny: have you ever thought about life?
me: uhh.. sometimes!
danny: yea, i just started last week.
me: .. WEIRD!!

haha.. so dinner was DEFINITELY cool. dropped the boys off at home, then my mom & i went shopping @ burlington. =) i found pants! =) then we went to walmart. then home. then i called up my other half.

debbie came over! "why did you let the stranger in??" hahaha.. yea. she tried teaching me how to make something. "stop looking at me with your rushing eyes!!" haha.. =)) i need to relearn later this week! before i leave! so yea. talked. good conversation. =) but yea. we were being old grannies because we were getting tired & we got tired by 11ish. -.- well, we both had reasons! haha.. especially me - after driving for 5 hours. rawrr.. so yea.. you would THINK that was the end of my night!

haha.. but it wasnt! =P so i called squishy back & talked for a little bit. then i let him go so he could sleep. and yea. kat texted me, so i texted her back & then she called. haha.. =P weeeee.. my k! =) so we talked for an hour & a half.. haha.. good stuff!! i missed it. i was telling her how i might be back only one more time and yea. haha.. "dont be like dudley!!" oh mann.. crack me up! =P so yea - we got off the phone 1am my time, 2am her time. =)

that was a super great long yet tiresome day! heh.. =)

[ thursday, o5.13.o4 ]

oh mann. thursday was all kinds of.. YEA. haha.. interesting stuff. fosho.

woke up. ran. showered. read 'angels & demons'.. YEA. i read.. even when i'm in vegas!! leave me alone! haha.. so yea. did that up til 4ish. then debbie came to pick me up. i met her friend bung. we make fun of debbie. it's great. =P hehe.. *fLick!* we went to galleria. visited dana @ work. dude. those shirts were crazy small! =T "i think these are for kids!" shooot. "have you gone to volcano yet?!" hahaha.. sooo awesome dana.. =P so yea. shopped for a little bit. then went to eat at buffalo wild wings. mm.. yea. i just had food. they had their wings. =)

blub.. after THAT.. we met up with sookyung & her bf @ the commerical center. yea. karaoke. & the unmentionable. holy crap. let's not say any more! hahaha..

d: ok.. deep breath!
t: *takes deep breath* HOLY CRAP! that wasnt a good idea!

.. =P i'm sooo bad. eh. but thanks for pouring me all that water, derebb! <3!! but yea. we're OVER IT! you better get over it because yeaa!! we're over it. haha.. =)) [could i MAKE any more sense?! =]

so we hung out @ my house. watched 'love dont cost a thing' and oh mann.. "just transform him already!" .. "i'm embarrassed for him!" haha.. yea. it was.. interesting.

debb left a little before 12. then the family & i went to eat steak & eggs @ the orleans. blah. even though i didnt eat a lot today, i think the fact that i had 3 meals in one day was whoa. haha.. i'm used to 2. =X but yea. i was stuffed silly. it's not good to eat so late at night. but dang - steak & eggs!! haha.. rawr. oh well. so yea.

got home around 1:30. tried sleeping. talked to squishy. fell asleep around 2:30. baHh..

okay. this is a pretty long blog for the past 3 days. =) now 4 more to go!! =))

* teresa 12:43 PM l

Thursday, May 13, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
DICKSON & RHONA!!!!!!!

..these past 2 days have been =)

* teresa 10:54 AM l

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

~~monday, 5.1o - PHiLOSOPHY FiNAL~~
~~tuesday, 5.11 - GEO & MATH FiNAL~~

i'm DONE WiTH FiNALS!! =D it feels SOOOO GOOD!! =DD

like everyone else has been saying, yea - this new blogger thing is WEiRD!! o.O

anyways. haha.. i was reading vinnie's blog. "one quick question though, why hasnt anyone else blogged much lately? especially you teresa if youre readin this... its like a conspiracy, heh." haha.. sheesh! good to know people miss me & my random ish? aw. =) but yea. i decided that was a good cue to write a super extra long entry.

.. you LOSE! haha.. JUST KiDDiNG! =)

well, the only mentionable days of the past week are thursday & friday! haha.. so you win. =)

[ thursday ] after school, i was mad because i felt like a big failure, so i went to sleep. =) but after dinner, i got a call from fireboy & decided to miss the last episode of friends to hang out! ack. so yea. went to diana's, then we went to edwards to meet up with fireboy & peter. we watched 'kill bill 2'.. & it was interesting! haha.. there shouldve been a cool fight scene at the end though. oh well! afterwards, we got food @ mcd's & loitered in the parking lot. fun stuff.

[ friday ] in the morning, i did stuff. then i went to the mall. saw people. soo cool. haha.. hey guess what guys? i got a job! =) for the people who know where, dont visit me just yet. haha.. kay thanks! =) so yea. around 4, i went to study for geo w/ randy @ barnes & noble. hehe.. hey randy.. "you spelled bitch wrong.. b-i-t-c-h? that's wrong!!" haha.. then diana came followed by fireboy. when they left, diana & i moseyed on over to the jamba juice/starbucks area & waited for nik & eric to come. went to la jolla beach. (i miss going with you good times people!! =/) we hung out there. very interesting stuff/conversations. kind of cool hanging w/ different people. yessiree!

so yea. everything else inbetween was.. not that important! =) haha.. what else, what else? ooOh.. my auntie amy in ny had a baby girl! =D dang. there are a lot of may babies! to those who had birthdays in the past week (cuzzy derek, mike & john - hope you guys had a good one!! =))

but yea. so my 1st year of college is done with. yea. i'm hoping to graduate in 5 years. (so 4 more..) baHh. this semester went by faster than the 1st one. it's cuRraZy. this semester was wayy better than my 1st one. haha.. (no econ for one thing! =P) but i dont know.. maybe because i got my priorities straight? =X yea. i think that's it. i'm down w/ hanging out w/ the friends, but it just got in my way sometimes. i cant do more than two things at once. sometimes! but yea. i'm happy i finally figured it out. too bad i kind of figured it out the hard way. oh well. that's how i learn best. =) yea. the library became the cool spot to be for me. being productive IS good! =D

holy crap! i still need to renew my fafsa!! O.O!!

i'm kind of sad that i wont be in las vegas for summer. but i know my kda will still have fun w/o their t! hopefully some of them come visit me. *crosses fingers!* and since neither my sister nor i are going back, that means my family has to come here! YES!! =D too bad that means it'll be for a short time. =/ oh well. good enough for me! =)

i hate pop up ads.. they're SO freakn annoying!!!

you know what sucks? even though i was trying to stay off blogger, i still found other ways to distract me! haha.. BEJEWELED is such an evil game! it's SO addicting!! haha.. it's sooo fun. =P

.. i need books! to read! any suggestions? =)

OH YEA! hehe.. randy says i wont get good karma! or something! because he was opening doors for me. hehe.. i'm a princess! haha.. that was soooo.. no. but yea. i was like "okay! i'll open THAT door for you!" & yea. the door was already open. hehe.. but he says it doesnt count! BOOO! haha.. fun stuff.. my pretty friend is funny! =D

alrighty. that's enough for now. i'm going to wait for my mom to call me baaaack!

*for the people who still have finals - GOOD LUCK!!! =D

*for the people who are DONE, call me up - let's HANG!! =D

* teresa 4:27 PM l

Sunday, May 02, 2004

thanks for talking & listening to me, clare, diana, debbie. <333

i still dont know what to do. there is the whole stress of school. the next week & 2 days will be.. YEA. too freakn much. i cant wait for it to be over. in a way i agree with rhona on how it's just putting the final touches on our grade. it kind of isnt that big of a deal, but it's bad. i want/need to be.. MORE motivated. and yea! .. i WANT to take summer school. "whoa.. you never really hear that coming from people!" haha.. it's true though. blah. damnit. whatever. over it. (sometimes)

over the weekend, i remember having talks w/ people & YOU KNOW WHAT!! i was thinking about whether i should stop blogging. but i'm going to keep my blog up & running because there ARE some people i want to.. update my life with & everything. even though it's not THAT hard to call people up or talk to them in person, i have those i cant see or those who are too caught up in school/work/an actual life/whatever.. and vice versa. so yea. haha.. just sharing that. =)

t: i felt like i was being mean
t: =T
d: blah..
d: but its just like u have to look out for urself..
d: so u have to

i dont know. i feel evil when i dont want to be. but then, in having feelings for someone, you risk a lot, huh? =/ this sucks. i want to know what's going on. but in a way, i'm still scared. i want to.. let it all out. but.. i feel like i'm making it more complicated than it is? err.. not really. i dont know. rawr. =( i dont make sense! whatever. blar.

okay. so anyways. on another note - i got to talk to austuny tonight. =) still sorry about not being able to call you back after all those heart-felt messages. <3 but yea. that whole ordeal, i felt like such a (bad) bword. i should've taken the time to call him back. but then my whole "i think he's working." .. "he has church today" whatever. bad timing, the school thing & just blah! i put it off, when i shouldnt have. sigh. but i'm glad we're talking again. =)

how sucky! i wont get to see a lot of people this summer. =T rawr. they could always come visit me. *hint HINT!* but wow. summer in san diego. this shall be interesting~

i think i've become extremely bitter. i dont know. that's what i think. maybe it's because of everything that's been happening. or the stuff that's GOING to happen. rawrr.

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yea. well, no more blogging/distractions until after finals. so GOOD LUCK ON FiNALS!! & all that good stuff..

* teresa 10:48 PM l

Saturday, May 01, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY RANDY!!
i hope it was a good one, my pretty friend!! =D

i got to hang w/ my 2nd mom yesterday. =D fun stuff. we went shopping. the point of me going was to find a mother's day present. i found the card. & the present. just need to talk to the sis of ter. =) but yea. fun stuff. and sooo nice!! <3

oOoH.. and last night?? THAT.. was fun. ^.~ haha.. costco. hot dog. chuck e cheese. dirty, but funny toy! edwards in mira mesa. nemo! stupid kids. "you maced me." .. 'you got in the way..' puhahahaha.. suckers. innout. ogmp table! funny stories. mean girls. (which was actually a very funny, good movie. =) "it feels like my stomach is going to fall out of my butt." haha. tp-ing of someone's car. O=)

i was looking at people's info & yea. this is .. wow.
http://photomatt.net/archives/2004/04/07/mosaic

i'm thankful for the days that make me =)

i'm even more thankful for the people that make me =)

* teresa 2:27 PM l