Thursday, March 29, 2007
i'm out 100 because i'm DUMB.
..... BITCHES!
* teresa 9:51 AM l
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
an excerpt from the email i just sent a friend:
"So it's like 1am & it's my spring break & WHAT am I doing?! I just totally typed up the minutes from my SE team meeting earlier, typed up the agenda for the SE team meeting next Tuesday (we rotate leader roles & it's my turn next week), typed up the minutes from the meeting we had with our company sponsors last Tuesday AND sent them my notes for something else. haha.. I'm SUCH a FREAKN WINNER! hahaha.. ahhh.. yea. I think I need some sleep now. I'm going CRAZYY!"
aw, last day at godiva today! sadface!
* teresa 1:18 AM l
Sunday, March 25, 2007
i'm actually kind of sad now.
even moreso than before. i hung out w/ my coworkers last night for the first time outside of work. "wow, this is the first time i'm going to see you w/o all black!" hahaha.. "i didnt think teresa would dance.. let alone drink!" krrr.. ahhh the preconceived images people have of me. tonight was the last night i closed w/ candis! BOO! "& i made you fill the case!" 'yea! i know! i SO wont forget that!' haha.. even though i had my moments where i was all RAWR & BLAH, i really do love the people i've worked with there. & you know it's an awesome place to work at when ex-coworkers still stop by just to hang out. yea. i'm already missing it. =/
i can totally see myself NOT being productive this spring break, but i'm not allowed to be! work hard, play harder! haha.. the first half shall be productive & the last half.. hopefully worry free & fun.
list for monday-wednesday:
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laundry-
errands; target-
call museums/set up interviews-
minutes from meeting w/ company sponsors-
type & email minutes to everyone after tuesday meeting- finish notetaking for both books
- start writing analysis
- start writing limitations
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start research on singaporemeh. i'm sure more will come up. but right now, i'm going to waste time watching friends. =P
* teresa 9:33 PM l
Friday, March 23, 2007
the other day, my sister linked me to an item on ebay. & it was a 2006 durango hs yearbook! what the heck! it was selling for like, $70ish too!! i really didnt understand. it's not even like it was a blank yearbook. (i have one. & i paid $30?) but yea! it was all filled w/ the owner's friend's comments to her! why would you sell it?! you're selling your memories so someone else can have a yearbook? err! i like having tangible things that remind me of the good ol' days. but maybe that's just me?? i would be so upset if i lost any of my pictures, valuables, or anything with a memory attached. i tend to associate things like movies, songs, phrases with people & memories. haha.. so if i lost all that, that'd.. suck.
it makes me sad how.. i can't really hang out as much. more memories, more fun times. sometimes i think no one understands how much of my time goes towards school. maybe that's why i never saw any of the seniors as much when they were about to graduate?! haha.. ahhh..
spring break started yesterday. but i dont feel like i'm on a break at all.
* teresa 11:36 PM l
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
debbie's 22 today! =D
dude. a lot can happen in a week!
last week, i got to hang out w/ amanda & victor - who were visitng san diego for the week. we walked around downtown, which i havent done & there are a lot of cool stores there! i never would've known! also got to hang out w/ the good times ladies. we had some good talks. they were scary though. haha.. "i'm going to be waiting for that call!" took silly pictures. watched 'the devil wears prada.'
mm.. i got lost in escondido again! haha.. it seriously sucks whenever i do that. because apparently, whenever i do, people have to come get me! =T it was bad because i was super late for my ex-coworker's going away party & they were all waiting for me! /)_(\ there was the debut of the song. haha.. got a cool shirt! real snail in escargot?! hahaha..
what else happened? a lot of SE stuff. rawr! a lot of trying to figure out what to do in coding the surveys, entering in 296 (we lost 4) surveys & analyzing them. yea. talk about a headache! & a lot of frustration! rawr rawr! i feel like we're scrambling to finish everything & it's SO NOT COOL!
haha.. that comment reminds me of something jason put in his myspace survey. it was 'on a desert island, what would #7 (me) say first?': "hahaha this is soo not cool hahahaha" .. i love how i'm so predictable. =P
i'm hungry.
i went to the etiquette dinner last night. the only thing i learned was the BD thing! which side is for bread & which is for drinks? "make a bread here!" hahaha.. crystal, jenna & i were not happy about the food they served, so we got REAL dessert at golden spoon! st. patrick's mint.. yuuum! =9 have to go back before march is over!
spring break will be here by 11:46am tomorrow. <3 i cant waaaait! but by the time spring break is over, the rest of the semester will just.. HAPPEN! ..MAN! april is going to be filled with stress. @.@
isabelle can go pee a pee in her potty now! haha.. yar. i miss family! =(
my head hurts. & i should read or something. =(
* teresa 5:40 PM l
Monday, March 19, 2007
i so lovehated this weekend.
i really want to update. in time, i will.
whatever doesnt break you, makes you
stronger, right??
* teresa 12:20 AM l
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i dropped my phone last night right before i reached my car.
sigh.
now i have work. open to close. -.-
sighs again.
*cries*
* teresa 10:05 AM l
Thursday, March 15, 2007
i love how life is so tricky.
you never know what to expect.
it's odd how people you dont talk to suddenly end up back in your life. or people you wish were in your life arent as much. i always tend to be the one popping in & out of everyone's life.
i do not like the uncertainties i want answers to.
in class today, my teacher was talking about CEOs & ethics. dont you love how the former CEOs that have done something wrong still end up with a nice fatty severance check? "one triple zero triple zero!" hahaha.. yea. i'm a nerd. no one will understand that but me. =P i dont even know where that topic came from. talk about uncertainties! =P
i'm excited for spring break! home! the babies! new glasses! haircut! 5 hour car trip w/ the bf! (who isnt allowed to fall asleep! =P) "i wont call you for a week!" hahaha.. <3
my days are filled.. it's nice. kind of.
* teresa 7:55 PM l
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
t: meh.. i duno what to do
d: about what
d: life?
d: laugh
hahaha.. = )
flip flops! jamba juice or golden spoon when it's hot out. mm.. i LOVE it!
had a really good talk the other day with randy. it's funny how towards the end of college.. it makes you think about the beginning. you cant wish for things to not have happened.. but you can learn from them. just like with senior experience & how it's so frustrating!! .. it's the process, not the project. college is a process. & i'm going to get a very expensive piece of paper out of it all! =D!
i think i want to redo my resume now. it's not asthetically appealing to me anymore. =P
* teresa 3:32 PM l
Monday, March 12, 2007
it's really "11pm"..
i love how the sun is out longer. =)
i fixed my archives. no more "error! BLAHBLAH!"
can i WASTE more time?!
* teresa 12:06 AM l
Saturday, March 10, 2007
random thoughts.
- way too much on my plate.
- SE is a PAIN.
- looking for a "career" is depressing!
- i <3 bonnie's vmails. "over & out!"
- i have awesome ex-coworkers. "i'm lost!" 'stay there! i'll get you!' people are good to me. <3
- miss talking to my business buddies who already graduated. =(
- what do i want to do for my birthday? club? disneyland? SEAL tours?! haha..
- weekend = lots to do! but.. i am being unproductive. angry at myself.
- need to update resume.
- need to drop off SIE dues to melanie down the street.
- spring break! coming SOON. but not soon enough!
- havent talked to family in awhile. LAME.
- hungry. need to leave now. hangage w/ friends.
more random thoughts @ 11:42PM
'music & lyrics' is such a cute movie! aw, two of my favorite actors! =) such cuteness! if you want to be awesome, you'll dl this song then send it to me. "way back into love" by hugh grant & drew barrymore. =)
i always feel sneaky. when i hang out w/ friends other people in my life do not really like. yet.. if i cant hang out w/ a closer friend, who am i supposed to hang out with? yea, i could hang out w/ myself, but i do that the majority of the time ANYWAYS! so what.ever. maybe it's just in my nature to not hate on someone forever. i just.. cant. like i cant lie. so i really dont like it when people tell me to do it. because it's "better" for me. yea. i understand & they want the best for me.. but.. if i were to stop hanging out w/ people who did me wrong.. i wouldnt have ANY friends. everyone makes mistakes. nobody's perfect. we're human. yea. whatever. i'm ranting.
let's try being productive now.
* teresa 6:23 PM l
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
can i
please have more bad, stressful days?! ... KRRR! -.-
yesterday seems like a faint memory now. today totally SUCKED. last semester, i was all pumped for this semester & it carried over into the first few weeks of school.. but NOW.. i'm facing so much stress from this ONE project! it makes me SO STRESSED! can it be may 19th already?? =(
i had a latte 5 hours ago. i just put more caffeine in my body. WHY?? I DONT KNOW.
it's sad how.. everyday at night.. i'm always like "i'm over this day!" i think that negativity carries over to the next morning. mm.. -.- but having lists of things to do where it's constant.. just bam, bam, bam! yea. it's kind of hard to stay optimistic.
take a glimpse of my life (tomorrow's list):
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read for MGMT, chapter 6-
highlight scale for surveys (because people dont read them!!)
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organize completed surveys-
dig up BUS304 notes on entering survey data in excel -
contact company sponsors; update them-
call clare back-
target; need contact solution-
work 1-9:30-
call cousin sometime during break- type up weekly leader evaluation
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finish renewal application for SIE- compile list of MKTG directors from theme parks
yea. YAY me. i think the caffine is wearing off. SLEEP TIME! =D
* teresa 11:56 PM l
Monday, March 05, 2007
from sunday:
@ work w/ candis:
c: why do people have to touch things when they ask questions?
c: is this a marshmallow? *touch*
c: is this a treesaw? *touch*
hahaha.. = )
d: everything will be fine
d: itll be spring break time soon
d: and even though
d: we may have a lot of work to do
d: u know
d: we wont have to worry taking time to go to school?
d: haha
t: HAHA
t: NICE
<3 you.
c: it's like man let's compare bad days
t: YEA
t: hahaha
t: so sad
t: i'm so depressed
c: why are you depressed?
c: it's ok i'll be depressed WITH you :D
<3 you too.
from monday/today:
i'm happy! = )
what a nice change!
* teresa 10:50 PM l
Sunday, March 04, 2007
i love how i have SO MUCH to do.. yet, i'm blogging. yay procrastination!
in place of writing my cultural paper, preparing for the team meeting on tuesday - which, by the way i'm chairing (so that means i need to do/know everything!), doing outside research for the project, studying for my bio quiz & whatever else.. i'm checking job search sites (even though i KNOW 15% or less find jobs online) or checking websites of companies i want to work for.. so in other words, i'm making myself depressed rather than being productive. -.-
i think part of the reason why i'm just dragging my feet at work is because well, first of all, i'm burnt out (ha.. AND i have summer school after graduation?! we'll see how that goes!) & the other major thing is.. it's just a job. not a career. i always knew it from the beginning, but once youre looking for something related to what you want to do, it just seems harder. & far from your grasp. ARGH.
i really would like to go to the beach sometime soon & just sit. no worries. have everything done.
* teresa 9:48 AM l
Friday, March 02, 2007
k: Hows my FAVORITE BUDDY in San Diego doin?
haha.. what a dork. =)!
i've been up wayy too early! nap time!
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when you get a box of chocolates, do you eat the good ones first or the bad ones?
mm.. i love days off! <3!
* teresa 2:35 PM l
