Wednesday, December 31, 2003
i love how the eve of a new year can cause a lot of reflection on the past year..
2oO3 had it's good & bad points.
but yea.. i just wanted to say i hope you guys have a
GOOD, HAPPY & SAFE NEW YEARS!!!!!!
take cares.. cause teresa cares!! <33
oOH!! and
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ALBERT!!!
* teresa 12:28 AM l
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
kRrrhahahaha!! so my brother & sister didnt believe me when i said it was SNOWiNG.. but when my brother tells my sister to look outside at 3am.. they believe it because the whole neighborhood is blanketed w/ snow!! =DDD
ooooooooweeeeeee.. TOO BAD i'm NOT tired!! haha.. weeeeeeee.. i'll be up in a good 4 hours to see if the snow's still there & play in it.. =)
* teresa 3:33 AM l
monday was siiiiiiiiiiiiick!!!! (in a good way)
so to make this short (for now):
it SNOWED!!!! dang.. snow in vegas?! haha.. at freakn 11pm!! CHYEAH!! here's evidence of it on the kiDd since it was too dark out.. xP
AND THEN!!!! that happened AFTER i test drove albert's mini cooper!!! =)) haha.. damn. that little car accelerates pretty fast!! whOo!!! =DD
ahhhh.. more fun later on today! (tuesday!) =))))
* teresa 2:02 AM l
Monday, December 29, 2003
my sunday was interesting. a lot of TiME where i did NOTHiNG but THiNK.. and thinking for me is usually bad.. =/ but we'll get to that later..
* before i forget
THANKS SAM!! for the blink 182 cd.. =) hope you have a safe & fun trip to hk!!
i cleaned the majority of my house just cause. go me. i dont know.. i realized how much my parents do for me.. and i dont know.. cleaning the house doesnt seem like much.. but it's something nice to come home to.. and i dont know.. i was doing it because i was bored.. and fustrated..
yea.. i dont know WHY i was fustrated.. i'm weird like that. poor debbie.. victim to my weirdness.. sorry other half.. =/ i was bored too!! i was thisclose to calling justin back up.. haha.. strip club.. ahhh.. interesting.. sooooo not me.. but yea.. stayed home.. sat in my room.. thought about life.. then helped my mom cook dinner.. =) then baked cupcakes.. hehe.. (cant you tell i was freaking bouncing all over the place?! ughh..) debb came over. then after dinner.. we headed to
suncoast to bowl w/ kat, kristina & udley. thaaaaaaat was fun. haha.. i won the first game!! due to pure luck.. haha.. but yeaa.. towards the end of the 2nd game..i just wanted to leave. stupid freakn smokers around us.. no offense to my friends that smoke.. but UGH.. the smell of smoke & the fact that it's 2nd hand.. -.- gross! but yea.. we were surrounded by smoke.. *gag*
so after that.. we go to
cue d's.. HAHA.. yeaa.. another smoke-filled environment.. it's all good.. we stayed away from the people.. YEA quarter tables!! haha.. that was fun. "ok.. my turn AGAiN!!" haha.. fun stuff.. =) so stayed there for an hour? yep.. "i LOVE trucker hats!!" *sarcasm* haha.. great stuff.. then home. dudeeee.. i got home.. i reek of smoke. it's soooo freakn GROSS!! -.- man.. i cant emphasize it any more than it can be emphasized. just.. YUCK!!
you know.. i was thisclose to buying
the best of vanilla ice for $4.99 the other day?! haha.. i shouldve.. maybe i'll go back.. haha..
"i want to call people.. but i dont want to talk to them.." haha.. yea.. i'm great w/ certain phrases nowadays.. xP freakn a.. but i dont know.. i'm weird.. i like talking on the phone sometimes.. but not allllll the time.. you know? haha.. but i dont know.. that came from today.. because freakn.. i called soooo many people to see if they could hang out.. NO ONE picked up! rawrr!! maybe it's just me.. but i dont know.. that gets fustrating sometimes.. then.. i wanted to hang out w/ people, but there's oh SO much you can do in vegas.. here..let's count.. pool, bowling, movies, shop @ expensive places (forums, desert passage..) or at 1 of the 4 malls (boulevard, fashion, meadows, galleria), eat, walk around, breathe in 2nd hand smoke, sit.. anddd that's basically it if you're under 21.. yea. fun stuff, huh?! so yea.. how come if i want to hang out I have to think of what to do? it sucks.. after awhile.. i just gave up suggesting to hang out altogether because of that.. =T sorry.. but that just sucks.. because when each idea is shot down.. it leaves you w/ less & less to do.. we're alllll tired of doing the same old thing.. but it's the company of your friends that's refreshing..
dang. i'm trying to be more optimistic.. but basically.. the majority of that sounds all negative.. i mean.. dont get me wrong.
i LOVE hanging with my VEGAS PEOPLES especially if i've been deprived of certain things/people for months!! but.. sometimes.. it all comes down to.. we're doing the same stuff over & over. i dont know.. when i was thinking about this earlier.. vegas isnt all that big or all that it's cracked up to be.. i mean.. everyone knows who everyone is.. (for the most part).. & geez.. it's a desert.. there's not much to do! the stuff that we DO do is fun because of you guys.. or well, to me, that is.. but yea.. still..
..maybe that's why i wanted out.. i was suffocating.. from the lack of.. opportunities.. sure. it's great.. because
las vegas is my comfort zone.. but you cant stay in your comfort zone forever.. if you do.. how will you experience life as it should be? take risks.. step outside of the box..
a LOT of people have been saying
"oh dang.. you're lucky.. you live in cali!!" to me.. when i tell them i live in cali now & whatnot.. yeaa.. i dont know.. i'm indifferent to it i guess.. it's just like whatever to me.. because even though it's thought of more highly than vegas is thought of.. i dont know.. because when you think cali.. you think.. beaches, la, hollywood, famous people, etc.. but when you think vegas.. the city of lights.. sin city.. gambling.. parties.. bad stuff.. i dont know.. just.. whatever.. i GUESS.. =/
so i dont know WHY i'm writing about this.. haha.. maybe because of the person i bumped into tonight.. ok.. so scenario.. i havent seen this person in.. 4 years.. w/in the first minute of saying hi.. "hey.. can i borrow $10??" .. i mean OK.. we were good homies before.. but dang.. wtf was that! i only talked to this person like.. not even once a month.. maybe once every other month? not to sound all yea.. but that's the freakn truth!! oh man.. i dont know.. it's just..
some people dont change..
i dont know.. i still find it amusing as to who i've kept in touch with.. i mean.. i talk to a lot of people occassionally.. but dang.. whatever. it's just interesting stuff.. dont take me wrong.. i like all my friends just the same.. but there are some i'm just closer with.. & i like it like that..
debb: uknowuaretoo
debb: =)
me: iknow
me: weeeenospaces?!
me: heheilikethisgame!
debb: hahaha...:walking away:...
ok. i've written tooooooo much. kind of random topics too.. so yea.. sorry! & it's not like i TOLD you to read all of that!! haha.. so yea.. GOODNiGHT!!
* teresa 12:54 AM l
Sunday, December 28, 2003
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!!
hope you have a great birthday! party it up! =)
* teresa 4:45 PM l
Saturday, December 27, 2003
[ wednesday, 12.24.o3 ]
christmas eve.. =)
hung out with "skateboardn'" sandy in the morning.. haha.. went over to kat's in the afternoon.. went over to jonson's.. he showed us the end of the world thing..
"dub-a-yew tee eff!!" hahaha.. then went to smiths..
tofu.. HAHAHA.. sooooo great.. "you're my hero!" then onward to dudley's! hung out for awhile.. trying to decide what to do/make.. alex came.. went to albertsons after deciding what to make.. haha.. it took us SO LONG! but it's all good..
alex remembered the laugh!! kRrrhahahaha!! so i had to tell kat, udley, & jonson about it.. haha.. they started mocking me too.. -.- haha.. but yea.. after albertsons.. we went back to dudleys (YEA.. a LOT of driving back & forth.. haha..) then the guys left to rent a movie.. while kat & i stayed at his house peeling potatoes & just sitting & talking.. =) haha.. you know.. i hate talking about myself.. haha.. but some things just stick out more than others.. xP then.. they came back.. we watched cartoons.. we watched something about echi.. something.. it was about a hampster.. haha.. veryyyyyy interesting!! like.. seriously! haha..
blub.. skipping parts.. debb came.. the dinner was: mac & cheese (made by dudley & kat) and the "it takes 5 minutes!" spaghetti (made by me & jonson).. the spaghetti..
"it just LOOKS dry!!" hahaha!! oh man.. so great.. =) after dinner.. was the movie.. "the league of extraordinary gentlemen" plus woman.. haha.. sheesh.. that was fun.. haha.. i loved jonson's commentaries.. haha..
"how can he drive when the automobile hasnt been invented yet?!" yea.. that movie made us ALL tired. -.- so tkd tried sleeping on dudley's bed.. he does have a nice comforter.. haha.. the guys were on the floor.. =P then i had my teresa is on crack moment..
"i dont like taking naps because i fall asleep.." what i MEANT was!! naps are only supposed to be 20 minutes.. or they should be because if it's longer.. you'll just want to sleep & not do anything.. yeaaa.. whatever! haha.. darn people.. =P so debb & i went to the other room.. more teresa on crack surfaced..
CURiOUS GEORGE & THE MAN iN THE YELLOW HAT!! =D w/ very random voices from yours truly!! haha.. i couldnt stop laughing while reading it.. & w/ debb coming towards me like she wanted me to stop!! puhahahaha!! blub..
and then.. debb & i were brave enough to try dudley's potatoes.. hahaha.. yeaa.. chewy stuff.. =P and then.. jonson got to see the teresa on crack side of me!! HEHEHE!! =D he cant laugh the lazy laugh correctly.. omgosh..
ALL OF YOU GUYS.. will start laughing like that!! i swear!! haha.. hm.. i dont know.. just a lot of random comments from me.. "e.t. phone home!" the urban outfitters comment.. i didnt mean it THAT way debbie!! =T but!! the whole sleeping one.. topped them all.. =P so yea.. dudley drove us back to kat's.. and then.. the end.. =)
i swear.. i act more on crack w/ some people more than others.. =P
[ thursday, 12.25.o3 ]
. C . H . R . i . S . T . M . A . S .
weeeeeee..
christmas in las vegas!! =) haha.. good stuff.. i cant complain.. =P
thanks for the calls & texts, guyses!! =) but yea.. my christmas was a very chill day just hanging at home. watched a LOT of movies & tv. (@.x) haha.. raided my brother's room. watched family guy.. "stewie's like danny!!" hahaha.. oh man.. good stuff.. talked to cousin #2.. then.. just stuff.. haha.. not very eventful but still nice & relaxing..
[ friday, 12.26.o3 ]
the day AFTER christmas = after christmas day SALES!!
hehehe.. too bad i didnt buy anything!! =( but i DiD hang w/ the siblings.. after going to the mall, target & walmart.. (a total of 3 hours) i just wanted to go home.. haha.. we bought $40 worth of food @ walmart.. wtf.. haha.. sooooo funny.. my brother is an interesting one.. "blame all the ****!!" sooooo horrible.. xP so went home.. randy called.. how nice! "i'm bored.." haha.. but yea.. took a long nap.. -.- now i feel sick.. rawrr.. no fun..
but i DO like my horoscope for the day!!
This is a day for rest and relaxation, dear Taurus. Take advantage of the calm atmosphere to center yourself and focus on what is important in your life. You have been going at full speed, and it is probable that your family is feeling somewhat neglected.
Spend some quality time with your loved ones. They miss you, and will welcome your company. Other concerns come and go, remember, but
family really is forever.
good stuff.. my favorite b word called me!!! =D yayyy..
"we'd be at innout right now.." haha.. aww!! dang.. the first thing i do when i go back is go to innout.. haha.. md w0rd! =)
so yea. the 25 & 26th.. i've been hanging out a lot at home watching movies & tv. -.- ughh.. haha.. i had such a big headache.. @.@
i couldnt sleep last night.. because i was thinking about certain people.. so i looked through my shoe box of old letters.. aw.. such good memories.. =)
i love reminiscing.. =)) but then i hate it because i miss certain moments in my life.. and people.. ahh.. sigh.. but after that.. i was able to sleep.. =)
[ saturday, 12.27.o3 ]
"hey look! may's awake!!" .. 'yea.. cant you hear her?!' .. "no.. she just signed on!!"
lol..
i have such a weird family. but it's okay.
i love them. =D hehe.. but yea.. today!! i went window shopping w/ sam @ fashion show mall.. or that was our intent.. we only got to the parking lot.. went in circles.. twice! then gave up.. went back to my house.. then i drove us to forums.. i got parking!! on the top floor.. ugh. walked around. freakn tourists!! dang. i'm such a hater.. =T too many people.. i hate it.. makes me hate shopping even more.. haha.. =P and then.. went to taco bell.. ate & talked.. some girls are soooo weird!! but then again, so are guys!! good thing i'm staying away from that for now!! =)
and then!! went back to my house.. watched 'family guy'.. then debb came over.. then sat around.. painted our nails.. then i brought debb w/ me to buy dinner while sam went to meet up w/ his family for dinner.. yep yep. sooooo.. the freakn albertos.. robertos.. whatever-os.. on hacienda & dectaur sucks butt.. >=T messed up my order! i reallllllly wanted those carne asada fries.. =( so yea.. never going there ever again!
so debb & i hung out at home.. as usual.. watched tv. now.. i want to take the nail polish off.. =)
but yea.. hope everyone is having a great break! =)
* teresa 10:02 PM l
Thursday, December 25, 2003
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
* teresa 12:47 AM l
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
[ monday, 12.22.o3 ]
dont remember what i did! haha.. bummed at home for the 1st half of the day.. kept my sister company.. we watched movies.. haha.. sooo good stuff!! i missed my satellite.. =P
as for my 2nd half of the day!! =D my other half & i went to luxor to watch
the blue man group!!..
it's such an awesome show.. haha.. the freakn marshmallows.. i swear.. i was thinking "chubby bunny" the whole time.. & the freakn paper.. oh dangg.. sooo crazy.. what a waste of trees!! haha.. they tasted bad too!! and the strobe lights.. oh man.. SO CRAZY!! debb was messing with my mind.. all moving around up in my face!! haha.. =P it's ALL GOOD!! =D the show was awesome.. it's kind of like stomp? but yeaa.. just.. cooler.. and yea.. i agree with debbie.. it's good & all.. but nothing beats the O show!! =D
so after that.. i came home.. watched 'hollywood homicide'.. damn. josh harnett.. =D
[ tuesday, 12.23.o3 ]
dickson called me in the morning. too bad i was sleeping! haha.. sorry psycho! but i did talk to him later & i decided to make him come over to eat lunch with me.. haha.. that was fun! i missed dickson! =D so funny.. i like his hair!! hehehe..
"i want to touch it!" then debb came over.. hung for a bit.. then debb & i went out.. to do some shopping while dickson.. hopefully went back to work.. haha.. you bum..
so debb & i shopped.. came back.. she raided my house.. may & patrick were home.. so debb & i went to wrap presents.. then she left me!! =( it's okay! still have a good 3 weeks to hang.. =) hahaha.. um. watched the rest of 'holes'.. interesting. then kat called.. weeeee.. i cant wait to hang out!! talked to monica.. she was right.. i was being a bitch.. but i dont know.. i hate it when people say "we've GOT to hang out before you leave" & then dont or cant.. it's just like whatever.. ya know?? i dont know.. i was SOOOO over that last year.. i dont know.. bittersweetness.. because they're good friends & all.. but it's the timing.. & busy schedules.. rawrr.. =/
but yea.. while we were talking.. it was funny.. because she randomly asked me if i still talked to *kcire*.. "you should get back with him.. you guys were cute together.." OH SO FUNNY!! hahaha.. i'm over that too.. i like my guy friends.. as friends.. haha.. if that made sense! plus, that being about an ex.. if it was meant to be - it'll happen..
albert's going to be old soon! justin too!! =) haha.. albert MiGHT let me drive his MiNi COOPER!!! hahaha.. that's a most likely NOT!! haha.. all good.. i still want to drive bruce's beemer!!
anyhoooooo.. NIK.. of all people.. called me! haha.. how nicee!!
"dont have too much fun.. so that you'll forget us!".. aww.. haha.. and!! i remembered!! "it's an engagement ring to himself".. dangg.. =P so great.. but yea.. it was nice of you to call me up nik! =)
oooh..my brother fixed my computer! yayyyy!! haha.. so freakn cool.. the cd drive opens now! oh ack.. i just remembered i told chris i'd call him back.. from 2 days ago.. i suck.. =T haha..
* teresa 6:17 PM l
Monday, December 22, 2003
ChYnEzAn6L: sooo when are we gona hang out?
JDM AUSTUNY: NEVER!
JDM AUSTUNY: HAHAHA!!!
ChYnEzAn6L: =((((((
ChYnEzAn6L: FINE
ChYnEzAn6L: i HAVE no oppa!!
ChYnEzAn6L: =(
JDM AUSTUNY: This girl.
JDM AUSTUNY: You know I love you.
JDM AUSTUNY: When are you going back?
JDM AUSTUNY: Never?
JDM AUSTUNY: NICE!
JDM AUSTUNY: You could live with me if you want!
JDM AUSTUNY: I'll keep you in my close.
JDM AUSTUNY: closet*
ChYnEzAn6L: hehehe
ChYnEzAn6L: =D
ChYnEzAn6L: is yur closet big??
JDM AUSTUNY: No.
JDM AUSTUNY: I'll knock down the wall.
ChYnEzAn6L: haha
ChYnEzAn6L: so niceeee
.. i love my j oppa! so funny.. gives nice big hugs too! =D
yayy!! gona go wait for my *OOL* other half to come! =P
* teresa 7:17 PM l
[ sunday, 12.21.o3 ]
watched
lord of the rings: the return of the king today w/ the sis of ter & brother. haha.. dangg.. all i've got to say is that it's a GOOD movie. the ending might have been stretched out.. but nevertheless - GOOD.
"you gotta have your priorities straight!" - danny.. my brother.. TOO funny. went home.. then
my other half came over!!.. =D weeeeeee.. then off we went to
meadows.. freakn a.. -.- teeny boppers all over the darn place! not cool. there are sooo many last minute shoppers (like us!).. =P some shoppers were really cranky. sheesh. so i got some shopping done. YAY! too bad i felt so freakn broke.
* side note:
I LOVE MY OTHER HALF DEBBiE WONG!! =D hehehe.. she got me a dope butt present!!! i dont care if it doesnt "last".. the memory will!! hehe.. i CANT WAiT!! you're freakn awesome, debb!! =D
ok. so we got back to my house.. she watched me wrap presents.. haha.. sorry! the tape, the tape!!! muHahAhaha!! O=) then.. my sister, debb & i went to super walmart!! haha.. oh man.. seriously.. when i walked in.. i was just minding my own business.. but then i get a feeling that someone was looking at me.. so i look over.. i see
JOHN'S DAD!! standing there smiling & looking at me.. with dj right next to him!! WHOA?!?! hahaha.. so i was all like "WHOA!! HEYYY!!!" hehehe.. it was great.. it was soooooooo great seeing them.. said hi to john's mom & sara.. ahhh.. she's still a cutie!! =) but dang.. that still puts me in disbelief.. walmart! haha.. who would've thought!! =P so yea.. that made me smile.. i dont know.. i'm weird.. it made me happy to see his parents & little sisters..
went back home.. made peanut butter balls.. while debb watched 'bend it like beckham'.. yeaa.. ahh.. too much peanut butter & chocolate.. never again!! unless i'm super bored & have like.. 4 hours to kill!! -.-
blub. debb had dinner w/ us.. my brother was being super weird! haha.. then she left me! so here i am.. tired.. but not. haha.. i got chocolate all over me. i need to do my laundry later today. ok. tired now. goodnight.
* teresa 1:32 AM l
Saturday, December 20, 2003
[ friday, 12.19.o3 ]
michele woke me up. -.- haha.. it's okay!! because
*poke* it's REAL!! yea it is!! hahaha.. so i hung out with michele.. she did errands w/ me & helped me with people's presents.. =)
thanks again cousin #2!! & for the dope butt present!! =) cuteness.. dropped stuff off at clare's.. then went to eat lunch.. went to get food at
cotijas.. their fish tacos are YUM!! we ate the food at
hilltop.. soooo nicee.. i LOVE that park.. haha.. such a nice view.. so peaceful.. =) diane & patrick stopped by.. after that.. we went to my 2nd home.. haha.. she helped me make
gingerbread men! too bad the ending results were not as.. great. =( it's okay! it was fun making it!! haha.. & getting harassed by kevin!! whata punk!! (JUST KIDDING! you know i love you!! =) so then yea..
* oH!!
OSLAGAB!! THANKS FOR YOUR PRESENT!! i LOVE THE CUTE BOOK!! & THE SHiRT & SOCKS!!
YOU ROCK MY COW SOCKS!!
continuing on.. haha.. went to michele's.. sat there.. talked.. looked at her CUTE pictures.. ^.~ sooo cutee.. haha.. =) then watched arthur.. weeeee.. =P then i had to go.. went to diana's.. & gave her her present.. =P and then.. we went to randy's house!
it was fun hanging out at randy's.. it was randy, joseph, diana, me, clare, fred, john, chris (fireboy), mike, jessica, quan & uhhh..? that's it? yea.. we watched 'romeo must die'.. & 'shaolin soccer' .. then there was a LOT of making fun of me.. from who other than clare & diana.. BUT randy too!! rawr!! hahaha.. i was only trying to hit randy.. bLarR!! YOU GUYS WERE MEAN!! it's a phase!! it'll pass!!..
after those 2 movies.. you can bet your bottom dollar.. that we were hungry.. soo.. guess where we went?! hm.. it's a friday.. i'm with 2 of the OGMPs.. yep!! we went to
iNNOUT!! haha.. dang.. we never go any where else.. hahaha.. it's all good.. but yea.. it was just us OGMPS + joseph hanging at innout.. jessica joined us later.. gerard & leonard also ate there.. haha.. funny stuff.. diana got a free meal! cause the lady messed up.. haha.. good stuff!!
"my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard.." lalala.. oooh man.. that song.. i swear! haha.. so there was a lot of hanging out on friday..
"L7!!" lol!! sooooo hilarious!! and yes.. i agree w/ diana.. some people give VERY nice hugs!! =D
so after i said bye to diana.. i headed back over to my 2nd home..
to hang with KEVIN!!.. that boy!! i swear.. he's been too busy for me.. darn him.. being so popular.. =( but he had some time to hang out.. [at midnight!! haha..] we exchanged gifts.. i liked the shirt i made him.. haha..
mister wonderful.. =P you know what he pointed out? at the end of lotr 2.. the credits go by hella fast.. haha.. you know how they're usually slow? YEA.. no! that SUCKS.. haha.. but anyways! yea.. we just talked.. a lot of good hanging out.. as usual.. =)
"mini fist".. haha.. shoot.. you're the one w/ the big fist! =P haha..
so yea.. moseyed on home around 1am..
[ saturday, 12.2o.o3 ]
woke up @ 8am.. -.- haha.. THAT WAS FUN! i dont know.. it seems like i require more than 8 hours of sleep.. haha.. ehHh.. anyways!! woke up.. & got ready then went out to meet up with the
BREAKFAST CLUB @ denny's in mira mesa.. it was annie & leo, glenda & anton, christa & rj, jane & chris, &.. me.. =( i wish the guys came!! so i wouldnt have been.. not part of a pair.. =/ EH!! BUT ITS OKAY!! it was still fun.. and yepp..
GOOD TIMES!! cause that's HOW WE DO!! ^^
so after breakfast.. i went home to pack.. then chris called.. so i talked to him.. he has this little
"theory".. it's quite interesting.. mm.. yea.. haha.. soooo!! then!!!! my cousin came over w/ her baby, jasper!! oh man.. i think that's the cutest name!! =D then my sister & i left san diego around 4:30.. after visiting anne & the lehmans..
sooo.. the drive was fun!! i followed
NED all the way to vegas.. jason, britney & a bunch of other punks kept me company.. harhar.. i'm soooo funny.. haha.. whatever! =P so.. i dont like driving at night.. because the lights from other cars freakn BUG me.. -.- especially the ones that are extremely bright?! .. yea.. those suck the most.. rawrr.. so yea.. got in around.. 9? weeeeeee..
TERESA iS iN LAS VEGAS!!
call me up!! you (should) know the number!!
my sister & i had my brother open the presents we got him.. haha.. oh MAN.. i SUCK.. i forgot to bring the two 2 liter bottles of root beer back for him.. blarr.. so i just gave him the black & white m&ms.. may recorded him opening it.. haha.. i handed him the m&ms first.. his commentary?! ..
"the racist m&ms!!" w/ a goofy smile on his face.. hahaha.. it was freakn GREAT!! then the dvd "aqua teen hunger force".. 'i dont think the title has anything to do w/ the dvd at all..' haha..
"stop counting it like its yours!!"
oh MAN..
it's GREAT TO BE HOME!!!! ^^
* teresa 10:47 PM l
Thursday, December 18, 2003
today was a good day!! =D
first part of my day was filled w/ ViNNiE TiME!! hahaha.. i'm a neeeeeeeerd.. i know.. =P but yea.. we went shopping.. haha.. he's a good shopping partner.. even though i HATE shopping.. haha.. =) lots of fun stuff.. "is it bugging you?! DONT LET IT BUG YOU!" .. 'i hate the sun!' .. "my turn. GO!!" yeaa.. you KNOW you missed hanging out with me toO!! hahaha.. i missed the days back in high school when i'd talk to vinnie every day.. =/ haha.. so it was VERY nice hanging out with him again!! =D
after that, i headed to clare's!!! =) dudee.. i felt like i havent seen my bf in freakn forever!! even though she lives half a mile away from me.. =/ blar.. we watched "the others".. very interesting movie.. & gerard made a good point - there are no more decent scary movies.. the only "scary" movies nowadays are investigative-scary type of movies.. gime some good ol' horror!! =) then jb entertained us.. with stories.. HAHAHA.. and visuals from clare's stuffed animals.. haha.. what a funny kid.. =) then.. clare & i just talked.. i miss talking to my bf/shrink/bob/b of pb&j.. =( but it was nice having that talk.. i LOVE my bf!! haha.. =)
so i decided to go home because i wasnt home for the whole day.. haha.. so i come home.. go online.. look at debbie's away message & call her up!!!! OH MY GOSH!! MY KDA ARE BACK IN VEGAS!!! & i'm not there!!!! haha.. shoot.. TWO MORE DAYS!! its all good.. =P but yea.. called debb.. then kat.. then decided to call alex too.. =) oh mann.. "we're waiting to do something fun when YOU come.." haha.. you guys are freakn GREAT! =) ahhh.. =))))
my sister called me at 7am today. she called me at 3am on tuesday. -.-
hm.. i dont know where my tape went. i think its in my car.. haha.. dont ask!
i need to start packing tomorrow. weeeeeee..
OH YEA.. when i was talking to clare earlier.. i realized how bad it can be sometimes to be compared to someone else.. sooo yea.. randy & dyna.. sorry if what i said about you guys reminding me of certain friends offended you.. i meant it in the nicest way.. the friends that you guys remind me of have similar qualities that you guys have.. but you guys are still unique.. and i dont know.. i feel bad for saying that whole thing.. i babble too much sometimes.. but yea.. i still love you guys!! =)
* teresa 10:23 PM l
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
DONE WiTH FiNALS!!!!! ^.^
good stuff!! fall semester 'o3 had its moments.. finals were yea.. i'll just say that i am SO GLAD that it's done with!!!!! =DDDDD
i got $51 back for my $111 econ book.. CHYEAH!!! happy about that.. =P the whole buying books back deal sucks though!! ehh.. what can you do.. NOTHiNG!!
TREE more days til LAS VEGAS!! & dang.. they're going to pass by like *finger snap* =)
hm.. you know
one on one talks are the best.. =) esp. if they're with my favorite bword or clare.. but i dont know.. sometime during the talk yesterday.. i realized.. that me trusting people.. can be a bad trait to have.. trust is supposed to be earned.. i dont know.. i feel like a push over at times.. rawrr.. whatever.. this thought is going to end here.. =T
i dont like bugs....
hmm.. the SiS of TER came back last night!!!!! =DDD i like the stuff she brought back!! hehehe.. dangg.. i love my mom's side of the family.. they're the freakn BEST!! haha.. well, i love both of my parent's sides.. but yeaa.. uhh.. yeaaa.. haha.. my family's cool.. =)
bRr!! its cold in huRr!! .. why's it SO COLD?!
i wish i could speak chinese.. =( blahh.. or understand it better!!
OOH!! i want to say
THANKS AUSTUNY!! for all those songs!! haha.. my list now has 12 more songs.. =) i dont know why..but i keep replaying 'cross my heart' by the rocket summer over & over.. =P
i talked to j for the past 2 nights.. dang.. i miss talking to my cookie monster!! haha.. he loves econ just as much as i do.. heh.. yeaa..
i need to go on a secret mission..
i'm excited to be going home!! bummed that i wont be hanging with any of the GOOD TiMES people, my favorite bword, cousin #2, and people for awhile though!! =/ you guys still love me right?? ..
i want to take a nap.. =)
* teresa 2:17 PM l
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
my brother is the funniest kiDd!! fun to talk to!!
we were on the topic those small water bottles..
me: dangg.. you've never seen one?!
him: YEAA!! i'm that re-fuckin-tarded!!
OMB!! lol!! then i was all trying for a good 2 minutes to hang up with him..
him: *talking in a funny accent* say "AIR-WELL!!"
me: ... *just as loud & stupid sounding* AIR WELL?!
him: yeaaa.. FAREWELL!!
yea. my brother's f-ing awesome!! =D
my sister's coming back tonight!!!! =DD
kevin's been back.. but didnt call.. blahh!! =(
i'm anxious to take my finals.. get it over with!! =) sell my books back, pay off my spring tuition, get my parking pass.. weeeeee.. oK! no more.. =)
* teresa 10:22 PM l
Sunday, December 14, 2003
GUESS WHAT!! TERESA IS........
DONE W/ HER STUPID DIVERSITY PAPER!!!!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!!!!!!!!
.. i'm going crazy!!! (@.x)
now.. back to studying.. sigh.. gotta love my life..
[ cont'd at 5:30 pm ]
dang. i am being SO unproductive. -.-
my psci study guide is bugging me!! interest groups.. ehHh..
jonson: silly bonqueesha
me: whaat!
jonson: whats new?
me: hahaha
aw!! no fair!! jonson's back in vegas..
me: i havent seen you guys in foreverrrrrr
andy: so any new guys?
me: ehh..
me: haha
andy: dont worry, you will see us
aw.. typical andy!! "any new guys?" hahaha.. i love it. =) i forgot how cool he was.. so he's 8/10th cool now.. oOoweeeeee.. i miss him..
tkd + double ac.. i cant waaaaaaaaait!!
[ cont'd at 9:13 pm ]
its ONLY 9?! wth.. sigh!!
michele: KeeEPin it playah style
me: "i dont wana be a playa no more"
me: haha
michele: aHYhHAHhahaAHAHA
YESSSSS!! i get to see my cousin #2 after 3 freakn LONG weeks!! =DDD
you know what? i feel like digging up my senior yearbook.. BUT.. that's in las vegas.. for reasons.. maybe i should just hide it until i find it later on in the future... i'm surprised my parents havent found it...
argh. i need to go to sleep. so i stop thinking. whoo! after monday starts.. it'll be an short cycle of studying/cramming til the early am or whatnot.. up til wednesday.. 1:30pm.. when i'll most definitely be done w/ ALL of my finals.. gotta love it. i cant wait for it to be over.
* teresa 1:58 PM l
Saturday, December 13, 2003
i'm horrible.. i need to be locked in a room w/ nothing to distract me..
i have alllll this free time this weekend. i have to write a 4 page research paper. i've done the notes for it & everything. i just need to WRITE it. why is that so hard?! ughh!! whatever.. then studying.. yeaa.. that's going to happen.. =X
so today started off good.. =) all i remember is diana telling me some
OH SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOD stuff!!! it was the BEST news since finding out when i'm going back to vegas.. hahaha.. i'm SO much more excited!!! ^^ then.. i had to get ready for the
rolling hills elementary school reunion that romeo was throwing.. =)))) i was soooo excited for that!! haha..
first off -
GOOD JOB ROMEO!!! you got a lot of people to come.. & there was a LOT of food!! DAMN!! so freakn crazy!! yea.. it was cool.. i wish i invited people.. *ahem!* haha.. romeo didnt tell me i could til the night before!! =T all good.. =) so the people from rolling hills.. there was mo, jonas, lloyd, clare, me, christa, ariel, stephanie, stacy, andy, kim, romeo & i think that was it for the rolling hills kids..? haha.. then there was a lot of other people.. dangg.. i was like "should i know who they are..??" because yea.. take into account.. i havent seen most of those people for a good 8+ years.. i thought they were everyone else.. but i was like "there werent THAT many asians in our class, right??" =X haha.. poor stacy.. romeo made her guess who everyone was! EVIL!! but good stuff!! =)
but yeaaaa.. i dont know.. the whole reunion thing was good if more people came.. it's good to see how people are doing 8+ years later.. =) especially for me!! haha.. i havent seen most of them since i left in 4th grade.. xP but yea.. i'm glad i know the people from then that i still do now! which is umm.. clare?! haha.. and romeo.. and.. i didnt know christa then, but i'm glad i do now! haha.. small world.. good stuff!! =) hm.. makes me think.. would i want to go back to mchs for our 10 year reunion? it'd be interesting.. haha.. all i know is.. i want to go to dhs'..
after that, we (clare, glenda, jackie, christa & rj & myself) went to clare's house to watch jb blow out the candles on his cake!! mm.. YUM!! haha.. little kids are so freakn funny!! "my name is gerardo.. my initials are G.B..." & clare saying "your NICKNAME is JB!!" hahaha.. i dont know.. it was SOOOO funny!! clare had control over everything!! dangg!! haha.. GOOD STUFF!! =D a lot of FUNNY stuff too.. most definitely!!
yea. all of that was a good 5 hour break from studying. =)
now. i should start that darn paper. maybe..
* OH!! shoutout to my dai lo
SAM.. i dont even know if you read this.. but just in case you do.. i just want to let you know that i'm here for you.. i know everything may seem like it's going downhill & going downhill FAST.. and sometimes i dont know what to say.. but i DO feel your grief.. with EVERYTHING that has been happening.. it sucks because you're a GREAT person.. bad things shouldnt happen to good people.. but then again, that's not the way life works.. life isnt fair.. but hey. that's life. we've got to live it. there will be better times.. so keep your head up during these bad times.. it will only make you stronger in the end.. so as you've said to me during my bad times..
i'm here for you.. =)
* teresa 7:12 PM l
me: my eyes hurt
me: >.<
diana: close ur eyes
me: haha
me: but then i cant see!
diana: hahah
diana: close one eye at a time then =)
me: haha
me: OK!
me: =D
me: ^.-
me: haha
diana: hahah dont forget to alternate haah =
diana: 0
diana: =)
me: -.^
me: hahaha!
yeaa.. i'm freakn weird when i'm tired or hungry.. and i'm TIRED!!! i actually studied for ges & psci today.. =) the study guide is weird.. o.O.. RANDY!! go start yours!!
erick called me earlier.. haha.. "why are you home?? its FRIDAY!!" .. 'uHh.. just in case i felt like i wanted to study??'.. "HAHA.. yea right!!" gee.. =P i DID!! so HA!! haha.. but yea.. i feel as productive as i can for the day.
i should go reward myself with some sleeeeeeep!! ^^
* teresa 12:18 AM l
Friday, December 12, 2003
THREE THINGS THAT I`M CALLED:
01: teresa
02: t [the t in tkd!, t-unit, yee tee]
03: something w/ ter in it [esaTER, TUResa, TURd! jk.. debb was that you or me? ..i forgot..i bet people are gona call me that now.. sigh..whatevers!]
PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01: my 2 bfs!! =D
02: family
03: friends
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01: BOBA!! hehehe..
02: my friends & family!! <33
03: good times.. =)
THREE THINGS I DONT LIKE:
01: ECON.. dieee.. -.-
02: feeling like a failure.... =T
03: stupid people.. =)
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01: my glasses
02: my psci book
03: my gloves
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01: procrastinating..
02: still procrastinating..
03: take a wild guess!! .. breathing. =) oh. AND! still procrastinating..
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01: nice
02: funny..? sometimes!
03: W.E.i.R.D. =)
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD DO:
01: be careful when you drive.. esp. if it's late at night.. <3
02: NOT drink in the afternoon.. or not at all.. =)
03: not make assumptions. ever.
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01: kay!!
02: shadddup!!
03: your face!!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
01: carne asada fries!!
02: hawaiian burger from islands!! =P
03: italian food - pasta/pizza.. YUM!! i'm all over that!!
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK MOST FREQUENTLY:
01: water
02: water
03: water
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO:
01: heaven
02: reno!/new mexico!/los angeles! [to see my KDA]
03: hong kong, alaska, paris, new york [haha.. there are obviously more than 3 places i want to go to..haha..]
THREE NAMES OF PETS YOU HAVE OR HAVE HAD:
01: hahaha.. don't name my pets.. xP "that fish"..
02: "that funny looking fish"
03: "that BIG evil fish that eats the smaller ones"
THREE SITES YOU MOST FREQUENTLY VISIT:
01: hotmail
02: BLOGGER [so sad! haha..]
03: xanga..
THREE OF YOUR PREVIOUS SCREEN NAMES:
01: chynezan6L
02: saysupz2tessa
03: azngirl65 [dangg..OLD SCHOOL!! 1st sn ever! haha..]
* teresa 1:06 PM l
Thursday, December 11, 2003
at times like these.. i wish i were elsewhere..
TRUST:
To have or place confidence in; depend on.
To expect with assurance; assume.
To believe: I trust what you say.
To place in the care of another; entrust.
To grant discretion to confidently.
To extend credit to.
9 more days. las vegas. kda. happiness. how about NOW?!
[ cont'd at 11:03 pm ]
funny how things came around. after i blogged, i decided to read people's blogs.. i read on austuny's that he was heading to san diego!!!!!! so you KNOW i called him up!!!!!! =D him, mike & sammy went to a concert.. the rocket summer? yeaa.. sooooo!!!! they came to visit me!!!! (only cause their friend frank wasnt picking up HUH!!!) all good..
i was in dire need of vegas people company!! =)
i missed austuny & mike!!!! they're seriously fun guys!!!!!! =DDDDD so i called up lena & she & eunice met up with us @ islands.. then we went to utc.. went shopping! i was hitting mike lots. SORRY!!! "dang teresa.. stop being korean!" lots of laughing. =D good stuff.. dang.. when i think about it.. i havent seen austuny.. since summer..? and mike.. since sadies time junior year?! what the heck!! haha.. cRaZaY! but
GOOD STUFF!!! =DDDDDD
vegas people!!!! yayyy!!!! =D (thanks for taking the picture sammy!!)
* they never fail at making me smile.. =)
but after all that fun.. went to bring the sis of ter to the airport.. no fair!
i want to go to new york. gRr..
i got a letter from eva. =)
i miss my cuzzay!! <333
driving home from the airport was fun. i got lost! i had to exit sorrento valley rd.. i did.. ended up on sorrento valley blvd.. wtf! so yea.. go me.
came home. watched friends. talked to people.. chris is freakn hilarious..
"if i were an iron, i'd straighten you out!" then the "chocolate".. =P sooo great.. "youre weirddd!!" =) then the whole "so what's your major again? .. seriously!" .. 'business..?' .. "you should be an architect.." .. 'why?' .. "so you can build a bridge & GET OVER IT!!.." lol!! he's one of my many funny FRIENDS! (for people that might be thinking otherwise..) =) "shoot.. we might be related!"
some people are cool. =)
* teresa 11:36 AM l
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
i LOVE talking to my other half!!!!!
debb: hahahahaha whatever..stupid ppl
debb: all die
debb: lol
me: but yeaa.. i cant wait to hang with you guys!
me: haha
debb: i knooooo
debb: soo longgg
me: i'm trying to get clare & diana to take a road trip up to vegas
me: weeeeeeeeee
debb: big squishy hugs
debb: lol
me: weeeeeeeee!!!
debb: that'd be coool
debb: hehe
me: boredom together!!!
debb: HELLA
me: =D
debb: =DD
me: hahaha
me: thats how we dO!
debb: the bestt
me: hahaha
me: finals i think just cause anger
me: =)
debb: yea
debb: haha it does
me: cant wait
me: sooo freakn serious
me: haha
debb: me toooooooo
debb: now it means so much more to us all coming back together
debb: not just u visiting us
debb: hehe
me: =)))))
me: yeaaaaa
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! the 16th & 17th need to hurry up & get here so i can take my finals.. then ONWARD!!! to home!! vegas!!!!! =DDDD
* teresa 9:31 PM l
forget this. i can only go so long w/o blogging.
i'm weird. shut up. i know. =)
[ monday, 12.o8.o3 ]
went to school! i was productive at school! i went to the library! hahaha.. had ges & psci.. haha.. randy..
"your face day!!" =D yea.. ya know ya love me!! haha.. but yeaa!! i was productive after school too! i interviewed my person for gel. i finished my resume. typed up my reflection thing & typed up my econ quiz. i watched 7th heaven. =P then i went to sleep! yess.. it feels good being productive!
[ tuesday, 12.o9.o3 ]
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DANNY!!
HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY JB!!
me & clare's lil brothers have the same birthday. how freakn cool is that?! =)
anyways. my brother is a funny one. =) when my sister & i called him to harass him he was being mean!! hahaha..
"what! you're mean to ME!!" ahHh.. =P he's sooo weird!! just like me!! hahaha.. i was like 'yea.. i need to go.. to the bathroom' & he was like "you just ruined my day.." hahaha.. wtf! oooh yeaa.. cant wait to bug him in person.. =D
but yea.. my day! haha.. went to school. sat in the dome, as usual. haha.. lots of laughing. as usual. i made my comment.. hahaha..
"shoot.. i put the T in parTy!!" darn that pretty guy randy.. trying to be cool like me! haha..
"i put the DY in parDY!!" lol!! doesnt work quite as good.. but all good..!! hahaha.. oH! diana & i learned a COOL trick from jon!! haha.. must practice!! =D
so yea.. unlike monday, i was unproductive after school. =X i took a 3 hour nap. whOops!! i realized! that i'm starting to get sick! omgosh! bad! heh.. just like my other half! all good!! *fLick!* i guess when you're sick.. you need your rest.. heh.. bleh! but yeaa.. woke up. took notes for gel. then. nothing after that! haha.. i do my best in the afternoon. oH! i talked to my DAI LO (that meaning big brother in chinese) sam that night.. ughh.. some girls are just SO DUMB!!
"uHh.. arent YOU a girl??" but seriously!! some of them are just.. *out there*!!! what the feegy?! argh.. made me SO mad last night!! people just shouldnt ASSUME stuff.. arghh!!
anyways.. haha.. the power went out in my house again. rawr. lame!! oh well.. it was right when i was going to sleep. my heater turned off.. haha.. but i was like eh! whatever! tired! O=) it turned back on in the early morning.. =P
[ wednesday, 12.1o.o3 ]
school. there was some interesting love fortune telling going on.. haha.. very interesting!! ack. =/ blah blah. so much crap to do still.. let's see..
- study guide for psci
- study guide(s) for ges
- diversity paper for gel
- study for econ -.-
this weekend will suck! and ughh.. i can already predict my grades. blah! =(
but whatever!! no more of that blah stuff.. i seriously caaaant wait til break!!
allan: hehe miss your friends huh?
me: YA KNOW IT!!!!!!!!
me: =)))
allan: haha I guess that's the great thing about girls.. they always value that type of stuff
allan: haha see.. you can't argue girls are more emotional haha
allan: and guys are more logical
allan: girls: "I haven't seen my friends"
allan: guys: "I'll see them eventually"
allan: haha difference in attitude
me: hahaha
TEN DAYS!!! but yeaa.. allan's comments there.. heh.. remind you guys of anyone?? hahaha.. *freakface*.. or maybe it's just me.. *shrug!*
but yeaaaaaa.. seriously!! cant wait!! =D
ok. i should go be productive. or something. =)
* teresa 7:03 PM l
Monday, December 08, 2003
finals are coming up. ughh. i hate it! yet i'm procrastinating right now. ughh. i'm scared to fail......
soooooooo!! want to do me a favor?! if you guys go on this week.. and see me on.. kick me off.. =)
alright. but other than that.. i just want to say..
GOOD LUCK on your finals everyone!!!!!! (whether it's this week or next week!! =)
* teresa 2:00 PM l
Sunday, December 07, 2003
WHY the F-word do i feel like THIS?!?!?! i HATE it......
I MISS YOU!!!!! way too much for even words to express......
=*********(
* teresa 11:16 PM l
let me just say that
SATURDAY was FUN!!
lots of laughing.. HAHAHA.. taboo.. jenga.. jessica blowing a raspberry on nimitz' stomach.. trish, ali & rose spelling out apsa.. me & jane beating paul up w/ the pillows.. making fun of randy.. he & chris got stuck outside on the balcony!! go katie & nik!! haha.. meeting nik's friends chris & eric.. EVERYONE picking on me.. "teresa, you're an easy target.." boo!! last time you guys said shea was!! =( haha.. rj's brother giving punita a lap dance! or whatever!! hahaha.. oh WOW!! hahaha.. so freakn random!! watching rhona open her present!! haha.. jane stealing my socks!! followed with me falling on the floor trying to get my sock back from her!! lol.. freakn crazy!! =P
everyone was making me laugh sooooo much!! .. good times!! let me attempt at naming all who were there.. at one point or another.. haha.. me, jane, clare, nik, chris, eric, paul, pam, nimitz & his cousin.. earl?, sing ping, rj & his brother, rhona & hoppho, christa & rj, rose, jessica, trish, punita, ali, arien, randy & katie, chris "fire boy", ahHh.. blahblah!! sorry.. i suck.. but yea.. there were a lot of people.. fun stuff.. hahaha.. too much to be detailed about! so this will have to do! good times!!
austuny: I don't want to sleep.
me: sleep is good!!
austuny: Over rated.
too bad oppa!! haha.. i'm tired like.. yeaa.. plus.. long day tomorrow.. =/
*just want to say
THANKS AGAIN FOR THE BOOK BF!!! no wonder you're the BEST!!! =D
* teresa 12:40 AM l
Saturday, December 06, 2003
"ugh.. we're going to get good relationships with each other's cell phones.." - kevin
aww!! but seriously!! heh.. sucky..
lucy: your friend thinks you're handsome (manly) and my friend thinks i'm buffer and sound manlier than him.
lucy: perhaps in the genes.
me: hahaha!
hahaha.. freakn guys..
(: i miss u so much
me: aww
me: i miss you too!
soooo nicee!! =))))
11 days til break!! so i'll be in vegas w/in the next 2 weeks!!
i a m i n N E E D o f a b r e a k ! ! M O S D E F ! !
* teresa 4:34 PM l
Friday, December 05, 2003
F R I D A Y S a r e F U N ! ! = D m d w 0 r d ! !
soooo!! from 10-6ish.. i was with ANNIE!!! fellow camera crew-er!! =D weeeee!! i went to school with her!! yea.. she came & picked me up.. we talked to clare for awhile.. then onward!! dudee!! csusm is NOTHING compared to
UCSD!! gosh dang!! the library is niceee!! i like the other library better though.. no scary stories about that one!! =P but yeaa.. HUGEE campus!! haha.. those shuttles.. grrreat stuff!! but yea.. she skipped her 1st class to hang w/ me in the library.. people listen to music too loud.. *ahem* opera-type music too!! interesting like whoa. =P then!! she left me at 12:30ish? yeaa.. that's when i started to be unproductive. i SWEAR! i'm more productive when other people are w/ me.. haha.. weirdd!! but yea! i read 3 chapters of econ.. each taking a good 40-60 minutes out of my life.. sooo that was good.. go me? heh.. sometimes. after annie came back & SAVED me.. we went to look for stuff to eat.. i got hungry.. =P first got some jamba.. then ended up at
oceanview..? yea.. nice place!! haha.. after going to 2 other places first! sorry annie! xP so yea!!
story: i wanted a breakfast burrito.. cause annie said they were good.. and they put cheese, eggs, ham & beans in it.. but they had no beans.. sooo it was everything but that.. they put an extra egg in there for me.. so it was 3 eggs.. crazy! the burrito looked freakn weird!! it was like as wide as the plate but flat!! o.O .. yeaa.. so it was pretty funny watching me eat it (RIGHT annie?!?!) lol.. she couldnt stop laughing.. so i couldnt either!! =P good stuff!! but before that.. was our eating our melting ice cream sandwiches w/ spoons..
"you're not going to eat the bottom?! pssh!" hahaha.. sooooo funny!!! =D good stuff.. i swear..
eating w/ annie is always fun!! haha.. =)
but yea!! ucsd is awesome!!
nerdy but HOTT guys.. =D *2 thumbs up!!* the doors that go all the way up to the ceiling are cool too!! hanging out & talking to annie today was FUN!! =D yayy!! i'm trying to get her to go to san marcos next next monday.. since ya know.. hanging at csusm is always fun.. =P
but yea! got home around 6.. then went back out.. but NOT before my little cousin kevin showed me his
gingerbread house!! haha.. SO CUTE!! he made a satellite dish.. haha.. a hershey's kiss on top of a candy cane.. hahaha.. it was cute.. he was all like
"i'll let you eat the satellite dish.." but then he changed his mind! =(
anyways!! lol.. that was that.. =P i went to pick up nik.. then we went to longs.. then over to diana's!! weeeeeee.. so the people that went today.. nik, rhona, hoppho & his sister, randy, chris, clare, john, mark & of course.. me.. haha.. when we first got there.. they were karaoking.. yeaaa.. interesting stuff!! haha.. their game on who should sing did not work because after me & clare's name were picked & we sang.. or whatever.. no one else did.. RAWR!! lamee!! yea.. i started losing attention in that when 'sometimes' came on.. yeaaa.. memories.. ehHh.. whatevers!! & 'a whole new world'.. yeaaa.. =/
so then diana put pirates on for us.. haha.. clare..
"its aRr rated!!" so funny.. =) but yea.. fell asleep.. i got tired.. =/ then left around 11.. dropped nik off.. then drove home.. scared myself cause i was tired.. =/ eFF.. but YET.. even though i'm tired.. i'm typing this.. why?! cause.. i want to write it down while it's still fresh.. haha.. =P
diana: boys are dumb!
me: veryyyyyyy
diana: and then smile...
diana: cuz its good for you! =)
so.. i dont like it.. when people say one thing but you know they mean another.. chyeah.. whatever.
nik made a comment earlier about how it seems like i want to have finals over with already.. and i guess i do.. because i miss vegas.. i miss my family.. i miss my friends.. i miss my comfort zone.. plus.. being done w/ finals means the end of the semester.. meaning the year is halfway over.. but then.. i'm worried about PASSING classes.. =/ ughh..
ok. yea. reallllllllly tired. goodnight.
* teresa 11:59 PM l
Thursday, December 04, 2003
today was a good thursday. TOO BAD there's SO MUCH TO DO!! @.@!!
sooooo guess what!! randy is LOVELY!! anddd!! nik & andrew are PRETTY!! =D
andrew: your face is so special
hehehe.. =D and NO!! i am NOT ruggedly handsome!! =(
debb: ahh u should come back the 18thh
debb: =*((
me: i WANT TO!
me: whats going on then?
me: haha
debb: nothing
debb: i'll be back
debb: haha
hahaha.. seriously!! i cant wait til winter break!! i swear.. w/in the first week (or less!) i'll get a call from my other half "teresa, i'm bored! i'm coming over!!" hahaha.. i CANT WAIT!!! i miss my vegas peoples!!!!!! ahHh!! cant wait to see my KDA!!!!! sam, dickson, mandie, brian, justin, everyoneeeeeeee!!
hehe.. dontcha love how i drag everything oooooooooout?!
but yea.. this weekend will be interesting. half filled w/ fun stuff & the other filled w/ school work. UGH. i had monday-wednesday somewhat free w/ not a lot to do.. now it's like.. blehH!! pile it on!! -.-
i swear! 12 days until finals.
the sooner finals are over with.. the sooner i'll be back in vegas. i'm EXCiTED. you DONT even know!!
ok. i'm freakn tired. it's early. but bleh! going to ucsd tomorrow w/ annie!! yayy!! hott ucsd guys, what?! =D
* teresa 10:57 PM l
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
august 11, 2oO2
yea. i miss *that*..
so i went over to my 2nd home earlier.. talked to my 2nd mom..
her: wow.. you look nice.. and so happy
me: whaat?! (i was SO scrub.. in my pjs, my hair was half wet, glasses, the works..)
her: yeaa.. it looks like *mumble mumble*
me: uhh.. okay.. sureee..?
her: OOH! I KNEW IT!! YOU'RE IN LOVE!! tell me who you're in love with!!!
me: WHAAAAAT?!?! O.O!!
uhh.. NO! =) so funny.. but no. hahaha..
i liked the poem thing randy wrote for me. lol. great stuff! thanks for the massage too!! =) but no more of the whole "soooo simple" thing!! rawrr!! *shakes fist!!* =D
watched diana & nik play crazy eights earlier.. oh MAN.. could that game be ANY longer?! hahaha.. well.. maybe.. but thankfully, it wasnt!! =)
"i just like to smile! smiling's my favorite!" - elf.. w0rd! =)
hm.. do you guys think i hate him? because i really dont. =)
talked to clare earlier. i like talking to my shrink!! =) good stufffffff!!
hm.. i think i make my problems seem bigger than they really are. whateverrrrrrr..
blub. my head hurts. =/ time for sleeeeeep!!
* teresa 10:36 PM l
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
kat: i have to find 15 beautiful sentences and make 5 up myself
kat: *gag*
kat: haha
kat: beautiful sentences as in structure not content
me: hahaha
me: uHhh
me: whats a beautiful sentence?
kat: i have no idea!!!
kat: You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but you cannot fool all of the people all of the time.
^~ yeaa.. that's a beautiful sentence.. right kat?? haha.. sooo confusing.. but beautiful? hahaha.. =P
debb: ok think about how exciting this is
debb: i'm writing about ZIPLOC bags
debb: would u want to shoot urself
debb: cuz i do
debb: aha
oh yess.. i am sooo looking forward to having papers to write.. -.-
anyways! i went to class today! yayy!! go me.. lol.. gel was lame. plagiarism.. whatever!! go me.. for not doing it!! haha.. and clare!! go US!! haha.. then econ was.. yea.. it's always fun. 3 pages of notes.. go me!! hahaha.. they're off of his powerpoints, but yea!! i felt smart.. haha.. shaddddup.. leave me alone!! =P then diana & i went to frys.. sooo COOL!! hahaha.. =) then.. yea.. longs.. i hate that place now. fuckn RUDE associates.. blahhh.. get fired or something..
so yea. what a waste of a freakn trip. bleh..
i want carne asada fries.. MMM..
i need to go christmas shopping.. =X
you know.. when i got home today.. i brought the mail in because the mailman was right there & yeaa.. i dont know.. i handed it to my grandma because the chinese newspaper was on top but then i got inside and the house was empty. i couldnt help but feel sad for some reason.. and i feel stupid for even mentioning that on here.. but then that brings about another point..
how much do you know about people?? .. like.. your friends.. everything? because i think it was something nik said the other day that made me think.. he was all saying how diana was weird for smiling at him.. i asked him why it was weird & he said something about how people cant always be happy.. they should show all of their emotions.. not only happiness.. yeaa.. i dont know.. it just made me think.. am i putting on my smile because i'm hiding all the sad stuff underneath? i know i show it when i get mad or fustrated.. and of course whenever i'm happy.. but sadness.. i try to hide.. it's like that little kid rule.. if you cant see it.. it's not there.. (you know what i'm talking about?!) i guess i dont want certain stuff to surface.. but then on the other hand.. it's good to talk things out, huh? .. too bad. i'm not doing that here!!
... fuck! i hate how on blogs.. you can only write so much.. i feel limited in my writings.. yet i want to write everything to my heart's content.. so you guys can understand me.. so i can understand myself.. but the fact that this is a WEBLOG.. yea.. how about NO! sigh.. grr.. i used to write EVERYTHING going on in my mind.. too bad that caused drama.. and hurt people's feelings.. =/ but pertaining to this certain subject.. of saddness.. i dont want to feel weak all over again.. or exposed...... or helpless....
you know.. i was also thinking.. earlier.. after i gave my grandma the newspaper.. about how things were in the past.. i used to play mah jong w/ her & my grandpa <3.. and take walks.. run around.. everything a little girl does.. everything was so carefree back then.. now everything's fuckn complex, complicated, confusing, DIFFERENT. everything's changed. but is it for the better? whenever i'm down.. i always think back to the past.. the good.. and wish it were like that.. i've been feeling like that lately.. i feel like i cant move forward. seriously. i could totally relive my childhood if i were able to. but.. obviously.. that's not possible. i dont know.. and for some weird reason.. whenever i'm blah like this.. i always think back to the summer after junior year.. summer 'o2.. i loved it.. it was one of the best moments of my life. thanks guys.. TOO BAD I MISS IT!! and YOU GUYSES!! my peoples!!! ... =(
yeaa.. n o s t a l g i a ... -.-
ok. no more. i should focus on one thing for the next 2 weeks.. school. yayyy for finals 2 weeks away!! -.-
* teresa 3:20 PM l
Monday, December 01, 2003
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CHRISTIE!!!
hey twin!! hope you have a great birthday!! <33!!
ok yea.. now onto the blahness..
my head freakn hurts!!! ..... but yayy for hott showers!! ahHh..
today.. was full of thinking. UGH. carried over from yesterday.. yea.. ended up talking to naris once again.. he's pretty cool.. but yea.. had a talk w/ nik.. and yeaaaaa.. that just made me.. think more about it. or well, not think more, but it confirmed my thoughts? yea.. diana told me to take a break but after stuff.. and people..
"you're over it!!" .. sure why not. "over the rainbow!!" or whatever you said, dyna!! haha.. freakn dork.. =)
you know what? .. i dont know why i'm letting it bug me. i'm over it. no more. game over!! might have a restart button for later though..? maybe... =/
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it's all about the line segments.. no triangles!! heh..
omgosh!! all of this thinking is making my head hurt!!! NO MORE!!!
but yea.. little shoutout to my favorite bword!!
DiANA!! i swearrrrr.. like i told you earlier.. you can always call ME up.. even if it IS 3am.. just yea.. sorry if i dont pick up.. =P seriously!! call me, wake me up, talk to me!! we can be sad/depressed/mad/happy together!! haha.. =D
i dont know why.. but the pessimistic side of me that i've been away for for soooo long is re-surfacing.. cause in the car ride home and in the shower.. i was thinking.. do people care because they WANT to? or HAVE to? "like YOU CARE!!" sometimes.. i feel like people dont really care.. like they're too caught up in their own problems.. their own life, whatever.. ughh.. i mean.. i KNOW i have my friends out there that care.. but i dont know.. i dont know where the heck i was going with this thought.. whatever.. like it matters..
i'm doubting everything all over again.. ughh..
note to self: go to library w/ annie sometime this week!
[ e .. d .. i .. t ]
look at my horoscope!! what the feegEe!!
Your mood may take a bizarre twist today, dear Taurus, as your desire to fight for something is calmed. You are probably just more interested in enjoying the beauty of something rather than trying to capture it and keep it for yourself. Allowing someone or something else to be free is the best gift you can give. Keep the lines of communication open, and you will find that everything will fall into place exactly as it needs to.
heh.. pretty accurate if i do say so myself.. =X
* teresa 7:57 PM l