Monday, September 29, 2003
my day was okay..
i met a hott white guy!! .. hehe.. wait, that would make my day super, right?! .. too bad i have a buttload of stuff to do. rawr! haha.. ahH.. he's so cute. nice eyes. ^.~
so on my way to class, i ran into clare & she handed over "the 2nd summer of the sisterhood".. DUDE.. i wanted to skip class & sit there in founder's plaza to read it.. lol.. but then.. if i did that.. i wouldnt have met that hott guy.. =P
dang. do i sound boy crazy or what?! .. xP
the spider is still there. someone needs to kill it for me!! =(
OH!! so there's a
masquerade ball on the 11th.. weeeeee!! haha.. jane was sooo excited.. =D i want to go!! it's in temecula.. SO!! i think our riverside budDs *ahemViNNiE&GLENDAahem* should mosey on over.. (isnt it a 20 minute drive??) to go dance with us csusm-ers!! ^^ you guys should come!! but yea.. just a heads up.. [if you're really thinking about going.. which by the way.. would be REALLY COOL..] it's $15.. xP
ok. no more of that. monica called me yesterday. we had a nice chat. haha.. then debbie.. yea.. i think you should just.. have her get used to it.. because it's your freakn dorm too.. if she cant handle it, tooooo bad!! =D then who else? oh yes.. austuny.. i swear.. that puzzle line was awesome.. too bad i dont remember it word for word.. this guy.. i swear.. sLicK~
.. yea.
i like people that call me. =)
ever since college.. i swear.. i'm slacking so bad. like i know the work is easy. (HAHA.. sometimes) .. it's just.. getting myself to do it!! xP yeaa.. i think i need to go study with people later this week.. ah. fun.
ok. really. no more! i want to go shower. then finish up GEL stuff.. just so i dont have to worry about it wednesday. then.. sleeeeeep!! because sleep is good times.. =)
* teresa 8:05 PM l
Sunday, September 28, 2003
so yesterday.. i didnt do much.. did some of my hw then met up with romeo @ 2:30.. to go to the APSS car wash.. i showed him csusm.. haha.. dang. you know what i showed off..? the stairs!! lol.. so people can feel sorry for us!! =P but yea.. that was cool.. then we went to the 76 gas station.. washed some cars.. washed the kiDd & chloe!! haha.. met people.. james & patrick.. haha.. the guys that forgot clare's & my own name!! but remembered romeo's!! haha.. oh well.. so washed/dried cars for 2 & a half hours.. or less.. =P
OH YEA.. did anyone want to go to the asian film festival [on 1o.o4.o3] with me?! from 2-7pm.
there's a spider on my ceiling. someone needs to kill it.
i dont want to do my homework! rawr! it's all due later this week.. but yea. poop. =/ i have that GEL asssignment, my ECON quiz, & GES assignment. rawr. no fun. =( argh.. i should do that soon. oh yea. i need to get my parking permit thing back from jane!! xT
ok. i need to be productive! ..
* teresa 12:00 PM l
Saturday, September 27, 2003
.. friday was just FUN!!! haha..
we've got to do this more.. fosho.
woke up. got a call from kevin. yayy. =) then filled out applications. then went to mchs to pick up my transcript. ran into michele. she came with me to drop the apps off.. "YELLLOW!! .. yay.. i win! haha.."
"you're weirddd!!" then i dropped her off at home. or yea. i hung with her for a bit.. then went to meet up with diana at in n out.
haha.. and this is where all the FUN begins.. so yea.. we both ordered our food & we sitting & talking & kind of said that the guy at the cash register looked kind of.. "not straight" (as i like to call it) so she was all joking around saying i should give him my #.. & you know how at in n out.. the receipt is carbon paper? so you can write on it with your fingers? yea. so she wrote michelle tanner's (from full house) # on it: 555-2424. dude. just looking at it.. it looks fake, right? haha.. so yea.. when i went up to get my food.. i've always thought that you had to give them the receipt.. so i gave it to the guy.. so yea.. diana & i were talking about setting a goal for the night.. to talk to at least 1 cute/hott guy.. so yea.. when i was halfway done with my food.. & when the worker guy got off work.. he came over to our table.. tapped me on the shoulder.. & was all like.. "i dont need this.. i'm taken.." OMB!! wtf?!?! i forgot about the # on the receipt.. xT so i was all like "nooooooo!!!.. " and trying to explain it.. but he wouldnt listen. pffft.. soooo that was our mission #1..
i got rejected by a gay guy..
SO.. as if no more cool adventures could happen there.. a car full of white guys came in.. to use the bathroom, then loiter & smoke outside.. haha.. losers. yea.. i guess we were looking over when they were getting into their car.. or as they were leaving & so this one guy started waving to us & we waved back.. all laughing.. haha.. then another blew us kisses.. and when they drove by as we were leaving.. the other 2 flicked us off.. YEA.. that was great.. haha.. i was all paranoid that they were going to be at the movies with us.. haha.. but they werent.. so YAY.. haha.. THEY were mission #2..
so diana & i drove over to edwards.. walked around.. walked over to jamba juice.. visited with paul & rj.. haha.. dang.. what a fun place.. haha.. then came in mission #3.. a random guy walked up to the counter like he was going to order & he was thisclose to diana.. haha.. sooo yea.. he counts.. after that.. hung out with diana's buddies.. met new people too.. yayy.. that's always fun.. haha.. there was francis, francine, ray & julian.. they were an interesting group.. as all new people are.. =D sat there.. then walked back to edwards when clare called me..
met up with clare @ edwards.. we loitered outside for awhile.. and mission #4 comes.. LOL!! =P poor diana.. oh man.. ok.. so this scrawny looking kid goes up to her..
"hey.. i just wanted to tell you i think you're cute.." so she was all laughing.. "thanks".. haha.. & he goes away.. and you would THINK he would stay away.. NO!! haha.. he came back.. talking to us.. about what movie we're going to see.. "johnny depp live in mexico!!" and then we ask him how old he is.. "uh.. i'm like... 14" .. OMB!!! GROSS!!!
"oh.. well.. you cant watch it because it's rated R".. OOOH SHIT!! lol.. so freakn great!!!! then.. inbetween all that.. i dont remember what he said.. but he put his arm around her & she was all trying to get out of it..
"EW.." LOL!! that was great.. that makes me laugh.. =D
so yea.. saw more people @ edwards.. dang.. so crazy.. lots of mc heads.. (ew.. i sound ghetto.. =/) then romeo came & off we went to go watch the movie!!
"johnny depp live in mexico"!! (bka 'once upon a time in mexico') pretty good movie.. haha.. yea.. do you guys know what a mook is? but yea.. johnny depp was cute in this movie.. er.. not cute.. hott.. as he always is.. ;D hehe..
so afterwards.. we went to in n out (again.. but yayy.. new workers! - thank goodness).. ast around & i found #5, 6, 7 as they walked in.. LOL!! the guy in orange/hollister guy? haha.. with the brown shoes!! YEA baYbEe!!! haha.. too bad they were in a big group!! & hm.. maybe i should start talking to that one guy in my class so he can introduce them to me in the future?! haha.. =P so yea.. they were fun to look at.. poor romeo.. haha.. we were checking out every guy in there!! lol.. so funny..
we just laughed a LOT.. DUDE.. haha.. i dont remember HALF of what we laughed about.. but yea.. it was all good.. i love laughing to the point where your stomach/sides hurt.. it's great.. i love it.. haha.. but yea.. our #5 turned out to be this big cowboy looking white guy on a date with his wife.. it's because he was all asking romeo which one of us was his gf.. haha.. and when romeo just said we were all just friends.. the guy was like
"but they're all cute!!" hahaha.. aww!! that boosted up my self esteem.. hell yea!! =D so freakn awesome.. he was crackin' all these jokes "dont make me put you all in time out!!" lol.. i saw the face of this guy like =O oh man.. SO GREAT!! lol.. we stayed at in n out for like.. what? an hour & a half or 2 hours? haha.. NICEE.. then the cute guys upped & left.. "come back come back" .. later.. he came back.. "yayy! he came back!" haha.. =P then we left around 11.. OOH!! & that's when #6 came into play.. lol.. diana shouted something out the window.. =P
we went by jamba juice to see if paul & rj were still there.. but it was dark & closed.. then there were some pretty bitchy ass girls singing along to their loud ass music.. LAME. so when we were leaving.. clare bumped her music.. haha.. sir mixalot!! gyea.. lol.. good stuff!! so yea.. went back to edwards.. stood in the parking lot.. haha.. then called up francine.. clare talked to mike.. then we headed over to scripps..
eventually wound up in a DARK parking lot.. & they were on the other side of this little hill.. DANG.. SO INTERESTING!! i never would've thought.. but yea..it was chill i guess.. no one could see each other.. lol..
"hm.. are you cute?" *busts out cell phone light & holds it up to face* lol.. ^^ yea.. people were drinking.. smoking.. or just playing the guitar & singing.. they played a yellowcard song!! YAYY!!! so nice!! =D then diana was trying to get me to do #7..
"cmon!! you can hit on my ex!!" omb.. wtfEegeE?! haha.. but yea dude.. he was a cute one.. xP but YEA.. my PIMPN B in pb&j got #7, 8 AND 9!!! DANG!!!! you GO!!!! haha.. shoot.. i can NOT do that.. =X which made all of them fustrated with me.. =( and yea.. francis tried to find guys for me to hit on.. lol.. but yea!!! #10 ended up to be.. a bet or whatever.. that i have to hug ray.. haha.. shoot.. i didnt realize how freakn' tall he was!! haha.. but yea.. so cute.. =) and
our 10 missions were accomplished!!! hooray!! =P
so yea.. that was the night. =) got home a little before 1am. my grandma was still up. =X eFF.. i had a dream that my mom called me & yelled at me for getting home at 4am.. haha.. o.O?! whatever. =) it was just a dream.. haha.. so yea!!
it was great hanging out with diana, romeo & clare!!! & meeting lots of new people!! ^^ hehe.. lots of fun adventures!!! ^^ more more!!! i swear.. i'll hit on a guy or two (if they're cute & somewhat by themselves) next time!!! haha..
[ e .. d .. i .. t ]
me: did i miss ne good points?
me: haha
clare: HAHAHAH it's perfect!!
clare: mwahahah
clare: just don't forget to wear something college oriented next time ;D just for security ;D against teenyboppers
clare: HAHAHAHA
hehehe.. VERY IMPORTANT!! =P
* teresa 10:30 AM l
Thursday, September 25, 2003
hm.. recap of my week? .. sure!!
monday - school. eh.
tuesday - school. then had lunch with michele [pho in mira mesa]. saw lots of nice fish. rawr! he had a bike!! haha..
"you NEED something from the car!!" oh man. i almost forgot about that. ;D then went to tapioca heaven. yum. strawberry milkshake. then went to jamba juice. rj was working; i felt bad cause i didnt buy anything. bleh. then went home.
wednesday - school. rb library to visit clare. lots of people there on a wednesday dude. haha.. oH YEA!! it was my
2nd MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY!!! .. hehe.. for those of you who don't know.. that's kevin's mom. ^^ so went out to dinner @ olive garden. yumm.. =) i swear.. i always get pasta whenever i go out. haha.. good ish. then!! went back to their house. watched friends & everybody loves raymond. then teresa had to go home to shower & sleep!
thursday - school. oh MAN.. SCHOOL!!! ^^ first. i woke up late. haha.. but picked up clare. went to school. GEL. man! the teacher, rodger, he came in 18 minutes late!! i SO wanted to leave.. but NO.. haha.. the 20 minute rule.. rawrr!! no fair.. i havent had a teacher not show up or a class cancelled yet.. =( haha.. i'm a nerd, shaddup. =) found out that yea.. *person* has 2 trucks & 2 motorcycles!! DUDE!!! SOOOOO NICEEEEE!!! haha.. he's so cute up close. =) hm. then the break. HAHA..
SO MUCH FUN!!! i was being a BiG ol' WEiRDO/NERD/DORK!!! hahaha.. clare.. oh man.. the cheek thing.. LOL.. that still cracks me up.. hehe.. then the whole hidden talent thing..
clare: so what's your hidden talent?
me: i dont know.. it's hidden..
hahaha.. yea. it was funny the first time. =P then!! andrew & clare kept making fun of me.. because i said i wanted REAL food.. andrew had snacks.. that's not REAL food (to me).. so they were all like
"it's real.. it's tangible!!" -.- haha.. andrew is fun to make fun of!!
him: what's wrong with you?
me: YOUR FACE!!!
him: .. my face is what's wrong with you?
hahaha.. or SOMETHING like that!!! ^^ i love being weird!! =P then.. had to go to econ. yuck. just put me to sleep. thanks. um. after that - met up with clare. got lost for awhile. haha.. =P it's all good!! =) but yea. eventually ended up at the field house (gym) & worked out for a good half hour!! yayyy!! then off to the APSS meeting.. (i keep thinking.. "so what is apss? ass with a p in it?" xP) yea. that was interesting. haha..
"so NOW i see why you joined this club!!" - diana
haha.. FUN!! =D you know it!!! so cute so cute!! then went outside to learn.. some dance. dude!! he looked so cute trying to dance.. ^^ hehe.. um. so that was that. =P
drove home. "cLuRr is right thuRr!" hehe.. =D ya know ya love me!! we beat the system!! kind of.. haha.. fun stuff.. came home.. took a shower.. now.. blogging.. since i feel like i havent in a long time!! =P
* teresa 5:47 PM l
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
oh man.
i like hats.. (especially on guys.. ;D)
i also found some new eyecandy at schooL!! very nice..
"YOU! stand in front of me.. be my motivation.." hehehe.. =)
had school. that sucked. the booth was interesting. lol. "get your free $5 car wash!!" then the whole pen in the ear lobe thing.. *shiver* hung out with the cheL.. pho. "he had a bike!!" omb.. i swear.. lol.. =P soooo cute. did you find his #?? haha.. "black dog".. lol.. funny.. "teresa's like whoa".. =P yea. now typing up notes & waiting for sister.
good day. ^^
oh yeA!! so special shoutout to lily to the E.. thanks for the comment.. it made me feel better.. i guess even though there will be SOME ungrateful friends.. or friends that make you feel like crap.. there are those who are worthwhile & will appreciate everything you do.. just like me with you!! (or is it you with me? ahH!! xP) <33!!
* teresa 6:22 PM l
Monday, September 22, 2003
derek (9:32:04 PM): hey cuzzay, didja really had an imaginary friend?
me (9:32:14 PM): haha
me (9:32:16 PM): whaat??
derek (9:32:46 PM): eva told me u did back then. i just started to think about it a couple of days earlier.
me (9:33:10 PM): lol
me (9:33:16 PM): i remember that
me (9:33:17 PM): lol!
LOL.. that was from saturday night? [hey clare! i named my imaginary friend BOB.. whOo.. BOB became reaL!!] haha.. yeaa!! i made up an imaginary friend when i was bored & being stupid with cuzzay eva up in new york.. aww..
i missed talking to cuzzy derek!!! <33 haha.. you're freakn awesome.. the retarded ant.. oh man.. =) psssh!! not going to teach me slang for my own good.. haha.. all g.. good lookin' out.. =P but then yea.. the whole thing where we hung out, what, 4 years ago.. summer.. ahh..
i miss eva..... =(
you know.. when i was talking to derek.. he was telling me how he's setting his life straight or whatever & that reminded me of marlon.. soooo i kind of grew some respect for both.. because they're both working hard to set themselves straight.. BUT THEN... my perspective for one of them changed...
like.. have you guys ever.. felt like you were being taken for granted? like.. UGH.. it pisses me off.. like.. a *FRiEND* was having issues last night & being the GOOD friend that i am.. i was concerned & all that good stuff.. but talking to the person.. made me feel like.. me being there for them to even talk to.. meant
NOTHING.. and that PISSES ME OFF because.. this person has fuckn' screwed ME over SO MANY FUCKN TIMES.. but.. i still care for that person as a friend... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.. i mean.. its common sense right? after someone messes with you.. you
lose all respect & trust in a person.. you shouldn't even bother right? ... right.. maybe it's me & my freakn' belief that i should give everyone the benefit of the doubt because
everyone is good deep down inside.. hm.. another thing that irks me... was that.. i realized..... that.. friendships are a 2 way thing, yea? .. yea. too bad it feels like it's one way.. i always ask about them.. they never ask about how i'm doing.. fuck that shit... i have my issues too.. a LOT unsaid.. a LOT i confide in to actual friends that give a FUCK about me.. arrrgh.. too many F words.. how about..
"friends who actually CARE".. yea.. better?? heh..
kat: stupid self absorbed guys piss me off
kat: wtf.. be a man damn it
me: haha
me: seriously!!
yea.. everyone probably knows who i'm referring to. HAHA.. whatever. =)
.. thanks for showing me this picture, kat!! =) dead fish!!! (it's not nemo.. or i dont think it is.. so dont freak out on me..)
rose: hey imma take a nap...i really need...it..but yeah thanks for always makin me smile
rose: u rock
.. people like rose just make my day.. haha.. oh man.. i almost forgot about that whole
"is that a caterpillar or a stick?!" thing.. LOL.. soooo freakn' awesome!!!
* teresa 6:48 PM l
Saturday, September 20, 2003
woke up. read. sat. talked to debbie on the phone. yayy!! lol.. told her about joey ryan & other stuff.. =) we're fuckn hilarious dude.. haha..
us + hott (white) guys = FUNNY iSH!! since then.. i've been talking to kat.. haha..
kat (1:25:44 PM): white guys.. drool
kat (1:25:45 PM): haha
me (1:25:45 PM): hahaha
me (1:25:47 PM): seriously!
me (1:29:10 PM): its always nice to befriend ppl tho
me (1:29:10 PM): =D
kat (1:29:13 PM): haha
me (1:29:15 PM): esp if theyre cute
me (1:29:15 PM): haha
me (1:29:25 PM): so you can intro to your single *coughMEcough* friends
me (1:29:26 PM): =D
kat (1:29:38 PM): hahaha
ok!! today.. i need to call my mom.. i havent talked to her in awhile.. then finish up my homework. rawr rawrr.. sooo i'll do that... sometime today.. =)
* teresa 2:36 PM l
Friday, September 19, 2003
i woke up early today. 10am. went to the post office. saw kevin on the way there.. haha.. so did whatever. stamps cost a buttload!! $7.40!! freakn a!! rawr.. haha.. so yea.. went home. showered. went to kevin's. watched 'the core'. watched him pack. =( then we went to the post office. HAHA.. what an adventure.
you are SO EViL, kevin!! lol.. but it's okay.. i love you!! maybe.. jk!! ^^ then, from there, we went to pick up kristen at USD..
dude..
USD is SO PRETTY!! .. her dorm suite was reallllllly nice.. but then again, if you pay 20k or so for tuition, it ought to be nice!! haha.. i saw her post it'd room!! lol.. SO great.. he even got the fridge!! awesome!! =) but sucks!! haha.. all those trees.. sigh.. =P then i took a look out from her balcony.. SO PRETTY!! omb.. freakn' a.. you dont even know.. haha.. sooo nice.. sigh.. then yea.. he dropped me off at home..
from home, i went to ann marie's to make signs for the APSS car wash.. GO GUYS!!! get your car washed!! for $5!!
"go see hott asians wash your car!!" lol.. then after that.. i went to visit oslagab @ work.. always fun.. haha.. =) reading is good times.. i got to see the bear!! we really need to get a get together.. so we can name it & all that!! haha.. how exciting!! ^^ then yea.. decided to head on home..
sat & read.. it was nice. had dinner. then headed back over to kevin's.. finished watching 'the core'.. while he packed.. i felt bad.. i felt like i was in the way.. =/ but yea.. helped out a little bit.. haha.. then gave him a
hug goodbye.. =*( blah.. then.. i got home & realized.. i said i'd see him over thanksgiving break.. mm.. TOO BAD i might be in las vegas.. rawrr.. =/ so that means i wont see vinnie or glenda either.. if i go back to vegas.. errr.. =X
seriously.
today was worse than yesterday.. argh..... i'm not even depressed enough to drink.. (big whoa!) .. i just want.. to be around people... it's always good to be around people you care about.. yea.....
ok. no more thinking!! time to read.. then sleep!!
* teresa 11:14 PM l
you know.. i told myself.. that i would focus on the good stuff in my life..yea.. that lasted a good 2 days..
like seriously.
i dont want things to get me down.. i dont want to stress over things if i dont need to.. and all that fun stuff.. i mean.. ok.. college started.. i've met a lot of cool new people.. diana, pam, rj, paul, patricia, ann marie (i stalk her!! lol..), all the other APSS people, adam, andrew, rhona & yea.. it's cool hanging with new people.. plus.. school.. we havent started anything big yet.. so friends are good.. family is okay.. school is okay.. boys are.. not.. but whatever.. i have joey ryan!! ;D no drama fo' my mama..
but.. there are points where.. i start to get all sad & contemplating life.. MY life.. yea.. my first homework assignment is due on monday. HAHA.. i should finish it sometime soon.. i dont know why - but in the dome today.. i was thinking.. "what if i do reallllly bad on this?" because yea.. it's worth 100 points.. bleh.. i mean.. i really like my GES class.. but i guess i'm overthinking the questions? ehh.. oh wells.. it shall be interesting to see the outcome at the end of the semester..
i'm scuRrd.. =/
ok.. then.. *big breath* .. the friends thing.. err.. not the new ones.. haha.. i'm referring to.. my san diego friends.. tonight.. (thursday).. we (vinnie, anton, glenda, chris, shaheen, clare & i) went to TGiFridays for happy hour.. dang.. it's from 10pm - 2am?? ehh.. i wasnt paying attention.. =P but yea.. i dont know.. it just.. flashed back to.. when i left everyone in las vegas.. dude.. throughout the time we were there.. i was just.. observing the guys.. haha.. and OH MAN.. i am going to miss them SO much.. i already do.. but i'm going to miss them even more!!! =/ "eFF the vag!!" .. omb.. LOL..
endless good times & lots of laughing!! yea.. so i was just listening.. then we went outside & yea.. glenda gave clare & i our graduation presents... =(( man.. a picture of the whole group @ senior breakfast...... memories.. oh man oh man..... =*) so yea.. then hugs goodbye...
DUDE...... that just... made me depressed.. i really wanted to go twist w/ the guys & glenda.. because i havent really REALLY talked to them in a LONG time.. or yea.. if ever.. but yea.. talked to clare on the car ride back to our neighborhood.. & i got depressed!!! sigh.. but yea.. it's because.. it seems like.. it'll be awhile before we all hang out again.. i mean.. it's not even like.. we're that far apart.. but to find a day where we can all hang out again just like OLD.. erm..
GOOD TiMES.. ahhh.. i think it'll be awhile... =(
THEN.. there was the whole KIT thing..... it sucks because... i dont really call people.. when they're in the same city as me.. just to talk.. i call people long distance..
how WHACK AM i?!?! .. i swear.. blah.. like.. i kind of feel like i'm taking people & their friendships for granted.. because i'm a BAD friend like that..... =(
and then!! yea.. there's a little more.. lol.. i was reading debbie's journal & i think nadia's.. and... yea.. nadia is kind of where i was last year.. all BLAH about the new surroundings.. making new friends.. all that junk... then debbie.. i dont know..
i just want to be there for my friends.. etc.. etc..
i should call kevin later today.. most definitely..
time to sleep!! i'm freakn' tired!! goodnight!!
* teresa 12:41 AM l
Thursday, September 18, 2003
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KATRINA!!!!!
yayyy!! all of tkd is 18!! hehe.. good stuff!! & yea.. i'll be SURE to make you do something crazy the next time i see you!! >=) i hope you have/had a great day!! i miss you!!! i love you!!! <333
also...
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CHIS P!!!!
what a day full of birthdays!! hehe.. i make no sense.. ^^
* teresa 5:20 PM l
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY CHRISTA!!!
ahhh.. the first of us to turn 19!! crazyy!! we're going to be OLD..
so school today was okay. GES was okay.. wait, no. it was pretty cool!! met a guy - ryan. hahaha.. clare.. =P and this chick melissa.. i dont think she liked me.. haha.. oh well!! whatevers clevers.. um. class was cool. we got to do this little .. thing.. experiment? haha.. we played around with heat packs.. those things are awesome!! you dont even know!! =) next up.. the 2 hour break.. it went by fast!! sat & read w/ christa, clare & adam.. haha.. clare was making fun of/teasing adam.. it was great.. he turned RED.. haha.. fun stuff.. =) after that.. was PSCI.. ugh!! .. could it GET any more boring?! =X seriously.. i just LOOK at him.. the words dont process in my head.. haha.. whatever. =) studying on my own CAN be fun.. heh..
after school.. went on another secret mission!! muhahahaha!! then.. came home.. finished reading "the sisterhood of the traveling pants" .. pretty good book.. haha.. then went to barnes & noble.. grreat store.. haha.. then albertsons.. then home.. from there.. i actually got a hold of kevin!!
.. sooo i made him take a break from all his cleaning & doing laundry to go get some coldstone with me!! haha.. dude.. when we got there.. i see people waving & it's GLENDA & ANTON!! haha.. how crazyy!! but COOL!! haha.. they were visitng vinnie too!! =) good stuff.. so yea.. kevin & i got ice cream.. i saw paul! haha.. that was funny.. um.. then talked to vinnie for a little bit.. talked to kevin.. told him a story.. haha.. about my joey ryan.. lol.. kevin's my LOVER.. lol.. then yea.. serious stuff.. i got stuff off of my chest.. rawrr...
i'm going to miss him!!! T.T he was one (of my not so many) friends that are always down to hang.. bleh.. but yea.. we headed back to his house.. haha.. i kept trying to get him to tell me stories.. because it seems like people dont tell me stuff unless i ask.. so i was making him tell me stuff.. or TRYiNG to.. lol.. =) hahaha!! omb.. know what?! .. kevin's read part of it!! LOL!!!!
SOOO UNBELIEVABLY GREAT!!! ^^ he has a blog now!! or rather, xanga.. haha.. ALL GOOD!! ^^
THEN!!!!!!! guess what we did next!!!!!!!!
WE WASHED THE KIDD!! hehehe.. it's squeaky clean!! it was fun.. "the water doesnt go that far!!" but yea..it was great.. NO ONE ELSE WOULD'VE WASHED MY CAR!!!! .. but then again.. it took me a couple of times bugging him to actually wash it.. lol..
i love kevin.. he's freakn' great.. you WiSH you were as cool as him!!! =D then.. hung out at his house.. had dinner there.. YUM.. shepherd's pie.. um.. then went home to shower.. and blog.. and now.. about to get off & catch some of those zZz's.. =)
vinnie (8:50:08 PM): didja know your two best sd friends have 'vin' in their names?
haha.. NICE.. i am going to miss keVIN & VINnie.. =(
* teresa 9:28 PM l
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
"whoa!! your eyes disappear when you laugh!!" - paul
hahaha.. that just sucks.. =P um.. but yea! school was okay.. GEL was interesting.. time management, eh? yea.. i have 79 hours of the 168 a week where i dont have ANYTHiNG to do.. how sad!! =/ rawr.. but oh wells.. then hung out in the dome.. it was kind of nice.. i was being productive!! yayy!! then people came.. watched 'dare devil' with rose & andrew.. it's a pretty good movie!!! just yea.. i dont like colin farrell in that movie.. very YUCK.. =T umm.. then 11:30 came.. went to class.. boring stuff.. pam was right.. it's not the same taking notes in class.. knowing that he has them posted online.. haha.. then my school day was over!!
oh waaaait!! as i was walking to my car.. i saw jane, diana & paul.. they were going to the field house to get a membership.. so we can use the gym & stuff.. haha.. sooo i decided to drive there.. SHADE!! heck yea!! lol.. omb.. then the whole old bug, new bug thing..
"how can you tell if they're old?" LOL!! that was great.. =)) it took me awhile to realize what he was referring to, but yea!! haha.. real bugs vs. the car bugs.. haha.. =P
laughing is fun..
drove to the mall.. did my secret mission.. came home.. then left to meet up with patrick!!!! ^^ haha.. he's a fun guy.. i LOVED the wrapping on the little gift he gave me.. =)) soooo awesome.. i was just surprised in general because he actually brought me something back from hong kong (?) i'm guessing.. haha.. sorry if i'm wrong!! but yea.. just.. the fact that he actually got me something.. just wow..
it made my day.. it's great knowing how little things like that.. can make a person happy, yea? .. yea. especially for me. =) so yea.. hung out with patrick @ jack in the box for awhile.. "tell me stories!!" .. "i was waiting for you.." ooops!! haha.. then i tried to give him a hug.. "eFF off".. =((( haha.. but he gave me one!! ^^ yepp.. i will most def. call you up to go shopping or something..
cause a RiOT, ya know?! .. haha.. =D
so that was fun.. haha.. came home.. typed up some notes.. then gave up halfway through.. fuckn shit dude.. lol.. i swear i wont benefit from it.. but yea.. we'll see.. must be optimistic.. =)
AHHH.. i want to visit vinnie at work tomorrow.. haha.. yea.. that'd be cool.. i should find someone to go with me.. yepp.. share ice cream with me or something.. lol..
ok. i should probably go to sleep. YAY school. haha.. goodnight!!
* teresa 10:28 PM l
Monday, September 15, 2003
hm. so my day? .. let's see ..
woke up at 6:30am. yay! it was kind of weird because my dad didnt give me a wake up call.. (i told him he didnt have to anymore.. haha.. go me..) but yea. drove to school. sat & read for poli sci.. yea. that's fun. haha.. my GES class was fun. i really find it amusing. haha..
teresa=easily amused, but it really IS amusing!! lol.. =P yep.. then sat in the dome with clare & christa.. hehe.. i got clare to stay!!! for an extra hour or two when she could've gone home!! yayy!!
my oslagab is cool like that!! =D ooOH!! i told clare *stuff*.. people should keep some stuff to themselves!! YUCK!! haha.. then we walked around & found rose & diana.. then went to PSCI.. dude.. i freakn' swear.. that class puts me to sleep.. bad times.. BUT the good thing is.. he lets us out early.. haha.. niceee!!
so i went & filled up the kiDd.. rawr.. $22.. then went home.. ate.. bummed it online.. talked to clare.. yepp.. good times!!
clare (1:34:02 PM): your bf sounds hott!!
clare (1:34:04 PM): WOWWWWWW
clare (1:34:16 PM): ah hahaha!!
clare (1:34:22 PM): what happened to cute versus hott?!
clare (1:34:24 PM): ;-)
me (1:34:27 PM): shush!!
me (1:34:27 PM): lol
hahaha.. then the whole
"BANGABLE" thing.. lol!! i sooooo didnt expect that to come out of clare!! haha.. that was grrrrreat!!! =DDD
so yea.. ended up going over to clare's.. because anton & glenda were over.. we sat & talked.. lol.. GAP bag & "eMBee rider" .. lol.. that was great.. lots of laughing.. then anton left.. so it was just us girls.. we decided to watch "i love you, i love you not".. YEA.. WEiRD movie.. haha.. the guys (anton, shaheen & vinnie) caught the last part of it.. soo they were all confused & yea.. NANA.. haha.. good ish!! =) then!! i went dorm shopping w/ them.. target & walmart.. i should've picked up an app from target.. haha.. oh wells!! so yea.. it was great.. i love how they can make dorm shopping & just walking around in those stores SO fun.. lol.. =))) good times.. if i do say so myself!! =DDD
anyways.. yea.. got home around 8.. showered.. and now.. not reading for my classes.. haha.. i think i had to read for econ.. but oooops!!! haha.. i shall do that later.. tonight.. or tomorrow.. before class.. haha.. shoot.. i have my 3 hour break.. it's do-able!! =)
man. i kind of want to start reading the book clare lent me.. "the sisterhood of the traveling pants".. lol.. but yea.. school first.. ahh.. fun.. i'll go do that now..
* teresa 9:24 PM l
Sunday, September 14, 2003
dude. debbie. you're great.
debb: your day started with the opening of ur eyes
Auto response from me: make my day. leave me msgs.
debb: then u laid there for a while
debb: maybe signed on
debb: then i told you could take a shower
debb: then you sat for a while
debb: no no
debb: u blow dryed ur hair
debb: half way
debb: then sat there
debb: to wait for it to finish
debb: as for the rest of day
debb: it was a day!
debb: there i made ur day!
debb: :-D
yea. she totally made my day. <33
vinnie: tuuuureeeesaaaaa you rock the cock!
Auto response from me: make my day. leave me msgs.
lol.. same goes to vinnie.. haha.. i love my friends!!!
patrick (4:01:39 PM): HAHAHAAHAHHA
patrick (4:01:40 PM): ur cute
patrick (4:01:42 PM): *pet *pet
me (4:01:59 PM): haha
me (4:02:04 PM): aww.. i miss talking to you
me (4:02:04 PM): haha
me (4:02:05 PM): =)
patrick (4:03:59 PM): HAHAHAH
patrick (4:04:03 PM): awwwwwwwwww thats so sweet!
yea.. seriously. i've missed talking to patrick!! .. i even miss him pinching my cheeks!! lol.. xD hopefully, i'll get to see him tomorrow!!
i remember putting
"i prefer cute guys over hott guys" in my info the other day.. haha.. all thanks to vinnie for asking that question at dinner the night before.. but yea.. here are the inputs made my some people.. =) you guys make me smile.. haha..
stephanie (4:28:46 PM): hott guys kick ass
stephanie (4:28:53 PM): =]
stephanie (4:28:59 PM): cute guys
stephanie (4:29:02 PM): kick ass too
me (4:29:51 PM): hahaha
stephanie (4:29:54 PM): cute guys = nice , seems like you can easily talk to..
hot guys = hot, but possbily harder to talk to? assholes?
stephanie (4:29:55 PM): ya
me (4:30:01 PM): YEPPP!!
me (4:30:03 PM): exactly!!
austuny (4:29:43 PM): Yes?
austuny (4:29:53 PM): I'm hot huh?
me (4:29:55 PM): hi austuny!
austuny (4:30:07 PM): Am I hot Teresa!?
me (4:30:15 PM): yea.. soooo sexy
me (4:30:18 PM): thats why i cant have you
me (4:30:18 PM): lol
austuny (4:30:20 PM): I KNEW IT!!!
austuny (4:30:26 PM): I'm not cute!!!
austuny (4:30:33 PM): You perfer other people over me!!!
me (4:30:47 PM): hahaha
me (4:30:55 PM): cause hott guys will prolly end up w/ hott girls
me (4:30:57 PM): teresa=not hott
me (4:30:58 PM): haha
austuny (4:31:15 PM): This girl and her ies.
austuny (4:31:29 PM): lies*
um. but yea. finishing off for yesterday. i hung out with marlon.. we watched 'the counte of monte cristo'.. that was fun.. i like that movie!! hehe.. but yea.. for today. i woke up at 10. showered. thanks to debbie for letting me. lol. went to utc. had myself some michele time. (i hope you didnt get into trouble!! =T) i feel bad for people working in those carts. so i kind of stopped to talk to an at&t person. bought stuff. went to tea station in mm. the strawberry milkshake is good! dropped michele off. came home. read/took notes. ugh. i hate that class.. (poli sci) SO unbelievably boring.. or well.. it's believable. hehe.. =) sat around. now huRr.. probably skipped stuff, but whatever. =)
this week.. i need to..
- hang out with kevin!!
- hang out with vinnie!!
- uM.. secret mission!! haha..
- secret mission again!! =P
dude!! .. i want my music.. the music on my sister's computer is bugging me.. =/ i've been playing tension - our story wayy too freakn' much.. it's getting annoying. i might get my computer back sometime soon? haha.. i HOPE.. gosh dang..
oh yea. you know what's really freaking me out? and pissing me off?? haha.. SPiDERS..
i HATE spiders!!! you DONT even know.. haha.. well, i hate all bugs, but spiders.. iCK.. i've been killing at least one everyday.. or every other day.. STiLL.. oh MAN.. i HATE them.. i like debbie's idea.. where all bugs should live in their own world.. eat each other & DiE.. mm.. YEA!!!! =D i'm FOR that!! lol..
anyways. my head is hurting. maybe i should get some more reading done. haha.. MAYBE.. =)
* teresa 7:45 PM l
Saturday, September 13, 2003
.. what a waste of a day ..
sigh. i took a trip to zany brainy which took what, 15 minutes? to get there.. took me a second to drop off my application. oh yea. what a waste of gas. i filled up on wednesday. now it's half full.. (yea.. trying to be optimistic!! heh..) but yea. that sucks. i'm going to have to fill up sometime soon. i like having a full tank..
after that.. i came home.. finished reading
"tuesdays with morrie" .. which is one of the B.E.S.T books out there.. i think i'll go buy my own copy one of these days.. =) really good stuff.. i loved it all.. thanks for lending me the book, oslagab!! you r0ck my s0x!! <33 but yea.. i recommend that book to everyone.. go read it!! it's not all that long.. plus, when you get into it.. you wont stop.. =)
so after that.. i decided to write in my journal.. that i've been neglecting to write in for the past month.. =X but yea.. i did that.. and dang.. you know what sucks about blogs? they're web logs.. SO.. that means.. everyone has access to your personal ish.. i've tried to keep personal stuff out of this.. because there are certain people that read this.. & yada yada.. dang.. stalkers.. jk.. =) but yea.. i dont know.. it doesnt have the security a real journal/diary has.. so i guess i'm limited in what i say.. but then.. if youre a good/close friend.. you know my personal ish anyways!! =) blub.. yea.. this was a pointless paragraph.. =)
.. you know what? .. i've realized that i dont have lots of people to hang out with here.. =/ then with the whole thing.. where 2 of my favorite san diego guys are leaving me in less than a week... oh man.. =*( i wont have kevin to bug for awhile.. no one to hang with when i'm super bored.. he's just down the street & around the corner!! & he's always down to just hang.. & do nothing with me.. man....... =***( then vinnie.. yeaa.. he's just cool.. i want to visit him when he's up in UCR.. some random weekend.. or something.. =) haha.. i would visit kevin.. but davis is freakn' FAR.. =/
.. speaking of visiting people.. i want to visit kat & debb in their environments.. haha.. al of ex too!! =) that'd be awesome.. but yea.. those are just wishes for now.. because teresa=broke. =T
you know what? monica called me earlier when i was out.. it made my day.. we talked about.. stuff.. =) haha.. then dickson called me like twice!! in a day!! haha.. that made my day also.. yayy!! it sucked though..
"i was bored.. & i thought of you" .. -.- haha.. it's okay.. i love that psycho!! =) he made me stay on the phone when he was taking his run.. because he was at some class.. for racers.. or something!! lol.. it was interesting!! but yea.. i like random phone calls.. OH! sam also called me.. "i'm in the area".. i thought back to last year.. when him & golfy came down just like *that*.. sooo that kind of freaked me out.. lol.. but yea.. he was in LA.. wth?! since when is LA & SD.. the same area?? .. mm.. yea. no. oh wells.
now. i'm bored. haha.. i TRiED reading for.. classes.. like reading ahead.. mm.. NO.. haha.. poli sci is putting me to sleep!! & i dont think i need to read for the other classes just yet. haha.. anyways! yea. i'm going to go.. find something to do!!
* teresa 9:52 PM l
i'm disappointed..
corvette diner blows!! .. blew.. whatever. it sucks.. or the service does. argh. it makes me angry. but whatever.. why did it suck? hm.. first - we waited.. what, an hour & a half?? pretty close to 2 hours .. parties bigger than ours got seated before us.. wtf is that.. "glenda.. party of 13".. geez.. people with 14.. and more.. -.- lame. then when we got seated.. whatever.. we all knew what we were getting because of all that time.. we decided what we were getting beforehand.. YEA.. the waitress had US write it all down.. dude.. can you say lazy?? .. i mean.. if we're going to give you 18% gratuity.. then do SOMETHiNG to earn it.. shit.. wtf.. all they did was throw straws at us.. bizzle sizzle.. heh.. like, i wouldnt mind paying the 18% (i GUESS.. i'm a freakn cheap person) because i know how hard they work & all that.. but UGH.. whatever.. i dont think she deserved that tip. =X then.. i dont know.. just.. bad times because of the bad service.. but good times just chilling with everyone..
.. i hope it's not the last time we all hang out.. i'm going to miss the guys.. haha.. "eFF teresa good!!" ..?! or something like that.. lol.. that was fuckn hilarious.. =) then the whole.. "we have to pay extra!!" thing.. oh man.. haha.. the straws were fun.. haha.. spit balls.. =P i dont know..
just hanging with everyone.. was nice.. =)
oh shoot.. ok. i'm done with that rant.. heh.. but yea.. that was for the 12th.. the 12th was also someone's birthday..
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SANDY!!!!
haha.. i thought it was cool because when i called her up.. she was like "you always call me on my birthday.." and she sounded happy..it was great. i love making people smile.. or happy.. =)
i brought pizza to my sister's work for her & her coworkers. go me. 2 in a row!! i'm cool!! haha..
i picked up a zany brainy application today. it's a total joke. heh.. whatever.. then i bought myself a skirt from old navy.. $6.45!! heck yea!! haha.. i love it.. i need to remember to go back in a week or two to see if the other skirt i liked is on sale.. =P (i TOLD you i'm getting cheap!! haha..)
i visited michele. i miss my cousin #2!! =( sigh.. but yea.. that was good times.. haha.. had fun w/ my digital camera.. yep yep..
dang.. i just talked about my day from the end back to the beginning then the middle.. haha..
oh yea.. lena asked me if i wanted to go back to vegas w/ her next week & now.. i dont think i can.. group hang out.. it's all good.. i'll see my family & friends in november.. =)
ok. you know what? i'm tired. haha.. bleh..
brian (12:19:38 AM): you gotta cut down on that partying, Teresa
brian (12:19:41 AM): its not good for you
[ e .. d .. i .. t ]
oh yea oh yea.. know what else sucked?! .. my camera battery died after i got to take 2 pictures.. rawr rawr.. i wanted to buy batteries but yea.. >=T and =(
* teresa 12:29 AM l
Thursday, September 11, 2003
i'm a curious mantis shrimp!!!
.. hehe.. according to the "what animal are you" quiz/book i borrowed from rose.. haha.. niceee.. the traits for the animal is somewhat accurate.. =P
- you like to spy on other people (or at least eavesdrop)
- youre very defensive. you want people to know not to mess around with you
- you lose interest in boyfriends/girlfriends quickly
- not only are you super-smart, everyone else knows it
interesting stuff, eh?! hehe.. =))
but yea.. my day!! school. carpooled with clare. class was okay. learned the difference between procrastination & laziness.. heh.. procrastination is putting off something & laziness is just... doing nothing. haha..
i love learning things!! hehe.. then econ was fun.. talked to pam.. she's cool.. after school.. hung with people.. i swear.. school is just a new place to hang out with people.. haha.. =) the dome.. omb.. YEA clare.. i think we WERE pretty loud in there.. lol.. fun stuff.. um. went to the APSS meeting.. pretty cooL!! i was the
"special helper"!! lol.. that was fun.. dang.. i cant believe those guys were.. freshmen!! niceee.. ^.~
so yea.. after that.. hung out at home.. then went to tapioca express.. met up with lena, eunice & john! who's in town for the weekend.. it was nice seeing him.. i miss some vegas faces.. =) i also saw marlon there.. haha.. yea.. that was unexpected.. but that's cool.. i never randomly run into people.. haha..
no school tomorrow!!
hanging with the group tomorrow!! ^^ oh man.. i hope it wont be the last group get together for awhile.. because that'd be sad!!! =*(
.. i didnt realize that vinnie was going up to riverside in.. 9 days!! or 8.. soon.. haha.. whatever!! bad times!!! =(
ok. yea. tired. goodnight!!
* teresa 11:30 PM l
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY AME!!!!
i hope you had a good one.. sexy 17 for the sexy senior!! hehe.. =D
i think it's funny how my dad's been calling me every morning just to wake me up.. hehe.. "wow.. your dad must really miss you!" .. =) but yea.. i should have him.. not do that.. haha.. i think i'd become dependent on that..
so school was okay. i got to see my
"eMBee rider!!" (as clare calls him.. hehe..) dang.. so cute so cute.. =DDD i think it's fun liking people from afar.. but it sucks.. haha.. =P i actually really like my GES class.. =) i learn stuff!! haha.. stuff expands when it's heated.. whOo.. & water has a high heat resistance.. or something like that.. haha.. =P then my PSCI class.. oh man!! .. i was totally falling asleep.. i stopped listening to him after the first half hour.. but yea.. i took my own notes at home.. haha.. i typed them up!! .. because writing is for losers!! (according to debbie! hehe..)
after school.. i got gas.. then stuff at office depot.. then took a nap. then went over to the lehman's.. just hung out there for awhile.. had dinner.. yum! talked to my 2nd mother about.. what degree i'm trying to get.. & yea.. all that great college stuff.. heh.. then kevin & i took a trip to starbucks & ralphs..
"2 hot asian guys.. arent they your flava?" .. omb.. LOL!! too bad they were OLD & not cute.. =) they were okay.. haha.. & old as in.. mid 20s? haha.. oh well.. we went to ralphs.. omb.. sooo evil.. made me hold the heavy basket.. it was freakn' cold in there!! bad times.. but it was well worth it in the end.. the cashier lady made fun of kevin's "man-bag".. =P ahahaha.. nicee!!! funny stuff!! good times.. =D .. i'm going to miss him when he goes away... =(((
.. now i'm sitting huRr.. just chatting with vinnie!!
vinnie: sad we just read eachothers blogs nstead of talkin
vinnie: ah well
vinnie: whats this world comin to
.. that made me sad!! ... =( i dont know.. even though we're super busy.. we still manage to read each other's blogs to see what's up.. heh.. sad.. i dont know what to think about it.. it sucks.. i talk to everyone like.. once a freakn month if i'm lucky.. or even less!! =/ kevin made me promise to call him at least once a week when he goes to davis. i'm making vinnie do that too.. heh.. =)
i talked to the psycho last night.. haha.. he's cool.. in a way.. =) but yea.. i was all trying to let dickson go.. "go call someone else!!" 'i dont want to.. i want to talk to you!' .. =DDD very nice.. i love that guy!! he offered to pay for a class on racing & an actual race for me!! lol.. too bad i'm not a racer.. unlike him.. =) but yeaa.. $80 isnt bad for that.. pretty good actually..
um. what else can i entertain people with? er. i want to go to new york this winter. if not.. next winter? heh.. i just want to see snow damnit. =)
i miss people.. ahh.. hopefully i'll see people over thanksgiving break. but that's family time. arRr..
omb.. i've been saying aRrr a lot.. it's starting to bug me!! lol.. suckss..
ok. time to go to sleep soon.. gots to wake up at 5:30.. then go to school.. for.. ever. lol.. or at least til 3ish.. or past that. oh fun. goodnight &
have a good day tomorrow people!!
* teresa 10:25 PM l
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
highlight of my day: the guys coming to csusm to visit us!!!!
hahaha.. seriously.. i missed hanging out as one big group at school.. haha.. we hung in the dome.. shaheen is now sauceful!! lol.. good stuff.. i also found out that they sold some asian-fied food at the student store or whatever! haha.. then!! we gave them a tour that took 5 minutes? haha.. boring stuff.. but YAYY!! i'm glad they came to visit!! vinnie actually drove too!! =DDDD good stuff!!! made school a LOT more fun!!!
after school.. i had to get a shot.. it actually hurt!! =/
after that, i hung out with kevin. we went to jalapenos (sp?) to eat.. haha.. never going back.. =) it was quite interesting. i'm going to miss that guy when he goes up to davis.. =(((
monday & wednesdays:
GES 100 [physical science around us] @ 8:30-9:45 AM
PSCI 100 [us government & politics] @ 11:30-12:45 PM
tuesdays & thursdays:
GEL 101 [the student, univ & community] @ 7:00-8:15 AM
ECON 230 [introduction to economics] @ 11:30-12:45 PM
thanksgiving break: november 27th - 3oth
christmas break: december 18th - january 2oth
spring break: march 27th - april 3rd
last day of school: may 12th
ahhhhh.. it's all written down. lol. so yea. just in case you were wondering. =P or if you want to stalk me.. haha..
i went back to mchs for a little bit today.. dang.. the memories.. =/ it's kind of sad.. i miss how we used to park by each other.. heh..
* teresa 4:51 PM l
Monday, September 08, 2003
today was school. whoo. haha.. i failed my first quiz!!! in college!!! lol!! i got 1 point out of possible... 2!! lol.. i'll make up for it as this semester goes on.. haha.. but yea. that was in PSCI. in GES today.. it was quite interesting!! lol.. he was explaining temperature with his blow torch & flask of water.. "i'm sure i'm breaking a fire code right now.." grrrreat teacher.. haha.. actually, come to think of it.. all my guy teachers are pretty cool.. yep! then break today passed by kind of quick.. especially because.. of the whole "messenger bag guy!!" lol.. darn it.. clare was like
"you guys were LOUD!!" ehehehe.. i GUESS so because he turned around when rose told me to look & yea.. arghh.. *hides* haha.. then the "GAP guy!!" ahHhh.. HAHAHA.. YEA bags!!! =P it was shoes.. now it's bags.. or well.. it's still shoes.. but now bags are on the list!! hahaha.. i'm being a nerd..
came home. decided to take a nap.. because.. waking up early for the morning classes have been making me tired as my last class of the day finishes up. haha.. so yea. my nape was a good 4 hours. LOL! .. i need to take those power 20 minute ones.. =P so i woke up & i was getting a drink.. & my grandma is all like
"here! eat some candy!!" .. white rabbit candy is the best!! sooo yum!! hehe.. i havent had chinese candy in awhile.. it's nice.. =) my grandma's cool.. <33
ooooh yea. i registered to vote.
oh yea. i wrote about missing people's voices before.. but that post wouldnt post.. but yea.. like, i noticed that i havent heard debb, kat, alex, or anyone from vegas' voice in awhile & that made me sad.. bleh... but! i did get to talk to austuny, monica & debbie for a little bit over the weekend.. =DDDD
austuny (1:02:07 PM): You miss my voice?
me (1:02:32 PM): i heard it yesterday!!
austuny (1:02:36 PM): ...
austuny (1:02:40 PM): > (
austuny (1:02:48 PM): I still miss yours!
me (1:02:59 PM): awwwwwwwww
me (1:03:01 PM): =)))
austuny(1:03:45 PM): Probably cause I was talking too much!
austuny (1:03:46 PM): HAHAHAHA!
me (1:04:51 PM): LOL!!
i feel like taking a shower before reading my econ book. sooo yea.
* teresa 7:06 PM l
Saturday, September 06, 2003
so.. i was reading my GEL book last night.. this part stood out.. "we all have some motivation, that inner power & psychological energy that directs & fuels our behavior. w/o any motivation, we'd never get out of bed in the morning." then.. "all of us are motivated. the key to success in & out of the classroom is to tap into, harness, & direction that motivation." i mean.. the books talks about stuff.. i, along with most people, already know that stuff.. after being raised in a household where... it's looked down upon if you do bad in school or anything you do... that can give anyone motivation enough to do well in life, right? .. maybe. right now... i dont know what my motivation is.... to show my parents that i can do this? .. but i dont really want to go along the "common" er.. "approved" roads they've chosen.. i dont know.. nothing really..... interests me...
isn't that a bad thing....?? ARGH!!! ...
... i've been so fustrated lately. i dont feel "up" for anything. like, i always want to back out. but i know that if i do.. i'll miss out on some good times. i swear.. there's something wrong with me.. maybe.. because right now..
i'm a girl... heh.. rawrr.. i dont know.. i dont want to blame it on that.. but yea..
i just dont know.....
then.. this made me mad the other day.. i was reading something written by a certain someone.. (oOH yea.. great understanding right there!!) & it makes me SO mad...... how fucking hypocritic a person can be..... they can say that they hate certain qualities in a person.. & "believe" that they're a certain type of person.. yet.... you know.... that.... they're being a fucking hypocrite...... blahh!!! go away!!!! ....
anyways. hung out with annie for a bit yesterday. we went to visit clare & jane at their work places. haha.. that was fun. annie: "i found her!!" in a kind of loud whisper.. that was funny.. =D then watching jamba juice fill up & jane taking orders as we sipped our strawberries wilds.. =) good stuff.. i missed jamba juice.. heh.. we wouldve gone to visit vinnie at coldstone.. but psssh.. i dont remember when he said he'd be baaaack.. i'm a bad friend.. =X
today. i did a lot of sitting around the house. wasnt being productive at all.. haha..
i miss my music!! i want my freakn' computer back, danny!!! um. went to the bbq @ the lehman's house around 5.. that was cool. now.. i'm going to read my other books. oh yea. i lead SUCH an exciting. you W i S H you were me. *dripping with sarcasm*....
* teresa 9:28 PM l
Friday, September 05, 2003
anna (7:58:08 PM): COME BACK!!!!
anna (7:58:16 PM): COME BACK AND PLAY POOL WITH ME!!!
me (7:59:13 PM): hahaha
me (7:59:15 PM): awww!!
me (7:59:26 PM): "shoot.. you cant hit.. 4 eyes!!"
me (7:59:29 PM): =P
anna (7:59:55 PM): =oO
me (8:00:23 PM): =D
me (8:00:31 PM): aww.. i havent played pool since i got back
anna (8:00:33 PM): I CAN TOO
me (8:00:46 PM): hahaha
me (8:00:53 PM): kinda late for a come back dontcha think?
me (8:00:54 PM): haha
anna (8:01:06 PM): haha yeah
anna(8:01:10 PM): i was thinking hard
anna (8:01:19 PM): but i got nothing but " I CAN TOO"
me (8:01:24 PM): hahaha
anna (8:03:49 PM): is seaweed a veggie
me (8:04:03 PM): uhhh
me (8:04:04 PM): is it?
sooooo since i didnt know & she didnt really know.. i asked a bunch of other people!!
me (8:15:06 PM): heyy..whats seaweed?
paul (8:16:00 PM): is this some kind of sick joke?
me (8:16:59 PM): no...
paul (8:17:24 PM): haha
paul (8:17:48 PM): seawead is this green plant found in the ocean but the japanese add salt (or something) to it which gives it a nice salty flavor
paul (8:17:49 PM): yummy
me (8:19:14 PM): haha
me (8:19:17 PM): sooo is it a veggie?
paul (8:20:18 PM): um its not quite a vegetable
albert (8:13:07 PM): seaweed
albert (8:13:09 PM): is the weed in the sea
me (8:09:24 PM): soooo whats seaweed?
me (8:09:24 PM): haha
amanda (8:09:55 PM): its food
yeaaa.. kind of went nowhere!! lol.. but it's alright.. my friends are still the greatest!! =)
* teresa 12:49 PM l
Thursday, September 04, 2003
mm.. school was cool!!
i like the activity in GEL.. hehe.. we had to walk around asking our peers stuff.. it reminded me of the spanish exercises in spanish III with mrs. rocha.. haha.. dang.. memories!! .. but yeaa.. the people had to write their name & either number or email.. sooo that was cool.. meeting new people is fun.. i think i have some names mixed up though.. =P but yea!! i was going all over the place.. "hi!!" .. hehe.. this one guy.. oh man.. ;D he has a motorcycle!! good stuff!! and! he gave me his number.. ahaha.. too bad i dont think i'd need help in that class.. =P
school went by.. kind of fast.. probably because i wasnt feeling all sick like the days before.. haha.. so that was cool.. =) then came home.. all happy.. knowing i have no school on friday!! =DDD
going back to san marcos later on tonight with clare.. we can try to meet new people.. =P freee stuff is always good too!! =) being a student @ csusm has its perks i guess.. =P
anyways. i'm burning up in my little room. soooo have a good day!!!
[ cont'd at o5:11 pm ]
haha..in my info.. it says.. "my sister says i look like a fish... =("
debb: nooo u look like a bunny
debb: RAWR may
debb: lol
me: ahahaha
me: wth
me: haha
me: noooo
me: leme show u a pic
me: haha
debb: haha ok
me: >>>>LOL.. link taken out.. so if you want to see.. IM me!
debb: haha ok
debb: yea u do
me: LOL!!
and yea.. i love how i can give advice & somewhat follow it myself..
me: and i dont know.. i dont want to give false advice cause i've been screwed over like that too..
me: =/
person: It just... hurts. =(
person: Feels like I'm being left behind and forgotten.
me: yea...
me: but it should make you feel better when you eventually move on..ya know?
person: How the heck am I going to move on? >_< I am going day-to-day doing nothing but work. When I am not working, I am sitting at home being depressed. =(
me: iono..isnt it better when you're not out looking for love anyways?
me: ... because when you do find it.. or when it finds you... life will be good..
person: I had it though. =( And it was good. And now it is inversely as bad.
- skipping parts -
person: To tell you the truth, I find myself wishing every day that I could somehow find a way to entirely forget about her. =(
me: yea.. i know how that is...
oOoH!! AND!!! i liked this part from my bf's blog!! lol!! you're grreat!! arRrr matey!! =P
"teresa's motorcycle boy is in my class..searching for his "queen" (HI TERESA!) that's cute! :D"
haha.. alright. time to nap. then dinner. then ASI movie night!! =))
* teresa 3:28 PM l
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
my
second day of school!!
haha.. it sucks because i wanted to crash clare's GEW class.. but couldn't soooo i just hung out by myself for that hour & 15 minutes.. then i headed to my
physical science class.. i think i might actually learn some stuff.. heh.. =P so that class passed by pretty quick.. very comfy seats too.. lol.. i saw some eyecandy too! =) good ish.. after that.. had my 2 hour break.. then went to
poli. sci. w/ rose.. haha.. dudee.. she's sooo hyper.. but it's cool.. haha.. yea.. we got out of that class in 30 minutes.. good stuff!! =) so we walked around & talked & yeaa.. she's just like me.. haha.. i relate with her sooo much.. or well.. when it comes to guys.. =T
so yea.. met some more people today! haha.. that's always cool.. =D um.. i waited for clare to get out of class.. then i drove her to her car.. then i drove home.. on my way home.. there was this song playing.. "i'll be missing you" by puff daddy.. and of course i couldn't help but think of john.. heh.. i like this verse:
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death
yesterday.. was the 2 month mark..
i miss him SO much.. 2 months doesnt seem all that long, but he was someone i'd talk to every other day.. & yea.. knowing that i wont be able to see him... til it's my time.. it makes me sad...... then yesterday.. when i was driving home.. i thought about him again.. i cant help it.. i swear.. i think about him everyday.. & i dont know.. i get fustrated at life sometimes because of that.. the thing that hurts the most is that.. he would've been in san diego with me.... i know i would've been hanging with him almost everyday.. showing him the places i brought debbie to... arghhh...... i think tonight would be a good night to cry myself to sleep......
* teresa 7:45 PM l
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
so.. today was my
first day of school..
i woke up feeling sick.. and my headache was still there from last night.. =( so that was quite the bad times because i had it with me throughout the whole day. all i wanted to do during class was put my head down & sleep.. but i couldnt.. that'd make a really bad impression.. heh..
oooh!! my daddy gave me a wake up call this morning!!
"hey teresa.. wake up.. it's the first day of schooL!!" heh.. i love my dad!! <33 then my sister came back last night i guess & bought me stuff from her trip.. heh.. i thought she wasnt going to be here for my first day of college.. sooo that was nice..
i love the sis of ter!!
but yea! my first class was my
lifelong learning class.. the teacher is about to turn 40 & he has a tongue ring.. LOL.. he almost spit on clare.. xP that's what we get for sitting up front & center (psssh.. it's not our fault those were the only 2 seats together!) but yea.. after that.. i walked clare to class & then went to chill in palm court.. it's niceee.. too bad it was freakn' bright & i was burning up! while i was there.. i met a 4th year - liz & her boyfriend brian.. nice people.. gave me tips on my classes.. like what to take.. good stuff.. =)
after clare's class was done - we met up & saw christa!! ^^ hehe.. soooo freakn' awesome!!! soooo we sat with her.. then clare decided to leave.. since she couldve & all.. heh.. darn it! =P so i sat with christa & she did her homework.. while i just looked around..
i've noticed that yea.. a LOT of people smoke... =X i hate that. YUCK. but oh well.. nothing i can do about it.. & yea.. it's not really all that crowded or busy.. i remember sdsu being all YEA.. haha.. csusm is the opposite which is kind of nice.. yep yep..
while i was looking around.. i noticed some fish!! ahaha.. too bad one of them was short!! =(
michele: OMG I hATE being "tall"..
michele: and shti w
michele: were not even tall
michele: .. grRr stupid azn bois
michele: ..so fucckin short
michele: !!!!
hahaha.. NICE.. but yea.. around.. 11:15.. christa walked me to my next class.. & last class of the day..
intro. to econ oOweEee.. YEA. that's going to be a FUN class.. -.- hahaha.. oh wells.. i was seriously really bored & i wanted to go home & sleep.. good thing was he let us out 15 minutes early.. niceee.. =)
sooo yea!! jane called me up & i met up with her & rosemarie!! =)) it was soooo nice seeing them!! hehe.. heck.. it was nice seeing everyone today!! hehe.. i have a class with rose tomorrow.. =) so yea.. hung out with them til christa's class was done.. then i drove her to her car... DUDE. the parking at san marcos is freakn' crazyy!!! the dirt parking lot was full!! shoot..
".. cant wait to talk to you.. have a good day.. dont go insane!" - kevin
so yea.. got home.. tried to go to sleep.. my sister called me up to pick her up so being the cool person i am.. i did.. then.. had to go buy a car battery for her car because her car died.. bleh.. omb on the way there.. my uncle was driving & to all the slow drivers he was all like "WHAT THE FUCK!!".. lol.. it was hilarious.. mm!! then went with my uncle & aunt to fix it.. then returned the battery.. DANG.. car batteries are freakn HEAVY!! wtcrap!!
anyways. so we got home.. i seriously went straight to my room to go to sleep. mm.. it took awhile!! rawr.. then it started raining later on.. people kept calling me.. & yea.. the thunder didn't help.. it was nice & all.. but DANGiT.. my head fuckn hurt.. so RAWR.. really bad times..
slept for a little less than 2 hours.. ate dinner..
"am i hot?" .. hehh.. yea.. i made my sister feel my forehead.. =( 101.5!! =(( bad times!! arghh.. but yea.. i'm going to drink my tea.. call clare.. then go to sleep!!
* teresa 8:03 PM l
Monday, September 01, 2003
in 12 hours.. i will be done with my first class!! YES.. lol..
dang.. can you say NERD?! haha.. =P ya know ya love me.. but yea.. i'm excited.. too bad i have a 3 hour break inbetween my classes tomorrow.. bleh! so anyone want to come visit me? haha.. or call me? =) anytime from 8:15 to 11:30.. i'll be bored! =) yep yep!!
but yea.. my day today.. was okay. i got woken up at 11.. went to mcd's.. then went to pacific to watch 'the medallion' with my aunt & 2 little cousins.. yep. it was a pretty good movie.. haha.. then went to albertson's.. then home. i had to print stuff.. bleh.. that took awhile.. but i like my sister's brand spankin' new printer/scanner/copier whatever.. haha.. very nice.. then hung out at kevin's house.. watched tv with shannon for a good 2 hours.. haha.. yep yep. then my head started hurting. =/
came home. had dinner. showered. now here.. thinking about stuff.. which is making my headache even worse! =(
but yea.. i was thinking.. whoaa.. today's my last day of summer.. & yea.. most of you know how my summer was.. some really bad times.. with the few good ones.. heh.. i'm thankful for all the good ones though... yea.. i dont know where i'm going with this.. but yea.. i think that.. i've changed. or grew up a little. i know i've grown up from the past 4 years.. but i've grown from this past summer also.. as sucky as it was.. i've grown from it.. from me being a freshman in hs to a soon to be freshman in college.. HAHA.. DAMN.. big differences.. high school was just a big social thing to me.. i was into the whole aZn thang for a little bit.. i wanted to fit in with the "cool people".. pssh.. but as the years passed.. i realized that i have to care about what i think of myself.. and not care about what others think of you.. (heh.. thanks vinnie!).. then the whole "cool" group.. dude. it's just a lot of unnecessary drama.. i'm glad i never got into that whole thing. i dont know.. all the great things i've learned - to work/study hard, strive to do your best, not to care about what others think about you - are... what i'm going to go into csusm with.. i'm going to work my butt off.. before & after i figure out what i want to do with the rest of my life..
you know.. i've been reading chris' blog.. (whoo.. you're such a great philosopher!) & yea.. he talked about passion.. & i dont know.. it makes me jealous of all my friends who do have passion towards the things they love & want to do.. me.. i'm just a big ol' question mark..
ok. you know what? i'm going to finish this later because it's seriously making my head hurt. =/
have a good first day tomorrow!! to those of you starting school tomorrow!! hehe..
* teresa 8:54 PM l
so my day was nice! i got to hang with two of my favorite san diego girls today!! =P
i hung out with michele from like.. 2 til 6.. we talked.. then decided to bake something.. haha.. so we went to
albertsons to buy the stuff.. then went back to her house & baked cupcakes!! oh man.. hehe.. good stuff!! i havent baked anything since.. spring break in las vegas.. =P so that was fun.. ahahaha.. the cake?! .. oh man.. freakn' hilarious!! =) man.. i miss hanging out with michele..
then.. i went to go pick up my bf!! ehehe.. we went to
islands in mira mesa.. didnt see any cute guys.. =( hehe.. it was fun.. =) then from there.. we walked over to
barnes & noble.. weeeeee.. the
GREATEST place ever!! hahaha.. =P but yea.. read some books.. oh man.. i feel stupid always going to the kid's section, but they have some good books!! hehe.. =)) then we walked over to jamba juice to see if jane was working.. but she wasnt.. =( then picked up apps for starbucks.. walked back to my kidD.. drove back to my house.. got movies.. then back to clare's.. we watched "pirates of the carribbean".. mm.. orlando bloom!!!! ;D jb is sooo funny.. when what's her face.. elizabeth swan fell off.. he ran to the tv & was all like 'whoAaaa!!!' lol!! sooo hilarious.. little kids are cute!! hehe..
so yea.. that was my
8.31.o3!! =)
when i was talking to michele.. we decided that yea..
guys should have restraints on what to say to a girl.. because some guys just dont understand that once there's a boundary set.. you cant really cross it.. like.. with friends.. you shouldnt say things you'd say to someone you like more than a friend.. (omb.. such bad grammar.. whatever) but yea.. you know what i mean right? .. yea. it'd be the whole giving false hope/awkwardness/whatever all over again.. YUCK..
man oh man.. school is approaching!! i'm sooo excited.. i seriously want to meet new people!! hehe.. my goal for the first week is to meet someone new.. =) yep yep!! that could probably happen!! haha.. since i have a 3 hour break inbetween classes on tuesday!! haha.. oh man.. what WILL i do?! xT bleh.. oh well.. we'll see, wont we?! hehe.. oh man.. i'm getting psyched!!!
but yea.. i'm getting tired. argh. but watch - i wont fall asleep til 2am. heh.. i'm good like that!! soo yea..
goodnight!!
* teresa 12:02 AM l