Wednesday, September 28, 2005
ma HAAAA ma.
annn TEEEEEE.
^~ what may & i wish isabelle really said! hahaha..
* teresa 9:25 PM l
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
i sometimes wish i had school on tuesdays.
because tuesdays are the days my uncle has off. & when he's off & at home, there's lots of noise & yea. i dont LIKE NOISE! especially!! when i'm sleeping & wake up because of it. OR! when i'm trying to study/read & cant concentrate.
i should just go out every tuesday. but that would involve gas!
me: hi! are you guys busy right now?
mrL: no.. *then proceeds to tell me what everyone's doing*
me: oh.. can i come over & study because umm.. my house isnt quiet right now!
mrL: haha.. yea.. come on over!
me: THANK YOU!
i like how i totally went over there to study for things due on FRIDAY! haaa. nerd status, WHAT WHAT! but then again, my head was going to burst from all the noise in my house. weeeee.
sleep. YUM!!
* teresa 10:52 PM l
Monday, September 26, 2005
me: can you translate 'bebot' for me??
randy: jessica will do it for you!
jessica: you know what bebot means right?
me: yeaa.. maybe! tell me again!
j: bebot is baby girl
*song starts playing*
j: *starts translating* babygirl babygirl *continues*
HAHAHA.. yea. that was from friday. it was funny! to me & randy! haha.. maybe you had to be there. =))
saturday was lots of fun! =) babysat isbee 8:30-10:30am. "i feel like an alcoholic just holding this!" car ride to rside w/ anton, chris, annie & clare. temecula duck pond! cooool place! SURPRISE! for christa & chris p! "so we're not going clubbing??" 'i asked him if he wanted to say now that he knows this is for him & he does!' hahaha.. yummy food! sobeEr fun. ^.~ saw rommel after 4 years of not! =) met his friends. jager bomb. "oooH! PARTY FOUL!" king's cup. haha.. it's fun being a speculator. cleaning. red! car ride back. fog?! new reason to not like it! thanks a lot!! haha.. home 3:30am.
sunday was overlapped with saturday's events. haha! woke up around 9 after going to sleep at 4ish. =( "are you hung over?!" haha. jerk! =P went over to kevin's earlier than everyone. helped. "yea, teresa cant cook! she cant even use a can opener!" hahaha.. omgosh.. when my sister was at my grandma's, i went to go help her & yeaa! RANDOMEST dog ever! she opened her door & there was a little dog outside that JUMPED up into her lap & into the car! so i was freaking out! thinking it was going to get isabelle or something. haha.. so may picks it up & puts it outside. i try to distract it while she's getting isabelle & her stuff, but it's not working. it just kept going back to may! so finally, it went away, but then as we were walking down to kevin's, i look back & it's right at my sister's heel! haha.. what the heezy! then when we got to the house, it walked right on in! haha..
me: brian!! can you do something for me?? can you make this dog go away??
brian: what the heck! where did it come from?!
me: it just followed me & may from our house!!
b: HAHAHA..
everyone was like "where'd this dog come from?! yeaa.. it was so totally funny! kevin made isbee laugh more than i have ever in my life. =( haha.. she hates me! but yea. it was sooo nice. it was a GOOD surprise because kevin's mom thought kevin & shannon were back at school, but nope.. SURPRISEEE!! haha.. =))
i'm going to miss gangster brother kevin. =( who else can i bug in really close proximity?? =/ i wish clare lived 5 houses down from me. booo!
monday! today. i parked in the cool, closer lot to the school! yayy! it was super awesome! nothing out of the ordinary. but when michele & i were leaving my house to go study somewhere, she pointed out this awesome sight! i loveeee it!
it was extra pretty at sunset!
* teresa 9:57 PM l
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i had such a wacky friday. but, at the same time, a good one. i suppose. depends on how you tweak it so it IS good. haha..
called someone out of the blue just because it was someone new i wanted to talk to. gahh.. i forgot all about those guts you have to build up to actually go through w/ something! i'm random sometimes. but i just want to have a new friend. or at least - a new person to talk to. i think *sometimes* i rush into things that make people get the wrong idea. (ie. nickel!)
then in the latter part of the day, randy, jon erik, jessica & i were at tapioca express & the new guy working the cash register gave me 9 cents in change when i gave him exact change. o.O?? yea. exactly! so i felt bad & i dont want bad karma to come back to me, so i decided to put it in the tip jar when i went back to get my drink. but, when i went to get my drink, there was a horde of people around the tip jar, so i asked the guy to put it in for me. "what, are you too lazy to put it in yourself?!" .. 'at least i'm giving you money!' .. "well, thanks!" haha.. then i forgot napkins, so i went to get them & the guy looked at me & all 3 of them noticed him smiling at me. HAHA.. "heyy.. maybe now YOU can get FREE drinks, teresa!" haha.. -.-
i dont know. the whole thing from tapex was.. fun. (& NOT considered FLIRTING!) but for some odd reason, i felt some kind of comfort w/ giving that guy attitude. haha.. ok. straying from that whole thing now. but yea, i miss that feeling of meeting someone new & just being THAT comfortable w/ them.. where both parties are just so open to new people. even when people say they're open to meet new people, i still think they're picky. haha.. i dont know.
last night, i was in the mood to listen music on my playlist. since i've been playing the same music over & over on my laptop. so i plugged in my cable cord to my desktop. & let the music flow. then i decided to look through old conversations i had w/ people. (dead aim is awesome like that.) & i've got to say, i miss a lot of the people that i dont talk to as much or at all with anymore. =( i think it's semi ironic how.. the people that wanted to be friends w/ me i semi took for granted & now that i've semi gotten over myself, i semi wish they were in my life still. (minus all those semi's.) but, i guess, as always, that's how life works.
but.. can i really complain? no. i <3 my life. i swear, everytime i have to watch isabelle, i'm just amazed at how much i <3 that little girl! haha.. even though she's only been in the world for a little over 5 months, it's.. overwhelming. it always gives me a greater appreciation for life. kind of corny like cheese (haha. who was i being stupid w/ regarding to that phrase?), but whatever. that's my outlook on it all. sometimes we need little reminders on why life is so precious.
i think.. it's true when everyone says they dont regret things they've done or things that have happened in the past. i always agree w/ them.. because w/o all that's happened, i'd probably still be taking advantage of having so many people in my life & not appreciating it as much. sure, there were bad mistakes, decisions, statements, situations created on my part, but that's what happens. SHIT. it's up to the person to decide whether they want to dwell in it or step up & get over it.
* teresa 1:54 PM l
Friday, September 23, 2005
i hate it when people think they know everything. i dont know why i find it annoying. but it makes them seem like they're above everyone else. it gives them an air of arrogance. bleh!
once you develop a disdain for a certain person, everything they can say that would normally be humorous (if you liked them) is NOT! but it's funny how if you liked that person, or at least respected them, whatever they choose to say would be 'tolerable'.. i dont know. just an interesting observation.
stop affecting me so!!!
* teresa 5:21 PM l
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
my printer has been - what i believe - to be possessed. haha. i like making things sound interesting! -.- not really. but yea. it hasnt been functioning since i got it new ink. =( so i decided to bust out the manual because i finally had time to try to fix/figure it out by myself! so after reading the manual which didnt help, i went on their site, which was also not a big help.. so.. i was at the brink of being HELLA fustrated & wanting to hit something. but.. i know better. hah. & miraculously inbetween my fustrated moments & thinking the manual & website didnt help, i guess it DID because it started working again!! YAYYY!!
.. but! now i'm too scared to turn it off. =/
reading the news is depressing. blah. such a horrible year. i swear.
i got a message on myspace earlier from a friend from my middle school days. it totally made my day! see.. myspace is nonevil that way! & ONLY that way! "You know what i was just thinking the other day, i wonder what teresa "see-toe" is up too, wow that was a long time ago." haha.. i used to tell them that was an easy way to say my last name. hahaha.. aww.. memories.. <3!
do i really want a job? .. rawrr!
i have like, no friends in my thursday & friday classes! aww.. how sad! i heart my mgmt class because there's a total of 12 of us! haha.. so it's more comfortable/"intimate." i wish they were all like that!
OH. so in mgmt today, we had a guest speaker & we were talking about the 6 pillars of ethics. & he got down to i think #5: CARING. "as i got older, i stopped caring as much." haha.. too bad i'm already there! well, in transition.
tired. i want to be like this:
too bad i'd need drugs to do so.
* teresa 8:27 PM l
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
my mom is SOOOOO funny!! hahaha.. like, cant breathe clutching your stomach because youre laughing so hard funny! haha.. =DD she was reading the card she got for kevin's mom to me & it was pretty funny because she didnt know a few words, but still got it. "it's funny right?!" haha.. aww!! =)))
i like gangster kevin's laugh. HAHAHA.. whata nerd! "mm. rat meat!" 'tastes just like chicken!' yuck! haha..
random rain, lightning & thunder = NOT FUN! =/
* teresa 9:57 PM l
Saturday, September 17, 2005
september is more than halfway over! what the heck!
man, i just feel like i've been caught up in all this school work! but it's good because i'm trying to stay on top of it all. because once you fall behind, it just SUCKS! & might lead to laziness & eventually FAILURE!! hah. i love how i totally blew that out of context! but then again, my definition of failure is.. not applying all of myself to something because of laziness, procrastination, carelessness - basically any kind of excuse.
earlier today, i was browsing through people's blogs & saw a link to the trailer to the 4th harry potter movie!! OMGOSH!! i got SOOOO SUPER DUPER ECSTATIC!! =DDD!! like, seriously! can it be november yet?! haha..
i have decided.. that my "social" days are MW the hour break i have between mgmt & spanish. sucks! & on thursday nights for an hour or two playing board games. haha.. scattergories yesterday was fun! i should've put down "girl from mercy road!" YEA DIRT IS COLD!! =P hahaha.. i'm such a crackhead. why are you still friends with me? sigh.
as i was trying to write down birth dates, i had to skim through old posts. man. i'm so glad the mind set i had back then has evolved. & new wrinkles have been formed. =) haha.. sure, i have my moments where i know i'm being immature, but who doesnt. it's good to have a more realistic mentality than an idealistic one. i think that's why i dont have a good imagination. hah. and why i cant lie! because i cant think of creative excuses. mm.. sucks? not really.
tired. sleep? ok!
* teresa 12:45 AM l
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i didnt know csusm had a shuttle thing! -.-
so in MIS today, it was pretty interesting in the beginning, but got super f-ing boring the last 30 minutes. but for one of the presentations, they were talking about if you could trust companies or people that have your information (ie: banks, credit card companies, school!, etc.) it kind of sucks because we tend to trust a lot of people in those positions w/ that kind of information, but the information they receive could be misplaced?? what was it, 3500(0?) ucsd student's SSN & personal info was lost last year.. GEEZ! then there's the whole thing w/ identity theft. it was pretty bad because our teacher was telling us that people who PHISH (so it sounds like fish) are people who make websites that look like the actual ones. the ones that could ask for personal info & all that stuff.. UGH! i felt soooo ashamed because i knew someone who could (but dont know if he actually did). but yes, to see if a website is secure, there should be a little lock on the bottom on the page, or an S in the http part, so it'd be https://.. haha.. it has https for gmail. yep. learning stuff is awesome! =)
i think it's horrible how.. i ate "so much" at lunch, but i dont think it was.. gahh! i just feel so disgusted with food.. =/
reading to do. sigh.
* teresa 11:28 PM l
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
yesterday, clare, annie, jackie & i went to hazard center to watch
JUST LIKE HEAVEN!! =) i usually figure out what happens in movies, but w/ this movie, i decided to just go along w/ it.. letting myself become all emotional & humored at just all the right spots. ahh!! =) i like how i'm all wondering when it's going to be out on dvd when it hasnt hit theatres yet! =P but yes.. watch it! =)) it's pretty RIGHTEOUS! ^.~ hahaha..
ok. my short break turned into a 3 hour one. back to studying!
* teresa 10:13 PM l
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
it's been awhile, but whatever. no one else updates. =/
i got to hang out w/ may & isabelle for a little bit this past weekend. man. that little girl makes me smile just because she's so freakn cuuuute! =)) when we went over to anne's, her mom was making isbee laugh SOOO MUCH!! it was the cutest thing! she'd be laughing all super loud, quiet, then laughing & yea. hahaha.. seriously, she's loved by everyone! it's funny listening to my mom & (now! even my) dad gush about her.. haha.. yayy family! =)
school's decent. i've contemplating about graduate school lately. just, yea.. i dont know. my classes are pretty chill. but i'm sure the work load will all pile up towards the end of the semester. or hm.. in a few weeks before "midterms".. yayy! haha.. & i've noticed that almost ALL of my teachers want us to participate. yuck! but whatever. i've got to suck it up & just DO IT. =(
board games. haha.. freakn fun! cranium. then "sculpting" fun doh. one tree hill, cry me a river, men are from mars women are from venus.. haha.. pictionary! oh man.. i swear, i wonder if i'd even guess it if i didnt draw it. haha.. no one understands meeee! or yea, my thinking process, i guess? haha.. i want taboo.
i have bug bites. but i wonder if they're flea bites? because i watched rufus & chai last weekend & chai kept rubbing up on my leg. =/ crap. it itches! rawr rawr!
"hold on! i'm putting my rocks away!" .. 'only someone like you can say that w/ a straight face!' hahaha.. =)) i <33 them. i went over to my 2nd home last night for dinner & a movie. i havent been there in awhile.. so it was realllly nice. =) 'because you're our national treasure..' =)))
running out of stuff to babble about, so i'm going to do hw. BYE!
* teresa 12:03 PM l
Saturday, September 10, 2005
so i like how..
- people trust me w/ certain things. <3
- i stayed up til 3am reading for fun. -.-
- my hand randomly shakes as if i'm nervous.
- i'm about to drive 5 houses down because i'm lazy.
hm.. i want to watch a movie. you too?! CALL ME. = )
* teresa 1:09 PM l
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i want to do something. sigh.
my brother showed me the ipod nano. YUM!
ugh. i'm hooked on this song! i should get someone to dl it for me because i'm just on this guy's random myspace listening to it over & over. -.- yea. i'm THAT awesome. haha..
* teresa 7:04 PM l
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
aw. i miss family. jasper's way of giving people kisses. =)
* teresa 10:45 PM l
Monday, September 05, 2005
thursday, 09.01.05MIS302 @ 3-4:50. 'i like everything, including GOLF!' .. "i like everything, EXCEPT golf!" .. 'hi my name is ___ & i like chairs!' .. "hi my name is ___ & i like long walks on the beach!" haha.. board game night @ 8. operation! -.- cranium. leave it to beaver. haha. marvin's toaster was so great! haha.. "i'm african american.. i'm a singer.." 'JAMES BROWN!' haha.. rawr! i shouldve gotten that baby question. RAWR! school? college? kindergarten! wth! haha..
friday, 09.02.05class @ 1-2:50. jessica brought aja to school! funn! 25 people were trying to crash it! "are you a crasher? or standby passenger?" haha.. copy serve. spectrum. amanda, teresa & victor came. the merry go round! "i want the camel!" haha.. victor's house. "are you guys twins?" 'um. because we have the same name??' teresa rode his motorcycle. amanda & i explored. lizard! blah! =T ants eating catepillar. spider killing a bee! ruby's diner. "he wouldnt even dance for us." "where the party at?" 'in the prius in the parking lot of rob-may!' haha.. rowland heights. met kean & friends. bowling in west covina. "uh. what city are we in?!" "we're not letting you leave until you say yes!" -.- 'you can hold my hair back while i puke!' haha.. stupid FOG! saw imaginary (scary) things. home by 3.
saturday, 09.03.05may's @ 9:30. played with, held, changed, fed, burped, sang to isabelle. "why do i want to eat your foot? i dont know!" *baby gurgle gurgle coo coo* haha.. got gas. @.@ $27. not TOO shabby. home. dinner. planned to do hw. ended up watching 'crash' & reading..
* side note on CRASH : i think it was such a GOOD movie. ["Challenging & thought provoking, Lions Gate Films' CRASH takes a provocative, unflinching look at the complexities of racial tolerance in contemporary America."] i honestly got mad at some parts.. ok. at a LOT of parts because.. what's going on.. is true. the racial discrimination that still goes on. w/in groups of people, from authorities to civilians, etc. it shows how narrow minded some people can still be & it was good because it showed how.. while we may be discriminating against another group, it goes back on you. ahhh. yea. just watch it. it'll be worth it. =))
sunday, 09.04.05laundry. homework.. kind of! bonfire @ corona del mar w/ diana. studied spanish on the way up! haha.. took an adventure on the rocks w/ diana, amanda & teresa. saw a kid catch a tiger shark! "can i touch it?!" haha.. sandy! "ummm.. this is far as i can go! teresa was right about wanting to go on the safe route!" it took me forever & a day getting off! amanda & victor left! =( semi mingled. thanks for going w/ me bword!! =) "if they're mean to me, i'm going to be mean right back at them!" hell freakn yea! stupid
inebriated people! spectrum, scary ferris wheel! no *single* cute boys.
sunset at corona del marmonday, 09.05.05today was supposed to be my 'just chill at home, do nothing' day. so i was doing just that until my sister called me at like 2ish & asked me about the fire in carmel mountain. "uhh.. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!" yea, apparently there was a brush fire that started behind mchs around 1. & so i looked outside the window & saw a big orange/brown cloud! WTH! sooo yea. i've come to the conclusion that i get scared easily? haha.. maybe! thanks to all the people that called to check on me. =)) i learned that the little "shortcut" from my house to RB can be opened! you just have to cut the chain. -.- dumb. so, from like 1 to 6, i was just all edgy. because yea, it moved from behind mchs to like, a mile (give or take) away from me! =/ soooo yea. once again, i'm glad i have people who know how i am & know how to calm me down! haha.. kevin's mom was all explaining to me on how i shouldnt freak out. "everyone here is worried about you! they're all like 'talk to teresa!'" haha.. <3 man. crazy stuff. i'm tired. =(
* teresa 8:14 PM l
Friday, September 02, 2005
why are people so.. not reliable?
dude. what the heck ever!! HAHAHA.
this weekend is going to suck! i dont want to go anywhere FAR because of the stupid gas prices. =( rawrr. so i'll be a loner & read at home or something! or i dont know. read ahead for classes? be an ultimate nerd? POSSIBLYYYY! krrrhahaha.. please, no. =/
* teresa 11:46 AM l
