Tuesday, May 31, 2005
yesterday i wanted to bang my head against the wall because it hurt so bad.
today i wanted to punch my own reflection because my hair cut is so ugly!
exaggerating? yea, probably. but I think it's ugly. i was watching her cut it & i was thinking "omgosh.. she's going to give me the fob look." (yea, dont ask me about my thought process in that.. you dont want to know.)
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"OHMYGOSH! your legs are so WHITE!!" - brother to i
"do you need directions?! because youre taking a long time to get home!" - i to brother (suggested by mother.. HAHA!)
t: dont wana hang out w/ me huh!
bruce: Lol
b: how did u find out, did danny tell u?
t: =((!
brian: oOo...Teresa got her hair did
b: nice
b: im gonna get my did tomorrow, too
t: haha
t: too bad mine was did bad!
"go learn some zippo tricks!" cause knowing me, i'd burn myself someway, somehow!
* teresa 7:09 PM l
Monday, May 30, 2005
honey bunches of oats w/ peaches = my new favorite! = )
so i dont understand how i do NOTHING alllllll day & not be tired. well.. nevermind. i understand how, but it sucks! haha..
danny let me get the killers, bond & the postal service albums off of his computer. haha.. we dont have very much music in common! but yea. it'll suffice.
umm.. i have nothing to say because i havent been doing much! OH. but i'll be back in san diego later than i told some people. yeaa. it doesnt matter though.
blub.
* teresa 1:48 AM l
Saturday, May 28, 2005

vegas is nice at 7pm. = )friday: TKD! cue d's. BUG! kat injured it. debb finished it off! i just squealed a lot. hahaha.. "i bet those guys are like 'whatre those girls making so much noise for?!'" smoke & no ventilation = UGH! desert breeze park. random bugs! mon & jon came. "reverse! ok.. park!" 'you have small eyes!' grass/bugs that made me itch!
what is up with the bug population today?! brian's beach sushi. quaint restaurant. carrie & miguel came! "you guys get 4 days each! ha! i still know my math!" drawings by debbie! "is that a pencil??" "where do you live?" 'how does a plasma tv work?' "i just missed it.. why are you guys laughing?" 'dont question, just laugh!' haha.. orleans - bowling. saw andy's brother. brian brought us socks! "they're used." 'WHAT?!' "i suck at bowling!" haha.. 0=) "just ONE more!" home @ 12 on the dot!
* stop being lazy; take more pictures!
* teresa 1:58 AM l
Thursday, May 26, 2005
"Don't make someone a PRIORITY
who only makes you an OPTION."saw this in cuzE's profile. GOOD SHIT.
selective in what i share. & in what i want to be the truth.
so.. i'm being hella fuckn anal about spelling & grammar for some ODD reason. your/you're, their/there/they're, effect/affect, right/write.. blahblah. ANAL.
b: psshhh, your face is weird
haha.. i need to make the most out of the time i have here. i'm going to miss the friends the second i get on the plane.
i have the urge to cut/dye my hair out of pure, utter boredom.
"my solution is not to start!" 'so why dont you just not stop when you start??"
my heart hurts.
* teresa 1:30 PM l
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
katrina's grandpa read me my fortune today. = )
gosh.. i distort things sometimes.. haha.. "yeaa! her grandpa said i'm going to be rich because of MY FACE!" hahaha.. @.@
today was a good day chilling w/ mon & kat. i want to see carrie though! ahh.. need to call people.
* teresa 11:18 PM l
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
baby belle cries LOUD now.
'you hate me!' "why are you so sad!" 'i know! its so hard being you!' "i'm not used to it being a real human being!" (HA! that one wasnt from me!) hahaha..
froggy wont eat! =(
my blog's being dumb. maybe it's time for a new one. siigh.
* teresa 5:26 PM l
Saturday, May 21, 2005
OH MY GOSH!!!spring 2005 is my best semester, YET! =D OH MAN OH MAN!!!
i'm excited & i'm a nerd & i want to SHARE! (i dont care if you dont care!)
ACCT 203: A
ECON 250: B+
HIST 131: A
SPAN 102: A-
so my gpa for the semester is a 3.76!!! HELL FUCKN YEA!!! =D
& my gpa overall is slowly increasing: 3.45.. it'll have to do. =)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! HAPPY!!! (for the moment! =D) i'm glad the antisocialness & everything PAID OFF!! even though i'm upset w/ that A-, BAH! haha.. i'm soooo fuckn HAPPY about my fuckn A in accounting!! =D
ok. bye.
* teresa 11:36 PM l
Friday, May 20, 2005
so i've been checking my school email like 2-3 times a day! haha.. & i GOT AN EMAIL yesterday!! yea.. i was all reading it.. then i see.. "Congratulations on becoming an official business administration major!"
YEA, BABY!!
I'M A BUSINESS MAJOR!! *insert big cheesy grin here!*
- grades will be posted on smart web on the 24th!!
- fall parking permits will be available june 1st!
so yea. my UGLY, and i mean
UGLY schedule for fall:
SPAN 201 / MW 7-8:15am
BUS 304 / MW, 8:30-9:55am; M, 10-10:50am
MKTG 305 / TR, 5-6:50pm
MIS 302 / R, 3-4:50pm
BUS 302 / F, 1-2:50pm
i want to try crashing MGMT 305 on TR 11-12:50 & get rid of MKTG 305 to make my life somewhat easier! haha.. grr.. i'm too chicken to take whoever's teaching a certain class now! i dont want crappy teachers! =/
soooo..this whole post was basically about SCHOOL! haha.. whatevers. =)
but yea - the internet has lost its appeal. the phase has past. i need to do what i did a few summers ago & go on for only like 2 hours TOPS. or TOTAL.
LIFE should be LIVED.
* teresa 12:49 AM l
Thursday, May 19, 2005
monday was kind of boring! it was rainy & gloomy, so the watching the sunset @ la jolla plan fell through. =( but at night, diana, randy, clare, nik, trish, shea & i got together @ el torito for some good times & food! haha.. lots of talking & laughing. i missed that. & me screaming hella loud in that near but not empty quite yet restaurant. =T sooooo horrible!! =/ then random doings in the parking lots of grocery stores.. haha.. clare & diana TPing shea's car as he was leaving. =P but yea.. it's crazy. i got kind of sad after because this is the start.. in 2 or 3 years, we're all going to leave san marcos.. ahhh.. but then again, like nik said "it's not like we're not going to see each other again.." or yea.. haha..

aww.. i'm going to miss shea.. =(tuesday.. my mom wanted to leave by 5pm. soooo we left at like 7:40?! -.- but yea. dim sum w/ family, moved stuff, cut my foot! (it feels like it's bruising! =/), hung out @ may's, 5 hour car trip back to las vegas.. i felt bad because i slept like, 2 hours. =/ it sucks because i know how hard it is to drive that far & late at night?! blehh.. i'm a bad daughter..

may, belle & i.. = )wednesday.. my first day back in vegas! =) random, chill, good day. hung out w/ my other half! too bad i hurt myself when i hugged her! haha.. =P went to target, chinatown, "let's go to 99, so the mexican guys can stare at us!" -.- snow peas! YUM!, debbie's, LIFETIME channel!, "what up cat!" haha, "do you have a closet?" 'yea. why?' "HANG THIS UP!", dinner, met arthur, learned a new word, met eric, hot bricks, BLUE MAN GROUP! =D again! haha.. home before my mom?! rawr.

debbie decorated herself! weeeeee! haha..

my turn, my turn!! haha.. good times.. sometimes it's good NOT to have plans. especially so people DONT disappoint by cancelling or flaking on you. yayyy for no expectations & disappointments! =)
* teresa 1:56 PM l
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
t: whatre WE gona do today
t: haha
d: hmmmmmmmmmm
d: be coooool
t: lol
t: well BESIDES THAT
t: =P
d: oh yeah its given
d: silly me
i <3 my other half! haha.. = )
too bad i JUST missed alex. =( boo to that!
i'm excited to hang out with whoever! haha..
oh. & i got a cut on my foot yesterday. it's ugly. =(
* teresa 11:50 AM l
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
so i knew i wouldnt be able to register this morning.. even though today is my registration date. i'm nervous because some of the classes i want for fall are slowly declining! ahhh! (although! some classes are still huge in number like 111.. @.@ but i heard she's a bad teacher, so argh!) so yea - i need to check my freakn email everyday to see if i made it into the college of business before i can register! BLARGHRAWR.
i want to go back to sleep. but i might as well make the most out of my day now, huh? mm.. yea.
* teresa 8:06 AM l
Monday, May 16, 2005
effort: too much or too little? who should decide? the person who's on the receiving or giving end of the deal?
assumptions are dumb. period.
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so as i was driving home from the mall the other day, i saw a DOUBLE DECKER BUS on the 15. i thought i was going crazy! then the shadows moving around freaked me out, so i passed it.
then when i went to the library w/ michele, i found a dollar behind the front cover. too bad i didnt take the lucky buck.
* teresa 12:25 AM l
Sunday, May 15, 2005
so i threw my phone at the wall.
HA. whatever.
* teresa 12:50 AM l
Saturday, May 14, 2005
i had a nice talk w/ my brother the other night. he went through this whole analysis of people. but when it came down to it, it was simple: PEOPLE are JERKS. but whatever, you have to learn to deal. i'm totally simplifing the conversation, but yea. heh.
for some reason, i was thinking about 'what if i were to be totally depedent upon myself?' HA.. i'd be SCREWED. i cant do anything. i was watching my mom fix things @ my sister's house & i was just like WOW. haha.. i'd be totally wasting my money paying people to do it for me just because i didnt know how.. i suck. =/
& i'm talking to randy & yea. i dont know how to cook! haha.. i need to LEARN! sheesh.. i know some BOYS who can cook more than me & that makes me feel worthless as a girl! so a goal for my 20 days in vegas: learn how to COOK from mom. =)
school's been over for a day, but i want to know what my grades are already!! haha.. i'm a big time nerd! yessiree! & for some reason, i want to cram in 3 classes for summer, but i know i'll have NO life if i do so, but those are my last 3 GE's.. rawr! ok. no more school ramble bamble.
it's always going to be there. <3
so i was talking to my mom earlier, as she was fixing something:
t: so when are you coming over tomorrow?
m: i dont know, i'll have to see when the baby wakes up & i'll probably have to give her a bath before the party
t: so youre giving her a bath EVERYday now?! like a REAL HUMAN BEING?!
*long pause because my mom was concentrating*
m: .. what do you mean?! she IS a human being!!
hahaha.. ugh. i dont even know what i was thinking! haha.. <3 the baby!
you know.. it's really nice having suprisingly good conversations with people you havent talked to in a long time just because you've lost touch or have been too busy. it's refreshing. =)
man.. so i was looking @ alex's pictures from when he went to japan & they are BEA-U-TI-FUL! wow.. just BEING in country other than the great US of A, has to be an INTERESTING experience! it just made me want to GO SOMEWHERE! outside of the states. sooooo i totally cant wait until NEXT summer! please please please! haha..
mmm. all this randomness is tiring me out. goodnight/morning.
* teresa 1:14 AM l
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
so.. i'm not the smartest cookie in the jar.. get over it!
bahh.. haha.. i've only told some people this because i still feel hella dumb, but yea! haha.. so this whole semester, i've had the wrong book for econ & realized it like 3 weeks before the end of the semester. -.- so i decided, 'whatevers clevers! i'll be able to sell it back at the end!' so the end of that class has come & i went to go sell it back, but TOO BAD they're not BUYING them back!! screw you! blahh! so i was kind of mad. it has the same material as the right book, but blahh! STILL! & for my 3 outside reading books for history, which were $10-12 each.. i got a total of $4.25 back! .. i hate the school book buying system.
i swear. i'm going to buy my books online next semester. =D
3 finals down, 1 more to go! man.. it's so hard to concentrate when i just DONT CARE! .. but i should. i seriously should. mm.. *glances at study guide* it's a lot to cram into my head just to forget the minute i'm DONE! .. -.-
so much complaining about school. tomorrow i'll be whistling a totally different tune. mm.. i dont know where that vocabulary is coming from! haha..
ahhh.. i amuse myself. mmmyea.
i love how chinese people=TALK like theyre YELLING. weeeeeee. especially when this house=THIN walls! blahBLAHblahtoyourface. iamameanperson.
i want to do another road trip. kind of. maybe. haha..
mmhmm. 10 more hours until i'm on SUMMER vacation!! =D!
* teresa 9:50 PM l
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
bah. i found this as a draft. i was going to blog it earlier, but whatever! haha.. here it is NOW! =P
dudley (12:35:06 AM): anyways homework does suk
d (12:35:18 AM): infact im doing some right now
d (12:35:33 AM): and i jsut remembered it was your birthday
d (12:35:40 AM): or it was
d (12:35:46 AM): and decided to bug you about it
i like how people remember @ random moments! haha.. =) oooh! & i also learned some pretty cool words from udley!! haha..
- pulchritudinous (adj): characterized by or having great physical beauty & appeal
- floccinaucinihilipilification (n): an act or instance of judging something to be worthless or trivial
* i saw this one in a geico commerical! it was random, but funny as heck! haha..
- floccinaucinihilipilificatious (adj): estimation of sometihng as being worthless
dickson (1:07:26 AM): get a job at baskin robins
d (1:07:27 AM): lol
t (1:07:33 AM): u suck
t (1:07:34 AM): =D
d (1:07:37 AM): haag and daaz
d (1:07:38 AM): hehe
i miss the vegas friends.
ONE WEEK!!
* teresa 10:32 AM l
Monday, May 09, 2005
so here's my theory on why i dont have a long attention span or tolerance for studying this week: if i dont study for the finals & still take them & somehow fail (not super failing, but like 50 up), then i will still get that A/B because it's a high one.
it's like what we learned in econ [the catch up effect] it'd be easier to improve if you were at the bottom than at the top. because if youre at the bottom, the only way is to go UP. but if youre already at the top, you can only improve a little.
.. so that's what i get for paying attention, going to class everyday & doing the assignments?? BAH!!
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yesterday was a nice break, kinda sorta! hung out w/ kevin's family for a little bit.. then headed over to my sister's.. i'm a FAILURE because i baked them cakes, but when i was visiting w/ the lehmans, their cakes MELTED! (the frosting!) i suck because i didnt take a picture before either.. RAWR! anywayss! yea. it was funn!
my sister was telling me how whenever my mom's like, "teresa yee yee is coming over".. isabelle looks at the door.. haha.. but i'm sure its a coincidence! so yea.. we hung out & i took up space.. haha.. then we had dinner @ chilis.. "make it a salad!" mm.. yea. haha..
soooooooo now that i've wasted approximately 15 minutes online, i should get back to studying. mm.. maybe!
* teresa 11:07 AM l
Saturday, May 07, 2005
why cant finals be optional? .. BLAH!
i know i should feel stressed, but i'm not. = )
there's no food in the house & i need food for ENERGY for my body to FUNCTION! haha.. dontcha like how that all ties together?! =P haha.. i get soooo sleepy whenever i open up my history books! bah! stupid things. sooooo i'm getting my sugar from the ring pops my sister left here! haha.. =T
WELL.. this was a nice break from working on my study guide! haha.. i dont WANT to do this anymore, but like diana said, "it's not about what we want.. its about getting shit done!" that'll be my motto for this week!
* teresa 5:42 PM l
Thursday, May 05, 2005
so i took many many breaks today..
- finished reading 'digital fortress'! = )
- took a 3 hour nap!
- hung out @ the lehmans for 30 or so minutes.
mrsL: ok brian.. so you know you have to take care of the animals before you take care of yourself..
b: ok mom.. i'll feed teresa!
me: HEY!
hahaha.. = )
i'm slowly typing up my cheat sheet. it's bugging me. i'm going soooo slow! bahh! i really dont care. lalalaaaaaaaa.. tomorrow's my 1st final & i'm going to be soooooo freakn relieved!! i'm already OVER accounting.. haha.. i'm ready to go back to vegas!
whaooooookay. back to typing. type type type.
* teresa 9:05 PM l
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i <3 babies! they're so fun! =)
my uncle from ny is in town & so we all went to eat at this buffet (which was way disappointing) on convoy. most of finished when my cousin & her family came.. so i was making faces @ jasper (my cousin's son who's 1) & all of a sudden, he just started LAUGHING! hahaha.. for NO REASON!! we were all like "what's he laughing at?" then laughing because he was laughing. *laughter's contagious! =P
so then.. my aunt was like "he's looking at teresa!" & then i think my uncle was like "he's imitating her!" because i'd laugh & then jasper would laugh.. and yea.. it was freakn hilarious! but i think jasper was making fun of me.. hahaha.. sooooo great. i <3 it. family's FUN!! =D!
* teresa 9:26 PM l
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
so how am i supposed to respond to THAT?!
in a way, i'm over it. i feel like a way better person. yet - something stops me.
i love how i could do something first, but others beat me to it. & makes me upset. but why? i was going to do it - but didnt. i'm complicated like that.
i thought i was going to start my major in the fall. but i dont think so! i'm confused. & i'll be SAD if i wont be able to! but i'll know for sure hopefully tomorrow. after my advising appointment. mm..
up until friday, my focus shall be accounting. then this weekend: typing up my history paper & working on study guides for my other classes. whoop.
i want something to happen.
* teresa 5:23 PM l
Monday, May 02, 2005
i went into macys today to pay off my bill. the balance is back at zero, YES!
but yea.. i saw an old coworker & he was like "what're you doing here? are you going to help me put these clothes away?" 'um.. YEA! just for FUN!' -.- haha.. whatever. but i saw my old manager & talked to her.. yea - a GRIP of people QUIT!! daang.. i was like "it's only been a MONTH!" hahaha.. SUCKS. that's why you should be NICER to your employees!! rawr!
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i was looking at austuny's xanga & i like this quote.
"Life isn't about keeping the important friendships... It's about making every friendship important."
even though it's against all i've said about friendships, i still like it. i wish i were that optimistic. it's nice because it brings a whole different perspective on the whole friends spheel.
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i feel bad on how i've acted in the past.
would it be better if i were to apologize? or are we at that place where we know we've both grown & can accept what's happened?
if it were me, i'd want you to apologize. mm.. or would that make things even weirder?
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i havent been able to think about it in awhile. i feel bad that i havent. but everything else is so time consuming! but then again, i guess it's always been there. i just didnt notice until someone pointed it out. or well, not really. yeaaa!! i make no sense! -.- but i didnt realize how much i miss having that kind of person in my life. i miss him. <3
* teresa 10:52 PM l
Sunday, May 01, 2005
saturday was a nice chill day.
hung out @ my sister's for half the day. my mom called me "when are you coming over?! she's awake!" so 20 minutes later, i get there & she's falling asleep! =( haha.. so i let her nap! watched tv w/ may, built the mobile thing, played w/ the baby. =D i took this picture from my sister. i like the one on her announcements too, but my sister wants to mail that one to me. o.O haha..

she's sooooooooo adorable. <3like clare said - i'm a PROUD auntie. haha.. left around 6.. went home.. clare picked me up & we went to randy's. gosh.. i miss just hanging out. it was fun. =) we karaoked for most of the night! haha.. but it was funnn. =)
so.. since saturday was fun.. that means today = WORK! i need to write my essay. siigh. stupid essay.. write yourself! =(
i feel like reading. (but not for my essay. =P) i want to finish 'digital fortress'.. haha.. i started reading it when i was visiting kevin.. he was going to let me borrow it, but i said no. haha.. ew.. i just called my sister to ask if she had it because i know she had some dan brown book.. & she was like "yea.. i lent it to kevin" .. -.- hahaha.. blehhh..
ok. i need to be productive! NOW!
* teresa 1:48 PM l