"to improve is to change; to be perfect is to change often."
- winston churchill

LIFE .. in the eyes of me.

Friday, July 30, 2004

so i just finished watching 'hidalgo' w/ the brother & sister. it's a mix between 'sea biscuit' & 'the last samurai'.. according to us, at least! heh. yea.. wayy too long of a movie. =T but i liked how.. hidalgo & frank (dang. i already forgot his name?) never gave up even when everyone doubted them & questioned them being there. YeAuH! good message, indeed!

i had an interesting conversation w/ my brother last night. 'what do you look for in a girl?' .. "short & asian.. it's the same thing.." EW. heh. but yea.. "what was high school like for you?" oh man.. that took me forever to answer. heh. 9th-10th.. i wanted to be part of the cool asian crowd that hung in the cafeteria. boy crazy. nerd.. 11th.. that whole 'azn' phase passed. huge key club nerd. too much drama fo' my mama. 12th.. emotional. overall, high school was a good experience. lots of good times. but i'd also have to say i'm glad it's over with.. =T

oOHh!! ONE MONTH until school starts again!! =D

in a way, i like not having anything interesting going on in my life, but then again - i complain every now & then about the repetitiveness of my weeks. ugh.

so yea. guess what happens now? .. i get tired of blogging & just plain tired. so this is where i say goodnight & have a good weekend!! =)
* teresa 12:10 AM l


Wednesday, July 28, 2004

sore. in a good way. =)

i have a bug bite. it's bright red. =(

new songs on my playlist would be nice. fosho. =)

i really wish certain songs would stop playing on the radio. =)

painting is super fun!! clay n latte!! goooo!! be creative!! =)

"what about you teresa? are you an unhappy person? you dont seem like an unhappy person.." - danny

it hurts when i laugh. haha.. =T
* teresa 11:57 PM l


Tuesday, July 27, 2004

i like what austuny put on his xanga:

"Be careful on how you word things. I LEARN FROM A LITTLE WHILE AGO... that "Sorries" don't rebuild burnt bridges. And once a fire is set onto oil...throwing water on it will make it worse... you're better off watching it burn, than trying to put it out with water."

sorry. i just wanted to put that here. i liked it a lot. <3

i really dont care for little spoiled brats who cry & throw tantrums whenever things dont go their way. -.- i was probably like that when i was little, but dang. >=( i cant wait for them to GROW UP.

yeaaaaaaaaaaa!! i FOUND iT!!!!!!!!! good reading for those who didnt know what i was talking about - the reason, season or lifetime thing!

ARE YOU REASON, A SEASON, OR A LIFETIME?

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON... It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

Then people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

although it sucks having people in your life for a reason or a season ONLY.. bites.. it's nice to know there are those who will last a lifetime. <3

wow. so now i'm looking through old blog entries. good times. good memories. i miss some of my friends.. but it's nice to see how i still talk to some of the people i mentioned in past blogs. =) dang.

asianavenue > apartment 107 > blogger > xanga > friendster > myspace

stupid online trends. haha.. ahh well, i was sucked into all of those at one point or another. =X and i'm still stuck on this one!! =D

ok. my head still hurts. rawr. need to get up at 8am again. -.-
* teresa 9:52 PM l


Monday, July 26, 2004

today was cooool~

went to 24 hour to pick up my FREE 2 week pass, ended up signing up/PAYiNG for a membership, hung out w/ brian & danny, watched a movie, saw kevin!!, went back to 24 hour w/ may, fixed the thing - i got hooooked up!! YEAUH!!, saw mbryder2 (VERY NiCE!!), back to my 2nd home, made pizza! - played w/ the dough, "close your mouth!", "i have to ask may; she's like my mom.. she drives me around & stuff.." haha, home "what do you want me to do now danny?", target, may & patrick, el torito, home.

my brother said he wants to hang out w/ me & my friends - so guys, want to hang??

yea. tired. going to bug the siblings, then sleeeeep.
* teresa 11:32 PM l


Sunday, July 25, 2004

"what we usually experience as pleasure is mostly a diminishment of pain."

i found that quote from an email monica sent to a bunch of people awhile back. haha.. i was looking for the email on people being in our lives for a reason, season or lifetime.. but i found that instead. the example following that quote was: "If a good food or drink, for example, really were just pleasurable--if they had an inner nature of pleasure--then no matter how much we ate or drank, we would feel greater and greater happiness in equal measure. Instead, if we partake excessively, we begin to suffer in our bodies and our minds. This indicates that these experiences of pleasure have an inner nature of pain." i dont know. it doesnt apply just to food, of course, it applies to anything/everything. "love is pain, pain is love." ehhh.. yea.. just wanted to share that with you guys. i thought it was quite thought provoking.

mm.. whatevers clevers! time for work now~

[ cont'd @ 11:07 pm ]

work went by fast. especially since i had to go to a training class about signs. mm.. HMM?? oh well - it took an hour. which meant i only really worked for 4. haha.. YEAUH!! =D

h: where do you think you're you going?!
me: HOME!
h: THIS is your home!!
me: NOOOO!! *walks away faster!*

hahaha.. the coworkers are fun. =)

the sister & brother went to knotts today. BOO!! =(

my mom's been calling every night. haha.. it's kind of funny/cute. "i'm bored.. you guys left me all alone!!" haha.. then my dad's been calling a lot too!! soOo niceee!!

i went to pay for tuition & parking on friday w/ diana. too much money. =( and those parking meters?! 25 cents gets you 7 minutes. LAME. so after that - we got a hot dog @ costco. how we do! haha.. "that guy looks familiar.. but maybe it's because i come here too much!" haha.. he was "easy on the eyes".. =))

then on saturday i got to hang w/ the bf & bword. too bad our plans didnt follow through. it would've been fun. & we wouldnt have been as bummed. BLAR!! it was nice seeing randy's face for a few minutes though.. sorry we left after making you drive there!

i dont know how i'm supposed to entertain my brother for the next week & a half. aaaaaahhhhhhhh!! my sister's bringing him to do all the fun things! haha.. like knotts!! while i just made him fix my computer. =T haha.. and kick him offline at 1am because i wanted to sleep. =/

i'm tired. it's only 11. =(
* teresa 12:31 AM l


Friday, July 23, 2004

[ monday, o7.19.o4 ]

laundry, library, pack. mcd's. drive thru.. only to dine in. haha.. lv man bag. wow. "look now!" so the sister brought me to the airport. the plane ride was nice. the view was.. beautiful. the puffy clouds, the vast deep blue ocean.. yea. it was beautiful. & yea! reading on the plane made it the trip seem so much shorter. =D my mom AND dan picked me up. =D

dad: when did you get here??
me: uhh.. just now?! hahaha..

had dinner w/ parents & brother. at rio's world buffet. they made some announcement on a special on jack daniels & mudouri sour at the bar in the middle of the buffet, and yea..

me: haha.. ew.. mudouri sour!
danny: what's mudouri sour?
my dad: it's green!
me: HAHAHA..

after that, went home. "how's the little cuban boy?" heh. then slept.

[ tuesday, o7.2o.o4 ]

i decided to run in the morning, but my dad scared me. -.- haha.. then i got super bored & watched the 1st 15 minutes of 'saving private ryan' ugh. yea. too much blood. =( but my other half came over & saved me from boredom!! well, boredom by myself. we were bored together!! =D haha.. but decided to go shopping @ fashion. i wanted to buy something. there was nothing worth buying though. boooo.. and omgosh! that guy.. "what a waste!" .. 'we should just make up personalities for cute guys!' haha.. YEAUH!!

after the mall, we went back to my house & watched 'happy tree friends'.. and YEA. that MUSIC?! -.- too happy for a show that's so freakn evil. "let's see how long we can stand this!" *intro to 2nd episode plays* 'okay, after this, we're done!' haha.. watched shrek 2 while we wrapped coins.. haha.. then debb left me.. so my mom, brother & i went to the orleans to get dinner. so yea.. my mom found good parking:

me: go mom! it's your birthday!
my mom: it's my birthday?
me & danny: hahaha..

cool dinner conversation! haha.. "hey mom.. can i get a tattoo??" lalala.. $4 tip left in the half dollars i traded my mom. AWESOME. went to smiths, then home. i think i talked to justin for awhile. but then after that, boredom followed.

[ wednesday, o7.21.o4 ]

went to sleep at 1am after cleaning out my closet. heh. my mom woke me up at 6am because she made pancakes for breakfast. so the family ate.. and after my mom went to work, i couldnt go back to sleep. (thus, the long entry before this one) around 10, sam came to pick me up so we could get breakfast. we went to jack in the box. grr.. sam SUCKS! i was supposed to get breakfast, but he cheated. "take mine! i said PLEASE!" *sam pushes me!* -.- so yea. we hung out there for awhile after we ate.. haha.. good talks..

then after that, he dropped me off at katrina's. she has COOL FISH!! omgosh!! purple parrots are COOOL!! "they dont look purple.." =/ but the worm pellets!! "do it again!" ahahaha.. i'm so easily amused. dang. thenn.. debbie was nice enough to come pick her k & t up so we could get our hair cut. yea. 3.5 inches (he probably just rounded up to 4.. blah!) gone!! so it's like the past 3.5 months didnt happen!! YEAUH!! =D

and then!! we went & walked around village square. there are some COOL stores!! haha.. that HUGE frog! "is it real?! it looks fake!" hahaha.. "do not tap on my home!" *tap!* hahaha.. then we went back to debbie's & watched '50 first dates'.. yea. then bank > gas > dinner.

the wells fargos in vegas close @ 5pm. how LAAME. then got gas. "it's against the law to leave your engine running while pumping gas.." GOOD LAW. for serious. dinner was at the rio world buffet. (shoot.. $10 for all that food.. good stuff!) there are some really not so bright people.. ugh. tkd is claustraphobic! haha.. we all ate our moneys worth. tried to find something to do afterwards. apparenly, hooka lounges are 21+ now. BOO. then we drove in a big circle trying to find something to do. haha.. weeeeee.. but yes. found nothing. so debb dropped us home. (THANKS FOR DRIVING!! <3!!)

by then, it was 9ish. still early. and dickson called me back. & so i hung out w/ him. yea. i drove alllllll the way to the other moutains to hang out w/ him. haha.. "i'm not a good host!" whatever. haha.. he entertained me by playing songs i didnt know. =P he says i'm not as cool. booo! but it was cool hanging w/ the psycho. =)

[ thursday, o7.22.o4 ]

wow. it's kind of funny seeing me write not so much to a lot more as the days go by.. haha.. whOoo..

so i went to the dentist at 9. it only took half an hour! i was SUPER HAPPY!! haha.. my dad took the $10 i wrapped in quarters & gave me back 5. =/

me: i dont get it!!
my dad: it's 2 to 1.. you'll get it later..
me: .. i STILL dont get it!!

haha.. whatevers! it's all good. so after that, went home. cleaned more. kat came to pick me up & we went to olive garden to meet up w/ debb, ame & lily. we had lunch.. lots of laughing.. haha.. lily playing with her lemondae.. that's the only thing i can remember right now. haha.. pictures. omgosh. TKD'S BUTTS!! because we were all wearing l.e.i. pants. haha.. ame's a dork & insisted & stole my camera & took pictures. HAHAHA.. =PP

kat dropped me off. 2 armed hugs! YEAUH! =D haha.. then debb & i went to kinkos. shrank my picture that i could've walked off with, but i'm cool & i paid them. but went to office max so debb could copy her stuff. too many office places. office max, office depot, office YOUR FACE! haha.. yea. i'm lame. i make bad jokes. =/ so an hour of our lives were spent there copying stuff. haha.. but it's okay! quality time w/ debbie! =D

then.. left & debb dropped me off. =(( my mom was home & wanted to go to walmart, so i went with her. i FOUND CiNNABON POPCORN!! =D it's GOOD STUFF. after that, we went to chinatown. ew. volcano sucks! they messed up my order. =( but whatevers - in the end, i got my #32. =) then home. talked to brian. established that we're friends that can not talk/see each other for a long time, but when we DO call each other up, or whatever, it's still good. =)

pack. dinner. airport.

OH MY GOSH. the AiRPORT?! .. -.- what a freakn adventure. my brother had quite an experience with airport security. that's what you get for not listening to me!! not listening to me = bad consequences!! -.- rawrr!! but it was funny. haha.. i GUESS. so the sister came to pick us up. rawr. "you're never riding shotgun again!" haha.. picked up the sister's friend from target. saw jessica, but i was too tired to yell, sorry! heh.. went home. slept!

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*i'll put the rest of the pictures in the album asap for your viewing pleasure!

andd.. that is the end of my summer vegas adventures!! THANKS to those who were able to hang out!! & to my k & d for driving me!! =DD!! i LOVE & ALREADY MiSS YOU GUYS!!! <33!!!
* teresa 2:25 PM l


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

where is my real journal when i want to write in it?! oh. that's right - it's 312 miles away hidden in a place only i know of.

so blogger shall have to do.

i was angry at how some things that were going last night. they were not really going "my way".. & yea. when i'm mad/super annoyed, i'm weird. because i locked myself in my room & decided to clean my closet in the middle of the night. but halfway through, my mom came in & she was like "what's wrong?" but i just kept throwing stuff down from the upper shelf in my closet. so my mom stayed in my room with me for maybe half an hour while i looked through the stuff i stashed on that shelf. & there were a LOT of things i didnt want anymore. or knew i'd never use. (all those spiffy sanrio things. heh.) so she was like "put them in a separate pile, then i'll give them to my friends who are not as fortunate." or something along those lines. so she left to go to sleep - leaving me w/ boxes spread all over my floor. -.- i realized i shouldnt have thrown them all over the place. tempers suck like that. or yea, mine.

but as i kept cleaning, i started thinking. maybe i shouldnt have been so angry w/ the things that happened but it kind of sucks being neglected. maybe i just crave for too much attention. -.- but damnit, i'm home. i dont want to be bored out of my mind here - i can do that just as well in san diego. but whatever. i'm here. great people are surrounding me. i should be happy.

then that brought about my whole thought on how.. much i suck as a person - daughter, sister, friend. but mostly daughter. when my mom made that comment, i dont know, it kind of bothered me for awhile. i couldnt go to sleep. i had the urge to blog it because writing=best way to get thoughts out. at least for me, yea. but i didnt want to go in my mom's room & type forever and risk waking her up. since i knew she'd have to get up in a good 5-6 hours. so i just layed in bed & i looked around my room in the little light streaming from my window. i AM grateful for all of the things my parents have been able to provide me over my lifetime up until now & for whatever else they'll help me with later on. but i dont want them to stress or work as much so i'd be happy. they worked a lot. for us to be in this house. for putting clothes on all of our backs. for putting food on the table. for the 4 (now 5?) cars so everyone has a mode of transportation. for everything IN the house. for everything in my room in san diego. for my tuition. i felt.. like crap last night. here my parents are - working their butts off so us kids would be happy. but did i realize that? kind of, not really. i think i just gained a GREATER appreciation for both of my parents last night.

i remembered when both my parents had 2 jobs each. i think my mom had 3 at one point. so they'd work the whole day. getting not a lot of sleep. like just now, my mom got up maybe at 5ish to make breafast for everyone & get ready for work. & the other day, my dad told me to wake him at a certain time so he can go to work. & i pointed out that it was "just 20 minutes" & he said "that's enough." or even NOW.. my dad just got back from working from 11 or 12 til 6am, had breakfast with the family, & has to go to work again at 9? uhh. i dont know. i dont think i could ever do that. i cant even pull all nighters. i'd fail. in trying AND the class. -.- but i dont know. my parents have worked for a long time now.. and ugh. blah.

when i was 16, i remember being in the kitchen with my mom & kevin's mom. we were talking about if i was going to get a job and both were like "it's okay. you dont have to get a job right now, you have the rest of your life to work." uh yea. scared? YEA i was. it's kind of depressing too. that's why i'm being kind of picky on what i choose to do. & why i'm freaking out on not having a "plan".. i'd want something enjoyable, yet pays extremely well. maybe not EXTREMELY.. but yea. enough to be "comfortable"..

i dont know. everything last night just gave me another reason to be even more motivated when school starts up again & to be successful later on in life. so i can take care of my parents. i want to repay them for all the good things they've done for/given me. but they've done SO much & given me a LOT. i dont know. it just made me hope that.. i'm as good of a parent as they were to me. (later on in the future of course..)

but yea. i seriously feel like crap sometimes. when i think about these kinds of things. i have my moments where i act like such a spoiled brat & whine to my parents about wanting this & that. yea. i really need to grow up sometimes.

there was a moment last night where i was sad. because.. i only see my parents a few times a year. thanksgiving (sometimes), christmas (it better be always), spring break (2 years in row so far), summer (twice this summer).. yea. i dont know. there are times when i see people shopping with their moms & i'm just like "eH! =(" or just out w/ their parents in general. & i dont know. i wonder how/if it is sucky w/o me & my sister. maybe i was just thinking about it too much because my parents were all asking my brother if he was going to san diego just like how me & my sister did. having all the kids away? dang. talk about an EMPTY house. i dont know. it's weird. i'm weird. maybe i should've stayed in las vegas. maybe i should've gone to unlv. that way - i would've at least gotten the millenium (its a scholarship) & my parents wouldnt have to pay so much. they'd only had to pay for books. (right? eh.) that way they'd be able to spend the money they're paying for my tuition, books & parking at csusm on anything THEY want.

you know, i think it's kind of lame, but i remember a point in my life where it was not cool to like your parents or whatever. & i feel bad about that because my parents are GREAT people. they're funny, weird, smart, hardworking, strong, & they obviously have a lot of knowledge/advice to give.. what's even more lame is that.. i didnt realize all of this until AFTER i moved to san diego. i suck. but yea. nonetheless, i'm glad i learned to appreciate and respect my parents for all the've done. they're AWESOME. and I LOVE THEM!!! <33!!!
* teresa 6:23 AM l


Sunday, July 18, 2004

[ saturday, o7.17.o4 ]

work was interesting! i got an extra hour. whoooo!! haha.. kind of sad, but whatever! =P there was this lady, oh MAN. she goes up to me "have you seen my friend maria? i lost her.. i cant find her!" so i'm all trying to calm her down while thinking "WTF??" but she interrupts me saying "i lost my friend maria!" then walks away.. stops 5 feet away from me, looks at the mannequin, "oooh..this is CUTE!! how much is this??" so i walk over.. "umm.." .. 'ooooh!! i lost my friend maria!!" *walks away all frantic* omgosh.. SO uh.. iNTERESTiNG?! o.O?!

so after work, the plan was to hang with diana & randy to go to hooters. but randy was too cool to hang & it would've been weird w/ just me & diana.. haha.. so yea. we had no plans, but it ended up being such a random & fun night!!

.. i love random fun nights out!! =D haha.. they're random, yet FUN! hahaha.. weeeeeee.. could i BE any more repetitive?! =D probably!! but yes. the night went like this (shortened version so only i would understand.. heh.): mcd's. marketplace. 'yay! we have plans!' "*to diana* sorry!! *looks at car in front of me* FUCK YOU!" O=) getting lost in pb. belmont park. "look for 2 guys getting pimped on.." *sees exactly that!* haha. robert & kevin. finish girls? gangster people=blah. back to mira mesa. PARTAY! heh. 'can i use you??' .. "and THAT is why we dont party!" more scary gangster people. end night.

yea. WHAT AN ADVENTURE!!

if you dont understand, it's a "you had to be there" kind of deal. =)

[ sunday, o7.18.o4 ]

worked 1-6. nothing interesting. boo.

home. i've been watching lifetime movies a lot as of lately. =T dont hate! haha..

phone calls. =) got to talk to andy! yayy! he called me back TWiCE!! so he's now 9/10ths cool! haha.. then i talked to justin. he's cool like that. then i decided to call my mom. haha.. "yeaa!! pancakes for dinner!!" haha.. followed with some suggestions to making them yummier! haha.. SO funny!! i love my mom! =))

yea. good stuff. my days are all caught up now! =)

ok. time to write in my REAL/TANGiBLE journal. =)
* teresa 11:57 PM l


Saturday, July 17, 2004

i got 6 hours at work today/yesterday!! =D or yea, 5 & a half. still good! diana & jan visited me! then romeo came by! haha.. "hey, that looks like romeo!" i love it when i see people! haha.. thanks for visitng friends! =D

after work, met up w/ clare & diana @ the marketplace. clare FREAKED me out! but it's all good! haha.. said hi to paul & rj. =) then diana came, then they saw friends, then we went to iNNOUT to meet up w/ romeo! yayy!! OGMP!! yeaa.. we had nothing to recycle. bahh! went to the marketplace. "it's not comfortable.." haha.. aw.. motorcycles are cool! =) i want! i'm such an old granny! i swear. i get tired easily. =( so yea. we all left a little before 12..

* i do NOT like gangster gangsters!! >=T

i have work at 1pm today. i should sleep. but i know i wont fall asleep until what, 3?! grr.. i should go to sleep early the last week of summer so i can get used to waking up at 5am! or 6.. either SUCKS. -.-

soooooo anyways!! when i got home from hanging out w/ my fellow OGMPs, i was changing & i glanced up & RiGHT above me.. was a SPiDER. -.- yea & my ceiling is what, a few inches above me?! so i FREAK OUT. as always.. =) grr! i think they're out to get me! =(

i'm indecisive. i dont know if i want to buy those ugly slip on shoes that everyone has which i think are so.. UGLY. but it's just for work. rawr!! maybe.

ok. it's getting late. =/ my brother & sister have already left me online to sleep. pffft. but yea. i have work in 11 hours! & i need to wake up in.. 9!! hm. not bad. haha.. but whatever. goodnight! have a good weekend guys!! =)

[ cont'd @ 12:23 pm ]

so really. this going to sleep @ 3-4am & waking up at noon thing is NOT COOL. my body's being weird. o.O

i'm excited for this upcoming week!! i'm semi disappointed about the lack of calls, but WHATEVER!!

the back of my skirt is wrinkley. hope no one notices. no one should be looking there ANYWAYS!! haha.. i should finish getting ready. boooooo..
* teresa 1:34 AM l


Friday, July 16, 2004

so i talked to katrina wednesday night. great conversation. made me think. a LOT. "girls are naturally evil." that's TRUE. ]=)

you know.. i havent talked to either of my prom dates since prom. i feel bad. well, not about one of them.. but yea! whatever. stuff happens, eh? .. for a reason? i suppose.

thursday? the only eventful part of that day was going to coldstone & sitting in the marketplace listening to a group of people play guitar & sing songs. they sang 'forevermore' & i was like 'i know that song!' =P and yeaa!! our ice cream turned into soup! =T but diana & i had a nice session of just sitting & talking. =) our "live blog updates".. haha.. good stuff!

OOOOH!! my brother got his license!! YAYYY!! GO DAN!! haha.. a good 5(?) hours later, he IMs me "i want a car teresa!" hahaha.. soOo great. =) he needs to stop looking at cars on ebay! hahaha.. =P

so in me & diana's conversation tonight, she was like "if you could wish for ONE thing about the next guy, what would you wish for?" & i dont know. i had no answer! rawr. so many possible answers.. but just ONE?! after 2 hours.. i think i have the same answer she had. i wanted to say 'for them not to hurt me/not to be a jerkface/etc' only because of the last situation, but i think the better answer was to have the next guy.. be my friend. since i've noticed i've had a lack of (as of recently) good guy friends.. i'd have to say, i would want one more. i mean, yea, i DO have good guy friends, but.. grr. i dont want to explain it.

last night i realized i have at least one thing to look forward to every week before summer ends!! =D GOOD STUFF FOSHO.


* teresa 12:57 AM l


Thursday, July 15, 2004

bold whatever applies to you.

01. i have a cell phone.
02. i have friends who use me.
03. i am an only child.
04. i am a shopoholic.
05. i love dangly earrings.
06. i have smoked a cigarette before.
07. i love cold weather. [its better than hottness]
08. i'm obsessed with the computer.
09. i have shot a gun before.
10. i can't live without music. [i probably could, but no.]
11. i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
12. i have ridden on a motorcycle before. [i WANT to!! =(]
13. i'll be in this town forever.
14. i've been to 5 other countries.
15. i get annoyed easily. [some might believe so]
16. i eventually want kids. [key word: eventually]
17. i have neat handwriting. [i like to think so]
18. i have more than a few horrible memories.
19. i am addicted to chocolate.
20. i am an atheist.
21. my parents are strict.
22. i love airplane rides.
23. i love taking pictures. [camera crew, what!]
24. i hate girls who are fake.
25. i can be mean when i want to. ]=)
26. my parents care about my grades.
27. one of my best friends is a guy.
28. i have way too many purses.
29. i'm obsessed with lip gloss
30. i am easy to talk to. [am i?]
31. i would never eat raw fish.
32. i cry easily.
33. i hate when people are late.
34. i procrastinate.
35. i love winter.
36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. i love to sleep.
38. i wish i were smarter.
39. i'm afraid of flying.
40. i hate drama.
41. i bite my nails.
42. i have been on an 8 hour drive.
43. i never fight with my parents.
44. i love the beach.
45. i have never had the chicken pox.
46. i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
47. i can't control my emotions.
48. i have a best friend. [two! =DD]
49. i haved moved more than once.
50. i truly love my friends. [i love my 4 fingers!]
51. i have/had braces.
52. i love to write. [depends]
53. i have never broken a bone.
54. i agree with racist people.
55. i hate my computer. [only because it hates me too!]
56. i love guys that play the drums.
57. i state the obvious. [sometimes]
58. i'm a happy person. [sometimes!]
59. i love to dance.
60. i love to sing. [even though i suck]
61. i love cleaning my room.
62. i tend to get jealous very easily.
63. i love cute underwear.
64. i have gotten high before.
65. i love night better than day. [mm.. =/]
66. i have been on the phone for over 5 hours at a time.
67. i don't like to study for tests.
68. i love god.
69. i am too forgiving. [UGH!]
70. i have horrible sense in direction.
71. i miss elementary school.
72. i have had a boyfriend before.
73. i'm a daddy's girl. [maybe.]
74. i love kisses on my forehead.
75. i love the color pink.
76. i love to sew.
77. my eye color changes.
78. i should see a therapist. [hehe.. i have my own shrink! =)]
79. i played on a guys sports team.
80. i become stressed easily.
81. i hate liars.
82. i like comfy sweatpants.
83. i can play the piano.
84. i love the smell of rain
85. i love my family.
86. i hate needles.
87. i am a perfectionist. [semi perfectionist]
88. i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. i hate the feeling of failure.
90. i have friends in other countries.
91. i know how to cook. [pasta. =P]
92. i can be quite selfish.
93. at times, i still act like a little kid. =/
94. i have food allergies.
95. i love little kids.
96. i love to read.
97. i wish i were more motivated for school.
98. i love getting stuff in the mail.
99. i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
100. i hate being alone.
101. i love summer. [it has its moments]
102. i love the weekends.
103. i love black eyeliner.
104. i think im pretty.
105. i type with one hand.
106. i live in a one story house.
107. i wear make-up.
108. i have never rode on an underground subway.
109. i can't swim. [i say i cant. =/]
110. i have bad memory.
111. i go to church.
112. i sing in the shower.
113. i have never been camping.
114. i hate cheerleaders.
115. i usually get what i want.
116. i have been on stage before.
117. i love roller coasters. [six flags, what?! =D]
118. no one knows my full story of my life.
119. i am close with my parents.
120. i don't have a curfew.

[ cont'd @ 8:53 pm ]

rawr. blogger changed again.

and so did my blog. change is good.

too bad it's all unproportional right now. =(
* teresa 4:42 PM l


Wednesday, July 14, 2004

[ monday, o7.12.o4 ]

adam gave me a wake up call. heh. called him back after i got up. made plans to hang out. =) since bruce told me to & the sis of ter told me it's a pretty good movie - i made adam go watch 'white chicks' with me. heh. i dont think he liked it. =/ but thanks for going with me!! =D afterwards, we were hungry. we went to coldstone. =P haha.. saw rj.. "what!" haha.. then we went home afterwards.

i fed the kiDd! =) whenever i hang out w/ adam, i've noticed that i'm always low on gas or i need to fill up. haha.. yea! i love having a full tank! talked to clare. bugged may. read. went online. then went over to shannon's. wished naris a happy early birthday. then.. back home. =)

[ tuesday, o7.13.o4 ]

my productive day. =) i slept in til 12. i was excited! haha.. bad, but whatever. mm.. did my laundry. cleaned my room. finished reading 'the bonesetter's daughter' by amy tan. see? productive! =D the book was pretty good. it made me grr at myself though. =/ because i dont know. i want to know about MY family's history. & the whole understanding but not being able to speak chinese frequently pisses me off because it disappoints a lot of people (ie. the grandparents & not to mention.. myself).. i suck.

so for the 2nd half of the day, my sister called me & told me she & irene were going shopping. i went along because i'm cool. we went to fashion valley. i watched them shop. teresa hates malls. people shop at malls. therefore, people identical to teresa hate shopping. haha.. =P no more shopping until the end of summer. =) "sports chalet" wow. went to eat @ the cheesecake factory. yummy! the DULCE DE LECHE CARAMEL CHEESECAKE is DELICIOUS!! mm.. yea. CARAMEL! =DD so we were stuffed from dinner & it was 11:30ish when we got back to irene's. ORANGE is a NICE color. *2 thumbs up!* =) then the sister & i headed home.

[ wednesday, o7.14.o4 ]

b o r e d 0 m ~
which should explain the sentences v. bullets. =)

michele stopped by. tv. shower. tv (the ashlee simpson show) debb called "you must be really bored!!" hahaha.. =P but the show? it's sooo dumb! "he didnt sing the song he wrote for me. i'm over it!" hahaha.. WOW. called romeo. friday? iT'S ON!! =D mm. yea. today's going by kind of slow. =/

so the supposed 'big get together'? i give up. and THAT'S why i dont plan stuff. i know i'm going to get the whole "why didnt you call?!" thing once i go back. but hm. i DiD call. (& in advance) people just didnt call BACK. =( so i give up. SiGH. it'll just be the same people i see anyways! so it's OTAY!!

there's a spider on my ceiling. siigh. when will they leave me alone?! =(

it feels fake whenever i smile. hm. not good. =/

.. ok. dang it. there's two spiders. =((

my head hurts now. (X.@)!
* teresa 4:01 PM l


Tuesday, July 13, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GLENDA!!!
- and -
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY NARIS!!!
* teresa 3:21 PM l


Monday, July 12, 2004

"teresa's not like that!" .. 'nooo.. teresa would never do that!'

uhh.. what is THAT? and WHY is that? ..

so it was bugging me because the other day my (older, yet cool) coworkers were having this conversation about the younger girls - so girls my age-ish getting tattoos & piercings. and that's what they said. WHY is that? am i seen as an innocent/pure/non daring kind of person or yea - a "good kid"? i mean, it's good in a way.. but at the same time, i want to prove them wrong. dare i say - be a rebel. if i DID have a tattoo or piercing, would that be SO surprising? coming from a GOOD KiD?? ugh. i wonder what kind of reactions i'd get. but then - they went on to say that EVERYONE'S been getting one. so that kind of makes me not want one - to be not with the "in" crowd. it's just dumb. sometimes.

but then what they think shouldnt affect my decisions, yea?

then with that thought.. it brought me to another.. the whole defining yourself kind of deal. who AM i? i remember having a conversation with fireboy awhile back.. there was a point where he was asking me if he could describe himself as REAL. & i was thinking, why dont you say youre YOU? & what's the definition of "REAL"?? i mean yea, as clare pointed out.. you know the definition of FAKE.. but REAL is another thing. people have different defintions/perceptions as to what real may be/is. i dont know. when i told him to describe himself as "YOU" i figured - if you know what you like & who you like hanging with that could create your own defintion of who YOU are. or whatever. but yea. with me, i wouldnt want one word to describe how/who i am.

this brings me to another point. i've noticed that there are not that many people who know how i really am. in a way, i like it like that, but at the same time.. i feel like i have to explain myself to those who dont. but WHY do i have to explain myself? .. "they dont KNOW me!"
* teresa 9:28 PM l


Sunday, July 11, 2004

debb: 100+!! here come!! but there are cool people burning for u here

cool people FOSHO. =)) [july 21st. call people.]

last night was super fun. =)) work was super busy. i liked it. time went by fast! *whOosH!* afterwards, i got a call from diana! yayyy!! we hung out.. on a SATURDAY NiGHT!! gyea! met up at the marketplace. haha.. "i'm going to call jan" *MY cell rings* -lady sitting behind us laughs- YEAA diana!! (aww.. too bad she cant read me making fun of her! =( jk! =) walked to pat & oscars. played a new game. "blue shirt!" haha.. breadsticks.. YUM! "did they turn the heater off?" -both of us lean towards the heat source- hahaha.. met diana's friend robert. nice guy. =) reminds me of cimmarron paul. yeaa. so we went to edwards to find nemo. but he was nowhere to be FOUND! =( booo nemo! walked back to the marketplace to sit & look at people. i was being a loser & being half asleep, so i left them to hang out by themselves. i missed a hott guy right after i left, according to diana. siiigh. it's okay. i rediscovered the hott/cute guys of san diego. well, the fact. haha..

yea. i need to finish getting ready. eat. then leave.

[ cont'd @ 11:49 pm ]

want to hear a cool story? so for girls who have long hair, you know if youre wearing a sleeveless shirt or whatever, you can feel your hair on your skin? but for work, i usually tie it up & i had it up today. but i was asking my coworker a question & i feel something on my arm. i thought it was my hair but i remembered 'my hair is tied up..' so i look down & what do i see?! one of my FAVORiTE creatures of the world - a SPiDER?! YEAAA.. there was a SPiDER on MY ARM!!! if i could, i wouldve screamed!! but i just JUMPED & it fell. then i made my coworker kill it for me. =)

cool story, HUH?? .. x(

so after work, i get a call from some 917 number. i know it's a NY #. my aunt & uncle from NY are in town. from all the logic i have, i failed to use it & didnt call back. i go home only to see no one there. so i call them & i met up w/ them all @ TODAi!! yayy!! =D yummy food!! jasper is such a cuteee baby!! =D it was super nice seeing my older cousins. =)) i wish we'd have more family thingies. it'd be REAL nice. =))

so my little cousins & i went home before the adults. "i didnt want to wait for them to finish talking for two hours.." haha.. went home. called people. yayy.. like i said i would! left everyone messages. weeeeeeee.. haha.. YEA.

debb called me back. we talked for awhile. i'm SUPER slow! "are you driving??" hehehe.. then justin called me!! =D it sucks how we're going through the same thing, but not. heh. dang. if i were him, i'd be all kinds of confused. oh wait - i was, but i'm done with that bullshit. =) he's noticed that i've been cussing more. oh no. =( i suck. no more potty mouth. back to the "words". but yea! he says i need to go to hawaii. i WANT to!! =) since everyone ELSE is going/went!! =(

ugh. i'm so paranoid. i want to cut my hair. it feels like spiders are crawling on my arm again.. =((((((

t: i jusst wanted waterrr
t: =(
d: ok take two steps outside ur room, make a left
d: and get a cup
d: and press the lovely water beholder
d: and TADA!
d: =D
t: hahahaha
t: WOW
t: yur SUPER GOOD
t: but.. i'm in my sister's room
t: HA.. challenege!
t: jk
t: =P
d: oh darn it!!!
t: hahahaha
t: oh man
t: so funny
d: walk out make half right/straight
d: and down the stairs
d: and make a left/right
d: and left
d: are u confused?
d: i am
d: hahaha

HAHAHAHA.. awesome, huh?! maybe only to me, but yea! =)))

k. getting tired. g o o d n i g h t ~
* teresa 11:35 AM l


Friday, July 09, 2004

the 8th..

- "our spot" weird people looking at me. o.O
- michele's. "what SUCKER WHAT?!" hehehe.. =D
- clurr is right thurr! ..turr is maTURe?! haha.. nuRd!
- yea. restated that this world is TOO SMALL!! & i'm claustraphobic.
- los primos. carne asada fries.
- blockbuster. "you rejected him so he needed reassurance!"
- 'the 10th kingdom' "if we're in a matchbox.. where are all the matches??" haha.. =)
- walter & friends.
- 'secret window' freakn psycho. i like johnny depp better in pirates.
- scary walk down my unlit street.
- michele kept me company.
- talked to diana. 3 hours!
- spiders are UGH. so are boys. =)

the 9th..

- blockbuster
- library. books! =)
- sister's computer! harhar.
- work later

my sister sucks! she's going to see my brother tonight!! ew.. no fair!! it kind of sucks working weekends only. but it's OK! it'll be all good when school starts. i miss school. i miss the library. haha.. shadddup. leave me alonee. =)

its great how i used to complain about getting paid every friday, but yea. i love it! haha.. but it makes me sad because i should have so much more in my account, but yea. going out=spending money. rawr. but when school starts.. that'll be a good way to save up! haha.. i'm going to be a super nerd staying home studying.. once again! =D

summer's passing kind of fast. 7 more weeks to enjoy. i'm psyched for some events though!! =D the last 2 weeks of july will be awesome! & august 21st.. OHFOSHO!! =D wow. cuRrazy~

can you guys define trust? in words? i think words.. can make things confusing. personally, i cant define trust in words. without being.. 100% sure. i think because it's.. more of a feeling. (or at least to me.) it's either there.. or it isnt.

i have this urge to clean my sister's room. but ugh. no. =)

i cant wait to hang out with my peoples in the 100degree plus weather! haha.. seriously. =))

i take a lot of things for granted. i hope i dont take people for granted though. =/

the rest of the day: eat > work > home > sleep. =)
* teresa 4:02 PM l


Thursday, July 08, 2004

my computer has been pissing me off because it hates me a LOT sooooo i'm using my sister's. =T

i got to talk to my k for a little bit last night! =) that was cool. but then, after 4 calls to people who didnt pick up, i remembered WHY i dont like calling people - cause people never pick up or are busy or whatever. so it's usually pointless to call. =/ BUT! monica called me back! haha.. =) so that was good times. relearned a word.

catalyst:
1. Chemistry. A substance, usually used in small amounts relative to the reactants, that modifies and increases the rate of a reaction without being consumed in the process.
2. One that precipitates a process or event, especially without being involved in or changed by the consequences

just.. good conversations! <33 see, that's the other thing - it's NICE when people call back or pick up in the 1st place & hold conversations. so mm.. yea.

sometimes its good to have no expectations.

"make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you." - ralph waldo emerson

i think that's going to be one of my favorite quotes from now on. i like the feeling of having a clean slate. you know.. how after you realize you shouldnt dwell on certain things - to focus on yourself. i dont know. maybe that sounds self centered (for a lack of a better word.. yea..) or whatever.. but you have got to do that every once in awhile. after all, you are all you have. or can trust. i know people may object to that statement, but dont get me started on that. =)

when i was talking to mon, she said something about how we like looking back in the past, but that might keep us from moving onto the future. (is that right mon? i know you're reading this! haha.. =) i dont know. it's true. maybe we're just scared of what the future holds? =/

ugh. unfinished thought.

cant finish now. later. cause now: michele tiiime. =D!!
* teresa 2:18 PM l


Tuesday, July 06, 2004

8:30am. brother. "are you cheered up yet?" sam & adam - thanks for the emails! shower. sister home! kevin! submarina. yum! "i like how youre so optimistic!" heh. ncf. "it makes your boobs look uneven!" 'WHATEVER YOUR FACE!!' nap time. (it was AWESOME hanging out with you kevin!! =D) matchstick men. ELF!! "hello! buddy the elf! what's your favorite color?" other stuff.

my sister was just trying on her new jean skirt.. she got it on but she got stuck trying to take it off. harhar. what a NERD!! =) oooh! dang.. i miss this music!! my sister's computer has a lot of teresa type music. i wiiin! =D haha.. 1tym, azn dreamers, kai, drunken tiger, one voice.. good stuff but SO repetitive!

so i think my blog has been lacking in.. THOUGHTS.

okay. so i know this topic may seem.. "ehh" or "yeaa" but whatever. my sister asked me earlier "what would you do if you had 24 hours to live?" & i started thinking about it. i still dont have a definite answer. because i was thinking yea. spend time with my loved ones. but how sad is that - to get together before you have to say goodbye forever? but then if you were the one that had to go, you'd have that sense that youre loved. =/ darn. i dont know. sooo yea. then for me, there's the whole "i'd want to see the whole world." deal.. but 24 hours would not get that checked off my list. so i guess you just have to live your life to the fullest. as trite as that sounds, it holds good reasoning behind it.

i'm going to go off on a little tangent here. i read dana's blog awhile back & there was a little excerpt from ryan on his thoughts from graduation. well, it had his full thoughts. but i liked this part:

"Take the path that you want to take. If it leads you to a dead end, redirect yourself to the right path. Don't let anyone change your trail. Be a trailblazer. Follow your heart, your dreams, and leave your own trails. Do what you got to do. Just don't forget the things that matters to us most-- our family, our friends and our loved ones. They are our guide that make us whole, complete in this world of mysteries and unknowns."

i like that. his definition of a trailblazer. NOW i can answer people when they ask me "what's a trailblazer??" haha.. *makes Z sign w/ fingers* it applies to life. try hard. accomplish your goals. if you make mistakes, get up, brush yourself off from the fall, start over & most importantly - learn from it. be stronger.
* teresa 9:20 PM l


Monday, July 05, 2004

[: he's made my teresa into an even more bitter person..and uncalled for bitterness..from a worthless, chicken shit...yea i wanna shoot him
[: yup ok
[: i'm going to punch him
[: and kick him in the nuts
[: ive never met the guy
[: and he's the most irritating
[: piece of crap
[: :FISTTTTTTT:
[: excluding the BLEEp

"youre not mad.. youre pissed off!!" - :]

"no.. that's not enough!" - [:

karma. in time.

i'M SO FUCKN OVER THiS!!!! :D
* teresa 11:04 PM l




it's not even 9 & i'm TiRED. what a bunch of crap!

yesterday was the 4th, yea? i had work 10:45-7:15. clare & christa visited me. soooo nicee!! =DD then i spent my hour lunch break w/ them & romeo. =)) talks are good.. the 3 OGMPs declared that june 14th, 2004 SUCKED.. mm.. yea. good stuff. i wanted to go shopping. BOO! must stop! =T grr.. it was soo busy at work. @.@ i had to go help the people in lingerie. booo.. bras galore! it was a mountain! haha.. interesting, yea? mm.. after work i went home.. then went to michele's. watched fireworks while she drove. (yea. it's SO MUCH NiCER in vegas. =X) bought food to make. then watched her make it. haha.. then watched the thing on tv that was at ford's theater. bush's expression. HAHA.. nice. yea. no sense to people reading this?! sorrrrrrrry. =)

i want the hoobastank cd. =/

so today's the 5th. had work @ the same time. clare came by! haha.. three days in a ROW!! you ROCK!! =DD!! so work.. ughh.. yesterday it was bad because i kept losing my balance. kind of bad. felt kind of weak today. blah. even though i've gone to sleep early, it was like, yea. kept waking up every 5 minutes. or it seemed like it. =/ so my lunch break was boring. =( called people. talked to adam, may, & kevin! =D "i'm a weekend person!" .. 'uhh.. what about weekdays?!' .. "i'm an everyday person!" hahaha.. awesome stuff! after work, i went to kevin's house. TOO BAD he wasnt home!! punk! haha.. but talked to shannon & watched tv. (i saw shannon before may!! =P) then i left because i was tired! & i still am!! rawr. but i'm in no hurry to sleep. weird? yes. oooh yeaaa!! the psycho called me!! =D hehe.. talked to him for a little bit. because he was masturbating! =O!! haha.. jusst kidding! "get me some baskin robbins!" =( haha.. i heart dickson! =)

OH!! one month from today, the sis of ter will be 21! haha..

so i had a dream where i was in las vegas & everyone was calling me to see what was up. plans wise for the day. that was a sign - for me to call people to plan stuff!! haha.. but i dont know what i want to do yet. bbq? ahH.. something! =/

i want a massage. randy! i get 2 for the fall right?! =)

so since this is pretty lengthy.. what shall we talk about? family? good. i miss them! i cant wait to bug dan! =DD!! friends? i miss my peoples in vegas! but i'm glad i have the ones i have here in san diego. eSPECIALly the ones i've been hanging with on a somewhat regular basis: clare, diana, michele, adam! =) how nice it is for some people to get over other people in less than 3 weeks?! ... school? i miss it!!! i need something to do!!! =( oh well.. i should enjoy the boredom while it lasts.

ok. seriously. SO random. but paul just IMed me to tell me to sign the tagboard on the site he made for chs' key club. i was looking at everything & yea. i MiSS KEY CLUB!! =T haha.. i miss meeting people. ice breakers. rftc. fall rally. convention. cheering. doing all that "community service".. red rock clean up. summer "meetings".. board meetings. those were the good days. dang. now that i think of it - i really did meet a lot of people through key club. aww.. man. D is for dynamic, U is for unique, R is for radical you know we cant be beat!, A is for awesome, N is for no fear, G is for go blazers!, Oh we're outta here! hahaha.. oh mann.. hanna's cheer. aww.. dang. ok. no more. i need to stop. haha..

* dl: eternal flame - bangles

i feel sick. my face is warm & my hands are super cold. but then - that's how i am normally. ughh..

yea. i'm over blogging for the night. heh.. sorry it's not though provoking stuff.. i'm trying to take a break from thinking about.. stuff. =T

t c c t c ! ! = )
* teresa 8:57 PM l


Sunday, July 04, 2004

happy july 4th!!

i'm going to copy my other half. fragments all the wayyy!!

the 1st..

- utc. bword.
- the little rascals. again. =)
- 50 first dates.
- clare. adam. =)
- phone call. ugh. *insert endless cuss words here*
- i heart michele! <3
- home. vent forever.

the 2nd..

- michele. "why do you always get the bad ones??"
- raymond. walter. "it's karma!" hahaha..
- reading is fun!
- work. busy. =)
- may's vmail. "i just passed the mall & i thought of you!" =)
- talk with clare. always good stuff. =)

the 3rd..

- work. casual. grr!
- romeo, clare, mrs herman, patricia, lizzie.. =)
- weird guy sitting next to clare
- NEMO!! 3x!! =D
- spiderman 2. "it was good because he took his shirt off, huh teresa?!" oh YEA! ^.~
- free starbucks! *cha ching!* =)
- interesting talks. freezing. cold!
- home.
* i wish i couldve gone.

the 4th..

t: my mom just called me
t: soooo funny
t: "whaat.. I dont have to work tomorrow.. LALALA!" hahahaha

d: why till 715?
d: do ur malls close at 7?
d: on sundays
t: uhhh
t: no
t: they close at 6
t: but yea.. MACYS doesnt close til 7
t: lksdhflkjsahdf
d: hmm
d: HOW GAY
d: haha

hahaha.. BOOOO!! come visit so i can say i saw more people on sunday than on saturday!! weeeeeeeeeee.. have a good & safe (if you play with the fireworks) july 4th~
* teresa 12:20 AM l


Friday, July 02, 2004

I MISS JOHN!!!!

.. =***(

My dearest John John,

It's been 1 year. That's 365 days. There wasn't a day where I didn't think of you. There were SO many moments where I just wanted to call you up just to hear your voice, to hear you make fun of me, to call me "Tursa", to sing along to songs together or to listen to you sing, laugh at each other, make you listen to me complain about school, life, boys, everything; and to hear that "you too!" or better yet, that "I love you Tursa.." It is sad how the simple little things can make you smile, yet sad at the same time. I guess I can't really say sad - but I just miss those moments. I miss your smile. I miss your hugs. I miss everything. I miss YOU!

*sigh* I don't know what else to say.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! .. and I LOVE YOU!!!!!! I can't wait for the day I get to hear that "you too!" So, until then..

Thanks for watching over us & being our loving angel.. <33

I'll love you forever & for always,
Your Tursa
* teresa 10:23 PM l


Thursday, July 01, 2004

my schedule for the next 3 weeks:
ohmygosh.. VISIT ME PLEASE!! =)

friday, 7.o2 ll 6:15-9:30pm
saturday, 7.o3 ll 10:45-7:15pm
sunday, 7.o4 ll 10:45-7:15pm
monday, 7.o5 ll 10:45-7:15pm
friday, 7.o9 ll 6:15-9:30pm
saturday, 7.1o ll 1:00-6:00pm
sunday, 7.11 ll 1:00-6:00pm
friday, 7.16 ll 6:15-9:30pm
saturday, 7.17 ll 1:00-6:00pm

yayyyy to more hours!! well, just this week. =] but BOOOO to ruining my plans for the 5th!!! i wanted to go to the fair too!! sigh.. =(

my sister is going back to vegas tomorrow til monday. no fair. i want to bug my brother toooo!! =(

mm.. less than 3 weeks.. =DD!!

"could i have some ketchup? KAY!" =) yum yum! "we're always funny!" YEA we are!! haha.. =)

i feel really.. full. o'.'o

so i was in the process of cleaning my room.. (i never finish..i've been slacking.. ugh!) but yea.. i threw out all the post its that were taking up space on my desk.. i felt bad.. =( grr.. i want to find chino!!! =((

i had a dream last night where i was pinching everyone until their faces turned red. yea. pinching them was my version of self defense or something. haha.. yea. it was WEiRD!! =P

dang. it's already july. =(
* teresa 7:06 PM l

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