Friday, October 31, 2003
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
some major trick or treating going on tonight.. i wont be a part of that.. haha.. all good.. in the hood.. wood.. could.. should.. mood.. dood?! .. DUDE.. HAHAHA.. ok. no more. =P
soooo diana got her pictures developed today!! & some scanned while i was at her house!! haha.. i like!!!!! man.. where was my camera?! .. =(
clare, me, pam, jane & diana in the dome.. =)
ok. i'll blog later.. i'm being lazy & yea.. me being tired.. ehHh.. yea. i'll blog later. goodnight people!! have a great halloween!! be safe!!!! =)
[ cont'd @ 3:05 am ]
wtf.. sooo i lied about being tired.. -.-
me: dang.. almost 3
me: hahaha
me: i dnt know why i'm not tired
diana: meeh either
diana: i think its the starbucks
me: haha
diana: and b.c we dodnt laugh as much as normal ahhaha
me: i didnt have caffine
me: hahaha
diana: hahhaaha
diana: but still its starbucks and yeah...
me: haha
blah.. ok.. just killing time. let me blog about my day. or yea.. the 3oth.. =P woke up.. did errands.. went to diana's.. hung w/ her.. we went to mira mesa..
"teresa, i found you a mission!!" .. 'you ALWAYS find missions for me..' hahaha.. oh man.. so yea.. went to the starbucks/jamba juice area once again.. sat in the cold.. while it was drizzling.. eating her KFC!! lol!! with our cold starbucks.. mm.. YEA.. =) rhona, hoppho & francis eventually joined us.. then we went over to barnes & noble yet again.. showed them the cool "s" books.. & yea.. hung out there.. then went to diana's.. watched her scan pictures.. told her my interesting stories on guys.. or yea.. just the last two.. heh.. assholes. =)
sooooooooooooooooooo i've decided tonight. yea. no more. =) diana & clare know what i mean by that. blah.
dang.. i like reading michele's xanga.. haha..
"gosh terrieeEesa and her men.. haha .. she should just number them .. its easier.. cus they basically all look the same .. hehe .. yeah.." .. hilarious.. crack me up.. let's seee.. where are we now..? two.. one.. now ZERO. whatevers clevers!
now.. i'm just waiting for diana to finish scanning.. then i'll sleep. i swear. =)
* teresa 1:32 AM l
Thursday, October 30, 2003
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CHRIS HO!!!
heyy!! i hope you have a GREAT birthday!! turning 18 & aLL!! ;D
ok.. just to make this post short.. YEA.. i WISH it were snowing here in san diego!!! .. hahaha.. whOoo.. looking at that makes it SOOOOO not realistic.. =( but it's okay!! my other half up in reno is going to make me a snow angel!! hehehe.. *fLicK!!*
[ edited @ 3:26 pm ]
sooo.. jussst kidding.. i want to blog now.. haha..
so yesterday was quite interesting. =) first.. i went by
michele's to drop off my dress.. we sat & talked.. about .. stuff & people.. haha.. yeaaa.. that took some time. talking in code confused me. "huh?! she lived where?!" hahaha.. then.. at 5:30.. i left.. to meet up with
diana & rhona @ innout.. yea. SO.. our missions there.. a guy waved to diana from the drive thru.. so she waved back.. then the 3 guys.. 1 looked 14 (dude.. i swear.. NO MORE!! haha..) the other 2 looked older.. and okay looking. haha.. so diana was telling me to do a "shea's dare" on them.. lol.. so when one of them went up to get their food.. i went up to get ketchup.. but when the guy was behind me.. yea.. i turned around & dang.. he's short.. soooo!! i was like nevermind! & walked away.. haha.. =P shut up.. haha.. but yea.. as we were leaving.. they said bye & diana said bye back to them.. THEN.. we were standing outside.. & diana's all like "we should have them go to the movies with us.." SO we were all looking & i waved for them to come outside.. haha.. YA KNOW YA L-WORD ME DIANA!! haha.. then RHONA.. DANG GIRL!! haha.. well.. ok.. the guys were.. marvin & raymond.. she was all like "they're going to watch a movie.. do you want to go with them?" hahaha.. WOW.. then..
"can they get your numbers?" haha.. but they just took mine (by process of elimination! cause diana didnt want to give & rhona has a bf.. so booo!!)
next. we went to
seafood city w/ rhona. then.. after rhona dropped us back off @ innout.. diana & i went over to the
jamba juice/starbucks area.. there.. we met dang, mark & tinh. very interesting stuff.. sooo we kind of ended missing our movie.. (i wanted to watch 'texas chainsaw massacre'.. but w/ just us 2 girls?! psssh!) oh wells.. after they left.. we bugged rj for a bit.. then went over to
barnes & noble..
hehehe.. as always.. i HAD to show her that cool book..
C D B!!! hehe.. it's SO AWESOME!! anyways.. we were amused by that (as always!!) for some time.. then right next to it i see that he wrote a 2nd book & guess what it's called?! ..
C D C?.. haha.. SO AWESOME!!!! so we seriously sat down & tried to figure it out.. damn. that killed time.. lol.. such an awesome book!! but big words.. wtf.. & they used the word "s" for ASS.. oh MAN.. it's a children's book.. wth!! aii.. but yea.. i called up chris from twobuckshort.. haha.. thanks to clare for passing the number.. xP and he came to hang out with us.. by then diana & i were being entertained by those "i spy" books.. haha.. they're SO COOL!! haha..
"you made me come out to do this??" ack.. =/ oh well.. it was cool.. so he hung w/ us for a bit.. then left.. then diana & i went over back to
starbucks.. haha..
i cant believe you've NEVER gone to starbucks f-word!! DANG!! haha.. but YEA.. she LiKED the
caramel frapp.. HECK YEA!! (in yo face, chris!!) haha.. i'm being a nerd.. yeaa.. so we sat there.. talked.. in the cold.. haha.. then she wasted the rest of her film on me.. or some of it.. lol..
"teresa.. JUMP" i jumped.. she didnt take the picture!! >=T hahaha.. SO.. i had to do it again!! & hurt myself.. haha.. i swear.. that guy was looking at us.. LOL.. YEAAAA.. that was entertainment.. heck yea!! i wonder how those came out.. haha.. so after that.. we called it a night..
FUN STUFF...
ooooh!! on the way HOME.. that guy from innout called.. pssssh.. yea. not saving that number. haha.. cause i'm sure he'll delete mine too.. =) but yea.. other than that.. that was the night.. and it threw me off.. because it's
not a FRiDAY!!! ahHhh.. xP
dude.. i swear.. sometimes.. diana reminds me of sandy.. yeaa.. i swear.. a lot of my sd friends are like my lv friends.. crazyy!! but it's all good.. i love my lv friends.. so that means i love my sd friends just as much!! <33 ok yea. i'm going to go finish getting ready.
* teresa 2:07 PM l
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
dickson: so why dun u go play in the fire?
me: make an ash angel right?
dickson: or an ash man
me: hahaha
me: oh yes
dickson: good
me: haha
dickson: or a ash cone
me: stop
me: lol
dickson's a psycho!! haha.. =P anywayss.. yea. so my dad called me up this morning
"i can see your sky.." hahaha.. YEA. so he could see the dark clouds & junk from vegas. DANG. that's crazyyyy!! =/ but YEA!! after i woke up.. i looked out & YAYY!! the sky's not orange!!!! & it's not dark out!!! heh.. pretty cool.. it's a good sign that i
SHOULD leave the house today. =)
allan: Teresa... you know.. some people do this thing called "sleep"
allan: gosh Teresa... why you so boring! haha
dude. allan's so mean to me. but then again, most of my guy friends are! hahaha.. so =P blahblah.. we talked about last year.. how we didnt really talk but hung out with the same people whenever i'd come down.. heh.. "thanksgiving".. err.. the bbq we had in that park.. good times.. rolling down that hill.. great times.. haha.. ok. that was a nice trip down memory lane. =)
oH. i didnt talk about my trip back to vegas!! yea. it was fun. haha.. mostly hung out with the family.. my brother is a funny one.. =) so our satellite was being whack & i didnt know what my brother did to fix it.. so i went to bug him.. "danny i'm boredd!!" .. 'go watch tv!' .."i dont know how!!" hahaha.. gotta love me!! =P
sam hooked it up with the papa john's.. YUM. THANKS!! haha.. "you're only using me as a detour!" yea yea.. it's okay dai lo!! i still love ya!! hahaha.. sucker. um. then hung out with
debbie & friends.
teresa squared. hahaha.. that was great!! stood outside of palms.. then migrated to luxor.. sigh.. memories... =( "not looking over there.." .... it hurt. rawr... then moseyed on over to rampart. hahaha.. debbie..
"i dont get it!! why is it rampart?! it says marriott!!" hahaha.. damn. but yea. saw some old durango faces there. i liked dana's reaction..
"it's not blockbuster!" heh.. =) ok yea. that could sum up my short weekend back to vegas.. just not in detail. =)
blahblah. so since then.. been stuck @ home. i got my computer back!! YAYY!! too bad my sound card is all whack & i cant listen to music.. AND all my freakn' stuff is gone cause my brother replaced my hard drive.
BAD TiMES!! =( so i have to re-dl eRrthang (aww!! i miss andy!!) later.. yea.. but yea! i've been at home!! being a
"bum".. being annoyed by my little cousins.. catching up w/ & talking to people on the phone which i havent done in awhile.. good stuff.. TOO BAD some people.. people that dont like talking on the phones.. dont like talking to me!!!! that hurts.. bleh.. YEA. lalalaaaaaaa..
no more. i need to finish my laundry now. =) have a good day people!!
[ edited @ 1:11 pm ]
dickson: man its all dark and cloudy here
dickson: looks all smoky
dickson: look what u guys did!
me: hahaha
me: >.<
dickson: if i blame n e one......its u
dickson: haha
me: but its meeeeeee
me: toszeeeee
me: haha
dickson: well yea...thats why
me: ew!
me: hahaha
yea.. i love my friends.. you make me laugh.. lol.. =D
* teresa 1:00 PM l
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
driving back to san diego from las vegas was quite the interesting & longest drives EVER. 10 hours.. when it should've been a good 5.. ugh. but yea.. it was all dark.. & when the 15 reopened.. we went on that & passed by 2 fires.. it really makes the sky more black.. it's so freakn crazy.. then from the top of carmel mtn rd i saw another fire.. and danggg.. got me scared....
... i still cant believe how CLOSE it is to us.. arghh.. SO CRAZY!!! my sister said how my aunt & cousins could see it over the hill by our house.. wtf.. that is SO SCARY.. bleh.. i was looking through people's infos today & yea.. sorry new friend chris!! i like what you put because it's true.. people complain w/o thinking & yea.. "when you walk outside and complain about the ashes falling from the sky, take a minute to think about that those ashes and where they came from. imagine they were possessions that people worked hard for, things that cannot be replaced, and imagine that those ashes were once homes that people worked hard for." .. that's so crazy.. and hearing about people who have lost their homes & everything.. makes me sad.. i dont know.. the whole thing about rebuilding their homes.. isnt the same.. there's a lot of memories that went with it & i dont know... i guess you just have to TRY to be optimistic in times like these, right? ...
* teresa 12:04 AM l
Saturday, October 25, 2003
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!
& to
JOHN'S DAD!!! much love to both.. <333
.. no bonfire for me. =( but hey. all good. i get to see my parents & brother & maybe other las vegas peoples. right right?? =)
randy: I'll talk to you laters, stay safe, and purr when you see a cute guy
me: have fun
randy: hehehe
me: hahahaha
me: nicee
me: have fun at the bonfireee
me: goodnight
randy: laters kitty
me: haha
NOT COOL.. i dont like that nickname!! =P
* teresa 12:08 AM l
Friday, October 24, 2003
i got this email from clare. SO NICE. =)
Remember when......? Let me take you waaaay back... Before the Internet or the MAC Before semi automatics and crack Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... Way back... I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Red light, Green light. Playing kickball & dodgeball until the street lights came on. Mother May I? Red Rover. Hula Hoops. Running through the sprinkler. Happy Meals. Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons. Fat Albert, Road Runner, Smurfs, Picture Pages, G-Force & He-Man. The kids from the show Saved By The Bell were your idols, and all the girls were in love with Zack, Wonder Woman & Super Man Underoos. Playing Dukes of Hazard.Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar. Christmas morning... Your first day of school. Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses. Climbing trees. Getting an Ice Cream off the Ice Cream Truck. A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers. Jumpin down the steps. Being tired from playin'... Your first crush... Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7Up" in the class room. Remember that? I'm not finished yet...Kool-aid was the drink of summer. Riding your friends on your handle bars. Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school. Class Field Trips. When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.When a quarter seemed like a fair allowance and another quarter a miracle. When any parent could discipline any kid, or feed him or use him to carry groceries, and nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it. When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool. When being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the fate that awaited a misbehaving student at home. Basically, we were in fear for our lives, but it wasn't because of drive by shootings, drugs, gangs, etc. Our parents and grandparents were much bigger threat! And some of us are still afraid of em!!! Didn't that feel good, just to go back and say, "Yeah, I remember that!" There's nothing like the good old days! They were good then, and they're good now when we think about them. Share some of these thoughts with a friend who can relate,then share it with someone that missed out on them. I want to go back to the time when... Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo",mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming "do over!" "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in Monopoly.Catching the fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening. It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends. Being old, referred to anyone over 20. The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties. Nobody was prettier than Mom. Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better. It was no big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park. Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare". Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles. The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team. Water balloons were the ultimate weapon. Older siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest protectors. If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!! Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...
.. told ya it was nice. have a good day guys!!
* teresa 9:20 AM l
Thursday, October 23, 2003
i ditched my first class today!!
.. nothing to be all that proud of.. BUT YEA!! xP
.. the semester is now half way over. YES. only 15 more times to go to each class.. lol.. lalala.. school was okay. since it's filipino american history month (omb.. is that right?! xT) yeaa.. apss did their thAng~ .. it was just great. it was WAY better than going to econ. =) i saw someone from my class who also ditched to watch them.. hahaha.. sooo funny.. but yea.
all of you guys did grrrreat!! for serious!! ^^ rosemarie's singing is sooo... NICE.. aaaahHhH!! *jealous* all you people that did tinikling were goood too!!!! (clare, randy, madge, rj, trish, nik, jessica & cheryl)!! =P but yea.. that was wayy entertaining.. but the stupid bees were freaking me out.. we somehow trapped a bee under a water bottle.. paul killed it!! sad!!
OH OH!!! the other NICE parts of the event.. ray has a nice voice.. i loved the acoustic stuff.. i loved how he got SO into it.. i was just like WOW.. you just got a lot hotter.. heh.. but yea.. seriously.. i dont know.. passion is a nice trait to have.. and he definitely had that.. then.. there was the
clean up crew.. DANG.. sooo CUTE.. i loved their whole thing.. damn.. the guy w/ the shades.. mmHMM!! ;D hehe.. then!! there was
twobuckshort.. DUDE.. very nice.. they did good.. we could barely hear them.. but it was still good!! they r0cked!! =D afterwards - randy introduced clare & i to them.. dude.. he is soooooo cute!!!!! aahHhhh.. in rosemarie's words..
"i just want to hug him!!" .. =)
rose & i were looking at clare do her thAng..
rose: dang.. P I M P
me: C L A R E ! !
ok.. hahaha.. so that was the cool stuff that happened in school..
after school.. i came home.. but soon left to go hang out at
my 2nd home.. it was so weird not going over to bug kevin & stuff.. blahH!! but yea.. it was cool.. i got to hang w/ his mom & his little brother.. haha.. brian told me how he told his friend that his second sister was over at his house.. lol.. sooo great.. =) but yea.. i made brownies & had dinner @ their house.. then watched friends & will & grace.. man.. it's been awhile since i've done that.. what.. 3 weeks to a month ago? =/ but yea.. that's some good stuff.. they seriously are my 2nd family..
so that was my night.. onto deeper topics? .. yea.
you know.. i still find it pretty sad that we learn about each other's days through blogs.. but then again.. i know you're busy & sometimes i'm busy myself.. but does that justify us not talking to each other? ..
blah..
ok.. but yea.. i dont know when i'll get around to doing so.. to tell vinnie stuff.. i'll put it here for now.. haha.. yeaa.. reading his blog made me... CRY. seriously. it was SO.. sweet.. knowing that he worries/cares about me.. even though he thought i was mad @ him.. when really.. i thought he was mad/annoyed of me.. soo whooPs? and hey.. the thing about crying.. i cried harder when i saw that he called.. because yea.. happy tears mixed w/ sad tears.. if you know what i mean.. heh.. yea.
then he talked about.. not holding stupid grudges against people.. i KNOW i've said that too.. but havent acted on it.. or i do.. but instead of holding grudges for a month.. i hold them for shorter time periods now.. (i'm WORKiNG on it!!) YEA.
i'm a hypocrite. but who isnt?! but yea.. i dont know..
ok. i really need to call people this weekend.
oH. i LOVE
orange (& if it's orange + another tone)
roses!! ^^*
* teresa 11:08 PM l
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
soooo.. tuesday was the
WORST day EVER.
it's weird because there were lots of bad stuff.. but some good stuff.. almost enough to even it out.. but yea.. the bad stuff? i'd rather not repeat it on here.. if you know what happened.. then you know what happened.. but the good stuff? i realized.. some people.. cared. but then again - i found out others didnt. whatever. leave me alone.
you know what i found ironic? .. because i didnt have my kiDd (car) for a good.. 6 days.. i missed driving.. MMM.. it's a different story now.. oh man.. i bet some of you guys that listened to my issues think i'm a bad driver now, huh? =/
derek (11:40:44 PM): i never heard you said the f word before. i'm just wondering how bad can your day really be? lol
romeo (11:23:49 PM): u okay?
me (11:23:58 PM): not really but whatever
romeo (11:24:22 PM): u want boba?
romeo (11:24:33 PM): would that make it better?
me (11:24:34 PM): bleh.. had it
romeo (11:25:13 PM): want ice crea?
romeo (11:25:18 PM): ice cream?
me (11:26:29 PM): no thanks
me (11:26:31 PM): had that too
me (11:26:32 PM): lol
romeo (11:27:02 PM): dangg i dont know how to cheer u up? wanna lapdance? hahahaha j/p
i think it's soooooo..... stupid when people dont realize they're hurting other people's feelings.....
on the other hand - i love it when people make me smile/happy & they dont even realize/know it.. heh..
so yea.. some personalized thanks..
diana - thanks for trying to cheer me up.. you're one cool b-word.. thanks for giving me your shoulder to cry on.. and being there for me..
michele - you were there w/ me.. "laugh about it".. thanks for listening to me freak out & everything.. i'm going to miss you SO much when you're gone.....
clare - dude. you're just the best (friend of mine too!)!! heh.. thanks for listening to me.. being there for me.. and the slurpee.. heh.. you're just awesome. love ya oslagab!! <33
brian &
vinnie - thanks for calling me to check up on me.. i missed hearing from you, vinnie.. & brian.. same goes to you.. it's good to know some friends can be there for you when you're feeling down...
sam - dude. i swear.. i can trust you with my life. and i kind of am. heh.. thanks for listening to me.. and being so iffy.. about some things you had to say.. but i DO trust you.. sooo.. thanks again..
as for my other friends..
thanks for caring.. <33
...... sigh.
* teresa 2:59 PM l
Monday, October 20, 2003
hey CLARE says: no schoolwork is THE kind of work to be doing
hey CLARE says: heeh
ChYnEzAn6L: hahaha
hey CLARE says: freddy says hi ;D
ChYnEzAn6L: heck yea
ChYnEzAn6L: rawrrr
ChYnEzAn6L: no moreeeeeeeeee
ChYnEzAn6L: *hides*
hey CLARE says: TEEHEHEHE!!
hey CLARE says: you're gonna see him everytime you are in my car
hey CLARE says: HAHAHA!!
ChYnEzAn6L: evil clurr.. psssh
ChYnEzAn6L: rawr
ChYnEzAn6L: haha
hey CLARE says: chloe and freddy are like this *crosses fingers*
hey CLARE says: hahaah
ChYnEzAn6L: ... EWWW
ChYnEzAn6L: haha
hahaha.. SO chloe is clare's car.. and
FREDDY (grrrreat name for a scary thing!! heh..) is the freaky *plastic* lizard i thought was real this morning!! haha.. darn it clare.. =P sooo she's been trying to freak me out with it.. booo!! lol..
but yea.. school today was quite interesting. always hangin' in the dome.. haha.. clare made a hilarious comment to something diana was saying.. i think.. haha.. =D then randy, the straw wrapper & water..
THE WORM!! SOOO AWESOME!! lol.. YEA.. i get easily amused.. shut up!! =) alright. now i'm off to go to jessica's in.. 20 minutes? i shall go wait for clare now!!
[ cont'd at 10:49 pm ]
sooo.. the meeting/tinikling practice was quite the interesting. hahaha.. esp. the end!! i felt like a nerd cause i knew how to use adobe. YEA comm. design!! haha.. then the whole dancing thing.. whOoo diana & jessica (& my bf of course) know what i'm talking about!! lol.. =D sooo nice.
ok. so i've been contemplating this.. & i've got to say.. i have a feeling that this whole thing will be like key club again? blar. like being part of the committee isnt all that bad.. esp. since there are 4 other people to help each other out.. haha..
"we're supposed to be an entity.." HAHA.. wow!! that still makes me laugh!! =D ok.. but back to what i was meaning to talk about.. like.. i dont know WHY.. but i just have this feeling that.. this whole apss thing will be like what i experienced in key club. HAHA.. BAD TIMES!! .. but then again.. i liked being an officer in key club.. whoot whoot.. it's just a lot of stress & work at times.. but then again.. if you're going to be something more than a member.. you've got to expect that work.. haha.. oh man.. i love contradicting myself.. but oh well.. we'll see how this goes.. =)
ok. my head hurts. but i have to wait for my hair to finish drying. then.. i'll wait til 11:30 for clare to come on!! if not.. sorry clare!!! =/ lalala.. ok.. time to go.. do something!! =)
* teresa 5:12 PM l
Sunday, October 19, 2003
today is my cousin sunny's 4th birthday!! yayy.. =D
anyways. my thighs still hurt. haha.. =/ i am being soooo lazy. argh. YEA. i tried reading for psci yesterday. pssh. i'm going to try again today. i cleaned my room yesterday.. then got to have a talk w/ michele & monica..
"if you're happy i'm happy for you.." - michele.. =)
soo.. i dont know.. thoughts on my past guys came up again.. heh.. dont ask.. they just come up.. =/ but yea.. i realized that i've gone from having really sweet boyfriends.. to jerks/bastards/players/a-words/etc. rawr. go away. dont talk to me. heh.. but yea. i think what brought this up was.. the fact that mon met eddie the other day & told me how he looks all decent now.. i dont know.. he's an ex i wish i could've stayed friends with. you cant say i didnt try though..
i think i get jealous too easily. =/
OH! sooooo did i mention how jay.. the BUM w/o the quotation marks is back in las vegas?? yea. i dont know.. in a way i want to see how he is.. but then the other part of me just wants to leave it as it is.. i think both he & the fish.. are sooo similiar.. both screwing w/ my feelings on & off.. whenever they feel like it.. rawr.. then i feel evil for wishing certain things.. heh.. or rather saying stuff.. but then again - who wouldnt agree that they deserve it? i know both of them agreed with me that they're jerks to me.. sooo YEP.. that leaves no one!! haha.. assholes.
what the hell am i doing writing all of this? whatever. i'm just putting my thoughts down since i'm being lazy & dont feel like writing it out in my real journal..
you know what? .. i miss my las vegas friends. i havent talked to kat or alex in awhile.. =/ alex in a LONG while.. bleh.. i hope he's doing good.. so i MIGHT go back during thanksgiving? heh.. who knows!! damnit.
i wonder where my sister is..
ok. time to try to read. again.
* teresa 12:53 PM l
Saturday, October 18, 2003
C L U B B i N G was F U N !! ^^
so my friday? um. from the time i woke up [9:30ish] to 5:00.. i was very unproductive. tried to do my GEL hw & my laundry. sooo at least i have clean clothes? haha.. then @ 5.. i went over to michele's to borrow her curling iron & we ended up talking for an hour.. haha.. good stuff..
i miss talking to michele every other day.. =/ but yea.. she has a lot going on.. soo that's cool.. it's just that she's going to leave me next year!!! i left.. but it's not like i'm that far.. she's going to school on the eastcoast? or that's the plan.. =**(
so @ 6ish.. i headed home then to clare's to get ready with her & lauren.. yep yep.. curling my hair was a waste because i ended up putting it up.. pssh.. haha.. whatever. =) so after getting ready.. we headed over to diana's.. then people started showing up.. all i remember is the joke anton & glenda played on me & clare!! dang.. he SO had me going with his straight face.. damn! haha.. =P then after everyone got there.. we split up into our cars & drove to
club 911 in el cajon.. on the way.. diana got a call from mark, our innout mission 3 fridays ago? .. sure.. haha..
a buffet in el centro!! classic!!! soooo we got lost for a little bit.. hahaha.. the cop gave us directions & we showed up at the club in 5 minutes or less.. good stuff.. sooooo it was me, clare, diana, lauren, glenda & anton, christa & rj, shea, john, mark, randy, chris, gerard, quan, nimitz.. while waiting in line.. the girls made up the
J crew.. joanna, jessica, jennifer, janine, jackie &.. julie? i forgot.. xP but yea.. haha.. too bad we never used them!!
then.. got into the club.. interesting. no one was dancing at first because the club was still somewhat really empty.. =T soo boo to that.. but yea.. then when people started dancing.. it was fun.. oh man.. i kept trying to get shea to dance.. pssh.. what a bum!! haha.. but yea..
danced with everyone there!! .. cept for maybe 2 people? ehHh.. haha.. all good.. =) then glenda, anton, christa & rj had to go.. =( but it was fun when they were there.. glenda kept making me .. do stuff.. haha.. but that's okay.. it was motivation. =D lalala.. sooo dancing was fun. "dang teresa!! doggy style!!".. NO?! haha.. i was NOT!! O=) "i cant dance with you!" .. 'why?!' .. "you're good!!" .. wtf?! hahaha.. then when i started getting restless & my feet started to hurt.. along with my thighs.. sooo i sat & watched people dance. DANG. people are FREAKS.. dancing to the point where they look like they're having sex on the floor.. mm.. YEA... freaks. they were girls too.. wtf.. bleh.. umm!! soooo clare & i played pool w/ shea, john & mark.. we were winning!! haha.. then randy & nimitz wanted to play & i still say we WON!! =P stupid boys & their testosterone.. =X haha..
we left the club around.. 1:30? ish.. haha.. dang.. good stuff.. we went to denny's in mira mesa. DANG. there were a LOT of people there.. we got our own little booth in the corner.. TOO BAD that means BAD SERVICE!! but i dont know.. it's all good.. it was freakn' packed.. =/ but yea.. clare played the sugar game thing with john.. haha.. mark & i played too.. too bad NEITHER of us won/lost/whatever.. haha.. but yeaa.. i got an oreo shake.. YUM!! then freakn' shea made a drink.. i dont even know what he put in it.. but yea.. we all took a "shot" of it.. *GAG!!* gross.. then the guys were being mean to me & clare.. so we sat in our own little booth.. lol.. and i dont know.. just
lots of fun/interesting stuff.. =)
then!! by that time.. it was 3am.. or after. heh.. =X sooo we said our goodbyes to shea, john & mark.. and yea.. i've got to say..
hugs with 2 arms are nicer than hugs with 1 arm.. =) ok. haha.. went back to diana's & when everyone else came back.. we said goodbye to them too.. then!! we (the OGMP) people went inside.. talked for awhile.. they tried to get me to do something.. haha.. then fell asleep maybe a little before 5am. woke up at 7 to take clare home.. then went home myself to get more sleep.. haha.. dude.. my little cousin was already awake watching cartoons. -.- weirdos. haha..
SO!! i woke up.. an hour & a half ago.. lol.. a good 10 hours of sleep is good enough for me!! =) yep.. so yea.. that's all for now.. but yea.. i think
friday is the best day of the week..
.. sooo what's the plan for next friday?? ^.~
* teresa 3:56 PM l
Thursday, October 16, 2003
erick (9:43:00 PM): dai fay mui
me (9:43:07 PM): ... =((((
erick (9:43:26 PM): did i ever call you that back in the day?
me (9:43:54 PM): .... YEAAA
me(9:43:55 PM): =(((
erick (9:44:18 PM): why the long face?
erick (9:44:25 PM): its cute
me (9:44:32 PM): hahaha
me (9:44:36 PM): dai fay mui = cute?
me (9:44:41 PM): mean erick
erick (9:44:52 PM): i think its cute
me (9:44:57 PM): haha
aww.. "back in the day"!! dang.. i miss talking to that guy.. =) chicken pot pie.. chicken pot pie..
chicken pot pieeee.. omb!! dang.. i've known that kidd for a long time now that i think about it... =))
so school was interesting. i guess. haha.. clare picked me up. went to GEL. then my 3 hour break. YAY.. haha.. my "best friend" andrew entertained me for a bit.. haha.. he gave me food!! =) but he'd wake me up.. "dont make me use this pointing waking up finger" or something like that.. lol.. =) so yea.. sat there.. conversed w/ people.. then it was time to go to ECON. ugh. no more. haha.. i got SO confused & dizzy in that class.. @.# hahaha.. making weird faces like debbie's for me..
(@.*) i freakn love it..
but yea.. it was quite interesting when i talked to christa today.. we were talking about a certain person & then she was all like
"so does this mean there's no more tv to watch??" argh. i dont know.. i was pretty bitter when i answered.. not like i have anything bitter to be about because it's not like.. something would've happened?? yea.
so. the phrase i've been using lately..
i DONT CARE!!!!!!
give me you - mary j blidge. sweet song.
so after school.. clare, randy (dy dy) & i went to the field house & we played HORSE!! =D clare got up to HORS, randy is a HO, i'm a HOR.. =) haha.. that was pretty fun.. time flew by pretty fast.. so that's cool.. after that.. clare & i went to subway.. yep yep.. then! we went on an adventure to figure out where the end of the road led to! haha.. very nice townhouses!! for serious. haha.. then went down the scarier looking road.. that was kind of cool.. but it ended quickly.. oh wells.. sooo after that! apss meeting.. whOot whooT!! roxy is eviL.. haha.. just like the rest of the girls!! =P (but you guys know i love you!!) hehe.. & yea.. i trust rose!! hahaha.. i love laughing!! <3 then went outside to watch people practice tinikling.. tried to convince nik to go clubbing with us tomorrow.. yep.. then clare & i went home!!
traffic bites. =) yayy for backroads!! haha..
i'm excited to see how tomorrow will be. but then i shouldn't be.. just in case it turns out blah. what a way to stay optimistic, eh? =P
dude. i feel SO BAD.
the one person who ever calls me.. AUSTUNY has been calling me constantly.. he even left me a vmail last night.. =)
"*singing* teresa oh teresa.. i'm so glad you're mine.. *stops singing* but yea.. i just called to say hi & yea.. because you're super cool & stuff & yea.. i'm turning super gaysian.."
.. that
TOTALLY made me smile.. @ 5:30am. it's always nice to wake up to something so nice like that!! plus, considering that i've been too busy to pick up whenever he calls.. BLEH.. hehe..
it was SO NICE OF YOU TO LEAVE THAT MESSAGE J OPPA!! <33 you make me smile.. =D
anyways.. i want to get my GEL hw out of the way.. soo i'll do that & then call my beloved j oppa back tonight.. after 9.. haha.. =P
[ edit'd @ 7:23 pm ]
haha.. OH YEA.. i remember talking to clare yesterday about diana & i's.. *that sounds sooo wrong but whatever!* new vocabulary.. haha..
clare (6:45:55 PM): i like D & T
me (6:45:56 PM): what else what else
me (6:45:56 PM): haha
me (6:46:03 PM): ahaha.. i like TKD!
me (6:46:04 PM): LOL!
clare (6:46:06 PM): oh YEAH!!
me (6:46:07 PM): i'm a freakn nerd
T = tap that a-word!!
K = krackmonkey!!
D = DAYMN!!
hahaha.. and YES.. we were bored.. sooo.. =D
... haha.. oh man.. i just remembered what jessica said to me & clare during the apss meeting when we were looking through picutres..
"dang.. is there a time when you guys arent together??" .. haha.. =)
* teresa 6:17 PM l
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
school was okay today. i like it when there's nothing big expected - like taking a test!! haha.. those are bad times.. i'm scared to know what i'm going to get on my psci & econ tests.. =/
omb!! in psci - joseph was blowing bubbles & TWO landed on me!! hahaha.. EW!!!! =P
after class, i went to the dome with rose. from there - we talked about guys & relationships. then the topic of missions came up. =/ ok. for serious -
i dont like doing missions. why? .. because i dont like being the one approaching guys. maybe i'm old fashioned that way? haha.. no. i dont know. i guess because around guys.. i guess i'm still somewhat.. shy. i dont know.. i guess i'm just sick of being the one that always goes up to them or.. initiates conversation.. that's just.. lame.
so after that hanging with rose, diana & phil.. i went to hang with shea & randy.. we went to eat food.. in the dome.. haha.. sat w/ arien & nimitz joined us.. haha.. he's a funny guy.. so yea.. interesting conversations.. then randy drove me home.. THANKS again!! =)
so yea.. i finished reading..
"one word can change the entire world. hey." - this lullaby. great book. =) another great quote from it:
"one second, one minute, one hour, could make all the difference.." true that!! haha.. but yea the book itself? some parts reminded me of myself.. but HAHA.. yeaaa.. let's hope i get a happy ending? sure, why not.. =P it was pretty funny.. there was this one part i remember clare telling me about.. but i cant find it right now.. sooo!!! haha.. moving on!!
austuny (6:40:50 PM): I miss you.
me (6:41:05 PM): i miss you tooo!!
me (6:41:10 PM): sorry i've been missing your calls
me (6:41:10 PM): =/
austuny (6:42:12 PM): It's okay.
austuny (6:42:15 PM): I still love you.
austuny (6:42:27 PM): One day you'll see I was the one.
me (6:42:32 PM): =)
dude! that was SO nice. he was all talking about his car one second and out of nowhere - that! =) i love my j oppa!!
gerard: the guys of san diego are missing you doing missions on them
gerard: =P
hahaha.. funny stuff.. =)
alright. i want to shower. then catch smallville tonight!! YES!! =D
* teresa 6:59 PM l
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
paul: u and **** should hook up
paul: i'll tell him u have a crush on him, haha
paul: i'm sure he's into aggressive women
me: hahaha
me: heyY!
.. people make me laugh.. haha.. =)
and YEA.. to make it
C L E A R .. i just think he's CUTE.. =D
OH!! & yea.. i'm not THAT aggressive.. i just like hitting some people (andrew & paul!).. haha.. so feel special!! =)
so YEA. i woke up late today. RAWR!!! bad times.. woke up at 6:30am.. when i was supposed to be in the school parking lot.. HAHA.. sooo i got to school around 7:15.. darn the traffic on the 78.. rawr.. sucks.. so that was the start to a bad day.. bombed my econ test.. just... whatever.
hung out with diana & randy after class.. there were more people but they scattered to go to class.. yep. diana told me something that totally made my day.. ^^ so diana & i sat there making up our own vocabulary.. haha.. "o-word the hook" haha.. "k-word" is my favorite.. reminded me of debbie.. hahaha.. yea.. lalala.. so we eventually went off to north county.. did NO missions.. bleh.. went to baskin robbins.. YUM.. BAD.. then party city.. DANG.. a LOT of people work there.. hmm.. francis forgot my name.. but tried redeeming himself by giving me a breadstick!! which i didnt want.. haha.. romeo works there!! awesome!! then yea.. home.. after being informed of my tire being flat.. YEA..
NOW i need to get a crack-a-lackin' on my GES hw..
[ cont'd at 10:49 pm ]
me (9:09:46 PM): you WISH you were me
me (9:09:47 PM): =D
andrew (9:09:55 PM): no i wish i was your face!!!!!
andrew (9:10:05 PM): actually no i dont...
me (10:27:27 PM): yur bad at this
andrew (10:27:42 PM): yeah
andrew (10:27:55 PM): but not as bad as your face!!!!!!!!!
me (10:28:30 PM): hahaha
andrew (10:30:56 PM): LOSER!!!!!!!!
me (10:30:56 PM): oOoK!
me (10:30:57 PM): haha
me (10:31:02 PM): BIGGER LOSER!!!
andrew (10:31:11 PM): BIGGEST LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
andrew (10:31:15 PM): HAHA
andrew (10:31:29 PM): JK BEST FRIEND
andrew (10:31:36 PM): ur da best!!!
bruce: Cause your WOah awsome lol
haha.. aww.. i
like LOVE my friends.. =)
* teresa 6:16 PM l
Monday, October 13, 2003
[ saturday, 1o.11.o3 ]
dont remember. studied. finished 'the guardian'.. GOOD BOOK, btw. =) watched "luther" with my sister, patrick & the lehman's.. very interesting movie.. i liked the fireplace.. too bad it looks like it was bigger than my room. bleh.. -.- then.. went to little tokyo to eat. yum.
sushi = good. but todai > makinos > sushi factory > little tokyo > springtown. =P then talked to clare afterwards.. & we've decided to stalk jessica!! hehe.. =D
clare (10:32:10 PM): and yes..guys should keep their mouths SHUT
[ sunday, 1o.12.o3 ]
studied w/ rhona & randy @ starbucks in mira mea. i SWEAR.. that looked like prelude guy!! haha.. so cute so cute!!
rhona is fun to talk to!! =) plus, i found out she lives close to me!! cool!!
so i had starbucks @ what, 5pm? i couldnt go to sleep until 1am. FUN. -.-
[ monday, 1o.13.o3 ]
school. got my ges test back. i'm disappointed. is 76/100 good? i dont think so. damn. talked to clare for awhile about *stuff*.. studied w/ people. took psci test. just... whatever. i dont even want to know.. well.. maybe i do.. but blah!!
went to study @ ucsd w/ lena after school. met harold. cool guy. i like his truck!! haha.. soooo there are some cute guys that go to ucsd. *a deR* "i want a nice korean guy.." 'you should find me a nice chinese guy then!!' sooo lo & behold.. when we went to starbucks.. after lena cooked us food (YUM!! good job!! =) well, yea.. it was me, lena & eunice that went to starbucks.. me & eunice went to talk to the protestors in front of ralph's.. & there just so happened to be an asian guy there.. so when lena comes up to us..
"hey teresa.. nice chinese guy. over there." =P haha..
anywaysss.. this blog is sucking in detail.
APSS =
APSSolutely GRRRREAT!!! ^^
* teresa 10:56 PM l
Saturday, October 11, 2003
[ friday, 1o.1o.o3 ]
had to go to school. BOO!! haha.. so was @ csusm from 7am - 12:30pm. fun? HAHA.. if you think studying's fun.. but yea.. we were actually productive. =) jane, rose & i left around 12:30 to go to north county. yeaa.. we couldnt find rose.. so we kept calling her.. & the reception is BAD in malls.. SO.. i got a hold of her & heard every other word.. =P i was trying to tell her to meet us in the underwear department.. haha.. "go where?"
'UNDERWEAR!!' repeated at least 3 times.. each time.. louder & louder.. hahaha.. good stuff!! so that was fun..
sooo i put this in my info because i remembered randy & andrew being mean to me.. haha.. so there's that followed w/ debb's response.. haha.. people make me smile.. =)
randy: want to hear a joke?
andrew: YOUR FACE!!
debb (3:40:19 PM): awww
debb (3:40:21 PM): UR FACE!!
debb (3:40:23 PM): i miss THATTT
debb (3:40:25 PM): :cries:
debb (3:40:26 PM): haha
me (3:41:44 PM): hahaha!!
me (3:41:50 PM): awww
me (3:41:54 PM): like my actual face?
me (3:41:56 PM): or saying that?
me (3:41:56 PM): LOL
debb (3:42:08 PM): btoh
debb (3:42:09 PM): lol
debb (3:42:17 PM): i didnt thinkg of the actual face until u said that
debb (3:42:20 PM): but i miss that too
debb (3:42:20 PM): haha
oooh.. i got the COOLEST vmail from andrew..
"haha.. YOUR FACE!!" *click* hahaha..
after i got home from the mall.. showered.. then read.. then left to go meet up with people @ innout.. from there.. we went to miramar to watch 'lumpia'.. it was jane, diana, chris, vinnie, anton & i.. we saw trish & lex there.. ryan & joeseph came later too!! so that was cooL.. so the movie itself was pretty funny.. haha.. "use penis in a sentence.." the grandma watching them replied..
"penis your homework!" LOL!! SOOOO FUNNY!!! oh man!! OoH! & that brian lucas guy?? YUM!! haha.. some parts were ehHh.. but they had their share of funny stuff.. yep.. so that was that..
went to innout.. met up with clare, gerard & friends.. haha.. saw the guy i was supposed to do my mission on.. TOO BAD HE'S 16!!
"there are too many r kelly's in here.." - gerard.. =X haha.. that SUCKS.. but whatever.. met his friend leonard.. blahblah.. soo umm.. this is where i shall start my.. thoughts on.. last night..
so.. i invited chris & anton (& vinnie even though anton did the asking for me) to come with us last night.. because yea.. i thought it'd be cool hanging with both my college buds & the guys.. esp. since i havent been talking to them for awhile.. but i dont know.. i just got this vibe that.. the guys didnt want to be there.. or that they just werent "havin it".. & that sucked.. i felt bad because i thought that i made sucky plans or whatever.. and so yea.. @ innout.. when i went over to talk to gerard, leonard, clare, & diana just because i dont know.. i like talking to everyone.. because i didnt want to totally diss gerard & leonard and on the other hand.. i didnt want to diss the guys by talking to the rest.. argh.. YEA.. so when i went over to talk to the guys & having vinnie tell me & clare "if you're just coming here because you feel bad, well just stay over there.." (or something to that extent) .. yea.. that just made me...... feel even more worse. i seriously just wanted to talk to you guys because i DID invite you to come hang with us & everything.. but then again.. you guys were in your own world.. sooo.. whatever, right? i dont know.. it just sucks how that one statement can throw a person off.. i was hurt.. and i'm sorry if i did something to make you guys say that.. but i dont know.. that just sucks... i was TRYING to talk to you guys & in return.. i get that?? OK..... i guess i shouldnt try next time........
* teresa 6:20 PM l
Thursday, October 09, 2003
[ wednesday, 1o.o8.o3 ]
my PSCI teacher was on tv the other night.. shaking GOV. ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER'S hand.. freakn' crazyy!! yep yep. i think that was the only interesting point of the day. oH.. i dont like people that ditch class & expects me to take notes & then let them copy them.. wtf.. whatever. slackers.
but yea.. talking about the new gov of ca.. i think it sucks.. but yea.. let's see how he'll handle this.. it shall be interesting.. dont you think so? ..
after school.. i decided to take a what was supposed to be a 20 but turned out to be a 2 hour nap.. =P hehe.. i'm GOOD like that.. knowing i had a test in econ the next year. HECK YEA. but yea.. ended up bringing michele to her college thing.. oK!! sooo i drove her there (a deRr) & yea.. the lady in charge of the college thing was handing out things to put on the parking ticket & she went up to michele.. "i'm assuming you're the parent or the person that drove.. yada yada.." OMB!!
i know i dont look my age, but that is just SO SAD!!! haha.. freakn a.. NOT COOL!! then the whole night.. michele: "hunnie, are you tired?" -.- haha.. whatever!! we went to tapioca express & then green tea house (their boba is YUM!!) & then i got home around 9:30pm.. damn. studied for 2 hours then gave up.. because i knew i had my 3 hour break tomorrow.. so i went to sleep..
bruce (6:09:25 PM): Man your mad funny lol
bruce (6:09:29 PM): I miss you teresa lol
haha.. aww!! good to know some people miss me!! haha.. when i talked to my brother earlier.. i was telling him this story.. he interrupted me
"hi.. my name is NOT iNTERESTED" .. haha.. messed up!!! =P
oooh yeaaa!!
i missed smallville!! =( are they going to replay it on sunday???
[ thursday, 1o.o9.o3 ]
went to school. it was somewhat fun. i studied a little more. HAHA.. i get distracted SO easily.. it freakn sucks.. but yea.. andrew & randy kept distracting me.. haha..
"yea.. teresa's my best friend!!" -.- haha.. i hate that sarcasm in your voice!! psssh!! but yea..
my econ test got postponed 'til tuesday!!! ^^ .. but now the question is.. will i study more? HAHA.. yea.. i need to.. it's 25% of my grade.. SiGH.. damnit. haha.. so then.. diana & i went to meet up with some APSS people.. i made new friends!! haha.. more specifically.. guys in a frat.. ;D very nicee!! "go to the ball!!" hm.. naHhh.. so we watched the cheer competition or whatever.. APSS won!! HELL YEA!!
"APSSolutely.. APSSolutely great!!" whOoT!! the BEST cheer!! haha.. oh man.. the 1st group.. "oh SHIT!!" lol!! so funny!! lalala.. ooh yea.. i liked sitting on those steps.. right next to.. la____!! ^^ hehe.. good stuff!!
oh yea.. side note.. if you decide to wear a really short skirt.. or better yet.. a THONG under a really short skirt on a WiNDY day.. you've GOT to be.. *ahem*.. haha.. diana & i were traumatized!! xT
and then and then.. from there.. clare came with me while i got my 2nd shot.. then we went to subway.. saw a car full of guys.. haha.. ;D very nice.. sat there & talked.. yep.. good stuff.. then went back to school.. walked around.. sat.. then went to the APSS meeting.. (hey jessica!! i went!! are you happy?! haha..) it was cool.. i had to leave to go to my academic advising meeting or whatever. pfft.. what a waste.. it kind of helped.. but yea. =P then after that.. i was heading back to founder's plaza.. haha.. i heard a bunch of stomping & clapping & low and behold - i saw APSS!! haha.. so we hung out there for awhile.. clare tried to teach me to do whatever they were doing.. but it was fun watching.. haha..
some people are just so darn cute!! =)
sooo!!! ok.. now onto a totally different topic.. haha.. GUYS.. oh yea.. who didnt see that one coming?! yea.. there's so much i could "bword" about.. but i wont.. like.. i am seriously going to sit back & just let things happen if it's meant to happen..
i cant MAKE things happen.. i cant rush people into feeling things for me.. or whatever.. there are just certain things i miss about liking a guy or having a guy like me.. i remember.. not too far back.. i thought back on.. the past guys i've "talked" to.. i wondered the "what if's.." & seriously.. for most of them.. i dont think it wouldve lasted.. how SAD is that... sigh.... i dont care.. really. ehH.. maybe a little. i swear.. i'm going to get married when i'm all old & wrinkly.. or SOMETHiNG.. bleh.. =( whatever. this topic sucks..
me (11:08:30 PM): oh man.. i'm just all over the place with guys.. haha.. since the "missions" i just dont care..
me (11:08:34 PM): its like randomly meeting guys
me (11:08:44 PM): but most of the time its like yea.. no interest.. i just want to make a new friend
me (11:08:44 PM): haha
me (11:08:50 PM): blahh.. whatever
debb (11:08:56 PM): haha yea
me (11:09:20 PM): then the guy i might somewhat be attracted to... acts like he's all better than me
me (11:09:32 PM): not at all talkative & thats just BLAH.. soo whatever.. =)
me (11:09:38 PM): but he's CUTE
debb (11:09:40 PM): yeaaa
me (11:09:45 PM): haha
debb (11:09:47 PM): i swear to frickn gosh
debb (11:09:52 PM): wen are we gonna be given a break
me (11:10:24 PM): blahh
debb (11:10:48 PM): whatever..haha
me (11:10:54 PM): haha
ok. so yea.. my life.. as you can see has been SO .. BORING.. haha.. it's all school, school, SCHOOL, some apss stuff, i get my hanging out w/ friends done w/ @ school.. then the whole sleep & eat.. REPEAT.. heh.. how fun..
hm. i need to return my library books tomorrow. blah. ok. i'm going to go read!
* teresa 7:44 PM l
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
school was interesting as always. heh..
GEL.. dang.. that computer lab was "like a sauna" (as i overheard jon say).. haha..but seriously!! ahh.. yea.. i think i need a new topic for my research paper. erR.. whatever. =) after that was my 3 hour break.. HAHAHA.. all i remember from that was fixing my water bottle.. & knocking andrew's bottle over.. clare doing her talent.. then what we were talking about? all i remember is -
"it's always the quiet ones!!" wth?! hahaha.. xP BAD TiMES!!! then.. last class of the day was ECON.. what fun.. we got our quizzes back.. rawr.. whatever.. NOW i remember why i kind of dont like cheaters. they get higher grades than you.. the person who actually worked for that crappy grade. argh. whatever. =) after school.. hung out w/ diana & randy.. & trish.. haha.. "want me to introduce you to them?" uHh.. that was my cue to walk away.. =P
went to pick up my little cousin @ rolling hills.. then went back home.. cooked our food.. then he just watched tv while i read "the guardian".. then i wanted to fall asleep when my cousin's friend came over to amuse him.. TOO BAD they were LOUD.. so i fell asleep for 10 minutes then everyone was suddenly home.. wtf? haha.. so i woke up & they fed me..
f o o d = e v i l .. ]=)
i want to try that diet lena told me about. but DANG.. 2 weeks?! that's freakn crazy.. but then again.. if i DO end up losing that 15-20 pounds.. (which i'll NEVER gain back.. ehh.. kind of too good to be true sounding there, huh?) then it'll be all good.. ehh.. *shrug*
ok. yayy!!
BROWN iS BEE-YOOU-TEE-FUL!! ^^
[ cont'd at o8:o4 pm ]
haha.. i love how i'm slacking off so bad when i know i really have to study for my econ test on thursday.. YEA..
well, i was bored & decided to look at my horoscope.. since i havent done that in awhile.. xP
Through Tuesday, the career path is a bit sluggish. You may feel as if you are drifting from one interest to another, and are not really excited about the selections. Wednesday, you have the opportunity to take a sharp turn on a new road, one that enhances your skills. A significant love affair could also begin, midweek. You make new friends easily, from Friday through the weekend. A relationship you thought was over may even reignite.
hahaha!! WOW.. i found the whole thing about.. making new friends from friday through the weekend.. haha.. when diana & i were telling randy the stories of our fridays.. i realized we were talking like how they talk in 'next friday' & 'friday after next'.. using fridays as their new weeks.. or yeaa.. haha.. i'm being stupid.. =)
ok. i seriously need to go be more productive. but then again.. i find it funny how.. when i say i'm going to study.. i still have my bad habits when it comes to studying.. studying in teresa terms means.. reading over notes & then moving on to other things.. haha.. TOO BAD THAT SCREWS ME OVER!! =X i dont know.. but then i guess it depends on the subject? ahH.. yea. so i'm going to go "study"..
* teresa 5:45 PM l
Monday, October 06, 2003
i was actually productive today!! YES!!!
today was GES & PSCI.. hm.. GES was okay.. had my first quiz in there.. oOweeeee.. yea. i dont know how i did.. lol.. whatever!! =) then PSCI.. rawr..
"how do you stay awake?!" hahaha.. randy & joseph were sleeping.. tsk tsk.. rose & i poked them.. but then they went back to sleep.. haha.. my PSCI teacher looks like antonio banderas.. foreal.
so after school.. i stayed after a bit w/ rose, shea & nik in the dome..
some people are too cool to talk to us.. whatever. uh. so i left after diana came. so in the parking lot.. i noticed that my tire is kind of short on air.. er.. it's just flat. *shrug!* the heck if i know!! so i was kind of scared driving home.. haha.. shieeet.. um. then! lena came to pick me up with eunice.. we went grocery shopping @ ralphs!! haha.. that was interesting!! & DANG.. they go through like every aisle.. mm.. then when we went to pay.. the lines were long.. so we went to the express lane thing.. where you scan your own items.. LOL!! it took SO LONG!!! it was quite the interesting.. there was a line that formed.. i felt bad.. lol.. it's supposed to be the QUiCK scan thing.. but HAHA.. suckss..
after dropping eunice off.. lena & i went to miramar to study.. their library is SMALL.. wtf.. so yea.. i was actually being productive. YAY!! so i did my GEL ish.. finished reading the 2 chapters (LONG chapters.. 40 pages (each) LONG chapters) for PSCI & totally got lazy when i had to start reading for ECON.. so lena & i decided to up & leave.. (along with another reason..but i shall not say..)
"are you guys sisters?" DANG.. haha.. soooo we left & went to check out the mira mesa mall.. haha.. WTF?! it ain't no mall!! lena was all disappointed.. lol.. but yea.. we DiD go get food @ innout.. haha.. i swear.. i've been there too many times in the past.. 2 weeks.. so yea.. sat there next to some immature guys.. saw lizzie there!! so talked to her for awhile!! & told her the story about the innout guy.. but she doesnt know who i'm talking about.. =X haha.. then yea.. lena dropped me off.. & here i am!!
alan just stopped by!! haha.. i got to wish that loser a late happy birthday.. haha..
"were you always this short??" haha.. i'm mean.. but =X haha.. interesting stuff!!
hey guys!!
who's up for going to hooters on the 29th?! .. it's for a good cause.. seriously!! =)
DAMN IT. i have a test in econ on thursday. @#$%&*!! YAY.. what fun.. so gots to study tomorrow & wednesday. rawr.. i hate that class.. =X
ok. no more!
oh yea. i owe lena $5.
ok. time to go to sleep then wake up then go to school then study and then have no life! =D
* teresa 9:44 PM l
Sunday, October 05, 2003
me: hi my name is danny and i suck
me: haha
danny: you knwo waht
danny: I HATE YOU
danny: haha
me: YUR MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
danny: you know what
danny: im sleeping in your bed
danny: haha
me: WHAT?!?!?!
me: WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me: EWWWWWWWW
danny: your bed sucks
danny: its next to te FRICKIN window
me: uHhH
me: OK
me: hahahaha
me: so yur cold at night?
me: suckerr
danny: no
danny: i hit the blinds
danny: haha
me: hahaha
me: you should try sleeping in mays room
me: i bet its better than mine!
me: gogogo
danny: no
danny: her alarm clock is too high up
danny: haha
haha.. i sound mean, huh? xT but i really do like my brother.. he's .. uh.. cool.. in his own way.. =)
but yea.. i was studious most of the day!! =) energy.. temperature.. electricity.. all that fun stuff.. it's not that hard.. but i dont know how he writes his tests.. sooo =/ we shall see.. watch me stress in the middle of it.. oh well..
ok. onto some random stuff!! =P
i re-learned that alky hall kills brain cells!! =) no more drinking for me!! or not a lot!! haha.. =X
i'm jealous debbie!! i have 73 more days & counting til i get to go back to vegas to visit.. blah..
you know what? it really sucks. i seriously talk to the same people. or yea. i talk to everyone, but it's like for short periods of time. everyone's been busy with school & new friends & whatnot.. i cant really complain because i've been busy myself.. but i dont know.. i feel bad for being busy? heh.. =X like i dont know.. i just feel bad.. maybe because that's in my nature to do so or something.. whatever!!
masquerade ball is on saturday. i still dont know if i want to go..
we're going to try going clubbing on the 17th. but where...? it should be interesting!
ok. i shall go read over notes & the chapters one more time.. & then catch some of those zZz's!! =)
* teresa 10:38 PM l
[ saturday, 1o.o4.o3 ]
what did i do? oh yea! the san diego asian film festival. haha.. yea. so i went with lena after complications. that was cool. randy told me the wrong place to meet up at.. so i picked lena up kind of early. so we decided to kill time @ starbucks. oh man.. wtfeegeey?! do i attract weird people or what!! .. haha.. so this guy comes up to this.. saying how for his class he needs to talk to 54 people that look friendly & nonviolent.. HAHA.. oh WOW.. so he sits with us.. & yea.. he was trying to sell us magazines so HE could get points in order to win $5 grand. HAHA.. uHH?! whatever. he was interesting but WEIRD.. mm.. HMM..
so yea.. we went to hazard center.. "follow them!! they have tags!" haha.. yea.. so we watched 'reel odyssey' first.. pretty.. LONG.. but whatever. haha.. then we had a half hour to do whatever.. so lena & i walked around with randy, shea, nik & friends.. quite interesting topics.. haha.. i seriously think that a certain person thinks i'm super weird.. haha.. oh wells!! then we went back to the theater to watch
'kung phooey'.. HiLARiOUS!!! 'art chu!' haha.. i wouldnt be surprised if it came out in theaters.. because it's that great.. you guys should go watch it.. today's the last day of the sdaff. so GO! =)
"are you guys sisters??" .. haha.. dang.
then!! after that.. lena & i were freakn HUNGRY like no other.. so we went to.. islands. is-lands. haha.. yea.. YUM stuff.. talked about a lot of stuff.. then went back to her place.. chiLLed there.. watched some good ol' mtv. haha.. then eunice's cousin & friends came too.. er.. i doubt i would've drank.. beer is gross.. =/ but yea.. haha.. anywayss!! yea. got home around 12:30.. & that concludes my saturday night..
[ sunday, 1o.o5.o3 ]
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!
whOa! you're old now!! i hope you have a GREAT day!! =DD
ok. now i've procrastinated for an hour now. haha.. time to go back to studying!!
* teresa 12:50 PM l
Saturday, October 04, 2003
oh man oh man.. i am starting to like fridays.. they make me laugh!!
so ok. woke up at 8:30ish.. freakn' early!! but whatever. =) sat around.. TRiED to read for PSCI. erR.. xT that sucks. 70 pages to be read by monday?! -.- YEA.. blah.. ok.. skipping parts now.. haha..
went to mchs to pick up michele.. dang.. so weird walking around there.. so many little kids. =T i felt old.. heh.. um. so michele & i went to chopstix on convoy.. it was pretty good.. i liked the rice!! haha.. and
"it's okay!! the day's not over!!" =P haha.. "shoot.. his sister looks better than him!!" .. =P after that.. we went to green tea house.. they messed up our orders.. but yea.. i ended up with a kiwi strawberry slush.. very yum!! =) forget tapioca express.. shiEt.. haha.. jk! =P sat there.. "he was looking at you.." uHh.. xT and then! yea.. went to play pool @ the place right next to lollicup. no cute guy working. boo! haha.. so we played.. 2 games in an hour.. lol..
"oh HELL no.." hahaha.. =DD
after that.. we headed to fashion.. walked around.. "ew.. they're young.." then eventually left.. diana called me.. YAY.. i felt so cool.. haha..
i have friends!! =DDD so we decided to meet up somewhere.. and yea.. plans changed.. haha.. we ended up going to michele's to watch 'bend it like beckham'.. (HAHA may.. i borrowed your dvds.. =P but i have them in my room!! no worries..) they thought it was a very random but good movie.. YAY!! haha.. dang.. so cute so cute..
then!! diana was hungry.. so we went alllll the way to mira mesa to eat at in n out.. yayy.. our person wasnt working.. *whew* .. but yea.. ate.. got cold.. decided to sit outside.. where it was not as cold.. heh.. my sister came & went.. pffft.. then as she was leaving.. a car with 4 guys drove up.. haha.. parked & they got out to talk to us!! .. it was.. uhh.. mark, jordan, free & long? (yeaa.. those last 2 names.. interesting.. thats why i remember them!!) they were interesting.. haha.. freakn..
"sooo.. what are you guys doing later?" .. that guy kept freakn asking that same question over & over.. diana was like "how many times are you going to ask us that??" LOL.. so freakn great!! =DD they all took turns individually talking to us.. haha.. all of them were pretty nice.. but that one guy long freaked me out for some reason.. haha.. =X but yea.. they were asking us the same questions over & over.. "sooo.. what nationality are you guys?" 'how old are you?' omb! one of them thought i was 17! boo! haha.. but yea.. they were cool.. they entertained us.. whOot.. jordan (i THINK that's his name) told me i had a nice smile.. ^^* how nice..
yea.. then driving home was quite interesting!!! i still need to tell cLuRr what happened.. because everyone else isnt cool enough to know.. plus it's embarrassing on my part!! =P
alright.. no more. goodnight!!
* teresa 12:43 AM l
Thursday, October 02, 2003
school was okay today.. carpooled w/ clare. wanted to ditch econ. but didnt. but clare & i decided to skip the apss meeting.. xP went home.. napped for a good 5 hours?? xD i'm good!! hahaha.. oOweEeeee..
i dont like when people ridicule me.. i can take certain things to an extent..
clare told me my blogs are insightful.. haha.. o.O?? not really? hm.. i try to be.. but most of the time what i say doesnt make sense.. =T
i talked to michele today.. trying to make plans for tomorrow..
her: what kind of food do you want?
me: REAL food!!
her: what kind of real food?
me: real GOOD food!!
lol.. YEA.. i'm GOOD like that!! =P hey michele.. "OOH OOOH OOH!!" 'ahahaha!! do it again!!'
i talked to my mom today. my brother got his permit!! yayy!! go you!! haha.. his picture is decent too!! haha.. very niceee!! =DDD i was mad because he didnt tell me.. but it's okay!! haha.. dang.. my brother's growing up.. he'll be driving soon!! crazyyy!!
on a more pessimistic note -
i miss john. i popped in the cd with all of those.. songs.. & yea.. i wanted to cry. i miss him so fuckn much.. even still.. it pisses me off.. when i was referring to the true friends thing in the past blog.. i was like hm.. john. yea. then whenever i get bored in sd.. or when everyone is too good to talk/hang out with me.. i just think.. 'i wonder what john's doing' .. ugh. his dad's birthday is the same as my dad's birthday. (oct. 25th) so yea. i was thinking about sending him a card or something.. but wouldnt that be......
weird?? if i were closer to his family.. i would.. i dont know.. man..... i wish you were here, john.....
am i scary when i get mad? ...
because i'm sort of mad right now.. rawr.. i hate this feeling!!
ok yea.. enough of this rambling.. rawr.. goodnight people!!
* teresa 11:46 PM l
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
darn. i wanted to see how long i could go without blogging.. yet, here i am.. 2 days since my last post.. dang. i'm a super duper uper NERD.. xD
so tuesday.. GEL & ECON.. oh MAN.. gel was interesting.. i learned the difference between a transvestite & a transexual.. yea. that's all i'll say about that class.. lol.. then yea.. sat in the dome w/ andrew.. he helped me with my econ quiz!! yayy!! (in case he ever reads my blog)
THANKS!!! .. haha.. it was fun.. he was throwing his food at me!! psssh!! but sitting in the dome has its advantages.. you see people come & go.. ^.~ haha.. i think he thinks we're WEiRD.. like seriously!!
"boyfriend in a notebook" LOL!! oh man.. haha.. oh well.. then what? mm.. went to econ.. dude. BORiNG.. i hate that class & PSCI.. rawrr!!
so yea. after school.. i went to the dome w/ pam to work on our quiz.. yea.. i just got confused.. so i left. went to rolling hills to pick up my little cousin. did that. went home. worked on GES hw. booo.. got stressed.. err.. more like overwhelmed with everything that was going on that day.. so much school stuff & then buying presents.. then dinner for my aunt's chinese birthday.. todai was YUM!! mm.. YUM.. haha.. the bananas were good!! AND the sushi!! =D then.. went to kinkos. then home. showered. went to the lehman's..
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!!! we watched tv.. "queer eye for the straight guy"? haha.. interesting show!! so went home.. finished hw. sleeeep!!
weeee... the fun times @ todai.. haha.. we had to amuse ourselves somehow!! =P
wednesday.. today!!
MY AUNTIE MAY'S BIRTHDAY!!! ^^ hehe.. oh crap.. i forgot to call her.. but yea.. argh.. school today.. was GES & PSCI.. haha. not much happened in those classes. today was a pretty chill day. the end was nice!! haha.. "now i see why you were in the dome!!"
"you guys look cute together!!" hahaha..
my bf r0x my s0x!! so after school.. i just worked on my take home quiz for econ.. fun stuff.. i finished after 1 & a half hours? haha.. only because i was drawing the graphs on paint.. what a ghetto program!! so yea. then went to jamba juice to see jane on her last day @ the mira mesa store.. rawrr!! she got off at 3!! man!! for some reason.. i thought she was going to get off @ 5.. like clare.. blah.. i'm stupid. =/ but yea.. got my drink.. moseyed on back home.. took a shower. watched the end to 'bulletproof monk' with my cousin.. now sitting.. waiting for 8.. why?
.. oh man..
TONiGHT iS THE SEASON PREMiERE OF SMALLViLLE!! HECK YEA!! that's how WE DO!! ^^
ok. moving on? haha..
me (4:48:35 PM): "i wana throw something at yur car"
me (4:48:35 PM): =P
me (4:48:37 PM): haha
austuny (4:48:45 PM): THIS GIRL!!!
my j oppa is freakn' great!! lol.. =)
..... you know what? .. when i was driving romeo to the car wash on saturday.. he brought up the topic of high school up & wanted to know if it's hit me that high school is over.. um.. sorry.. but it was over for me before it was really over.. haha.. IF that made sense? i remember someone asking me "is it really true that you only bring with you 5 true friends when you're out of high school?" & heeEeey... (haha.. did you like that oslagab?) i have my
FABULOUS FiVE TRUE FRiENDS!! <33 it's hard to be good/close friends with EVERYONE.. but yea.. back to the question romeo was asking me.. yea.. like hs was over for me.. after junior year.. because it was up & leaving everyone.. now everyone's going through what i went through last year.. (well, some of you) & i dont know.. i felt somewhat bittersweet when i was telling him all of that..
"that's the way life is going.. and how it's going to be.."
then.. i dont know.. we've been getting onto the topic of relationships & guys in the dome a lot nowadays.. could it be those darn "missions"?? bleh.. but yea.. i dont know.. i talked to monica the other night.. because she wanted to know the purpose of a relationship.. hm.. is there one? like.. i know friends can be there for you & love you.. but just not in
THAT way with someone you really care for.. errrgh.. then andrew said how.. the purpose of a relationship is to
"find your missing half".. yea.. easy to say for people who HAVE halves.. =/
ok.. that was a lot.. i need to read over my econ quiz to make sure it looks okay.. haha.. then print it.. then mosey on over to my 2nd home to watch the season premiere!! YAYY!! you should watch it too!!! ^^
* teresa 7:30 PM l