imagine, believe, achieve..

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

i got to talk to monica last night.. =)

it was for a good 2 hours & it was such a NICE conversation.. i love talking to that girl.. i swear.. i can just listen to her talk & learn new things or just be like "yea.. WOW.." yea. WOW. =)

for half our converation, we reminisced. thanks again for sharing all those memories with me. i loved listening to it all last night. and experiencing some with you!! <3

i miss talking to him. seeing him. hugging him. singing w/ him. listening to him worry. or be witty. or making fun of me. i just miss him. i miss my brother john. <33

* teresa 1:56 PM l

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

[ sunday, o3.28.o4 ]

first part of sunday was brunch w/ the family @ the paris buffet.. it was nicee.. my mom was introducing everyone to us!! haha.. or they kept coming up to us & my mom would say "this is my family!!" aww.. =DD good stuff!! the food.. dang. not THAT much, but it was good. =) may & i jacked jams. haha.. =D chyeah.. "have you tried the hot butter soup?!" HAHAHA.. effing hilarious!! =D then the whole "gong mut yea?!" haha.. danny was on a roll!! hahaha.. so that was MOST DEFiNiTELY GOOD TiMES WiTH THE FAMiLY!!

went home. watched harry potter (or at least, i did! haha..) then i got to go shopping w/ the sis of ter!! yayy.. we went to mervyns.. we both got shirts at the total cost of $6!! =D then we went to meadows where she got her shoes.. pretty cool!! then we went to fashion where we went to nordstroms & i put a dent in my gift card! haha.. i still have $68 left.. =) i got pants & sunglasses!! yayy!! haha.. so after that - which took a good 3 hours - we went in search of the golden arches (mcdonalds) to get an ice cream cone. YUM!! mcd's ice cream is good stuff! haha.. only for a dollar! "holler for a dollar!!" hahaha.. =P

so we got home.. had dinner.. then the siblings & i watched 'the last samurai' aww.. dang.. i forgot what a sad/good movie it was!!! my brother's messed up! haha.. 'thank you very much'.. 'i have dreamed of a unified japan..' shiiiet.. hater! haha.. it's all good.. that was fun.. =)

then my sister & i helped my mom do stuff! "let me fill up my piggy bank!!" .. 'that's not a pig!!' hahaha.. =)

wow. sunday = family time = good times!! =D

[ monday, o3.29.o4 ]

i hate how.. i sleep late - 12 or later & manage to wake up at 8 or 9 w/ no problem! it's good that i'm not wasting my day, BUT! .. i have nothing to do!! =/ sigh. sucky! so i woke up at like, 9? decided to run. showered. watched tv. my parents came home. then around 2.. my dad brought me to the dentist..

..everyone knows how i dont like the dentist, right? yea. k.

so i went to the dentist. dang. got there at 2ish. my appointment was at 2:30. i got in around 3:10? yea. i GUESS! so yea. my dentist usually talks to me about what they're going to do. WELL.. i had someone else. he just went right into it.. i was SO CONFUSED! then he brought out this thing & he goes 'okay, this is to numb that area' & starts putting it in my mouth!! by this time, i'm thinking, "WHAT THE SHIT!!" but yea. i still dont ask. haha.. i'm weird like that! so i sit there for 40 minutes not knowing what he's doing (& YEA.. that's pretty bad on my part, i DONT know what i was thinking! but i figure.. they know what they're doing..) and YEA.. it was bugging me because i couldnt feel the whole left side of my mouth!! =( no fun. and yea. i have to go back in.. 6-8 weeks. (so i'll be back june 7th!! for the dentist. blar!)

so yea. the left side of my mouth was numb for 3 hours. =) HAHA. SUCKS! sooo yea. then i cooked me & my brother dinner! haha.. which is.. PASTA!! .. always! the ONLY thing i can cook.. DONT HATE!! =P then yea. nothing much to my night. got to talk to some people for a good 5 minutes.. andy, dickson, carrie, uhh. YEA. i felt bad because everyone has midterms & stuff for school. =/

i swear.. i got the SUCKiEST spring break!!! =(

[ tuesday, o3.3o.o4 ]

today was interesting. it's up there right next to sunday. =)

so yea. hung out w/ me, myself & i from 9-12ish. showered. got ready. ame came & picked me up. we went to SUSHi FACTORY!! =DDDDD man. NOTHiNG tops that place!! i freakn LOVE it!!! =DDD so yea. we waited for sam & lily. smokers suck. =) we were being weird. haha.. but it was fun. =) i learned a new joke today!! haha..

sam: i dont like mushrooms
ame: because you're not a FUN.. GI

to me.. it sounded like 'fun guy' so i was like 'i dont get it!' then they broke it down for me. then i was like OH! -.- hahaha.. funny stuff.. then the whole thing where lily to the E was twirling her hair to get to ame's phone. dang. i was slow as heck today! haha.. but yea!! sushi is yummy!! i want to go back!! haha.. at least one more time before i leave.. =))

so after that, we all went to chinatown so sam could get me that dan tat he said he'd give me!! haha.. the car ride there was funny as heck. haha.. nemo as ransom. sooo hilarious.. =) lalala.. they didnt have any more dan tats.. =( so we all went home from there..

THANKS for hanging out today ame, lily to the E & sam!!

so yea. ame dropped me off.. and after my mom got home i got to bug her about going shopping with me. =) but before that, i think i broke the tv! =( haha.. i ALWAYS mess up the satellite.. maybe because i'm the only person who's watching it lots.. (x.X) but yea. it kind of sort of.. died on me. =T i lose! so unless danny fixes it sometime soon, i'll be bored forever! =( rawr.

anyways. so yea. my mom & i went shopping. =) at mervyns. haha.. she liked the stuff that was for $3 each. good deals! =) yea. i HATE shopping for pants. -.- rawr. i got a skirt! haha.. and a shirt! =) yayy.. i kind of win! haha.. afterwards, my mom wanted to go to chinatown, so we went to 99. blar. the line was long! haha.. while we were in line, my mom kept going 'do you want cookies? how about those drinks? go get whatever' haha.. dang. whenever i come home, she buys food & stuffs me.. then tells me i'm fat. -.- yeaaa.. *shrug!!*

so yea. i got bored again. so i ran again. =) it's good to feel the pain, but not. dang. dinner was funny as h-e-double hockey sticks!!!

mom: what are you drinking? (but in chinese.. =P)
danny: apple juice
mom: peng gau jup (apple juice in chinese)
danny: hey mom, what's apple in chinese?
mom: peng gau
danny: JUP!

HAHAHA.. yeaa.. it was probably more funny to me because it came from my brother of all people. haha.. then his whole "deem guy?!" thing.. haha.. which translates to WHY!! haha.. sooo great.. then he answered my phone when may called me back.. "peng gau jup peng gau jup.." haha.. then i get the phone.. "what was he saying?!" haha.. the siblings are grrrrreat!! haha.. crack me up!! =)

hm. there's a lot more on my mind, but ehh. lalala.. okay. no more. i'm going to call people & bug them!! O=)

have a great day/week/whatever!! =)

* teresa 9:33 PM l

Monday, March 29, 2004

since i cant go & feel bad about it.. you san diego people should check it out!! (esp. if you have nothing better to do. =)

twobuckshort . miramar college . march 31 . 12pm
by the i building? or j? sorry! ask & i'll find out for you.. =P

* teresa 8:33 PM l

Saturday, March 27, 2004

"12 hours of my life have now been wasted on going back & forth.."

YEA it has!! well, one more hour to come when i go back, but yeaa!! blah..

so on thursday, my sister brought me to the airport. after i waited for her in the car for a good hour. haha.. but my bword kept me company! =) so went to the airport.. DANG. SO many people! yea. chris kept me company. haha.. then on the plane i got sad! haha.. there was this group of girls who were like SO excited about going to vegas for their break. haha.. i was like "aww!! my friends cant go with me!!" but the plane ride was fast. yayy! =) then i found my mom & we went home.

dude. when we were turning onto rainbow, i got excited! i was like 'weeeee.. i get to see my other half!!' grrr!! TOO BAD EVERYONE was in town the WEEK BEFORE!!! =*****( i LOSE!! so yea. that sucked. no debbie, kat, or alex.. =( maybe the rest of double ac? then my twin! j oppa! ame! lily to the e! sam! oooh.. dickson & erick!! dang. i need to call people up later.. to save me from boredom. =)

it was fun coming home. haha.. i woke my dad up.. "hey dad! i'm HOME!! kay go back to sleep!!" O=) then my brother.. "no racist m&ms?" haha.. "hey danny.. high 5!!" followed by him looking reallly confused. i LOVE iT!! =D

my mom says she'll bring me shopping. =DDD

then on friday.. i woke up at 9am! dang. and i went to sleep around 3am! =/ haha.. whatevers! i hung out by myself because my dad was still sleeping. so yea. i kept myself amused. ate breakfast! yum! frosted flakes! (haha.. for some reason i thought of you debb! haha..) then watched 'intolerable cruelty'.. then showered.. then went online.. NO ONE'S ever on!! =( then my dad woke up. he was like "you should probably take a nap.. you'll probably be driving later.." so i did that for a good 3 hours. =)

so yea. my mom & i drove to san diego (pssh, after i was in las vegas for 16 hours!! -.-) i drove from barstow to san diego. AND YEA!! i brought my brother's cd player because yea.. i didnt want to be falling asleep or whatever. TOO BAD HE TOOK OUT THE BATTERiES!!! haha.. i swear he hates me. haha.. he's an interesting kid. um. YEA. i knocked a whole 15 minutes off of the 5 hour trip! haha.. and yea. the conversation in the car was interesting. made me feel kind of blah, but it's good. i needed that to motivate myself. =]

so got to san diego & right after i helped my mom bring the stuff in, i left. haha.. i went to jessica's party & saw everyone there!! =D awesome possum!! it was jessica (duh! =), glenda & anton, jane & chris, clare & john, vinnie (ahhh!! SO SORRY!! if it makes you feel better, you gave me one of the NiCEST hugs!! =) you're still one of my fav. sd guys!!), chris, diana, rhona, fireboy, jermiah anddd yea! that's it? pssh.. i didnt see randy! darn that pretty guy! who called me at 1:30 in the am because he was scared?! hahaha.. i guess!! so yea.. stayed at jessica's for awhile, then headed to iNNOUT (its a friday.. it's self explanatory.. =P) and rhona & i helped diana eat her fries. =) dang. there was a guy outside saying "WHAT?!" but being all violent.. i was like 'geez.. he's being like me!! but i'm not that bad!' O=) and then left! pssh.. just because i didnt have the kiDd doesnt mean that car was a PROSTiTUTE, diana!! hahaha..

so yea. went home. then slept!! sleep is good.. =)

and now onto today.. saTURday.. woke up at 7:30.. ate.. visited the lehmans.. DUDE. freakn kevin.. =( whata bum.. i havent seen him in forever.. & his mom told me to go wake him up.. grr.. i wake him up.. he looks at me.. then rolls over!! i was saddened!!! =(( rawr.. but it was nice seeing shannon & my 2nd mom. =D pssh.. kevin! =(

.. man. that hella sucks. =/

so yea. 5 hours on the road ONCE AGAiN. dang. & it didnt help that my neck has a cramp or i dont know what it is.. but it's buggin me.. OH MY GOSH!! before we left.. i moved something in my room & this black beetle appears!! & i start yelling for my mom!! haha.. DANG. she had to like kill it 3 times!! it kept coming back to life!!!!! i hate bugs!!! ughh.. yea. that was out of nowhere.. haha..

ummmm. so got home around 2.. watched the rest of 'white oleander'.. it was on tv!! =D or at least for me.. =P dang. such an interesting movie!! i thought it was good.. yeaa.. then started watching 'like mike' but then my brother came & started making fun of me for watching it so i stopped. plus i had a headache. haha.. but NOW i'm SO BORED!! =( rawr..

ok. no more. it's HOTT!!

* teresa 4:34 PM l

Thursday, March 25, 2004

S P R i N G B R E A K ! ! !

YESS!! i am SO GLAD this week is over!!! =D but dang. i feel like i havent blogged in forever! soooo that's what i'll do now!! =)

[ sunday ] i was productive the first part of the day. then around 8.. went to iNNOUT to hang with the GOOD TiMES group.. =) haha.. we took up half of the place! sooo great.. haha.. all i remember from that day.. are the mints! & shaheen taking glenda's flip flops while vinnie distracted her.. haha.. sorry glenda, but it was funny from our point of view!! haha.. =P then yea.. called it a night around 9:30..

[ monday ] i dont remember. i remember being annoyed because my uncle was blasting chinese music once again. oh mann.. then my little cousins were being loud!! i was all trying to concentrate.. =( soooo i went to barnes & noble in carmel mtn & i decided to read through the book i was using for my speech & i dont know.. i ended up changing my WHOLE speech. -.- that was fun. i actually practiced by myself. haha.. but i felt dumb talking to myself, soooo i stopped.. =X

[ tuesday ] did my speech. still excited cause i got that 93! haha.. =D then went to math. rawr. my math teacher is shiesty.. for my extra credit i got 16.5/20.. but he took a point off because i didnt staple it.. =( rawr!! that extra credit brought me up to a B!! =) and then went home. finished writing my paper. haha.. took me forever!! but it ended up being a line short of 5 pages. hope she doesnt mind, MUCH! =X and then finished the phil practice test. that was fun too. haha..

[ wednesday ] the CHiLLEST day of school ever!! i swear!! haha.. watched 'white oleander' in gew.. its sooo interesting! i want to see how it ends!! i was 1 of the 2 people who turned in their papers!!! =D everyone else wanted an extension.. weeeeeee.. i win!!!! =DD then had phil.. watched '12 angry men'.. that guy was pissing me off!! haha.. rawr rawr.. afterwards, went to the dome! glenda, vinnie, anton & shaheen were there!!! =DDD soooo COOOL!! i felt bad because i needed to go home to study.. SORRY GUYS!!! =(

but yea.. first, went to costco w/ diana.. hot dog!! haha.. yum! then i went home.. changed, then went to the library in rb. stayed there for a good 3 hours. =) yayy.. =D then went home because my contacts were bugging me. (@.x) haha.. i need more. =/ and thenn!! took a break from 3something til.. the rest of the night.. haha!!

oOoH!! i got to talk to people too!! =D annie, clare & austuny for a little bit.. it was fun talking to you guys!! =DD

[ thursday ] school! went to the library to study some more. (dang!! i still cant believe you havent been in there yet, clae!!) but yea. i like being studious. =D then went to geo. then math. the test was.. i dont know. haha.. i want him to post the solutions already!! haha.. came home.. and yea.. packed. =) i swear, i'm going to forget something. but if i do and if my mom decides to come down tomorrow, i'll be w/ her. and i can get whatever i forgot. YEA. that's right - i MIGHT be back tomorrow (o.O)? ahhh.. i'm all kinds of confused!!

debb: u should eat sushi factory for me
debb: =D
me: i WILL!!
me: =D

dang. yea. my life for the past week = SCHOOL!! -.- and this whole week.. i've been off.. on tuesday, i thought smallville was on & yesterday i thought friends was on. -.- i LOSE! dang. haha.. but i'm soooo glad it's thursday. friends is on tonight! but i'm going to miss it.. =(

okay. i'm going to stop here. haha..

have a GREAT & SAFE spring break people!!

* teresa 4:31 PM l

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!!!
- and -
HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!!!

[ cont'd @ 10:35 pm ]

"dont worry.. i'm not frontin' or trying to bust a cap.."

HAHAHA.. =D clare.. you're hilarious.. =DD

i like my new favorite phrase!! haha.. clare says it's better than my "kay!" psssh.. =P

mike wazowski & kitty.. sounds good to mee!! ^.~

weeeeeeeeeee.. 23 hours!!!!!!

* teresa 12:17 PM l

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SAM!!!!!!

[ cont'd @ 8:15 pm ]

did my speech for geo today. it was SO bad. she was recording us. UGH. teresa HATES camcorders. -.- she was being evil.. haha.. "do you want me to focus & zoom in?" 'NO!!' *whole class laughs*.. haha.. =D so i practiced in front of randy & diana before that.. but when i got in front of the class, i totally BLANKED!!! i kept having to refer to my powerpoint which is a bad thing!! so i was freaked that i got a bad grade. guess what i got?? .. a 93/100!! =)

randy made fun of me today. haha.. rawr!! no more!! him laughing made me laugh.. but then it was like i was laughing at myself?! haha.. shaddup.

i just finished BSing (or TRYING to) my 2nd major paper.. whoo. that sucker is 1 line away from being 5 pages. close enough for me!! =D

diana: at least ur bs is good hahaha
me: not really!
me: i cant bs worth shiEt
diana: hahahah
me: remember?! coming from the girl who cant lie?!
me: haha
diana: sometimes
me: =P
diana: hahahaHAHHAHAAHAHAHHAhahaha
diana: thats true
diana: oh man

i feel like watching tv. then finishing up the practice test for phil.

tomorrow i GET to study the whole day for math!! because i need to!! yeaa.. hopefully it'll pay off.. *crosses fingers*

glenda, anton, annie & vinnie are going to visit us tomorrow!! =D

* teresa 3:11 PM l

Monday, March 22, 2004

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer
To this famous mystery

- Out of control, Hoobastank

i dont know why i let him get to me. ahhhh.. motherFUCKER!!!

and NOW i remember WHY i STOPPED liking that asshole.. i hate this.. i need to stop talking to him again. yes.. AGAIN!! i need to stop caring. and giving people a kajillion 2nd chances.. i just need to.. STOP!! he needs to STOP too.

"when someone hurts you the first time.. it's their fault.. when they hurt you the second time.. it's yours.."

couldnt be any more freakn TRUE!! hm. so this was.. the 3rd time? shit.. whatever. i lost count. i need to stop wasting time on him & this whole.. crappyneverendingness.

ehHh!! .... it's all good. it's not like he had anything to offer me in the first place. =) and of course. there was no more TRUST, although he thought otherwise. heh.. guys need to know their limits.

JHADJHFAJSHDFJSHADUWYEIWAUMFDBNGMFHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry. just needed to rant before sleep! g'night.

..... make this HECtic week go by faster, PLEASE!!!

* teresa 10:02 PM l

YESS!! it's not only me!!! =D

lucy: that's okay. i always procrastinate.
Auto response from me: puttingoffstudyingitsbadiknow.
lucy: i've been "studyig" for about. 6 hoursnow
lucy: yet i have accomplished... absolutely nothing.

blogger = HUGE distraction

i think i need to lock myself in an empty room.

ahhhh.. back to "studying" i go!!

pssssst. THREE more days!!!! =D

* teresa 2:05 PM l

Sunday, March 21, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DEBBIE & LENA!!!!!!!!!

* teresa 9:15 AM l

Saturday, March 20, 2004

i havent really blogged, huh? gotta <3 the fragments! but the past two days have been interesting, so here goes!

thursday ll went to school. got 5 extra points because i went to geo. *cha ching!* haha.. then math. ergh. sooo much to review for the test on thursday. =/ then after school, i got to hang out w/ glenda!! =D haha.. we went to utc & got nothing! booo!! then went to ross, old navy & visited anton at work.. then! went to claim jumpers. wanted to get the whole group together, but it was just glenda, anton, jane & myself. it was cool. sooo much food. haha.. the dessert was SO GOOD!! yummy!! afterwards, went to target.. then glenda dropped me off at home.

debbie! i STILL cant believe you opened it before your birthday!! punk!! i KNEW i should've used more TAPE!! =P haha.. but i'm soooo glad you liked it!! =D

friday ll first i was attempting to be productive. =) went to the library (both rb & carmel mtn) got books for my research for geo. rawr. i went to the wells fargo in rb too. err. kind of scary? haha..

then onto the exciting part of friday! haha.. clare & i went to this dope butt "bonfire" alllll the way in the oc.. =P yep. road trips are fun! clare's my thumb. & i'm her pointer finger. =D "oso close but oso far!" hahaha.. =D clare & i tried to "surprise" mark.. haha.. we lost! sooo clare, john, mark & i went to the spectrum.. haha.. the car ride was fun! "what?!" haha.. but yea. watched 'dawn of the dead'.. err.. thumbs DOWN! xP too much blood for MY liking.. and the plot was...?! mm. yea. TRIED hiding from them again but we lost AGAIN! haha.. then we went.. somewhere. haha.. we went to a japanese restaurant.. i wanted sushi!! =( afterwards, got boba at lollicup. (yum.. PEACH!) scared the ducks! but not enough because they didnt go in the water!! haha.. went back to john's.. then clare & i left around 11.. interesting yet GOOD conversations.. =)

thanks john & akmr for showing us your cool hang out spots!!

OH YEA!! i HAVE THREE BiRTHDAYS!! haha..

debbie: ok i dub may 4th to be ur third one

.. =DDD

saturday ll worked on my speech.. rawr. then brought my aunt to albertsons.. saw vinnie there!! =D haha.. that was cool! and then.. i came home & finished reading 'the da vinci code'.. all i have to say is.. WOW. that book is.. WOW!! =D i loved it!! it's SO GOOD!! dang. i dont even know how to describe. just.. you should read it. =) taking art history helped! kind of not really. i just felt smart whenever they'd mention an art piece.. haha.. weeeeeee.. =D

my mom called earlier & i wished her a happy birthday because my sister told me it was her birthday!! i've always known it to be april 19th, but my sister argues that it's today, so when i wished my mom a happy birthday.. i was like it IS your birthday right?! she was like sure.. haha.. ew?! blahblah..

what else, what else.. i got my sister sick!! sorry sis of ter!! =(

ok. i just wasted 15 minutes? argh. i have a lot to do. BLAH! no more distractions. MUST FOCUS!!!

* teresa 5:11 PM l

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

asinine (adj.)
1. Utterly stupid or silly: asinine behavior.
2. Of, relating to, or resembling an ass.

now YOU & i know what asinine means. =X

racist comments make me.. lose respect for people.

[ cont'd at 11:02 pm ]

i cant sleep. once again. maybe i should stop taking naps.

ew. i just realized how i havent talked to my dad in forever. rawr. but then.. i havent really talked to anyone in awhile. it's kind of lonely. bahh..

i talked to michele earlier. dang. i miss talking to her. and i havent seen her in forever. dang. it's been like a month!! =( ew.. and she's going to leave me next year. or this summer. booo!! "..stablity is better.."

my 7 (or is it 8?) year old cousin was singing 'in the end'.. i found it to be quite amusing. =P

hm. is it karma? i guess i deserve it. =/

a branch attacked me today. =(

haha.. KAY. with that, i'm going to stop here. =)

* teresa 7:52 PM l

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

so. you know how i always go whatre, howre, etc? w/o those apostrophes? i was about to ask my friend WHO he was taking to his prom.. haha.. almost came out as whore. argh. so it was *backspace backspace* 're. haha.. rawr.

i'm a loser. ignore me. =)

* teresa 7:43 PM l

Monday, March 15, 2004

i cant sleep. (#.x)

one zer0 more days. =)

"apple juice looks like pee!" - clae

bob & i have good talks! *2 thumbs up!*

"shows how much you really know about a person.."

it took me $20 to fill up this time. yay for $2.15/gallon!

i talked to al of ex today. =)) i want to visit him.

i hope i get to hang out with michele this week!!

so much crap to do this week, still.. rawrarghugh.

clare lent me 'the da vinci code'.. thanks!! =D

k. no more. i should try sleeping again. g o o d n i g h t ~

* teresa 11:07 PM l

Sunday, March 14, 2004

WHAT?! WHAT?!

* teresa 2:58 PM l

Saturday, March 13, 2004

austuny's funny. "you sound cute!" hahaha..

TOO BAD i feel like i'm going to lose my voice..?! =(

.. my cough is sooooo ugly!!! rawrrrr!!

man. talking to people online.. i realized how i really DONT hang out with people. haha.. i really DO stay at home, stare at the wall, S.T.U.D.Y, or just sit. cause i'm cool. OH! and i like to read for FUN. yep. =)

but i DID hang out w/ randy & his friends on friday. haha.. interesting! fireboy & randy picked me up. haha.. i felt sooo bad. but i didnt want to waste gas, so THANKS guys!! got boba @ tapioca express.. thanks randy!! went back to chris' to hang. haha.. sooo interesting!! the heating pads.. then the experiments that followed.. just.. WOW. haha.. new meaning to 'fireboy' haha.. yea. it was fun. my cheeks hurt from smiling & laughing so much. haha.. good stuff!! =)

then i talked to squishy. mm.. yea.

then. i dont know. sooo much crap to do the next two weeks..

i'm tired now. blah. goodnight~

* teresa 11:55 PM l

hahaha.. grrreat, isnt it? =)

* teresa 10:17 AM l

Friday, March 12, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRISH!!!

today was different. not really. haha.. i just realized how i dont have (many.. my less of a handful of) people to hang out with. and surprisingly, it doesnt totally bug me. heh.. maybe because i know i have stuff to do on my own. & no money to spend. for now. =] or maybe because i'm just a big loser who likes to push her friends/certain people far far away. mm.. yea. M.A.Y.B.E.

when i was driving my aunt & cousin to the library earlier, my aunt pointed out the houses on the hills & my little cousin was like, "they should have trampolines under them!" hahaha.. that was great. coming from the kid who sings songs about pancakes.

aw. trampolines!! "let's jump on yo trampoline togetha foreva." haha.. memories of when i asked the psycho to sadies.. =) aww.. =))

i saw clare's grandparents earlier!! they recognized me!! =D

i was looking through my real/tangible photo albums yesterday & i had the urge to scan some pictures, but i didnt. but today, i was, for some reason, looking for the 1st pictures tkd ever taken. we dont have them on our site?! haha.. so i scanned all of them (cept for one.. oops! it's framed & on my desk though!! <33) just for the heck of it. =)

my K & D!! we STiLL have to finish updating the site!!!

i h a t e b e i n g s i c k b e c a u s e i t s u c k s ! = (
myheadhurtsmynosegetsstuffyandblararghidontknow!!!!

my eyes get irritated when i look at the computer, but when i'm wearing my glasses i'm fine. hm. therefore, i should wear my glasses more? yeaa..

these are some pretty pointless ramblings.

g o o d b y e s ! ! t c c t c ! ! = )

* teresa 7:23 PM l

Thursday, March 11, 2004

today, randy & i carpooled.. on the way to school, we were behind this semi & he pointed out the signs that were on it! there was a sign on the left side w/ an arrow pointing left that said PASS & the sign on the right w/ the arrow said SUICIDE. hahaha.. yea. it cracked us up!! hahaha.. soooo funny.. wtfeegy.. yeaa.. it was great. =)

got to school. went to the writing center then the library from 9:30-1ish. soooo that's, what, 3 hours? haha.. diana & i were being studious. haha.. "why arent her feet moving?!" haha.. but yea! i finished my phil (practice test then ratn for ch. 6), my math hw due on tuesday (cept for 3 problems but it's kay! i'll do it! =) & i would've started my major paper, but blah. haha.. i felt pretty accomplished. =) soooo accomplished that i felt like i didnt need to go to math. =X haha.. randy didnt want to go to ges either!! sooo yea!! haha.. "so what time is your class??" - jessica. hahaha.. yeaaa.. =P sucks. oh well..

he's a smoker. =/ yucky. no more. for sure. =)

STORY OF THE YEAR is going to be playing @ desert breeze park on march 27th along with some other bands.. awesome. let's see if i can make it.. =) other things i should be looking forward to: SUSHi FACTORY!!! =D heck yea!! & just seeing everyone. 2 weeks.. =D

hm. whenver i say i want things, i makes me feel like i'm being too selfish. or materialistic. =/

* teresa 3:45 PM l

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
ROSEMARIE & DONNA!!!!
hope you two had a grrrrrrreat day!! =)

after getting 4 hours from my nap yesterday + the 9 i got when i went back to sleep at 10.. i still managed to wake up late. bahh!! =T haha.. yea.

gew was interesting today. we were talking about compare & contrast (in writing our future major paper 2s) & as an exercise, she showed us clips from mulan & aladdin. i dont know. i find it.. sooo.. ARGH.. that they totally twisted the real story into.. something that's not even close. i mean dang. okay. honestly, i didnt know the real story to mulan, but i know it was a true story. (cause i asked my mom awhile back) but the real story (told by my teacher) is that, mulan & her family had to go to another village because everyone in their village was killed except for mulan & her family.. then they carved every person's name from their old village onto mulan's back & sent her on her way to avenge them. on her way, she encountered another army & convinced them to be her army.. so when all of them come across the enemy, they kill all of them, but a stray arrow killed mulan. wtf is that. TOTALLY.. twisted. i mean, yea, it IS disney, but dang. dont you think kids would get the wrong idea? i dont know. i was kind of.. offended. it makes me mad whenever people stereotype asians.. it's just.. RAWR!! people will always have the wrong ideas in their heads on how other cultures are. ughh..

makes me feel more.. culturally ignorant when it comes to my own culture. but hey.. whatever.. 2 years. i hope. *crosses fingers*

so yea. that was gew. phil was cool too. haha.. didnt do much! as always. got my test back. i was kind of disappointed. =T it IS an 87.. but blar.. disappointment.. =( hm.. but! i learned that obtuse also means dumb. yep. heh..

after school, diana & i went to pat & oscars!! =) a dozen breadsticks for $4.3o!! hahaha.. soooo worth it. =)

"are you okay? you sound like you're crying or you're sick.." i hate being sick. "at least when you're sick you can get better by taking medicine.." but arghh.. "how'd you get sick AGAIN?!" i honestly dont know. =( maybe because of the whack weather change. blah. i'm cold, but i dont like being too hot. haha.. hot showers are good.. but then you get cold again. rawr. =( i dont like this!!

i was reading through journals & i found out that THE NOTEBOOK is going to be a MOVIE!!! =D it comes out in late june 2oO4!!!!! i'm freakn EXCiTED!! all the good movies are coming out in june!!! =D it's all a marketing technique, but hey! it WORKS!! hahaha.. =D

i want to watch 'my sassy girl'.. "ju goo le?!" =)

heck, i want to watch disney movies!! after listening to diana's disney cd (which is more awesome than an awesome possum!!) & watching the beginnings of those 2 movies.. i want to watch them all again!!! ahhh.. *sigh*.. maybe over break. =)

my feet are cold. i feel stuffy. smallville's on tonight. =)

* teresa 6:29 PM l

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

randy: you know what? I read in a magazine that having sex can get rid of headaches so when a girl says, I don't want to do it, my head hurts
randy: that's BS because sex helps

haha.. i have a headache. -.-

it SUCKS because the whole day i just wanted to leave. dang. this is the same headache from yesterday afternoon. =( no fun. dang. i took a "nap".. @ 4ish. yea. i woke up just.. now? hahaha.. i was freaking out. i was like what?! 8pm?! huh?! =) yea. i'm good like that. =)

i got to talk to 2 monkies yesterday. =) dang. austuny has a TIGHT job. haha.. i finally got a hold of erick! =) haha.. "i tried calling you the day after your birthday!!" .. 'the day AFTER my birthday?? you'll get a call after yours!!'.. aw.. haha.. i should call them more. after 9 & on weekends. haha..

the sis of ter bought GLUE!! she wins!!! hahaha..

yea. i have no clue what's up with the whole, i win! thing..

my head still hurts!! =( i should take medicine. sometime soon. maybe now. yea. ah! i want the orange medicine!!

haha.. oh yeaa!! we gave impromptu speeches today. we had to talk about fortunes or whatever. i dont know. i sucked. haha.. i ended it with.. KAY!! haha.. sooo bad. everyone laughed though. haha.. =P

ok. so those drugs..?? i'm coming!!!

* teresa 9:06 PM l

Monday, March 08, 2004

i have a headache. my uncle was testing out his sound system or whatever by bumping the chinese music once again~ mmmmm........ yea. -.-

i only went to 1 class today. gew. i WANTED to go to philosophy, but didnt. I DIDNT DITCH!!!! ditching is intentionally not going just cause you're lazy.. or whatever.. i had a reason. BLAH. so 2 absences for that class. only 4 more. UGH.

some boys are just so BLAH!!!!

why is it SO hot?! dang. no me gusta!! i had to go to the post office today & i DID!! (sooo 2-3 days, k & d!!) but dang. when i got out of the post office walking back to my car.. the heat just hit me. dang. that sucks. haha.. but yea. not as bad as vegas, so i cant complain. =P DANG. the post office took most of my money!! =( i had $16 in the morning & w/in 2 hours.. it went down to $2...... wtf.

my gas tank was full on friday.. now it went 2 bars down!! =(

haha.. dontcha love how i'm being soooo freakn negative?! i think this could all be turned around/or written as:

gew was nice. we had class in the courtyard. it was soooo nice out. =) i didnt get to go to philosophy because i wanted to be there for a friend.. as i would do for ANY of you....... but yea. got ice cream because ice cream makes everything better. (sometimes!)

boys who arent total assholes are cool in my book!! =)

it's getting warmer. =) yayy.. that means.. going to the beach!!! aww.. i remember the random times the good times people would go to the beach!! i miss that..

the most random quote for the day:
"do you want a boy or girl??" - diana

haha.. came out of NOWHERE!!!

hm. here's another:
joseph: what's the opposite of forever?
me: never.. THE END!!!

heh. yea.

i finally got around to sending the k & d's packages. haha.. =P i'm pooooor.. but that's okay!! i spent the money on friends. haha.. it's all good~

the gas prices are just insane. there's nothing good that can be said about that.

see?? .......... it's all about the perspective you want to have.

oh HOW COOOL!!! 4:22.. HAHA.. =D oh you know what's COOLER?!?! april 22, 2oO6 falls on a saTURday. friends - go to vegas & party w/ me?! hahaha..

* teresa 4:22 PM l

Sunday, March 07, 2004

so.. i actually did my math EXTRA CREDIT!! all but 2 problems out of the 10. i WiN!! =D i felt sooo ACCOMPLiSHED!! =)

TAPE is my friend. hahaha.. =D i like using extra tape because i'm scared the box will break.. yeaa.. that's my reason. O=) hahaha.. =D but now i owe my sister tape.. =(

my K & D - keep an eye out for a package from your T!!
(it'll have a LOT of tape on it.. haha.. ya know ya love me!! =)

my mom just called me. "hey.. what are you doing? oh wait.. someone's calling me.. *click*" hahaha..

i need a glue stick. man.. i LOSE!! T.T

i miss writing long blogs worth of.. crap. =) haha.. oh well.. maybe.. i need to be inspired. or annoyed. =)

okay. GOODNiGHT!!

* teresa 10:16 PM l

Saturday, March 06, 2004

[ friday, o3.o5.o4 ]

i woke up early! =) showered, got ready, went to the gas station. $24.06 to fill it up!! RAWR!!! >=T but whatever!! picked up diana, went to vons, then north county. visited romeo again. then bought stuff, then left. went to styles then ate @ costco. =) heck yea. cheap & good food: how we broke college students do!! =) haha.. went to walmart.. after going in a circle.. haha.. MAYBE.. baby?! HAHA.. =) after walmart, we went home! i worked on my *secret mission*.. =) yayy..

at 8.. diana came to pick me up & we went to pick pam up. then onward to club 911!! met up w/ randy there. dang. it was dead, but dancing with the friends was fun. =) haha.. pam is funny. =) so is diana & randy. =) it took an HOUR or so for rosemarie & everyone else to get there!! haha.. dudee.. there were some SCARY people there!! =T i love how the guys just.. like dance behind the girls & the girls dont notice unless someone tells them or when that person gets too close.. heh.. BLEH!! lame!! i totallllly moved away when that guy came up behind me! bahH! randy didnt save me! haha.. neither did vinnie!! =P but it's all good? i saved myself!! =P haha.. i could've gone w/o all that butt-slapping though!! (PAM!!) haha.. but yea.. overall, it was a FUN night!!

sooo.. i'm a bad navigator.. i got us lost going back home. haha.. booo!! =( so yea. got home by 1:30ish? haha.. thanks for driving again bword!! =)

[ saturday, o3.o6.o4 ]

i was productive. =) i finished taking notes for phil & did the exercise. =) then i started/still trying to finish up my extra credit for math. hey, i'm halfway there, so pssh! =) goooo me. i like being productive. =D

hm.. the other day, someone told me that i seemed happier.. i dont know. i didnt exactly disagree, i just asked why she thought so. i guess i'm just over it all.. or maybe i just learned to deal.. i'm just taking the days as they come..

note to self:
- summer school registration for ccsn starts next month..
- figure out what to do for summer!! @.@

dreams - the cranberries.. nice song.. so pretty~

sooo.. the rest of my saTURday.. clare came & picked me up around 6:30ish. THANKS BF!! we went to jessica's house for the apsa social. it was us, rose, jessica, jeremiah, vinnie, chris, christa & rj, randy, fireboy chris & ali.. we watched 'miss congeniality'.. =) good movie!! yes, indeedy! haha.. afterwards, yeaa.. i dont know.. lots of hangage.. haha.. people karaoking.. (sp?) it was funny.. =) then we called it a night @ 10.. sooo here i am!! =)

yea. i'm tired, but not sleepy.

so i was watching mtv the other day.. saw the video for YEAH.. and DANG!! i like!! =D haha.. usher looked good!! then i saw yellowcard's video for 'ocean avenue' & aww.. ryan key is SO hott!! he was dressed up & oh dang.. ^.~

man. since i'm one of "those" people who check other people's infos.. yea.. michele's caught my eye.. it said "what if everyone introduced themselves with their flaws intstead of perfections.." i dont know. just wow. i think it would save everyone a lot of time & maybe drama if we were to introduce ourselves as who we are.. but then there's that whole idea where "first impressions last" so people try to make a good 1st impression.. i dont know if that was where she was going w/ that.. but that's what i got from it.. errr.. i like that.. haha.. there are still people out there.. who care. about what others think of them. i mean.. how hard is it to be yourself??...

yea. i'm going to stop here.. haha.. tomorrow is sunday. math homework. limited time span. oh yea. haha.. KAY!! g'night~

* teresa 10:57 PM l

Thursday, March 04, 2004

danny: GOOD MORNING

me: STOP
danny: POTS
danny: STAUP
me: haha
me: weird
danny: HAPPY BIRTHDAY

my brother is freakn GREAT!! =D the weirdness runs in the family. NO DOUBT!! =D

so that motivated me to blog. haha.. (dont ask!)

today was fun. first - i SMELLED THE COOKiES!!! ^^ haha.. so randy & i carpooled today.. "man.. SIT DOWN!" .. 'i am!!' .. "then stand up & sit down again!" haha.. blahh.. BULLYiNG not BOWLiNG!! =( stop making fun of me!! haha.. diana went to geo w/ me.. haha.. she listened to our speeches.. oh man.. i was freaking out, but yea. =) then math was boring. i was falling asleep. =( then went to the dome. saw people! pam & shea.. that was cool.. then!! went to scripps ranch hs.. interesting stuff.. i got tired.. haha.. then katie tickling randy while he was driving.. haha.. damn.. SO FUNNY!! & randy's friend.. *talking to the other cars* "stay in your lane!! we're an accident waiting to happen!!" hahaha!! oh mann.. sooo much laughing.. it was great.. =)

i havent laughed like that in a long time. dang. =/

when i was in the dome today.. for some reason.. i remembered why i liked hanging with the friends in the dome last semester.. it was weird.. then when i was in math.. i was thinking about the vegas friends & how it'd be if we all went to the same school.. hmm.. yea.

danny: hey teresa
danny: youre COOL
danny: APRIL FOOLS
me: EW!!!
danny: HEY TERESA
me: HEY DANNY
danny: I GOT YOU A BIRTHDAY PRESENT
danny: APRIL FOOLS
me: HAHAHA!!!

oh man.. it's neverending.. haha.. i miss bugging him!! 21 days!! ]=)

i dled a lot more songs. =) it's great. i love my playlist!! =)

i feel like i havent talked to anyone in awhile.. i dont know.. it's weird. i'm weird. period.

the shelf on the wall next to my bed almost fell on me. =/ because i suck & it sucks. it hates me. haha.. blar. i think some things fell behind my bed.. or whatever.. those objects wont surface anytime soon. =(

dude. you know what i'm SO hating on right now?! .. the gas prices!! i think it's 2.21ish (probably a little higher..) for regular? ugh. go away. (or down!) they hate me too. =(

i want to try caffine filled chocolate.. hmm!! =P

man.. i like my wallpaper. it makes me smile.. haha.. ^^

my face feels tired. so that must mean i'm tired? haha.. sure why not!! goodnight!! have a good weekend!! =)

* teresa 11:10 PM l

"..it's the simple things in life we forget.. you hear her talking but dont hear what she's saying.. why do you make some things so easy, so complicating.. searching for what's right in front of your face..(but you cant see it).." - simple things, usher

i want his cd. confessions. march 23. =)

* thanks for passing the song(s), debbie. =)

* teresa 7:48 PM l

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

so.. gew was interesting today. we were discussing one of emily dickinson's poems & we were on the topic of heaven & hell.. there was something a classmate said.. (something along these lines..) "people always think death when they think of heaven.. but being away from what/who you love can be like hell.." .. i think it had more of an impact in class.. haha.. but yea. i thought it was nice. =]

then philosophy.. dang. crazy? =X erm.. after class, diana & i went to jamba juice!! haha.. THANKS again bword!! i lword you ttm word!! =) then homeward.. finished my math!! then worked on the speech, but took a break/nap.. =) naps are good.. haha.. but i dont think i'll be able to watch smallville tonight.. =( unless i finish w/in the next hour.. rawr.. randy needs to call me back!!

OH MAN!! i just checked if i passed the ccr & guess what chicken butt?! .. i passed!! hahaha.. YESSS!!! =D I WIN!!! =DDD hahaha.. yea. whatever. that's probably the highlight of my week. how sad!! haha..

squishy: because i heart you

.. so nice. =) sometimes!! haha.. =)

i'm SO glad the week's almost over!! aaaaaaahhhhhhh!! yea. =) it'll be nice to kick back this weekend & chill.. "chilling like ice cream filling.." hahaha.. yea.. i'm a nerd.. shaddup. but jason mraz rocks!! =)

so.. the cd player in my car decided to stop.. altogether. =( well, it's been awhile, but still.. it sucks BIG butt!! the radio is okay, but blah. i hate the commericals. dang. i complain too much.

* i need to go to the post office this week. the bank too.

i was going to withdraw money yesterday, but i couldnt find the withdrawal slips, so i walked out. hahaha.. i'm good like that. =P

22 is a good number. ^^

i want to be more.. insightful, but time isnt allowing that tonight. although i did manage to write a bunch of pointless stuff.. haha.. plus, thinking CAN be bad.

alright. back to working on my speech!

* teresa 7:01 PM l

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

do you ever wonder if your friends tell you things just because they know that's what you want to hear? but then what about those who are blunt? who tell you things straight up. who do you really.. LISTEN to?

[ cont'd @ 8:o5 pm ]

no, really.. who would you listen to?.....

school was so much more tiring today. studied in the library for a good 3 hours. =) well, maybe 2. haha.. my bword is funny! post its are cool. orange post its are super cool. .. like me!! =D hahaha.. but yea. school! blah! i wanted to go home & sleep right after, but i called lena back & we had lunch @ applebees.. YUM!! dudee.. that place was like, empty!! what the heck!! anyways! so we caught up and yea.. just.. a lot of interesting stuff.. told her about my handful.. dang.. i'm jealous. i want to have a plan.. =/ blar. maybe. err.. so that was the interesting part of my day.

came home. slept. worked on my speech.. well, i still am, but yea! so it's on verbal abuse. & dang.. it's so freakn crazy.. i'm learning so much from it. =) but yea. i learned that i verbally abuse people. =( blah. oh well.. i'm sure we all do things we dont mean to. that being one of them. =/

joseph: learn from ur mistakes
joseph: =)
me: hahaha!!
me: ew
me: =P
joseph: wat equals P?
me: haha
me: grr!
me: well, what equals )?
me: =P
joseph: haha
joseph: okay
joseph: u win
me: yayy!

joseph's a funny guy.. =)

debbie!! you should make me a snow angel before the snow melts. =)

clare: teresa..you are rubbing off on me!!

.. =) so maybe i should work on my math hw. man. haha.. i hate being studious but being productive is soooo nice!!

23 DAYS.

* teresa 5:38 PM l

Monday, March 01, 2004

it's MARCH!! =) one month closer to APRiL!! =))

i'm excited! i'm excited for my spring break! SOOOO excited!! =) ..just not looking forward to the dentist part. =/ but still!! i'm freakn EXCiTED!! ^^

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heh.. you know.. i like being a optimist.. but.. there are times when i like being the pessimist more because it keeps me grounded. if you guys know what i mean.. i dont know.. sometimes it's nice to be ~~evil~~ realistic.. DANG..... just saying that.. makes me realize how much i freakn changed over the past year.. it's sad.. i liked being the optimist.. but after being pushed around, made fun of, taken advantage of & etc.... forget it.. a person can only take so much.. i'm me, but not.

dang katrina!! you're a crack head!! =)

kat: so so summer?
kat: u'll be back riiite?????
kat: =P
me: if i do.. it might be for a week or the whole time
me: haha
me: duno yet
kat: haha how about.... u come back for 5 days.. every week
kat: =)
kat: hehe
me: hahaha!!
me: good one!
kat: haha
kat: what?
kat: u get to pick which 5 days too!
me: hahaha
me: aww.. really?!
kat: haha yea!
me: aww!!
me: haha
kat: n u thought it was just mon-fri didnt u?
kat: =P
kat: noo it could be mon wed fri sat sun
kat: if u want
kat: or tues-sat or wed-sun
kat: ooo the possibilities
kat: =)
me: ooOoH~

soooo funny!! i miss hanging out with katrina!! i swear.. bbq whenever we all get together again!! =)

hm. such a random post. sooo much going on.. in my head & around me.. but i'm just.. in my own world.. blah.. no more..

.. KAY!!!

* teresa 12:45 PM l