Saturday, December 31, 2005
i dont know what to say about 2005. all sorts of things happened!
THE GOOD! = )
- isabelle was born! <3
- quit macy*s! (in march)
- became a chocolatier! (@ godiva, in october)
- s u r p r i s e s !
- dean's list for spring 2005
- got accepted into the college of business
- started hanging out w/ the friends from high school on a more regular basis
- met cool new people from riverside
- & surprisingly also from school! = )
- remet people thanks to myspace! (lame i know, but it fits!)
THE BAD! = (
- the 2 jobs & school = stress!
- dumb boy issues
- the summer drama
- emotional state @ the end of fall semester
- not going home for christmas
RANDOM (@.#)
- tried snowboarding for the first time!
(& discovered that i suck at it. =/)
- experienced a semi college like spring break. spent it with good company. <3
- went on a trip by myself to a place other than vegas. played the role of a tourist in san fransisco, sacramento & davis. =)
- got my cartilage pierced!
- tried catching grunions! grr! they're slippery little things!
- stepped out of another comfort zone; joined sigma iota epsilon.
there's probably a LOT more that i cant remember but those are some highlights. haha.. so i guess 2005 was actually a decent year. i kept 2.5 of my 3 resolutions. i dont know what it's going to be for this year. but as i was reading, i found this really great quote. maybe i should start applying it to everything going on. instead of shutting people out & being suuuper antisocial, start having fun. taking advantage of opportunites when they're presented. yea. mumble mumble. but it makes sense to me & that's all that matters! =P so this quote. it's great. ready? ok. GO!
"never forget that anticipation is an important part of life. work's important, family's important, but without excitement, you have nothing. you're cheating yourself if you refuse to enjoy what's coming." - nicholas & micah sparks, 'three weeks with my brother'
.. now think about it. = )
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! <3
* teresa 7:28 PM l
Thursday, December 29, 2005
yesterday:
- work 1-5
- saw nik, andrew & josie!
- innout w/ diana & clare
. boo to #2 being $4.41 now! >=/
. "wow, we're nice people!" 'who else would have waited to give them a table?!'
- diana's
. 'kalifornia' boo to brad pitt! creepiness! & ugly! "what if he was waiting for you right outside?" 'i'd let him kill me if he takes his shirt off!' haha.. or something along those lines! =P
. 'the little rascals' = happy thoughts!
. dutch apple pie! it's all about team work! yum! =9
today:
- work 11-5
. my coworker candis got me a CHIPPENDALES calendar!! =D!!
. learned how to make peanut butter cups! & how to tie bows! =)
. random but nice old guy! weird conversation! o.O?!
. compliment from another: "i can say this in front of my wife: you're cute!" haha.. then she goes on & agrees with him! haha..
. coworker's girlfriend from missouri surprised him. cuteness! =)
- got kris' present in the mail. soooo nice!
- dinner
- movie night @ randy's
. '100 days with mr. arrogant' cute funny movie! =)
. 'once upon a time in high school' or whatever. cute boy! =) but such a long movie. =/
FIVE!!! = )
-------------------- 01:34 am
WHAT. the. HECK!
i should NOT have downed that grande latte in 5 minutes. my nerves are freakn SHOT TO HELL! i cant freakn SLEEP! i have work at 9:30. LOVELY!!~ i suck!
seriously.. who would drink so much in so little time just to "keep warm"! haha.. oh right - that's ME! -.-
i wonder about myself sometimes. =/
i hate this. i'm physically tired, yet my body is like NOT letting me sleep. does that make sense? PROBABLY NOT! but yea, i got bored of tossing & turning for the past 1.5 hours sooo here i am. =(
i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep! =(!
* teresa 6:33 PM l
Monday, December 26, 2005
.. i dont even know.
things have changed. good. bad. good AND bad. i'm constant, but not.
* teresa 11:34 PM l
Saturday, December 24, 2005
this break started off all busy! haha..
on thursday (before break started for me), clare, diana & i hung out @ diana's condo, made brownies & then ATE them! yumm! =9 "so, 10 years from now, we're going to be 30!!" eww. =( i still dont think that's long.. because half of our lives right now is 10 years. that's a pretty long time. haha.. but then again, time is kind of flying!
since then, i've been working! yuck! (but not! because money is always good when you need it! haha..) i also got to see lots of people! yay! jessica, jermiah, aja, ryan f, michele & walter visited me this past week! =)) it's been really busy, but i love it because time passes much faster!
lots of random shopping inbetween. so hectic! i hate the mall.
i celebrated christmas with kevin's family on the 22nd. =)) i love them. haha.. learned how to play king's corner. "dont play with those two! are they cheating??" haha.. exchanged presents. learned how kevin determines if he likes clothes or not! *rubs on face* uhhh! haha.. lots of chilling, '40 year old virgin', late run to albertsons! haha..
work yesterday was actually nice. even though i was late by 20 minutes! stupid friday traffic! ughh! it totally threw me off. =( but my manager & assistant manager got all of us stockings & little gifts. it was really cute. =) keri & jason got me a little something. soooo niiice! =) but maan. i felt so bad! i got everyone cupcakes though! haha.. i'm laaame. but yea, i thought it was all nice.
last night, i played santa & dropped off presents. bword's, sister & family, randy, & adam. didnt quite get to michele. (but i did that this morning!) haha.. it was fun hanging out with so many people in the span of 3-4 hours! haha.. crazy!
i cant wait to go to vegas to hang out with everyone. i've missed them all. =(
even though i celebrated christmas many different times in this past month, it was.. reallly nice - given the fact that i cant go home this year, i still loved it. so
THANKS to all of you who made it *that* much nicer. <3
so, to end this, i hope everyone has a
MERRY CHRISTMAS! = )
* teresa 4:56 PM l
Thursday, December 22, 2005
- finished christmas shopping
- got a class i dont have to crash anymore
- paid for spring tuition & parking permit (which by the way, is green & white.)
a lot of productivity. & A LOT of money spent! @.@
* teresa 2:23 PM l
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
ONE POINT AWAY FROM A B?!
yea ok. SCREW SCHOOL! & my stupid ass unfair not a real teacher teacher. k thanks.
* teresa 6:01 PM l
yesterday:
- work 11-4; jessica, jermiah & aja visited! =D *beep beep!*
- hung out w/ kevin!
- nice random phone call. =) "i just wanted to say thanks again & have a merry christmas!" & more. haha.. 'who DOES that!'
- dinner w/ his family @ sipz; mock meat? o.O?! but my cookie was cute: "happiness begins with facing life with a smile & a wink."
- may stopped by w/ isbee.. picturess!
- home; caught up w/ clare.
- talked to my mom.
- had a blast from the past. what the hell.
you know.. it's great when you talk to people you havent in awhile & they have SO many GOOD things going on in their life & your life is just.. constant. it makes you wonder "why wasnt i that lucky?" or yea.. fortunate, whatever! so basically, envying their life.
starving.
over this.
* teresa 10:51 AM l
Monday, December 19, 2005
when may told me isabelle said her first word, i wanted to hear it myself.
me: hey isabelle, if you say MAMA, i'll let your mama hold you!
*a few seconds of complete silence*
isabelle: .. MAMA!
hahaha.. it was freakn GREAT! & SOOO CUTE! =)! & she kept saying it over & over throughout the day. haha.. aww.. she's my favorite. because she's my only! haha..
i kind of went christmas shopping yesterday w/ may & isabelle. i need to get five more people's presents before the 24th. gahh! i'm still not sure if i want to get vegas friend's presents yet because.. i dont want to check in luggage. it's a pain. rawr! & my money source is low for now. i still have two more paychecks coming in before vegas. yum. & they'll be fatty! =9 well, fatter than my regular ones.
i need to hang out with kevin sometime SOON! rawr! i suck!
ok. time to go to work. ahh.. the mall. how i hate it! = )
* teresa 10:27 AM l
Saturday, December 17, 2005
when i was talking to my mom yesterday:
me: what are you doing?
mom: getting ready to party!!
hahaha.. what the heck! but goood stuff! =P
* teresa 9:26 AM l
Thursday, December 15, 2005
choices.
go to new york this summer? graduate fall 2007?
or no new york & graduate spring 2007, as planned?
or quit school altogether because there's no point.
or hope motivation & inspiration find me once again?
that 3rd choice looks so good.
why must i be so unhappy? & so often?
* teresa 4:44 PM l
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
argh! SO NOT TIRED! but i want to get up at 6am. then go to school & "study" for a little bit.. because apparently - i sure cant do so at home! it's either because i get easily distracted or i feel like i'm prepared. but i know i'll freak out during the last hour or i'll just want to take it to get it over with. mm.. i'm so predictable.
there are 12 more days until christmas. so i have 10 or less to do my christmas shopping. lovely~
i dont know why, but earlier, i was thinking about all the people i've met this semester. YEA the semester work load semi sucked, group work always sucks, but i'm learning to slowly deal with it all! haha. i remember talking to kevin about group work in my classes & he was like "well, at least you get to meet people!" yeaaa.. that's true. i'm glad i have friends that have the same major as i do! or at least in the college of business. it makes next semester seem not so dreadful.
however, it feel like it's slowly cutting me off from everyone else? haha.. ehh.. i'm on crack.
"are they drug dealers?! that's why you're rich & always on crack huh!" hahaha.. lame-o!
i'm hungry. rawr. = (
* teresa 11:10 PM l
Monday, December 12, 2005
as i was organizing all my management notes so i could put them away, i came across this article our teacher gave us to read. ok, actually, i re-found it on someone's blog & made me dig through my notes to reread it. the smart move would've been to search it online - since ya know, practically everything's online.
so here it is:
"Stay hungry. Stay foolish."
* teresa 7:22 PM l
Sunday, December 11, 2005
i'm a procrastinator. but whatever. i want to blog this.
so my friend was telling me about his school bill & everything. he owes $523.23 & a lot of other bills that were piling up. & you know how people are usually hesistant asking for money? yea, he's not the kind of guy who would do that. but wow. his friends came through for him! they totally had a little fundraiser & raised $1,100!! DANG. just WOW! i thought it was pretty nice of his friends to do that. yeaa.. and i thought it was a nice story. =) yea. so yea.
time for studying. yumm.
* teresa 6:41 PM l
Saturday, December 10, 2005
here i am trying to decide if i want to rant.
i want to blame school. but it's kind of my fault too.
but.. really NOT. because i tried MY best. his grading standards suck. i love my other classes. it's funny how the foundations of business class makes me want to NOT be a business major. i guess you always have one of
those types of teachers though.
and WHY the hell does this 2 unit class have the workload of a 4 unit one?! yea. ok. thanks.
finals are left. i'm SO GLAD for that! i hope my GPA doesnt go down TOO much. i suppose that's where summer school kicks in though. hah. rawr!
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so i had to donate food or teddy bears for my last point for SIE. i chose to do the teddy bear drive. & honestly, i felt good donating them. i miss volunteering. & that feeling of being helpful aferwards. it makes me miss the key club days. (when we DID stuff. -.-) i dont know. yea. it's sad how this time of the year is usually the only time of the year people may feel like this. i suck as a person sometimes.
if you CANT tell, my self esteem is kind of shot.
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the brother turned
18 yesterday! whaat the heck! so crazy. makes me feel OLD! haha.. so i wonder how it made my sister feel.. haha..
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debb & i got our celine dion tickets, FINALLY! = )
yea. that was the only cool thing about the week. heh.
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.. look what santa got me! = )

* teresa 11:01 AM l
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
"teresa would do whatever i ask her to do."
* teresa 3:44 PM l
Monday, December 05, 2005
"she puts more effort into her friends than they put into her."
* teresa 9:26 PM l
Sunday, December 04, 2005
i can SOOOOO understand why some students might pay others to do their papers for them. especially RESEARCH PAPERS!!
.. too bad it's all my fault for putting this off.
-------------------- 10:46 pm
and here we are 7 hours later. past the frustration, 5 minute nap, dinner & a lot more frustration, i figured some parts out! ACCOMPLISHMENT! is such an awesome feeling! or yea.
on an ending note: today was ultra lame.
* teresa 3:54 PM l
Saturday, December 03, 2005
only 7 more days of driving to/from SM! & attending classes.
this past week was CRAZY! man. SO much time was put into our housing bubble presentation on friday & to me, it was totally worth it. (unless he gives us a bad grade, this is the last time i'll be talking about it.) but yea. lots of random hours meeting for 2 hours or so. our last meeting was friday morning at 10 (class is at 1) so we could do run throughs of the presentation. maaan. it was SO GREAT!! haha.. we had a skit that made the whole class laugh. then we had a little comical picture story that caught everyone's attention. for the other 5 groups before us, there would be criticism from the teacher, but when we were done, he had NOTHING to criticize! THAT'S RIGHT! haha.. EVERYONE liked it & EVERYONE paid attention! YAYY! haha.. i'm a nerd, sorry. but it was SO GOOD! =)!
anyways. yea. what else to talk about? rawr.
t: wana write my paper for me?
(: wanna go on a date with me?
t: haha
i'm excited to go back to vegas! but, i'm not going back for christmas. i THOUGHT i was, but my mom doesnt want my sister & i to go back for ONLY a FEW days, so blah. especially since i'll be going back the next week. =/ sucky.
ok. i think i need to make my list. then work on my paper? blah!
* teresa 10:29 AM l
Thursday, December 01, 2005
i'm starting to miss people. =/
if i dont get sick from those who are already sick, i'm going to get sick from being in godiva's 60 degree store. blaah. please let me get sick AFTER finals. k thanks!
* teresa 9:52 AM l