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Monday, January 31, 2005

ahh.. i can always rely on blogger when i'm being in one of my weird funks. .. like NOW.

it's sad because it's a repeating theme in my blog entries - how i'm not happy or i feel empty or etc. really.. WHY wont this feeling GO AWAY?? i think what i want most.. is to be carefree & happy. not busy & content. or busy & angry @ the world. i miss my happy nonsense fragmented entries!

i dont know why this all came up. maybe because i've been noticing that a lot of people have been coupling up. jealous? lonely? ALL OF THE ABOVE? i dont know. i feel.. empty. i know it's also lame to want to have someone to fill that void.. but cant i be selfish? at least for tonight? and sometimes i feel extremely selfishly bitter because i think when people get significant others, friends dont exist anymore. & many have not proven me wrong. so can you blame me for feeling like i'm slowly losing friends? no? OKAY then. and yea. my little cousin kept singing this one song & this part stuck out: "one is the loneliest number.." (i dont know the rest but yea) i miss having those late night phone calls. i miss being liked & liking.

but you know what? .. reality hits right now. i kept thinking about this earlier when i was just laying in bed & i AM too busy to have that kind of person. or be that kind of person to someone else. which is sometimes sad. but where is the fun in life to this whole equation?? i cant do it. it's hard. "i have to schedule when to hang out with you! geez!" well, sorry? is it my fault i want to do well in school? is it my fault i dont want my parents to think theyre wasting their money on me? is it my fault i'm always tired? (maybe i need to stop staying up & THiNKiNG?!) is it my fault the gas prices are so high & i'm always having to fill up?! is it my fault the money in my bank account seems to be decreasing more than increasing? how come there arent more hours in a day??

i.. feel like shit. i.. feel alone.

my mom was here this weekend. & i LOVED it. i missed having someone to go upstairs to & just SIT THERE with. my younger cousins were hanging out with me in my room earlier, but it's not the same? maybe that's why i want to go back to vegas so bad as of lately. my parents & danny are over there. but. i think my mom wants me to just stay here. which is logical & realistic. however, i like being illogical. especially today. tonight. this week? this month? this year?

i try to balance everything. school, work, family, friends. but just like school, if i focus on one subject, i get screwed & behind in the others. why cant i find a balance? seriously? it seems so easy for some people & i just dont understand! let me in on your secret? .. please?

i feel like such a bad person. if you know me, i always tell others how friendship is a 2 way process. yet, i havent been playing my part. as much. i'm sorry. it sucked because i was laying in bed thinking about this & i wanted to talk to someone because i didnt want to blog about all my lameness, but i couldnt think of anyone to call. either that, or i didnt want to call late because some people might be sleeping! & this isnt all that important. me & my weird issues.

.. i'm unsettled.

* teresa 11:32 PM l

Saturday, January 29, 2005

horoscope of the day:

Absorb the tremendously fortuitous energy of the day, dear Taurus. Take pleasure in taking care of the details of any situation, and lay a solid plan for the future. You might find that your emotions are a bit more intense than usual. Be sensitive to other people's needs, as well as your own. You have the opportunity to release negative energy that has been building for quite some time. Your heart has a great deal of things to say, so listen up.

* teresa 6:01 PM l

Thursday, January 27, 2005

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY CLARE!!!

best friend - you are lovered!! <33

* teresa 11:03 AM l

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

i remember a long time ago, a friend told me he planned on living @ home forever - i was horrified.. i was just like WHY?! but you know what? now i hate it when people complain about living at home. especially when i do that. which will be.. now.

this is such bullcrap. i mean, i LOVE being here in san diego - living away from my parents & getting that whole experience.. but maybe.. just MAYBE.. i should move back. i've been considering it more & more as of lately. i've told my close friends this, but i dont think they've taken me seriously? ...

but today.. just made me so mad. there's so much freakn TENSION within this household!! it makes me mad just listening to everyone tell whoever's on their "side" their story. the whole situation is DUMB! but whatever, i'm not in on this. i dont know. there are moments where i miss my sister a lot because she's not here with me & rarely visits and it'd just be my cousins & their parents and my grandma. i'm like the singled one out. i've never really considered it "home"..

and.. right now, i'm annoyed. = ) i'm trying to study/read accounting, BUT! my uncle apparently loves his sound system & is blasting his chinese music. i should've studied more earlier when NO ONE was home. siiigh. it's always my fault. sorry for trying to find some time to relax!!

d: mom was like
d: COOL
t: for what
d: t: what if i move back to vegas?
d: i really dont see why
d: mom or dad would see a problem with it

maybe. just maybe.. there so many pros & cons..

* teresa 9:13 PM l

Monday, January 24, 2005

"that would be COOL teresa!" = )

my mom is really in favor of me going back to vegas for summer school! haha.. she was like "that means i wont be bored!!" aww!! =D hopefully csusm will let me take classes @ ccsn!! =)

february 9th is chinese new years! =D

i cant wait until summer 2006 either!! YEAUH!! family trip!! <3

* teresa 9:12 PM l

Sunday, January 23, 2005

i needed a change. but i'll probably change it back because i'm not good with some changes. =)

i dont know what to do. summer school here or in vegas? $800 v. ugh.. i need to look up how much it'd be if i were to take it in vegas.. but bleh!!clare & i had a fun conversation last night! SUMMER PLANS already?! YEAUH!! i cant wait!! =D

i wish some things werent how they were, yet they are?

it's sunday already?! wow.. =/ crazy crazy.. so plans for today: work 12-5. ratn for econ.

it needs to be march 26th already. k thanks. =)

[ cont'd @ 9:47 pm ]

eh. i'm too lazy to change it back. =)

so i THINK i could do this. school over the week. work on weekends. & since i'll get NO homework/reading done over the weekend, i'll just go to school early on mondays? that's the plan for tomorrow. let's see how THAT goes..

i'm such a mean person sometimes. sorry. =/

it's funny how lauren & lei want to work "only" weekends. i work only weekends, but that's TOO MUCH! haha.. we'll see. oh noo.. lei's going to leave me to work in a different section. =(( my budddy!! rawr.

i decided to think about summer school a little more. & thanks to my other half, i got some more information! about the costs! =D i want to take 2 classes, 3 units each:

ccsn summer school - around mid 200s.
unlv summer school - around mid 500s.
csusm summer school - around mid 700s.
miramar summer school = around 1068.

i'm considering csusm, so there arent any transfer issues. but it'd be cool to be in vegas for a summer (like the good ol' days? =D) but i need to check about the whole transfering of units.

i'm a nerd. so WHAT.

ok. i need to do something. then sleep. then go to school for 9 hours?! I'M cool. haha.. =D i love all these gap between my days. sigh. i'll just fill in the BLANKS w/ "BUSY w/ SCHOOL and/or WORK!" =(

k. hope everyone has a good week!! =)

* teresa 11:28 AM l

Saturday, January 22, 2005

STRESSED OUT & SiCK .. ALREADY?!?!

what the heck. seriously.. WHAT?!?! =( there's so much reading to do.. yet all i want to do is crawl back under my covers & just SLEEP!! i got a solid 12 hours last night though. =]

but seriously.. i feel like i'm going to DIE already!!! wtf. =/ all this work in ALL my classes?! i'm not all that worried about spanish, but all this reading for history, econ & accounting?! UGH!! oh.. and for those who want to know how my 4 hour accounting class was - let's just say.. DONT DO IT. i feel so overwhelmed. =(

i should give donna my 2 weeks tomorrow. maybe.

people make me sad. yayy.. my bitterness towards people is coming back!

k bye.

* teresa 10:19 AM l

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

have you ever walked out of a class & felt incredibly INTIMIDATED?!

oh. my. GOODNESS!! freakn ECON!! the profesor i chose was the "easiest" one out of the 3 (i think).. so he's telling us about class & i look down @ the percentage thing he put on there of the grades of his past students.. 42% of his students FAiLED spring 2004. WTF?! um. yea. makes ME feel good! -.- and as he kept talking, i kept getting more & more nervous.. oh man. i'm so .. SOOOOOOO SCARED for this class!!!

afterwards, my friend brittany looked @ me & was like, "arent you taking accounting too????" .. 'yea..' .. "YOURE GOING TO DIE!!!" mm.. YEA?! -.-

i'm so scared now. ohmygosh. & i still have to go to my accounting class on friday. shit fuck.

sigh..

how do YOU do it?!?!

* teresa 6:45 PM l

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

today was the first day of spring semester!

i feel messed up. it feels like a monday, but it's a tuesday! YEA! haha.. o.O! but yea.. so far, spanish is MUY BIEN!! mainly because i got the same profesor i had last semester! =D then history? i started tuning her out already! during the introduction! what the crap! i'm scared now. =T but afterwards, i went to buy my books (which cost WAYY too much!.. but when is that NEVER the case?!) then i was planning to just say hi to whoever was in the dome, but stayed for awhile. saw jane, jessica, jermiah, randy, rhona, pam, roxy, nik & phil. "hey nik! does walden sell.. books??" haha.. as soon as i said BOOKS, i knew i phrased that question ALL WRONG! so yea.. went home because i got hungry. =)

i tried cleaning may's room. went to pick up billy - hung out w/ him for 3 hours. i was thinking about how bad i'd feel if i quit, but he was being a SUPER brat today, so i was like EHH!! how can parents let their kids ACT like that?? .. -.-

the other day, i hung out w/ clare! =D random trips w/ the bf = iNDESCRiBEABLE!! <3

the day after that one, i hung out w/ may & irene for a whopping 10 hours?! dang. but i got stuff for my room from ikea! =D yayyy for SALES!!

speaking of sales.. i just got back from another random adventure out w/ clare. haha.. i like this. we should keep this.. RANDOM! = ) but i'm happy! i got PANTS from aeropostale & a $6 shirt from express. i spent less than $30! =D weeeeeee.. i'm using clare's logic! it's like a first day in elementary school where you buy new things before the 1st day & since in college, we get TWO first days.. HAHAHA.. yeaa!! 0=)

i'm tired. i'm waiting for my laundry to finish. maybe i should just sleep.. mmm.. yayy responsibilities..

* teresa 9:33 PM l

Sunday, January 16, 2005

my saturday:

worked 1-6. dinner. got ready & left a little after 7. i SUCK, i'm a GIRL, sorry! on the way to diana's, i found fireboy! krrrhahahaha.. got to diana's, picked mark up & off we went! since diana is all pro racer, we got there in an hour! O.O! the huge lizard pen diana put on my seat! =( then akmr called because he got lost (yea, the first time we went, the directions were hard to follow!) but finally got to where we were after diana gave him better directions. i'm telling you.. i SUCK. =/ so we go in & of course, no one dances until 10ish. & of COURSE we're one of the firsts to hit up that dance floor. ^.~ sooooo yea. it was really REALLY crowded. not a whole lot of potential. left at 1. interesting conversation on the way back. duwop! "all nice guys are good but not all good guys are nice." ate at keith's. home. SLEEP.

THANKS to the friends who went! it was fun! at least getting to see & dance with you! for reals. =D

i was going to put fragments, but ehh.. i cant think. my head hurts & i'm tired. haha.. k bye!

* teresa 8:45 PM l

Saturday, January 15, 2005

"now you can go blog about it!"

.. EW! my sister knows me too well! =D

haha.. anyways.. yesterday, i drove my sister to sharp for her doctor's appointment because i made her drive over to the house to pick me up. so we go, we park, we walk, we sit, then my sister's name is called. i go in with her & WOW! what a whole new interesting cool experience. i got to watch the doctor put the gel on my sister's belly & then i looked up at the screen & there was the BABY! hahaha.. =) soooo fun! =D seriously.. it was pretty darn COOL!! we also found out the sex of the baby.. it's going to be a BABY GiRL!! =D

i personally like the name my sister thought of for the baby. but my brother is totally thinking of different names for her. it's entertaining. =) and yea, it's kind of hard! haha..

my mom's going to be here in 2 weeks! =D

* teresa 11:43 AM l

Friday, January 14, 2005

so how awesome is this? : i got 6 hours of sleep today. drove too much. was social. decided to read a book for 4 hours. now it's 2am & i cant go to sleep. yet - i have to get up at 6am. WEEEEEEEEEEE!!

i just cant sleep. i keep thinking about the things i NEED to do for the next day or the day after that or etc. & it keeps me UP. it sucks.

i was talking to a friend the other day & he asked me how life was & i was just like "ehh" because of the whole working too much for my own liking & feeling too busy to be social when i want to be or wanting to be social & having no one to be social with. it never evens out.

then we were talking about drama. i recalled wishing for some awhile back but now - i have no time to deal with it! haha.. or if i do, it's like whatever.. screw it. but whatevers. drama still makes the world go round.

haha.. so i was talking to someone & they were telling me that they smile & pretend everything's okay. & i told them that i did that too. but now i've learned not to do that as much. haha.. i show when i'm angry, sad, annoyed, stressed, happy, excited, etc.. but sometimes, i dont know! krrrhahaha.. i just totally contradicted myself. yayy for confusion! =)

what else can i ramble on about? mm.. i tried to clean my room today. =) A+ for me for EFFORT! harhar. i'm so lame. i need to get out more.

i <3 getting random phone calls. i <3 getting phone calls. period. =)

so the book i read.. i kept reading it because it was so sad. i dont see why the majority of us are so drawn to those who suffer. or well, that's the way i see things. i dont know. the book was about a girl who was abused by her boyfriend & then there were some psychological issues tied in, but i dont know - it was just WOW. i guess the fact where it's an issue that's sensitive to some people.. BLAHBLAH.. incomplete thoughts! YAYY for attempting to type out my thoughts @ 2am!

austuny told me i'm losing the "vegas" part of me. & that i'm too "cali" now. .. REALLY??

i feel like a loser right now. and i feel .. NOT TIRED!! =/

ok. maybe a little bit tired. goodnight/goodmorning~

* teresa 2:21 AM l

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

i feel like i'm being cheated out of my day!

i got home from work @ 4:40ish. yea, in the early morning! grr. slept until 1:30ish. in the afternoon! haha.. the latest i've slept this whole break. =/ then i have to leave for work again @ 7:30pm. wtf. =(

so i talked to michele yesterday & when we talk, i've noticed we talk about how much billy is a brat & then eventually his mother. i dont like how some people can be two faced. they act all nice in front of you, but talk shit behind your backs. but i think it's just DUMB when they do it to people who TALK TO EACH OTHER! (ie: me & michele) .. we're family. hello?! ugh.

i love how my parents care. haha.. i told my mom i was working at 8 until 4:30am. & when i told her..

mom: okay..
me: uhhh!! i'm working until 4:30!
mom: ..... in the MORNING?!?!?!
me: HAHAHA!! youre slow!!

it was great. but yea. both my mom & dad called me at 4:20ish.. "did you walk out to your car yet?!" cause strange people hang out outside of macys in the early morning when there are other people who get off & walk out at the same time? uhh. haha.. but still.. it was nice. =)

i need to get my books before school starts. i'm weird like that.

i ALSO need to get a printer! grrr.. before school starts! or in the 1st week of school! i'm sure i'll have to write papers for HISTORY! (eww.. =()

ok. my fingers are cold. i want to eat. maybe. =)

* teresa 2:36 PM l

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

it was weird, but as i was driving home last night, i thought of people i used to hang out with. i thought of one particular event - when i used to hang out w/ hanna & lena. i remember when we snuck like 10 (or more?) people in the movies w/ just 4 tickets? or whatever. & i couldnt remember the movie we watched or who i sat next to or whatever. all i remembered was the anxiety going through me that we were going to get caught. then when i went home, i told my mom about it because i thought it was SO COOL that we didnt get caught. (yea, i'm LAME, get over it.) then she gave me a reality check that it wasnt something to be proud of & it made me feel embarrassed. i dont know why, but i think that was the beginning of my lets rebel, but not really @ the same time phase. haha.. i was a weird teenager. or maybe that's why i'm SO BORING! i dont want to get in trouble EVER. rawr.

so.. i learned something yesterday. it seems as if people dont CALL me because they think i'm ALWAYS WORKING. which sucks. it's kind of like the IMing people on AIM thing. where if everyone waited for the other person to IM them first, we would never talk to each other.

limited amount. less than a handful?

sometimes i feel like i actually have a LIFE.. but i'm too busy to enjoy it.. so how does that work?

* teresa 11:50 AM l

Saturday, January 08, 2005

i realized today.. i have no LIFE! all i've been doing is going to WORK! or it seems like it. then because of work, all the energy has been sucked out of me. which makes me just want to go home.. eat then sleep.. or just sleep. mm.. DANDY, isnt it?!

the only real part of my "break" was the 8 days off from work. oh MAN.. that was GREAT!! =D i loved being bored.. (haha.. sometimes!) now it's starting to feel like i have no time for myself again! rawr rawr.. school's starting soon. blah to that! even LESS time to myself! YEAUH.

i should hang out w/ people who dont make me all BLARGHRAWR! yea. that.

complain complain complain.. wah wah wah..

monday: job hunting w/ nik? shopping for myself! - NEED shoes for work. (i want to be selfish, damnit! leave me alone. =/)
tuesday: billy 2:30-5ish. macy*s 8pm-early am
wednesday: sleep late in the afternoon. do nothing. then inventory once again @ 8pm.
thursday: sleep late in the afternoon. pick up & drop off billy. then NOTHING?!
friday: NOTHING before work @ 6:15.
saturday: work 1-6. boogie w/ friends! =D
sunday: work 12-5.
monday: NOTHING?
tuesday: S.C.H.O.O.L!!! rawr!

ugh. school.. already?!?! =(

before that happens.. i need to get books?! maybe! cancel the macy*s thing they cornered me into doing! hang out w/ michele & give her her christmas present! secret mission! move into the sister's room?! before all hell breaks loose?!

whatever. i'm tired. i've been tired ever since i got home? =T i'm an old granny. rawr. ok. no more. sleepy time for me!

* teresa 8:50 PM l

Friday, January 07, 2005

debbie just informed me that it's SNOWiNG in VEGAS!!! and that it's piling up!!! rawrr.. how NOT FAIR!!! haha.. rawrr.. i called back home to tell my brother, BUT i forgot he goes to school.. heh.. so my dad picked up.. "hey dad.. its SNOWING?!" .. 'really?? COOL! where??' .. "haha.. in VEGAS!!"

well.. uh.. its RAiNiNG here.. so YEA.. haha..

so i checked my grades last night. thanks to nik who told me they were posted! haha.. i like them.. but NOT!

SPAN 101: A
PSYC 100: B+ (i thought it was going to be an A!! >=T)
GES 102: B-
MATH 132: C (YESS!! this was a big sigh of relief!! heh.)

i should check my booklist sometime soon. blahblahblah.

macy*s likes sucking people's money UP! i swear! yesterday, i got a phone call from the company & they're starting this program where if youre suddenly unemployed or hospitalized or whatnot, they'll pay off your account & you pay $1.98 per every hundred you owe. so it's insurance for your card kind of. & it's LAME! i didnt want it but she kept going on & on like i agreed to it. i'm a pushover. F! =( she was all like "there's not obligation" so WHY are you pushing me to do it?? rawr.. what a JERK! so i need to cancel that today. haha.. stupid lady..

my fingers are freezing cold! OOOOH! & yeaa!! when i was changing yesterday, i found out that i have a BRUISE!! on my inner thigh!! o.O?! yea.. freakn WEiRD!!! it's kinda like the size of my fist.. =/ bad times..

oh yea.. when's mother's day? ..

* teresa 10:52 AM l

Thursday, January 06, 2005

yesterday was fun!! =D clare called me "are you sore?!" hahaha.. YES!! hung out w/ diana. went to michaels. ncf. visited romeo. (note: call him next week!) jamba juice! YUM! saw rj & paul! fun fun! =) "is his hair blue?" haha.. dropped diana off. home. friends. may came! went to our cousin's house. "you look skinnier.. did you lose weight?" .. 'probably not!' played w/ jasper. sooooo cute! fishy face!! >('.')< he got all sad when we were leaving.. aww.. stopped by the lehmans. home. more friends. (THANKS SISTER & PATRICK for seasons 7 &8!! <33!!) sleep.

as i was showering today, i was trying to decide on whether i should go into work or not because i told her i MIGHT be able to after 3. so i decided NOT to go in because i'm still sore & i'm going to be a wuss & use that as my excuse. BUT.. i needed to check my schedule because i wasnt scheduled for next week & yea. so i look & she scheduled me for today! 3-8. wtf? RAWR!! then the rest of the week freakn SUCKS! because INVENTORY is on the 11th & 12th..

sunday, 1.9 / 10:45am-6:15pm
tuesday, 1.11 / 8:00pm-4:30am
wednesday, 1.12 / 8:00pm-4:30am
friday-sunday = NORMAL times.

a total of 29.something hours! haha.. i GUESS!! instead of my usual 13.. a fattier paycheck.. but still.. what the crap. =/ LAME! must. get. another. job. ASAP!

i want grades to be posted NOW! i dont want to wait until the 10th! =(

i'm hungry. k bye!

* teresa 11:25 AM l

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

while it's still fresh in my mind..

yesterday i woke up super early to go to the base w/ clare & adam. then clare & i went to pay tuition. then i decided to watch my disc 2 of my friends season 1! =) good stuff. until my manager called. so i went to work for 2 hours = BULLcrap. they didnt NEED me. they're just freakn LAZY! >=T afterwards, went to mervyns. picked up nik. nice PLAN! haha.. =P met up w/ clare, diana & cassie @ innout in carmel mtn. [get a FROG, diana!] went to go watch 'finding neverland' @ pacific. it's such a GOOD MOViE!!! =DD! me gusta!! especially johnny depp! WOW! so 'charlie & the chocolate factory' is next, okay?! =)

today i woke up early again! haha.. clare picked me up. went to adam's. 2 hour road trip to big bear! =D ECALYPTUS! krrrhahahaha.. march ARB! tippecanoe!! BRIDGE!!!! *sees big hole in ground* "yea, its from a meteor!" .. 'REALLY?!' (too much smallville for me?!) hahaha.. but still: awesome. "half the fun is getting there." SO TRUE! got there, freezing cold! yea, it'd be a super nice place to live, BUT.. not realistic for me. i'd just like a winter house there? or anywhere else that snows! =P but yea.. SNOWBOARDING @ snow summit!! it was FUN!! fustrating, but fun. =) thanks to adam for always helping me up when i'd be all whiny about getting back up! heh. and thanks to clare for being so patient when i'd take half an hour PLUS to get down that little slope thing! haha.. really.. FUN TIMES! =D

ok. i'm freakn SORE now. haha.. rawr. i get to sleep in tomorrow!! =DD

* teresa 9:47 PM l

Monday, January 03, 2005

slowly but surely.

- innout & finding neverland tonight! =D
- snowboarding tomorrow! =D
- absolutely NOTHING on wednesday!
- billy & nothing on thursday.
- nothing before work on friday.
- work on saturday & sunday.

this week is going to pass by fast. =/

i want to go back to vegas, but i dont feel like driving 10 hours alone. plus, airfare is expensive. $150ish roundtrip. =(

i <3 my season 1 of friends!!! =DD!!

note to self: if they call, just say NO! =)

* teresa 3:23 PM l

Sunday, January 02, 2005

i got to hang out w/ the high school friends last night!! it was FUN!! soup plantation, blockbuster, jane's house. haha.. the guys CRACK me up. & they can crack nuts w/ their bare hands!! haha.. =D "i'm ron burgundy?" ugh. that's stuck in my head! haha.. but it was nice being dressed up & freezing cold w/ the girls! & seeing the guys!! =) listening to them laugh makes me laugh.. good times are contagious! ^.~

so i suck because i remembered that since the UC kids are going back that meant KEViN was going back soon and/or today! too bad i remembered at midnight last night! heh.. but lucky for me, he wasnt leaving until MONDAY! =) so i got to hang w/ him, kristen & his family for a little bit today! =) they lent me some snowboarding gear!! <3

that reminds me - i have to get up at 7am tomorrow. hm. it's almost midnight. HAHA.. i havent slept in this whole break!!! (maybe once!) i've always woken up to an alarm clock because i do things! haha..

the kiDd has been freaking me OUT!! hopefully, my uncle takes it to the shop on tuesday? while i'm snowboarding!/falling on my butt lots! haha..

i hate macys! i HATE macys! I HATE MACYS!!!!!

ok. i should really go sleep. goodnight!

* teresa 11:46 PM l

Saturday, January 01, 2005

3 NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS:
1. get another job!
2. focus on school even if i have to be even more antisocial!
3. cut back on the cursing. =/

3 PEOPLE YOU ENJOYED SPENDING TIME WITH IN 2004:
1. the family
2. the friends that matter! <3
3. and that's allllll! haha..

3 THINGS YOU ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO IN 2005:
1. getting another job! screw macy's! =D
2. having another year of school DONE!
3. having more good times w/ the friends w/o quotation marks. =)

3 THINGS YOU WANT FOR 2005 THAT WOULD MAKE IT BETTER THAN 2004:
1. meeting more friends, not "friends"
2. be able to let go of people; you cant like everyone!
3. learn not to take so much crap from people!

3 THINGS YOU REGRETTED IN 2004:
1. situations w/ certain people
2. letting anger become the best/better? of me
3. not spending enough time w/ friends or family.. =/

3 THINGS YOU DID IN 2004 THAT YOU HAD NEVER DONE BEFORE:
1. =T
2. =/
3. =X

3 MEMORABLE EVENTS, BOTH GOOD AND BAD:
1. the sis of ter's wedding! =)
2. road trip to LA w/ the ogmp ladies! =)
3. my 19th birthday. <33

3 THINGS YOU SPENT MOST OF YOUR MONEY ON:
1. SCHOOL!
2. clothes
3. food

3 PEOPLE YOU WISH YOU HAD NEVER MET:
1. i'm sure you guys would know WHO already
2. but it's okay.. whatevers. people come in
3. our lives for some reason or another!

3 THINGS THAT MADE THE YEAR BETTER:
1. the friends w/o quotation marks
2. being w/ the friends w/o quotation marks
3. feeling more independent - being able to pay for my own stuff.

3 LESSONS LEARNED:
1. no one should ever be given benefit of the doubt.
2. some people just suck.
3. it's possible to learn when you want to/really focus!

3 FAVORITE MOVIES/DVDS of 2004:
1. elf!
2. shrek 2!
3. harry potter 3!

3 FAVORITE ALBUMS/CDS:
1. usher
2. maroon 5! (thanks, adam!)
3. ugh. i cant think! =/

3 FAVORITE TV SHOWS:
1. friends! (then it ended. =()
2. smallville!
3. i dont watch anything else! =/

THIS YEAR, DID YOU ... ?
SAVE ANY MONEY: yes i did! i'm proud of myself! haha..
FALL IN LOVE: nope!
VISIT ANOTHER STATE: yep. haha..
GO TO A CONCERT: no?
ATTEND A FUNERAL: no.
ATTEND A WEDDING: YESSSiREEE!! =D
GET IN A CAR ACCIDENT: no.. thank goodness!
GET IN A FIGHT: verbal ones probably! =)
GO TO THE HOSPITAL: i dont remember?
DO DRUGS: ugh.. NO!
DRINK ALCOHOL: sometimes!
EAT EXOTIC FOOD: if greek food is considered exotic?
GET A NEW JOB: sure.
LOSE A JOB: nope.
HAVE SEX: no.
HAVE SEX IN PUBLIC: no.
HAVE SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON: no.
KISS ANY GIRLS: family! on the cheek!
GO ON A ROAD TRIP: yes! with the ogmp ladies! 6 flags & boogie! =D
LIE TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE: i try!
LIE TO A SIGNIFICANT OTHER: nope.
LIE TO YOUR FRIENDS: um.. no?
GET ARRESTED: nope. dang. i'm boring! =(
GET A SPEEDING TICKET: nuh uh.
GET ANY SORT OF TICKET: nope.
VISIT AN AMUSEMENT PARK: YESSSS!! haha.. 6 FLAGS!
STEAL ANYTHING: nope
KILL ANYTHING: SPIDERS!
BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART: probably most likely not
HAVE YOUR HEART BROKEN: just bruised.
BREAK THE LAW: i ran a red light! by accident! i swear!!
DRINK YOUR SORROWS AWAY: um. i learned not to do THAT last year! heh.

HAPPY 2005 EVERYONE!!! =)

* teresa 12:13 PM l